The white moonlight who is fine is not good

23.

The beast became less ferocious.

It hugged its prey by the throat and began to cry, sobbing and cursing the prey under it as a cruel creature, killing it several rounds in one day.

The prey... Ah no, what can Chen Zhenzhen do, the barrister is already crying so sadly, the barrister is already so in love, he can't just drive him away and stimulate him a few more times, right?

He could only be pressed on the sofa with all fours stretched out, quietly stroking the barrister's back, and weeping with him.

Let's do this first...

Chen Zhenzhen was so soft that he was in a mess, even if he was being aggressively begged for a kiss, and another kiss... He didn't realize what was wrong, but did it, and even thought about it, the up and down issue that he had never considered before.

do one?Conquering Yuan Qixiu sounds pretty good.

**

Someone knocked on the door.

"Who is it?" Chen Zhenzhen asked reflexively, then pushed away the sticky man who almost made him numb, and asked, "Order takeaway?"

"No." Yuan Qixiu said, "My heart hurts, can you kiss it?"

Chen Zhenzhen spat at him: "Don't think about it."

The knock on the door was still not heard, and the person outside said: "We are downstairs residents, your house is leaking, please open the door~"

"Ignore him."

"Here we come." Chen Zhenzhen gave Yuan Qixiu a blank look, and sat up, without thinking about it, Liu Ji went to open the door with his slippers.

The moment the door opened—

Chen Zhenzhen's parents, business leaders and several colleagues are outside now.

Chen Zhen really wanted to close the door, but it was too late.

The people outside were like sharp soldiers swooping down from the moral high ground, pressing against the door, swarming in, popping several balloons in a panic, and surrounded Chen Zhenzhen.

Yuan Qixiu also stood up slowly, walked over on his own initiative, entered the encirclement, and quietly stood side by side with Chen Zhenzhen.

People in disheveled clothes and balloons all over the place, and a bouquet of roses.

There is so much information that explanation becomes superfluous.

Mother Chen slapped her son on the shoulder, covered her face and scolded, "You are indeed here!!"

"You shameless thing."

Everyone looked at them as if they were catching traitors and taking advantage of them, hating iron for being weak.

I don't.Chen Zhen really wanted to say it, but he didn't know what he should say, I have nothing.

No, I just do.

Since the appearance he least wanted to be seen was seen by the person he most wanted to hide.

Now that everything is broken, let's fight it out.

so what? !Suddenly Chen Zhenzhen became brave:

"That's what you see."

After Chen Zhenzhen finished speaking, he looked at Yuan Qixiu, only to find that he had been looking at his mother with a somewhat ambiguous expression.

But when Chen Zhenzhen said these words, Yuan Qixiu looked at him in surprise.Changing from his previous rampant attitude, he hurriedly explained: "Everyone misunderstood, because I was drunk at the celebration banquet, he sent me back and helped me clean up..."

Yuan Qixiu took small steps back, showing a helpless expression that Chen Zhenzhen had never seen before.

"Look, look—" Yuan Qixiu pointed to his side, probably wanting to say that we are all sitting on the sofa, but the messy appearance of the sofa and the floor will only make people more confused.

Everyone followed his fingers and looked at the mess.

He pointed to his clothes again, and said, "The house is a bit messy, but we are all well dressed. It's just that we said a few words and delayed his return home, and we didn't do anything else."

Everyone's eyes almost made a voice, is this just a little messy?

But it is true that the clothes are still well worn, if there is anything to do, at least there is no time.

Yuan Qixiu bowed slightly to Chen Zhenzhen's parents, and said apologetically, "It's true that I had that idea unilaterally. I arranged it carefully and wanted to trick him into coming to my house to confess, but he refused, so I posted it." Temper destroys."

"The house is such a mess."

After finishing speaking, Yuan Qixiu bowed his head in silence for a while, then looked up at Chen Zhenzhen who was stunned: "I'm sorry, Manager Chen, for causing you trouble."

