Overwhelmed

I got up early the next morning, and contrary to what I had feared, it turned out to be a dreamless night.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, layers of veil-like white mist formed a huge white screen. The sun had not yet risen, and the entire sea was hidden behind this thick white screen.

When I went downstairs for breakfast, I met Tao Le who was also an early riser at the table.

There was a lot of noise last night, and the others haven't woken up yet.

After breakfast, Tao Le and I planned to watch the sunrise.

"For me, any unseen scenery and unexperienced things in this world may become a source of inspiration."

Tao Le happily chatted with me while packing up his things. It happened that I had nothing to do, so I simply went with him.

Bringing the luggage map and Mr. Bodyguard, after asking the attendants of the Bai family who are resident on the island, our group set off.

Not far behind the building complex where we live, there is a hill several hundred meters high, and the place to watch the sunrise is on the top of the hill.

Tao Le was in a good mood, as he talked a lot more than usual, and he would ask Mr. Bodyguard when he encountered any animals and plants he had never seen before. Mr. Bodyguard actually knew all about it. He glanced sideways a little.

Seeing the undisguised happiness on Tao Le's face, I couldn't help but curl the corners of my lips.

But having said that, when you are broken in love, it seems to be a good thing to have fun with a friend who is full of enthusiasm and good yearning for life.

When I was still a few hundred meters away from the top of the mountain, someone suddenly called out, "The sun is coming out!"

Tao Le and I looked at each other, and we both ran to the top of the mountain immediately.

After climbing for a long time, if all previous efforts were wasted because of the last few hundred meters, we would all have to despise ourselves.

By the time Tao Le and I were standing on the top of the mountain panting while holding our knees, the fog on the sea was about to disappear almost immediately like light smoke.

At the end of the sea, the faint golden thorns pierced the sky in the blink of an eye, and the mighty brilliance instantly filled the world.

Tao Le didn't know when he pulled out his notebook and pen, and stared at the rising sun while writing something on the paper.

I sat on the side, watched the last ray of fog dissipate on the sea, and softly hummed the song "Fog" written by Tao Le.

Tao Le's songs are very complex, some are pure and full of childishness, some are so deep that it is hard to believe that a person of his age can write them, some are as easy as country tunes, and some are cruel and depressing It has to make people feel tight.

But in any case, these songs are very contagious. Although there may be some areas that need to be pondered, it can still be seen that he is full of talent.

After I told him about the direction of the first album, Tao Le finally chose 8 songs for me.

"Fog" is one of them, the tune is lingering and fresh, it seems to be simply talking about the sea water turning into clouds under the scorching sun, then quietly falling from the sky at night, turning into beautiful fog while waiting for the sunrise, and finally being caught again The sun breaks up and breaks down, day after day, and the cycle goes back and forth.

"There is a feeling that is destined to be loved

Its ending has long been predicted by the sea monster

like the fog waiting for the sunrise

Gone forever before the dawn..."

When singing this song before, Tao Le always said that my feelings were not in place, that I didn’t understand the meaning at all, but now I feel that I understand a little bit. I didn’t expect that just by humming a few words, my heart felt tight After a while.

Just as he was brewing his emotions, a sentence suddenly came out in his ear, "...you are out of tune again."

I twitched the corner of my mouth, turned my head to look at the critical Tao Le expressionlessly, and saw him pulling out the lyrics and score of "Fog" from his notebook, pointing and rambling on it, and telling me what happened just now with sharp words The transition is too early, where the portamento ran away...

QAQ also allows people who are not in love to live!Is it easy for me to brew up some emotions?

The biggest lovelorn in heaven and earth!After humbly accepting Tao Le’s criticism and guidance, when I went down the mountain, I looked at the gloomy woods, and finally couldn’t hold it back, so I simply dragged Tao Le and Mr. Bodyguard with me, “I saw the injustice on the road and let out a yell, that beautiful woman in the east. Yellow Crane Tower to the west!"

After startling the birds all over the mountain, Tao Le, Mr. Bodyguard and I returned to our hometown with bird feathers on our heads, and were caught by the people who were eating in the restaurant.

