What kind of bad thoughts can the monitor have?

Bus No. 26 happened to go directly from the station near Jizhun's home to the intersection of Tan Jingyang's rented house, and there was no need to transfer during the period.

In fact, Jizhun seldom takes the bus, and always thinks that it is crowded when there are many people, and there is a smell.But Tan Le suggested to save money, and Ji Zhun saw that there was no one at the departure station, and they were not in a hurry, so they boarded the car with Tan Le.

The two sat relatively back, and then opened the window to let the outside wind blow in.

The sun is shining softly on the body, which is quite comfortable.He leaned on the seat and watched the scenery for a while, and when he turned around, he saw that Tan Le had fallen asleep amidst the shaking of the car.

His head was drooping down, and his breathing was evenly rising and falling.Usually when he is awake, he can't tell it at all, but now he is asleep, he really looks like Tan Jingyang.They all have soft black hair and thick eyelashes.

Thinking of Tan Jingyang, Ji Zhun couldn't help but sigh.

In fact, since he received the call from the other party in the hospital, most of his anger has subsided.During the period of rest at home, he also considered contacting the other party more than once to explain all the problems.

After all, it's been so long without embarrassment, and in the final analysis, it's just that one can't figure it out and the other is unwilling to let go.

The reason why I didn't contact later was because I was afraid that I couldn't explain clearly on the phone.Tan Jingyang already cared about this matter, so don't carelessly say something that shouldn't be said to irritate him, and make the problem very complicated.It happened that Tan Le came to him today, so he could take the opportunity to meet Tan Jingyang and spread the word.

As for the final attitude of the other party, that is his personal business.Anyway, I will definitely feel more comfortable in my heart.

The bus shook, and there was the sound of announcing the stop.

——"The next stop is Tianshui Street. Passengers who got off at Tianshui Street should prepare to get off."

Ji Zhun touched Tan Le: "Xiao Le, we are coming."

……

Tianshui Street in the daytime is not as gloomy as it is at night. Ignoring the two rows of funeral supplies stores, it is actually an old street.

Red brick walls, gray tile houses, and old buildings covered by creepers do not exceed five floors.Under the sunshine in the afternoon, there is a nostalgic feeling of escaping from time.

Aunt Hui was sitting in front of the store basking in the sun, holding a tomato in her hand and eating it while peeling.

Seeing Ji Zhun, she laughed out a few fine lines at the end of her eyes.

"Hey, you look pretty good. Are you cured?"

"Otherwise, can I come to see you?" Jizhun said, returning the lunch box to Aunt Hui, "Thank you, Aunt Hui, my mother keeps praising you for your craftsmanship."

Aunt Hui murmured into the house, "Leave it in the house by yourself."

Ji Zhun obediently opened the bead curtain and stepped into the room, and put the lunch box on the cabinet.

Aunt Hui outside the house asked Tan Le: "Your brother hasn't come back yet?"

"He said it's going to be night." Tan Le said, "He went to school with Brother Cheng Zui."

"It's the kid who keeps his body? I think he's been staying at your house recently."

Tan Le nodded: "Well, he is my brother's good friend."

"Oh." Sister Hui took another sip of the tomato and didn't say anything else.She had only seen that child a few times in total, and every time she greeted Tan Jingyang, he always stood silently behind Tan Jingyang, not very talkative.So apart from knowing that there was such a person, she didn't care too much.

Jizhun came out of the house and sat on the doorstep of the massage parlor.

Seeing Ji Zhun, the big fat orange next door gathered around again, probably because he smelled a dog smell on his body, with its ears turned back in disgust, but it really couldn't resist Ji Zhun scratching his chin.So he was upset and snored endlessly.

"It's so awkward." Like Tan Jingyang.

Ji Zhun couldn't help pinching Fat Ju's big face, Fat Ju jumped onto the roof with a "meow" and stretched.

After eating the tomatoes, Aunt Hui went back to the house and brought out a box of melon seeds, and rushed to Jizhun to hand them over, "Do you want to eat them?"

Ji Zhun was also polite, grabbed a handful of melon seeds and ate them with Aunt Hui, chatting about idle days.

Tan Le was also reluctant to go upstairs, so he simply took down his homework, took out a small bench from Aunt Hui's shop, and put it on his lap to write.

