The white moonlight who is fine is not good

I figured it out, love and hatred are my own business, and only I can feel joy, anger, sorrow and joy.

If you do something wrong, you should redeem it.

Chen Zhenzhen went to find Lu Manman.Lu Manman said that Yuan Qixiu was not in city S, but recuperated in other places.

He has psychological barriers and extraverted autism, and must be treated properly.

When the siblings were very young, they lived in the staff dormitory of the Luqiao Construction Institute. The parents of the workers broke pots and bowls every day and got divorced.

Ms. Lu, the mother, is a sober and independent pessimist, while Mr. Yuan, the father, is an optimist who lives in the moment.

She was worrying about living expenses, but he couldn't bring back the material basis.

Then, their personalities did not match, and they often quarreled.

My father can chat with everyone he meets outside every day, but he is often dismissed as useless when he comes home.

When the father was at home, he was no longer as happy as he seemed to the outside world, but became either powerless, or was forced...to express his anger.

If the wife can't win the quarrel, the daughter will hide~

The remaining little son is introverted and not very good at talking, like a little fool who can't hide. He can only listen to the gunfire, eyes wide open, and is drawn into the vortex of disputes.

In their road and bridge construction office, there was a couple of engineers from the Municipal Bureau who came to design the overpass, and they took their sons to live next door to the sister and brother's house.

Finally one day, the female engineer couldn't stand the father next door yelling at her son, so she knocked on the neighbor's door, stepped forward to protect the little boy in her arms, and said to her siblings, if there is no place to go when the parents quarrel next time, come to me home.

There is also a little brother in my family, you play and eat together.

Don't be afraid, Auntie will protect you.

The little brother is only over two years old, and he is the only one who does not dislike him for being stupid. He follows his buttocks every day and calls him, brother waits for me, brother teaches me, brother takes me...

brother, brother...

When divorced, the daughter moved away with the mother, the son followed the father, and the father sent the son back to his grandparents' house.

Although the mother will give money and visit him occasionally, the little boy is still in an environment that lacks love and communication. He grew up to 11 years old... His father took him to his side, saying that the conditions are good, and the quality of middle school education in the city is good. .

The boy didn't know how to communicate with his father. While being rejected, he imitated his father's optimism and gradually became a glib "extroverted" person.

However, his natural lack of self-confidence did not disappear as he grew up. He was low self-esteem and cheerful at the same time, but under the cover of a rather good-looking appearance, he became appreciated and liked by others at school.

Under the protection of a rather good-looking appearance, he pays attention to food, clothing and clothing, and packs it in an 'alone' manner.

Putting on airs every day, having no friends, and not needing them.

But he was still him, an extroverted autistic who was deeply insecure and insecure.

Disease, cure, disease, cure.

It's very contradictory. He has the ability to deal with social situations, but he doesn't have the ability to make friends with others.

He wants to be a lawyer.Because secularism and morality are both in black, white and gray chaos, without borders, but behind every word of laws and regulations, there is either black or white, and the constitution is backed by evidence.Make him feel safe.

People are complex animals, and they don't have a clear bottom line like legal clauses.

Because he lacks a sense of security, he can't give himself easily, and because he doesn't trust others easily, he still can't have more than polite dealings with others when he is an adult.

He only trusts himself, so he is very alienated from everyone, and he protects himself very well. He intends to be like this, to be with himself, and to live until the day counts.

Until I met a face that looked like that aunt.

Attract, confuse, calm down, resolve misunderstandings, reunite, and then turbulently confuse again.

I don't even care about gender, I want to get this person.Then, in Ms. Lu Lingzhu's investigation and research, it was discovered that the mother of that person was that aunt.

After all, Lu Manman is used to succinct and concise words, so when talking about his younger brother's growth experience, he didn't have any emotions, so he said a few words.

Lu Manman unscrewed a bottle of water, handed it to Chen Zhenzhen, and opened another bottle himself.

"I said that I treat you as a younger brother, and I really do regard you as a younger brother."

Chen Zhenzhen took it over, and for the first time in memory, a girl unscrewed the mineral water bottle for him.

Lu Manman said: "After returning to my father's side and being nice for a short time, the personality prototype will still be revealed. Our parents discovered that the money was earned, but the son was ill. He was so divided in the pleasing personality and subconscious rebellion that he could not get along with him. Reconciliation between people... Repeated rehabilitation treatments have lowered the parents' expectations of him to the bottom line, and even as long as they think he can live."