"Anyway, you have made it clear, and I will not harass you again in the future."

When he said such things, he was more drunk than drunk.

But Chen Zhenzhen knew that Yuan Qixiu had already sobered up, and his eyes were full of sobriety and alienation.

Chen Zhenzhen knew that he said this to take all the blame.

And I was so damned, when Yuan Qixiu denied it, I didn't dare to quibble, and said loudly, no, that's not the case.

"Pervert!" Old Chen punched Yuan Qixiu hard on the cheek.

After Yuan Qi received the punch, he didn't say a word, and only took half a step back.

"No—" Chen Zhenzhen saw that his father still wanted to fight, so he hurriedly stopped him: "Don't fight."

"You dare to stop your father?" Old Chen pointed at Yuan Qixiu: "He wants to kill you, don't you know!!"

After all, Lutou Group cannot be offended.The leader also turned half sideways, stopped Yuan Qixiu behind him, and said to Old Chen, "Uncle, Mr. Yuan didn't take the truth seriously, forget it."

Lao Chen was so angry that his lips trembled, he didn't know whether to hit his son or continue chasing Yuan Qixiu to beat him.

Chen Zhenzhen stood upright in front of the leader, stopped everyone behind him, and shouted: "Dad."

Old Chen was silent for a while, pulled his wife and children and went out, turned around and said to Yuan Qixiu: "I hope you are still a man, do what you say!"

It was inevitable that I would step on the balloon again. The sound of the explosion was very ear-piercing, as if my heart had burst, and my heart ached.

Yuan Qixiu responded with a hmm, watched the crowd go out, squatted down as if nothing had happened, and picked up the broken balloon skins one by one.

**

The news spread like wildfire.

Everyone knows that Chen Zhenzhen is an unknown person who was harassed by a male client and is a victim.Some people also said that flies don't bite seamless eggs, so Chen Zhenzhen's so much sexual gossip can't be all groundless.

For example, some people say that Lawyer Yuan drank the milk tea that Chen Zhenzhen drank, some people said that Lawyer Yuan often came to wait for Chen Zhenzhen to get off work, and some people said that Lawyer Yuan sent him to work the morning when Chen Zhenzhen injured his tailbone... and Chen Zhen The really stupid guy didn't seem to reject it, and actually got very close to him.

It's obvious that he has been plotting for a long time. You treat him as a brother, and he wants to have sex with you.

For a while, there were people who sympathized with Chen Zhenzhen and ridiculed Chen Zhenzhen.

like a clown.

What is even more embarrassing is that the "Love" variety show has been broadcast for more than half, and its summer ratings are good, which can be regarded as a small hit.The two pairs of amateur CPs in the first episode of the program were repeatedly compared with the guests in the editing, and they were also mixed up as familiar faces on the Internet.

Some wild fans actually appeared on the Internet, and they set up a super talk of "Wall Street Blackfaced Giants". When the hot search terms were on the show, they would use their pictures to make emoticons.

Really, the heat lasts for a long time, which is annoying.

There are quite a few colleagues who watch "Loving Love" in the industry. The animation effects in the show, combined with Chen Zhenzhen's homosexual incident, Chen Zhenzhen can be said to be unobstructed and bold in capital letters in the unit, and he is completely ashamed.

The public opinion environment is so bad, gossip is like a small knife, repeatedly cutting and cutting the unhealed scars.

The pain is so numb, who cares about the face?

When everything looked the worst, Chen Zhenzhen felt relieved, and he found that the uncomfortable thing was that Yuan Qixiu lost contact to some extent.

The phone calls are not answered, WeChat is blocked, and other people who have a common relationship are unwilling to disclose Yuan Qixiu's news.

Just like what Chen Zhenzhen wanted when he told him to break up, not to break the original life.

He gave Chen Zhenzhen the victim status as a gift, withdrew from Chen Zhenzhen's life, and fulfilled the sentence by disappearing, "Anyway, you have made it clear, and I will not harass you again in the future."