As soon as Xiaoxiao saw us, the raised eyebrows were immediately replaced by a "pop" sound, "Why are you doing this? Didn't you say to watch the sunrise, why did everyone wear a 'Neon Dress and Feather Dress' return?"

Tao Le looked at me bitterly and bitterly, I ran to Zheng Baobao with a smile on my face, and asked him to help me remove the bird feathers from the top of my head, and gave him a gift after removing it.

"Children's immune system is so weak, you bastard with a head flying like a bird, get out of here!" Huo Shu, the nurse, immediately rushed out to protect the cub.

Mr. Bodyguard explained why we were like this, and I got eyeballs from everyone in the restaurant.

I was about to squat in the corner and draw circles when I heard the person who had tried to ignore me since I entered the door said to me with a smile, "Why are you so crazy so early in the morning? Come here and let me have a look."

I smiled and stood up, put my toes against Xiaoya who was about to rub me over, and then shook my head, "Don't tell me, you guys continue to eat first, let's take a shower first, to be honest, I'm all hairy now!"

Then amidst the laughter of those unscrupulous guys, he decisively rolled back to the room and took a shower.

After almost rubbing off three layers of skin, I breathed a sigh of relief, lay down in the bathtub filled with warm water, and slowly relaxed my nerves.

Except for Tao Le, the others didn't seem to notice anything, including Big Brother Bai.

That's it for now...

At the beginning, I thought about boiling the frog in warm water and approaching him little by little, now I should use the same method to get away from Big Brother Bai step by step...

When he got out of the shower and got dressed, there was already someone sitting in the small living room.

Just as he was about to step out of the door, his feet froze, and before he had time to decide whether to advance or retreat, Brother Bai's gentle voice rang out first, "Ming Yuan, have you finished taking a shower?"

"Yeah." I nodded.

"...Come here." He beckoned to me.

I took a light breath, calmed down, and then walked to his side, "Brother Bai, what's the matter?"

"Wait here for me." After getting up and pressing me on the sofa, he turned and walked into the room.

I frowned slightly. I wanted to tell him that I was going to find Tao Le, but I didn't expect that he didn't give me a chance to speak at all.

However, he told me to wait here, what will happen?

The time for thinking didn't last too long, and soon, Big Brother Bai appeared in front of me again, and with him, there was the towel that was gently wiping my head.

The soft touch came from the scalp, and gradually, he could almost feel the heat coming from his fingertips, and the surrounding air seemed to be gradually filled with the familiar faint tea fragrance.

"It's so old, how come you still can't take care of yourself like a child."

I lowered my increasingly sour eyes, raised the corners of my lips, and gave a soft "um", "It won't happen in the future."

When my hair was half dry, I let out an "ah" and pulled off the towel on top of my head, "I almost forgot, Tao Le is still waiting for me to practice singing! Brother Bai, I'll go there first!"

Brother Bai took the towel from my hand, looked at me with a smile, "Go."

I hurried out of the room and went straight to the recording studio that was cleaned up yesterday, where Tao Le was already waiting.

For the next half month, I spent almost half of the time in the recording studio with Tao Le.

Get up early every day to open your voice, practice songs in the morning, learn all kinds of music theory knowledge, go crazy with everyone in the afternoon, swim and dive, play beach volleyball, explore and hunt for treasure, and organize a small hunting, from time to time I will tease Zheng Baobao’s little girl Friends, continue to practice singing at night, and then drink Chuanbei Sydney chrysanthemum tea after almost everyone has fallen asleep, while dragging a tired body to take a shower and sleep.

When you want to get close to a person, you will try your best to appear in front of him, racking your brains to find various topics that the other person may be interested in.

It's actually equally easy when you don't want to appear in front of a person, not to mention that that person is not the kind of person who would get to the bottom of it because of this kind of thing.

What he cares about the most, and what he can't lose the most, is the little one.

So regarding the fact that I haven't spoken a word to him for three days, while I feel lost, I'm also somewhat relieved, and I don't even feel any heartache at all.