In severe cases, except for hypnosis, I can hardly even speak.

When Chen Zhenzhen listened, he just felt very stuffy in his heart. He couldn't imagine what Yuan Qixiu's young man went through.

He had never heard of those mental illnesses.

I can only keep silent, listening to Manman continue to say:

"So, whether he likes men or women, all of us as family members feel that it's fine if he doesn't feel so lonely."

"You may not know how much you look like your mother. He once felt guilty for your identity, and he felt so guilty that he wanted to break you. He even fell ill at the end of June."

Chen Zhenzhen couldn't remember where Yuan Qixiu was unusual in front of him.Although, this person has always been talking in a hurry in front of him, and he is so active that people think he is abnormal.

"Is it the end of June?"

"He asked the group to transfer 1000 million yuan into the law firm's account, violating accounting standards," Lu Manman frowned slightly, and said while thinking, "It was about that time."

Chen Zhenzhen remembered, the hectic period at the end of the season: "He, it's true that he hasn't contacted me for a while, and I'm busy too..."

I'm busy, I don't care.

In other words, Chen Zhenzhen didn't care much about Yuan Qixiu when he didn't contact him.

He didn't care, Yuan Qixiu had been around him since the second meeting, he didn't care how Yuan Qixiu felt when he was rejected, he just tried his best to satisfy his request.

Chen Zhenzhen always thought that she was too beautiful, Yuan Qixiu was attracted by her beauty.So he never really thought about wondering why Yuan Qixiu liked him.

Lu Manman: "However, you failed to redeem him. He didn't want to hurt you, so he hurt himself again."

"Where is he being treated?" Chen Zhenzhen asked.

Lu Manman looked away from Chen Zhenzhen, restrained the sarcasm, and asked coldly:

"What do you want to do?"

"find him."

"and then?"

"Then..." Chen Zhenzhen thought for a while, but didn't know what to say.

Lu Manman asked: "And then?"

"Let's say I'm sorry first..." Chen Zhenzhen said, and he wanted to say: Then I miss you.

Lu Manman looked a little disappointed, and pressed the landline phone at hand, and a beep sounded.

"Forget it, he is very serious, let him heal well, don't irritate him."

Then issue a eviction order.

"I have to work, you go."

On the other end of the phone, the secretary answered the phone and started chatting with Lu Manman about work matters.

Chen Zhenzhen had no choice but to leave first.

On the way back, Chen Zhenzhen couldn't help stringing together the details from the time they met again until now. In his head, only Yuan Qixiu's nonsense chattered, and the warm feeling of clinging to him, which he couldn't get rid of no matter what.

He... such a lively person, has extroverted autism?

I always thought that Yuan Qixiu was a natural social bully, full of enthusiasm and strong love.

Chen Zhenzhen couldn't imagine what it would be like for Yuan Qixiu to be closed to aphasia. He couldn't imagine what it would be like if Yuan Qixiu didn't respond to anything if he provoked him.

Suddenly, the more I thought about him, the more I didn't understand him.

A little puzzled, a little worried about him.I want to ask him, but I don't know where to find him.

It's just that the more I think about him, the more I feel his pain.

Autumn is getting stronger, but there is still no news from Yuan Qixiu.

Chen Zhenzhen was very depressed during this period, and was sick for a long time due to a cold. Apart from going to see Lu Manman twice a week, he almost stopped social activities.

Like the symptoms mentioned on the Internet, experience being a lonely person.

His parents were very worried, but they couldn't persuade their son to go on a blind date, start a new relationship, and heal the old sadness.Gradually...his parents seem to have compromised, Chen Zhenzhen may really have a problem with his orientation.

Some bottom lines, the contrasting children live healthy and happy lives, can be loosened.

And Lu Manman was also a little loose under Chen Zhenzhen's persistent pursuit and interception.

She said that Yuan Qixiu's condition is much better, and he doesn't need to live in a nursing home recently, and often relaxes around.

In the post-loan customer management system, Chen Zhenzhen consulted Yuan Qixiu's latest repayment details and transaction details before and after.

Although it is wrong to use public equipment for private use, the customer flow under the name management does not exceed the authority, as long as you keep it secret and don't tell it.