Chen Zhenzhen was left alone in the messy old world, waiting for the hustle and bustle to calm down, struggling silently on the tense heartstrings.

He realized repeatedly that it was all his fault, and when he took all the blame, he was silent.I am so cowardly, he should be chilled.

However, it happened that the house was leaking in the rain all night. The family members of Mr. Li, who broke his leg more than three months ago, called the complaint telephone and the national consumer protection hotline, saying that Chen Zhenzhen, the account manager of Bank X, violated professional ethics and collaborated with external lawyers across borders. , By means of deception and intimidation, the victims are forced to lose their due right of recourse.

After watching the variety show, Mr. Li's family found out that the lawyer she hired had a problem with the bank.

This kind of thing involves reputational risk and must be thoroughly investigated.

Chen Zhenzhen was immediately suspended, and all qualifications for judging the best and the first were revoked.

Chen Zhenzhen has become numb to these messy things at work.

He who blamed himself for a long time, who didn't dare to contact Yuan Qixiu, suddenly rejoiced that he finally had an excuse to find Yuan Qixiu, the person involved, and faced it together with him.

However, Yuan Qixiu really lost contact.

After these days, Chen Zhenzhen realized that although he had said in his heart that we would part and never see each other again, he never thought that Yuan Qixiu would disappear completely.

He thought that Yuan Qixiu would always play tricks on him, play hooligans, cling to him like a brown candy, say a lot of unreasonable things, help him dispel these obstacles, and give him the strength to stand shoulder to shoulder.

But Yuan Qixiu let go suddenly, and Chen Zhenzhen realized that he couldn't let go at all.

People who have never been in love know it later: It turns out that the reason I dare to make noise is because I am sure that you will not leave.

···

Well, such a big complaint cannot be resolved.

**

Time can smooth out all turmoil, and work and life will eventually move forward in a mess.

But the regret of not being able to love, and the shame of being cowardly and evading, will not be diluted by time.They will rush out of memories inadvertently, charge and fight on the stage of inner drama, and scold themselves.

Shame always goes hand in hand with regret.Chen Zhenzhen often imagines, what would happen if he was braver?

How much will the parents suffer?So what if you lose your job?

These old things that he was afraid of losing at the time were all the same, and he was still unhappy, so... if something happened with Yuan Qixiu in those nights, would he be happier?

Even if it's not necessarily happier, at least I won't send him who I like for nothing, such a sad memory without memories.

The people who really spread gossip are those who are insignificant, and these insignificant people who hurt you don't care how deeply they hurt you.

Painful experience will teach you not to care too much about what other people think.

Because, no matter how strange other people's eyes are, it is someone else after all. After seeing too much and getting used to it for a long time, they will only feel indifferent.

Besides, who would stare at others all the time.

When the non-parliamentary subsides, the bottom line will be lowered. The world is more tolerant and indifferent than imagined, and I am more adaptable and careless than imagined.

I want to apologize, I want to redeem.

He couldn't get through the phone, and WeChat turned into message verification.

Chen Zhenzhen realized that she really missed him.

When I miss him, I can only watch variety shows, find his subtle expressions in the variety show group, and constantly interpret them.

Chen Zhenzhen also went to Chaohua, which has long been out of date, and became a fan, and kowtowed at this unpopular couple.

At night when he couldn't sleep, Chen Zhenzhen suddenly had an idea and remembered a very old way of leaving a message.He sent a text message: Blame me for being cowardly and not worthy of having you.

Someone actually replied: Yes.

Such a stinky fart, so unreasonable.Chen Zhenzhen was a little excited, and dialed the number, but the line was still busy.

Send another text message: where are you.

Until dawn, no one came back.

Chen Zhenzhen sent many messages in succession, but there was still no news and no one replied.

The phrase 'that's right' is like a ghost that appeared out of nowhere, just like the three months from mid-May to mid-August, when Yuan Qixiu suddenly appeared in his life and then disappeared.

Looking back, I'm not sure if this experience was real.