In this way, maybe I don't really like Big Brother Bai as much as I imagined...?

And in fact, the most solid and persistent bond between us is not ourselves, but the little ones.

On the afternoon of the third day when I was in the recording studio with Tao Le, Xiao Xiao took Xiaoya and Kaiser and dragged Tao Le and me out of the recording studio, and asked me to go to the beach with her, saying that we were on the other side of the island. On one side, there is actually a coral belt that is very suitable for diving.

When we got there, except for Big Brother Bai, Zheng Baobao and bodyguards under the huge sun umbrella, everyone else had already had fun on the shore.

I looked over there from a distance, nodded slightly to that side, then turned around and told Tao Le how to wear a diving suit and carry an oxygen cylinder. Give Tao Le a coach, and then drag me to run into the coral group.

"Mingyuan, are you trying to empathize with someone else?!" Standing still behind a huge coral, Xiaoxiao kicked me on the calf petitely.

I twitched my eyes and rubbed my sore calf, "Are you trying to kick me to death? Those who didn't know thought I'd abandoned you..."

"Don't try to change the subject." Xiao Xiao said coolly.

I looked at her serious expression, finally lowered my eyes, and said softly, "Xiao Xiao, I'm a little tired."

Xiao Xiao didn't speak, but her breathing suddenly became a lot faster.

"Although you have always wanted me to be with Brother Bai, it has been so long, and Brother Bai still hasn't changed. He always cares about you the most. No matter what I do, he can't compare to you. A smile."

"I'm his sister!"

"I know, but I still can't stop myself from thinking that way." I raised my eyes and looked at Xiaoxiao seriously, and found the disappointment and hurt in her eyes. I clenched my fists and continued, "I don't want me There is another person more important than me in my lover's heart, even if it is a relative!"

The little eye circles were red, and the voice began to tremble, "But... you were obviously not like this before! You said you liked my brother! Mingyuan, you... did something happen?"

I twitched the corners of my lips, and turned my head away from her, "I just suddenly figured out something."

Gritting my teeth, I continued, "When I liked Tang Yuan before, I already knew the result of wishful thinking...Xiao Xiao, didn't you realize it? My relationship with Brother Bai is just another wishful thinking."

When I finished speaking these words calmly, I even bent the corners of my lips in a self-deprecating manner.

"What wishful thinking, you and my brother are not like this! And Tang Yuan simply..."

"Xiao Xiao," I interrupted her unfinished sentence aloud, and smiled at her, "Stop trying to make me and Brother Bai into a pair... Have you ever thought that Brother Bai may be because he found out You are trying to match us up, so you treat me differently than others? Also, I don’t want others to misunderstand my relationship with Brother Bai. I think, besides Brother Bai, I may have other choices ..."

"Snapped--!"

There was a solid and crisp sound, which made me and Xiao Xiao stunned.

Her lips trembled, and big drops of tears immediately poured out of her eyes, "Is that right..." She bit her lower lip tightly with her teeth.

I blinked my eyes, only then did I realize the burning pain on my face, and I smiled at her with difficulty, my eyes were also very hot, but I couldn't even say a word.

Little "Wow" cried and ran away.

Big brother Bai didn't look for me that day, so I know that Xiao Xiao must have found a place to hide and cry alone, otherwise, with the degree of protection of big brother Bai, if he knew that I made Xiao Xiao cry, he might let me cry for the first time. I don't know if I saw him change his face once.

That night, Tao Le and I set up a tent on the roof. While applying ice cubes, we popularized the constellations we knew each other, and watched the stars with the astronomical telescope all night.

Since then, Xiaoxiao has never deliberately broken the air conditioner in my bedroom, and her attitude towards me is the same as before, but she no longer makes jokes about me and Brother Bai, and no longer deliberately discloses the traces of Brother Bai to me.

She seems to be the same as me, she is separating me from Big Brother Bai in the most natural way without any trace.

What she did made me breathe a sigh of relief.

