What kind of bad thoughts can the monitor have?

When Tan Jingyang came out of the kitchen with a rag, she pushed open the door of the hut to take a look at Tan Le.

Fortunately, he slept soundly, so he probably didn't hear Cheng Zui's question.

He settled down and returned to the sofa, wiped off the pool of water on the table, and opened the window for ventilation.

The coolness coming from outside the room cooled his feverish head, and seeing the pile of cigarette dust piled up in front of Cheng Zui, he couldn't help frowning and said in a deep voice, "Just quit, anyway, it's not a good thing."

Cheng Zui twitched the corners of his lips, but did not respond to Tan Jingyang's words.The deep water-like eyes stared at him, stubbornly waiting for the answer just now.

Tan Jingyang took a deep breath and looked out the window. Aunt Hui's massage parlor was closed today, and without the pink lights, there was only the vast black in the night rain.

……

"Yes."

Tan Jingyang confessed her heart in front of another person for the first time like an appointment.

"I like it, it's the one you guessed." He turned around and smiled dejectedly, "I've tried not to think about him, but I can't."

Cheng Zui looked at Tan Jingyang silently, he didn't know that An's eyes were full of unbearable heat when he said this.Cheng Zui's heart was sinking, but he still tried to keep a calm expression on his face.

He sighed and shook his head: "I've never heard you say that you actually like men."

"I don't know either." Tan Jingyang's eyes trembled, "Before I met him, I never liked anyone." He shook his head and pursed his lower lip, "You probably don't understand."

Cheng Zui's hands crossed between his legs tightened suddenly, and he felt pain even in breathing.

What a joke, why don't you understand?He, Tan Jingyang, knew that long before Ji Zhun appeared, there was someone who also deeply liked him.Just because I was afraid of losing, I buried this emotion deeply in my heart, and carefully cared for the treasure so that it would not be exposed.Every minute and every second of these years, he has longed for the reunion with Tan Jingyang.

If only I had known... If only I had known.

Cheng Zui closed his eyes and leaned back on the sofa.

But his voice was still gentle and flat: "You have only known each other for a few months, are you really so inextricable?"

"Jizhun him..." Every time Tan Jingyang uttered this name, his heart skipped half a beat.

His eyes once again showed the warmth that made Cheng Zui feel bad, and he said softly with a smile: "Jizun made me understand one thing... those yellow papers that seem to represent nothing but death may also be It's a dancing butterfly."

"Huh? So artistic." Cheng Zui's relaxed tone seemed to be joking, but the reluctance in his eyes hidden in the shadows became even worse.

"What about you?" Tan Jingyang asked in turn, "How did you tell?"

"Heh." Cheng Zui laughed softly, "Brother Yang, if you don't look in the mirror, you'll know how I see it." He shook his head repeatedly, "This really doesn't look like you..."

"Really." Tan Jingyang's eyes flickered helplessly, and sighed, "Maybe you really know me too well, after all, we are the same kind of people."

"That's right, one type of people." Cheng Zui's eyes darkened, "So you and Ji Zhun are also one type of people?"

"Not at all." Tan Jingyang said without thinking, "I don't want him to be either."

Cheng Zui rested his thumb on his chin, thought for a moment, and then said again: "He doesn't know what you think about Ji Zhun."

Tan Jingyang nodded.

"Brother Yang, you are actually very clear in your heart that Ji Zhun, you and I are not from the same world." Cheng Zui sat up again and said warmly to Tan Jing, "I heard from Brother Hua Zi that his family lives in a villa in Xicheng. , there are a bunch of servants and drivers at home, as long as he thinks, he can get anything. Because of this, he is protected in an ivory tower, the world is pure and clean...but what about us?"

Cheng Zui smiled jokingly: "You are still worrying about where the money for the next meal will come from every day, you have stayed in the worst and smelliest slums, you have seen the worst people and the worst things... and What about me? I used to study so well, but in the end, I became what I am today?"

He looked up at Tan Jingyang, and said word by word: "Brother Yang, do you really think you can be with him?"

Tan Jingyang's body leaning against the window became a little stiff following Cheng Zui's words.

It has to be said that every word of his fell precisely on the most vulnerable position in Tan Jingyang's heart.Armed with a knife and feeling cold, he quickly and firmly drilled into his flesh and blood.

"Even if Ji Zhun really responded to your feelings in the end, can you take up this responsibility?" Cheng Zui questioned Tan Jingyang's heart in a moderate voice.

"Let's not talk about whether Ji Zhun's life will be better than it is now after being with you..." Cheng Zui paused, "Can you guarantee that he won't get worse because of it?"

pat.

What is the broken sound.

Tan Jingyang pursed her lips and looked up at the mottled ceiling, remaining silent.

After a long time, he let out an inaudible muffled laugh.

Indeed, he cannot guarantee it, nor can he afford it.

