my private life

Our little days have returned to calm, but the plain feeling is an unchangeable fact, and the original warmth and sweetness cannot be reproduced.

In the past, the two of us worked in the same company. As long as I was not on a business trip, we could meet almost all the time, and we seemed to have endless conversations. Now we don’t see each other all day, and we have nothing to say when we get home.

I applied for the human resource professional certification exam again, and read books when I have time. Liu Qingyan is also very comfortable in the new company. Except for necessary entertainment, she would sit on the sofa and watch TV as soon as she got home, or just chat with someone. Call later.

Sometimes TV dramas are boring, so she goes to bed early after washing up.One night, I read until late at night, and after washing up, I tiptoed into the bedroom. I thought she had fallen asleep early.

As soon as she lifted the quilt and was about to lie down, she heard her lying on her side suddenly say, "Do you mean that everyone's life becomes a feeling of holding the right hand with the left hand in the end?"

I didn't understand what she meant right away, and after lying down next to her, I thought for a moment and said, "Most people are like this, love has become family." I stretched out my hand and hugged her into my arms.

"The love of a small number of people can be fresh forever?" She lay her pillow on my arm and looked up at me. "Is it true that we have become the vast majority sadly?"

I know that such an ordinary life cannot satisfy her.But I really don't know how to keep love fresh. We don't have children, and we don't have much housework. The most important thing every day is work.Now both of our careers are in a stable and calm period just like our relationship.Life seems to have a hard time arousing our pride.

"Why don't we go on a trip on October [-]." In fact, for people like me who travel at least once a month, I really want to take advantage of the long vacation to rest at home.But the two of us should go out together to relax and adjust our boring life.

She didn't speak, as if she was thinking about something. "You haven't been out for half a year. How about we go to Xinmatai, my small coffers have more than 2 yuan, and I will be responsible for the expenses." I kissed her cheek.Can't help but think that we haven't made out in days.

While I was kissing her, I gently stroked her panties with my hands, and pressed most of my body on her.But she avoided my mouth, her legs were tightly clamped, "Don't make trouble, and you are serious."

"Aren't I now helping you find the past passionate years? Tell me and listen." I laughed and separated her legs vigorously.

Liu Qingyan looked at me with some reluctance, "Fanfan, it's too late, go to bed." Her voice was a little impatient.

When did you wipe your gun and stop firing?I retracted my hand resentfully, and asked while lying on my back, "Then shall we go on a trip?"

"You arrange it. Go to sleep, I'm sleepy." She turned her back to me and stopped talking.

Only then did I realize that she still had something serious to say, so why didn't she say it again.Thinking about it, I didn't ask her again, probably it was some kind of left-handed talk.

If you want to maintain a warm feeling in the lover's world, apart from the necessary communication, some things cannot be ignored, such as sexual intercourse, such as mutual love.

I think that after I finish the exam, I will take the initiative to change this lukewarm pace of life.

There are still a few days before the National Day, I found a travel agency to go through all the formalities, and paid the fee, but Liu Qingyan came home and said that she couldn't leave.A deputy general manager of the Shenzhen headquarters was coming to Beijing. In order to please the other party, the leader of the Beijing branch arranged for Liu Qingyan to accompany the boss throughout the whole process.

The plan was disrupted for no reason, and I was a little dissatisfied, "Why didn't you say it earlier, the money has been paid."

"Why don't you go by yourself?" Liu Qingyan also looked at me helplessly, "This is a work arrangement, and I can't help it."

I just wanted to play with her.If she doesn't go, I'd rather stay at home.

Fortunately, I knew the manager of that travel agency, and after talking to him, he agreed to refund the money to me after deducting 20% ​​of the handling fee.

Early in the morning on November [-], Liu Qingyan, who was wearing a work uniform, went to pick up the airport.I was reading all day and didn't even go downstairs.Lunch is instant noodles, and for dinner, I ask her to bring a takeaway when she goes home.

But when Liu Qingyan came home at night, it was already 10 o'clock.She didn't carry anything like a lunch box in her hand, I think she must have forgotten it.

She really forgot that I hadn't eaten yet, because she started tidying up the closet as soon as she came back, and didn't ask me what I was doing all day.

Liu Qingyan found those clothes that he bought but rarely wore, spread them out on the bed and began to make various collocations.She also asked for my opinion from time to time, "Fanfan, help me with my advice, what kind of shoes are suitable for this skirt?"

"Are you always a man?" I don't understand how she started to dress up.

Liu Qingyan blurted out, "Girl, the children are all in elementary school." After she finished speaking, she glanced at me, then lowered her head and fiddled with the long skirt in her hand, "President Li pays attention to appearance and is a very interesting person. Walking beside her in uniform is like her foil. Besides, we can’t let her think that we know work but not life. Hey, it’s not a good job to accompany the leader.”

"Then take care of it, I'll go make a bowl of noodles first when I'm hungry." I shrugged, it seems that Vice Li is always a very important person, otherwise Liu Qingyan would not treat him with such care.