The three of them stole half a day's leisure in the old street until the afterglow of the setting sun became redder and redder, and the street lights quietly turned on.

"I'm about to open a shop." Aunt Hui clapped her hands and stood up, picking up the few melon seed shells that fell into the trash can.

Just as Ji Zhun was about to say why Tan Jingyang hadn't returned yet, when he raised his eyes, he saw a slender figure approaching from the depths of the setting sun at the intersection.

"Brother—!" Tan Le quickly ran towards that figure.

Tan Jingyang bent down in the dying sun, reached out and touched Tan Le's head: "Why are you still playing outside, have you finished your homework?"

"I'm done, and Aunt Hui dictated the words for me!" After Tan Le finished speaking, she turned her head and pointed at the entrance of the massage shop: "Brother, look who's here!"

Tan Jingyang looked in the direction of Tan Le's finger, and was momentarily taken aback.

The expression froze on his face, looking a little astonished.

I saw Ji Zhun standing at the door wearing a white sweater under the pink light that was about to turn on.With his hands in his pockets, he half-raised his eyelids and looked at himself casually, still chewing a piece of bubble gum.

The hazy light took advantage of Ji Zhun's skin to be whiter than usual, and he had been sick for several days, and he looked thinner than before.

"Where's Cheng Zui?" Ji Zhun blew a bubble and walked towards Tan Jingyang.

"How do you..."

"Brother Zhun made a special trip to send me back!" Tan Le continued, "I went to deliver chicken soup to Brother Zhun today, and it was stewed by Aunt Hui."

Tan Jingyang's attention was on Ji Zhun at the moment, and it took him a long time to realize that Tan Le had gone to the west city alone.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Tan Jingyang frowned.

"I miss Brother Zhun so much, I haven't seen him for a long time." Tan Le pursed his mouth aggrievedly.

"Hey, I'm talking to you, brother." Ji Zhun stretched out his hand and snapped his fingers in front of Tan Jingyang.

"Oh, he... went to help Hua Zi, and I rushed back to cook for Xiao Le." Tan Jingyang touched his nose and replied in a low voice.

Seeing that Tan Jingyang still looked uncomfortable seeing him as the deputy boss, Ji Zhun took a deep breath and said seriously: "Go upstairs first? I have something to tell you."

Tan Jingyang was silent for a moment, then nodded slightly.

"Xiao Le, come here and help Auntie!" Aunt Hui in the massage shop opened the curtain and waved to Tan Le.

Tan Le hurriedly looked up to ask Tan Jingyang for consent.

Tan Jingyang: "Go," he said, then nodded to Aunt Hui who was in the room.

Aunt Hui waved at him casually.

There was a "click" sound on the door, and it was closed again from the inside.

For a while, there were only the two of them left in the small space.

Tan Jingyang took advantage of the darkness to sink his mind, and then turned on the headlights above his head.

In comparison, the following criterion behaves much more naturally.He walked to the sofa and sat down, raised his head and asked Tan Jingyang, "Have you got anything to drink?"

Tan Jingyang opened the refrigerator door, took out a can of Coke and handed it to Ji Zhun.

Since the other party came to his house once, he would always stock up a few cans in the refrigerator intentionally or unintentionally.

Ji Zhun took the Coke, pulled the ring and drank it slowly, not in a hurry to speak.

Tan Jingyang only felt that there was no place to put his hands and feet at this time, so he turned around and opened the drawer to look for cigarettes, only to find that he had also finished the last pack.

A cigarette drew a parabola in the air, and Tan Jingyang caught it firmly.

He whispered thanks, took the lighter and lit it.

"Have you recovered from your illness?"

"Don't ask me if you're okay again?"

The two uttered their voices at the same time, Ji Zhun was happy first, while Tan Jingyang took two more puffs of cigarettes on his own.

"Okay, Brother Yang, it's really uncomfortable to be like this all the time." Ji Zhun put the Coke can on the coffee table, and said bluntly, "I came to you today just to make things clear to you."

He also took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, but he didn't rush to light it, and swam it between his five fingers like turning a pen.

Ji Zhun: "To be honest, it's hard for me not to expose your lies when you look like this. But I told you at the time, who you like, men or women, is your freedom, and I don't mind at all. You ask My 'what do you think about homosexuality' I'm just telling you objectively, it will be more difficult. But it doesn't mean I don't accept it, you understand?"