After the team with Zheng Jingren won a big victory against Tao Lehuoshu, Zheng Jingren threw the volleyball, held whiskey on the rocks, and threw his son Zheng Baobei into my arms, smiling wickedly with peach eyes, "Ming Yuan, do you want to be my child's father?"

I squinted my eyes and looked at him for a while, then lowered my head and rubbed Zheng Baobao's little bun face, "Godfather can have it." You can handle the rest yourself.

Zheng Jingren shook his head with a smile. I was too lazy to explore the emotion in his eyes. After a while, he rubbed Zheng Baobao's head with his big hand, pointed at me and said to Zheng Baobei with a smile: "Boy, this guy will be your godfather from now on. What do you think?" Don't be polite to him if you want!"

Zheng Baobei blinked and looked at me with a bewildered face.

I kissed him on the cheek, kicked Zheng Jingren away, and told Baby Zheng to call me "Papa Yuan" from now on.

Hearing the little guy yelled "Father Yuan" softly, I smiled and "tweeted" on his face again.

In fact, this incident was not a whim. Wan Qi put Zheng Baobao's information in front of me the second day we arrived here.

The child's mother was one of Zheng Jingren's mistresses, and she didn't tell Zheng Jingren after she was pregnant with the child.After giving birth to Zheng Baobao, she went directly to the old man of the Zheng family without asking for a title. After exchanging the child for money, she immigrated to the country and flew away.

Mr. Zheng and Zheng Jingren's father beat Zheng Jingren a few times because of this incident, but Zheng Baobao is of the Zheng family's blood after all, so they simply threw the child to Zheng Jingren's upbringing.

Zheng Jingren wandered around the flowers for many years, and he didn't have any feelings for a child who popped out suddenly, and this child was an illegitimate child, destined not to be on the stage, so he only gave the child the nickname "Bei Bei", and then stuffed the child to a place in the suburbs of the city. The house is taken care of by the nanny and bodyguards, and I don't see the child a few times a year.

The name "Baby Zheng" was still called "Baby Baby" by the nanny who really loved the child, so the child thought that his name was "Baby".

After reading these materials, and thinking of Baobao Zheng obediently saying to me, "Hi Uncle Lu, I am Baobao Zheng", I suddenly feel so sorry for this child.

In addition, this child is really loving, I didn't see Wan Qi Huo Shu and Tao Le hanging around him all day, so I became a godfather to this child, and protected him from growing up safely within the scope of my ability. There is no need to think about it too much, Wan Qi is also in favor of this with both hands and feet.

As for Zheng Jingren, I don't want to comment too much on his actions, and his impression score has never been higher than mine, even his attitude towards Zheng Baobei is not as good as that of us unrelated uncles, so After recognizing Zheng Baobao as a godson, the relationship between me and him has not changed at all.

But that night at dinner, when Zheng Baobao called me "Father Yuan", the wonderful expressions on the faces of everyone in the room made me feel a little embarrassed.

As for the emotions of the person who has been sitting on the main seat, these days I have deliberately kept myself from seeing or thinking about them, and he seems to have really not noticed or cared about these changes in me at all.

After a brief moment of disappointment, I continued to be busy feeding Baby Zheng.

That night, after Wan Qi coaxed Baby Zheng to sleep, she rarely talked to me directly about Brother Bai.

He asked me if I really planned to give up on Big Brother Bai.

I am not at all surprised that he sees this.There is no one in this room who is not human, and after so many days, they should have more or less seen what I mean.

Instead of answering his question directly, I asked him what would my parents and brother do if I really chose Brother Bai.

Wan Qi was silent for a while, and finally told me, "Master, I don't know."

I nodded and sent him to bed.

One day after half a month of vacation, a storm suddenly hit the island.

Thick black clouds roared and rolled over this sea area, and heavy rain mixed with lightning struck overwhelmingly.

The people on the island seem to have gotten used to the changing weather.

Because of the bad weather, we had to move indoors.

Tao Le and I were unlucky. We planned to go to see the dolphins by speedboat, but we received the news that the storm was coming halfway. The effort at the door drenched us thoroughly.