When she heard that I hadn't eaten yet, she stuck out her tongue at me apologetically, "Honey, I forgot to bring you food."

I shook my head, "It's okay. I know you're busy, I'll just eat instant noodles." I turned around and left the bedroom, and Liu Qingyan's voice came from behind me, "I'll take you to have a big meal after I've been busy for a while."

I turned my head and winked at her, "Give me a big meal tonight." She smiled and said nothing, which was her acquiescence.

The next day, Liu Qingyan got up early and began to dress up carefully regardless of the exhaustion of love the night before.She put on light makeup, and actually braided her shoulder-length hair into a delicate braid that hung casually over her shoulders. A short white top and a blue linen skirt made her look elegant and fresh.

I thought she would dress herself in a fashionable and beautiful way in order to compare with that Vice President Li, but I didn't expect her to be so casual and elegant

Seeing her capable appearance when she was used to wearing a uniform, it was refreshing to suddenly change to a different style. I went up to her and hugged her and kissed her, "So beautiful."

She avoided my lips, "Don't mess with my makeup, or I'll be late." Then pinched my face and said, "You didn't have enough last night."

I rubbed my face and smiled, "It's never enough." I patted her butt, "Come back early, I'll wait for you at home."

I wanted to say that you were trying to please yourself, but after thinking about it, I felt that this sounded awkward, so I swallowed it back.

For five consecutive days, Liu Qingyan went out early and returned late to play with the leader.I stayed at home and prepared for the exam.

Liu Qingyan's hard work was not in vain. Vice President Li was very grateful for her care. Before leaving, he even praised her in front of the branch leaders. As an administrative manager, she is really meticulous and capable in her work.

After sending off Vice President Li, Liu Qingyan was finally able to stay with me at home.She was lying on the sofa with her feet high on the backrest, "Hey, it doesn't matter how good she has a good impression of me. My immediate superior needs to be optimistic about me. Of course, it would be great if I could go to the headquarters to work."

"Do you want to go to Shenzhen?" I hesitated for a moment. No wonder she has become a little more enthusiastic these days. It turned out that she was using the opportunity of work to find a better way out for herself.

She pondered for a moment and said, "I'm just saying, I'm leaving my job in Beijing and going to Shenzhen. I still have you, baby." She turned her face and looked at me.

"If you think there is more suitable for you, I will consider resigning." I sat next to her and held her hand. "These things shouldn't be our problem, right?"

My words seemed to make her feel sudden. She squinted her eyes and looked at me, and then said slowly, "My baby is getting more and more mature. However, I really haven't considered going to the headquarters." Her voice was obviously moved.

Maybe it's because she has been appreciated by the leaders these days, Liu Qingyan is in a good mood, she is very gentle to me, she always calls me baby long and baby short, and from time to time she will take the initiative to ask for kisses and act coquettishly.

Although we didn't go out together, we had a pretty sweet time this November.

But the good times don't last long, and I will continue to go on business trips for half a month.During this time, Liu Qingyan started going to bars or playing cards again.

"Why do you let me stay at home alone! You can't go to bed as soon as you get home." She said immediately after hearing my objection.

I was a little displeased, but no more convincing to her plea. "Don't hang out too late, and drink less alcohol at the bar. If I'm not here, you will drink too much and no one will take care of you." I sighed, I really hope that all kinds of hotels in the country will be saturated quickly, so that I don't have to fly all over the world , but no time to accompany his wife.

"My baby has learned to coax people." Perhaps because of drinking, Liu Qingyan's voice sounded a little sad, "Don't worry, I will remember your words."

I don't know if she was really moved this time, or there were other reasons, and then she really seldom went to bars or played cards, and spent more time surfing the Internet with her laptop at night.

That day, when I came home from a business trip, I thought about going to bed early to make out with her, after all we had been separated for several days.I miss her.

But Liu Qingyan was staring at the notebook and chatting with someone, as if he didn't intend to go to bed right away.

"Let's go to bed early, I'm going to take a shower first." I couldn't help reminding her.She didn't seem to hear me, and continued to type quickly.

I leaned my head and glanced at the computer screen. She looked up and stared at me as if she was frightened, "What are you looking at! I'm going to the headquarters to report on my work soon, and I need to understand the situation with President Li. Go to bed first. Come on, I'll come right away." Her expression was unusually severe and impatient, and she immediately closed the dialog box.

When I came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, she still held the notebook in the same posture. "Go to sleep." I was also a little annoyed. I used to say that little Bie was just like a newlywed, but now that we have been separated for so long, she is not even a little bit excited.

I was lying in bed in a daze, and was awakened by the sound of her going to bed.She got into my arms and said in a low voice, "Seeing you are so sleepy, let's hug and sleep." I could hear that she was not interested in having sex.

This lukewarm day with the left hand holding the right hand lasted until the Spring Festival of that year.

In January, Liu Qingyan went to the Shenzhen headquarters to report on her work, and she stayed there for two weeks.I was alone at home, and for the first time I felt that the time when my wife was away was really boring.