Tan Jingyang stood by the window with a cigarette between his fingers, still silent.

From an angle that Ji Zhun could not see, he frowned slightly as if he had been touched again, his eyes were dark and deep.

Ji Zhun here continued: "We can become friends because I get along well with you, and I really cherish the relationship with you... But what about you?" His brows gradually narrowed, "You obviously also I said the same thing, and the result is that I have to adjust the seat and keep a distance from me, have you ever asked me how I feel?"

"..."

"Or tell me, how can I prove that I don't care about these things? How can you trust me?...Tan Jingyang, you have made me really confused like this!"

Having said this, Ji Zhun couldn't help but also polished the fire and lit the cigarette in his hand.

The other party's repeated silence made his already stable state of mind a little impetuous.

"Or, you are just talking, but it doesn't matter to me at all."

"..."

"I fucked Tan Jingyang, are you dumb?"

Jizhun saw that he had said a lot of words, but the other party was silent, completely ignoring his emotion and understanding.

So I couldn't help raising my voice and said: "If you really hit me, if you say that I can't accept it, then I have nothing to do. You can just say whether we can continue to get along!"

"What do you want me to say?" Tan Jingyang laughed lowly, her voice a little hoarse.

He looked back at Ji Zhun, the cigarette in his hand was flickering with a faint flame.

"Things have become like this, what else can I do?"

It's not so much that Tan Jingyang told Jizhun, it's better that he told him.

Ke Jizhun was even more confused when he heard the words, what do you mean things have become like this?What is there any way?

What's wrong?No big deal at all!

It's all Tan Jingyang's own wishful thinking, and he's just digging into a dead end!

Ji Zhun stood up abruptly: "Don't you just like men? What's so embarrassing and shameless?! I think you can't trust me at all, but why can't you trust me! What have I done to me?!"

After speaking, Ji Zhun's voice trembled a little.

"It's not your problem." Tan Jingyang closed his eyes and let out a sigh, clenched his fists and said lightly, "My fault."

"Hold!"

Ji Zhun swung the empty coke can on the coffee table to the ground, making a clanging sound.

If he was just impetuous just now, he is really completely irritable now!

He came to solve the problem, because after all, he still couldn't bear Tan Jingyang.

As a result, the opponent killed him with a non-violent, non-cooperative hateful face. The self-righteous relationship between the two before now seems like a big joke.

He picked up Tan Jingyang's collar, pressed him against the wall, stared at him and gritted his teeth and said, "Tan Jingyang, what the hell are you trying to do?! Ah?!"

Tan Jingyang was held up by the collar by Ji Zhun, a desperate smile appeared on his lips.

"What do I want...?"

His deep and hoarse laughter gradually amplified, and his whole body trembled accordingly.

Ji Zhun was dazed for a moment, and was suddenly pushed away by a strong force.

He fell backwards on the sofa with an unstable center of gravity, and in an instant a tall shadow ruthlessly covered him, clamping his hands and shackling him firmly.

At this moment, Ji Zhun met Tan Jingyang's eyes.

His red eye sockets were bloodshot, like a hungry cheetah whose head might tear itself apart at any moment.

"Of course you don't know what I want to do..." Tan Jingyang suppressed his despair, and the words were forced out from between his teeth:

"Jizun, I'm fucking going crazy..."

He buried his head into Jizhun's neck, and when Jizhun's sensitive part was suddenly touched, he subconsciously wanted to fight back.

But in the next second, he felt a damp heat coming from his neck.

The person on the body trembled, and intermittently let out low sobs from his throat.

Ji Zhun was stunned, Tan Jing raised him... crying?

"Hey, Tan Jingyang..."

He patted Tan Jingyang hesitantly. Seeing that the other party was unmoved, he hesitated for a while or opened his arms to encircle him, and then slowly caressed him on his back.

The room fell into silence, and for a while, only Tan Jingyang's forbearable and restrained breathing could be heard.

At this moment, the arrogance just disappeared, and Jizhun only felt a strange distress in a certain place in his heart.

The anger in his eyes receded and gradually turned into softness.

"Cough, it's all right, Brother Yang."

Ji Zhun cleared his throat, slowed down his voice, and comforted Tan Jingyang softly while patting Tan Jingyang:

"It's okay... Hey, you are good."

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