Yuan Qixiu has a few consumption records in City C recently, and his competitors are all hotels and restaurants.

Yes, he seems to have said that he likes to eat food in C City.

With a stomach full of theoretical knowledge and a strong will not to give up without prying Yuan Qixiu's mouth open, Chen Zhenzhen immediately asked for annual leave from his work unit and also traveled to City C.

Whether we can meet or not depends on fate.

after all--

Chen Zhenzhen knew which hotel he was staying in from the consumption records, and he also wanted to live in that hotel.

So this expected reunion happened after Chen Zhenzhen deliberately dressed up "beautifully".

In the foyer of Hotel F, Chen Zhenzhen had a sick look on his face. He wore a loose shirt that fluttered in the wind, and stood crookedly in the most conspicuous place.

It seems that if the wind is stronger, he will be blown away.

Pedestrians passing by heard the cough and looked in this direction with disgust. If he hadn't been wearing a mask, he might have been thrown out.

Yuan Qixiu was wearing a casual sweater today and was about to go out to eat.When passing by the hotel lobby, I accidentally met those pitiful tearful eyes.

A little familiar, Yuan Qixiu stopped and looked carefully at the person wearing the mask. The coughing person seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

Yuan Qixiu turned his eyes away, stopped looking at him, turned around, and walked towards the small door next to him.

City C is not City S.In a strange city, no acquaintances, wearing a mask, no worries.

How could Chen Zhenzhen let him run away like this? He chased Yuan Qixiu like a fool, and then hugged him.

The first goal is to make Yuan Qixiu able to talk to him, and the ultimate goal is to make Yuan Qixiu become as eloquent as before.Just like he once hugged himself, he hugged his waist tightly from the side and said, "I miss you."

Yuan Qixiu lowered his hands and stood still.

"I'm still sick." Chen Zhenzhen's face was stuck to the embroidery on the back of the sweater.

Yuan Qixiu still didn't move, he didn't even look at people.

Sure enough, I can't speak anymore! !Chen Zhenzhen called him, "Hello."

He still ignored him, so Chen Zhenzhen had no choice but to squeeze his waist hard.

Yuan Qixiu snorted in pain when his waist was pinched by sudden force. "Um!"

Chen Zhenzhen caressed the pain just now, expressing a little comfort.Reminding: "Yuan Qixiu, I'm sick."

Yuan Qixiu pinched the hand that was still pinching him, and hung him up.The voice is rough: "What does it have to do with me?"

It seems that he can still talk?

It doesn't seem too serious anymore!Then the next step is to ask for various reasons to provoke him to talk more! !

"It doesn't matter." Chen Zhenzhen held the hand instead, moved his face against the embroidery, like a puppy crawling under Yuan Qixiu's creaking nest, and said miserably: "I am sick myself."

Yuan Qixiu didn't show any expression, just like a wooden stake, he let himself be hugged.

If you can say the first sentence, you can say the second sentence.Chen Zhenzhen acted like a baby: "You don't want to hug me, kiss me, comfort me?"

"Well," Yuan Qixiu refused to accept this, and said, "Let me go."

You reject me, and I reject you.Chen Zhenzhen: "No."

Anyway, if Yuan Qixiu was able to talk to him, it was considered a phased victory, so he could continue to hug him and not let go.

Yuan Qixiu was tall and handsome, standing there would be considered a sight to attract attention, but at this moment, another coughing man who attracted everyone's attention and disgusted him ran up to him and hugged him, and the crowd froze in place.It can be said that those who are not busy with work are all looking here.

The hotel waiter approached, looked at Yuan Qixiu and asked, "Sir, may I help you?"

Yuan Qixiu frowned, pointed at the person who surrounded him: "This person~~~"

"Mind your own business!" Chen Zhenzhen interrupted Yuan Qixiu, and said to the waiter, "Have you never seen a homosexual?"

--------------------

The author has something to say:

There is a long paragraph of abuse here, I really don’t want to write~

That's it, let's clear up the misunderstanding, if you like abused babies, you can make up your own mind...

Yuan Qixiu fell ill and refused to speak...

Chen Zhenzhen, in self-blame, day and night, frantically sent messages to a number that didn't reply...

The hopes of the whole village were abandoned, and they were regarded as the perverts of the whole village...