The guys were playing bridge with snacks in their mouths when they hopped into the house.

After rushing upstairs to take a shower and change clothes, I ran downstairs again, kicked Huo Shu away, and played for a while with a towel on.

Not long after that, Wan Qi gave him a bowl of ginger soup and sent him back to his room on the grounds that "Young Master, you got wet in the rain and have a good rest".

... By the way, when you bet me back, do you dare to put down the cards in your hand and speak so righteously? !

After sniffing and banging on the locked door, I turned around sullenly and prepared to go back to the room.

When I passed by the floor-to-ceiling windows, a tail of purple lightning that crossed the sky and the earth suddenly exploded on the distant sea surface, flickering the face leaning on the sofa inside the window, so scared that I gasped and took two steps back Only then did I realize that it was Big Brother Bai who hadn't spoken much for many days.

The rumbling loud noise soon resounded throughout the universe, and I couldn't help but trembled my lips and called out "Brother Bai" amidst the roaring sound all over the world.

I didn't even hear if I really made a sound. In the silence after the thunder, the person sitting on the sofa responded softly.

I muttered, and just about to say, "I'm going back to my room to rest first," when I saw him beckoning to me, pointing to the place next to me and saying, "Come here, have a drink with me."

I don't know if it's my illusion, but his voice seems a little cold, like the sound of cold jade shattering on the ice, which cannot be rejected at all.

I looked at the ferocious black cloud behind him that seemed to be swallowing him like a ferocious beast, and my heart tightened, and I finally sat down half a body away from him.

Brother Bai glanced at me with a smile, he didn't seem to notice my movements, and quickly handed me a glass of golden liquid, "Come."

He also held the same wine glass and liquid in his hand, and after lightly touching the rim of my glass, he drank the glass himself.

Seeing that he seemed to be the same as usual, I quietly breathed a sigh of relief, and subconsciously took a sip. After swallowing the slightly sweet liquid, I suddenly realized that this was not what I thought at all. Soothing tea.

Although the concentration is not high and the taste is not bad, this is indeed wine!

As soon as my scalp became cold, my face changed suddenly, and I immediately snatched his cup from Brother Bai, smelled it, and licked the remaining liquid at the bottom of the cup, my heart sank suddenly.

Everyone in the upper class knows that this person went into shock when he first drank alcohol when he was 12 years old!

But, damn it, can anyone tell me why he just had a drink by himself? !

"Huo" stood up, I touched Brother Bai's forehead, it seemed that it was really hot, I quickly tore off his shirt, then stroked his chest, my voice was trembling, "You...you keep Breathe, I'm going to find someone, I'll be right back!"

Picking up the intercom phone on the table, I pressed the button with trembling fingers as I walked towards the door. Before the connection was connected, my arm was suddenly grabbed, and the phone in my hand was thrown under the sofa in the blink of an eye.

"You...why did you get up? Go back and sit down! Keep breathing! And why did you throw the phone away?! Don't you want to live?!" I was so anxious that tears were about to come out, but the strength on my arm was still strong. It wasn't loose at all, and I didn't dare to use any strength because I was afraid of hurting him.

After pushing Brother Bai back on the sofa, I asked him to loosen my arm incoherently so that I could call someone to find a doctor, but the strength of his hand was getting stronger and stronger, the lights were not turned on in the room, and I I don't know if he was suffering too much, and finally couldn't help crying and asked him to let go.

"Mingyuan...are you crying?" A cold palm touched my face, I held his hand, and sobbed with a choked voice, "Please, let me go, I'll find you a doctor... ..."

"Why seek a doctor?" He whispered in my ear.

"Look for a doctor and treat you... You are not allergic to alcohol... Let go!"

"Mingyuan, are you caring about me?" There was a hint of a smile in his weak voice.

I finally couldn't help roaring out, "Yes! I care about you! So, Bai Nianqing, why don't you let me go quickly! Do you have to die in a hurry to be reconciled to me...Huh?!"

His eyes suddenly went dark, his head was severely imprisoned, another person's weight was firmly pressed against his chest, and there was also a strange heat on his lips.

The teeth were pried open, and the cool temperature rushed in with the tip of his tongue, and my tears came down, trembling, pushing him away desperately, while raising my head to avoid his kiss.

At any time, I might cry because of his kiss, even if I have decided to give up on him, but at this terrible time, I wish I could let him go!

"Let it go... well, let it go..." Before today, I never knew that this person has such great strength, but it is said that people will be particularly explosive when they are about to die. When I thought of this possibility, I almost collapsed and burst into tears. Even more fierce.

"...Is that why you don't like my kisses?" He gasped lightly while kissing the corner of my eyes lightly.

I put my arms around his neck, gasped and shook my lips and said, "You can't have anything... nothing can happen!"

The back was gently caressed, a piece of cool skin was quickly attached to the cheek, and a smiling voice came from the top of the head, "Mingyuan, I'm fine, listen, my heartbeat is very stable..."

I nodded in a daze, pressed against his chest and counted my heartbeat, while still unable to restrain my tears.

"How?" he asked with a smile.

I sniffled, "...One hundred and two."

The normal heartbeat is sixty to one hundred, one hundred and two... It doesn't look like it's going to go into shock at all.

My heart suddenly relaxed, and my whole body felt a little weak. It's great...he's fine.

Wiping my face hard, I moved away from his chest, still a little scared in my heart, "It doesn't mean I'll be fine for a while, I'll find someone to call a doctor..."

"Mingyuan, I'm not allergic to alcohol." Brother Bai's serious voice came from the darkness as his waist was clasped tightly.

Not allergic to alcohol...?

I looked at him confusedly, "But, when you were 12 years old..."

His forehead was against mine, and the corners of his lips could be seen so close, "I did it on purpose that time."

On purpose?Deliberately going into shock and fainting...?

"I'll tell you about this later, you just need to know that I'm not allergic to alcohol."

I pursed my lips and gave a soft "hmm".

Since he is not allergic to alcohol, then my violent reactions just now... don't I look like a fool?

And why didn't he tell me in the first place?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but frown.

Before I could ask the question, Brother Bai said casually: "Ming Yuan, you've been avoiding me recently."

I froze for a moment, I didn't expect him to mention this matter so bluntly, and I didn't know what to say for a while.

"Don't talk?" I was rubbed against my chin by his fingers. I was a little confused by his ambiguous attitude. I suddenly remembered the fierce kiss just now in my mind. Blocked lips.

His lips rubbed against mine lightly, and his teeth gnawed on my lower lip from time to time. I was completely dumbfounded, and I could only let his tongue penetrate into the depths of my mouth again, without any hesitation. Resistingly, he grasped the root of his tongue, entangled again and again.

When he let me go, I had no strength in my whole body. I could only lean on him and gasp for breath, and then watched him take my hand and put it on my lips, and it fell on my fingertips. One cold kiss after another.

My scalp was a little numb, I don't know why, seeing him like this, I suddenly felt a little scared.

"Are you scared?" Brother Bai smiled and bit my fingertip as if he noticed my stiffness.

I trembled violently in pain, not daring to pull back my hand to see if there was any bleeding.

"Mingyuan, don't be afraid of me." The hands around my waist were tightened, and my whole body could not help sticking to his body, "Anyone can be afraid of me, only you can't."

"...Why?" Although his appearance is not quite right now, I couldn't help but ask.

He smiled lightly, and placed a kiss on the corner of my lips, "Because you are mine."

……

Blinking my eyes, I cautiously raised my eyes to look at him. In the darkness, there seemed to be something about to move in the depths of the deep black pupils, and I dared not look away at all with just one glance.

"Here," his lips lightly touched my forehead, "here," the tip of the nose, "here," the corner of his lips, and finally covered my eyes, "and here..." tightly imprisoned me In his arms, his voice was soft as if he was whispering, "From the time I really see them, everything about them and you belongs to me."

"And you want to run away from me without my permission at all. Tell me, how should I punish you, huh?"