"I think this is also the reason why you dare not take this step forward." Cheng Zui got up silently, came to Tan Jingyang's side, and whispered, "You are right, people like us can't delay others. What's more, that's still your most beloved person."

After speaking, he gently opened his arms, hugged Tan Jingyang from a distance, and said in a gentle voice, "But it's okay, Brother Yang, I will always be with you. I will be your best brother for the rest of my life."

Thunder roared outside, and lightning pierced the night sky.

……

A few days later, the persistent rain was over.

The sun emerged from the clouds again, and the water-washed sky was so blue that it looked like a static computer desktop.

Being carried away by the rain, Jizhun also suffered from a bad cold.He leaned back on the head of the bed and stretched long, his whole body softened by the autumn sun.

The door rang a few times and opened a gap, and Baobao's hairy head came in from the outside.Grabbing the edge of the bed with two front paws, he looked at Jizhun pitifully and let out a whining sound.

"Silly dog, it's really unsettling." Ji Zhun patted Bao Bao's head, got up from the bed, and planned to take it out for a walk.

Just as I put the dog leash on the bag, I heard Aunt Zhang shouting in the yard: "Ouch, why are you here, kid?"

Then came a crisp voice: "My brother said that brother Zhun is sick, today is the weekend, I'll come and see him."

There was a trace of surprise in Ji Zhun's eyes, Tan Le?

Bao Bao also seemed to recognize Tan Le's voice, and rushed out of the room before the dog was tied on the leash.

When Tan Le saw the bag, he immediately let out a cry of excitement, and gave it a big hug.

this stupid dog...

Ji Zhun cursed with a smile, and walked quickly towards the yard with a helpless expression.

"Xiao Le!"

"Brother Zhun!" Tan Le let go of his bag, ran up to Ji Zhun, stared at his big black eyes and asked with concern, "Are you feeling better?"

"Oh, this kid is really sensible!" Aunt Zhang liked this kid from the bottom of her heart since she saw Tan Le, and she couldn't stop praising him from the sidelines.

Ji Zhun patted Tan Le's head, couldn't help but look around, and asked with some doubts, "Why are you alone?"

Tan Le raised his chin triumphantly: "I came here by bus alone! Isn't it great?"

Ji Zhun was taken aback, and subconsciously asked, "Where's your brother?"

"He accompanied Brother Cheng Zui to see the auto repair school."

"Oh, that's it." There was a momentary loss in Ji Zhun's eyes.

"Brother Zhun, Aunt Xiaohui asked me to bring you this chicken soup!" Tan Le handed the lunch box to Jizhun, "She told you to go to the store to chat with her when you have time. You Try it first, I've drank it a few times before, it's delicious!"

Ji Zhun took the chicken soup and smiled at Tan Le: "Are you on a good relationship now?"

Tan Le nodded vigorously: "Enen, Aunt Xiaohui is very kind, and my brother doesn't always stop me from looking for her now."

"Okay, then you and I will go for a walk with the bag first, and drink chicken soup together later?"

"Wow, do I have a share too?!"

Ji Zhun shrugged indifferently: "I can't finish drinking anyway."

"Okay!" Tan Le took the dog leash from Ji Zhun, pointed to the outside of the courtyard, "Baobao, let's go!"

……

At noon, Jizhun left Tan Le at home for dinner.

Seeing him eating obediently, Sister Jiao couldn't help but criticize Ji Zhun while she was praising him.

"You, you, look at how obedient you were when you were young! Look at you again, you are never worrying like a monkey, why did I give birth to you such a little bastard?... Tsk don't Said, you little bastard grew so big in the blink of an eye." Later, Sister Jiao became a little proud.

"Hey, let me tell you something, this chicken soup tastes really good!" Sister Jiao took a few more sips and asked Tan Le, "Did your mother make this? The craftsmanship is amazing!"

Tan Le's hand holding the vegetables paused, and Ji Zhun hurriedly gave Sister Jiao a wink.

Sister Jiao blinked inexplicably.

"No, my mother is gone." Tan Le smiled obediently at Sister Jiao, "The soup is made by the aunt in the massage shop downstairs."

Tan Le's smile made Sister Jiao's heart ache to the core.

She quickly picked up another big chicken drumstick for Tan Le, and coaxed: "Eat it baby, eat it and be good. I will often come to Auntie's place to play in the future, and tell Auntie Zhang what I want to eat, ah!"

Tan Le's eyes were bent into small crescents, and he nodded politely: "Thank you, Auntie!"

"Hey, eat, boy, good boy!"

Sister Jiao watched Tan Le finish her meal, got up and went to the side to secretly wipe away her tears.

"Naoer! Send Xiao Le back after dinner, and don't let the child go all the way!" Sister Jiao sniffed and said, "I'll call Xiao Wang and drive to pick you up, you're sick Just go out more, don't always cover it at home, it will get moldy again."

"Don't bother Uncle Wang, I'll call a car to take Xiaole off later, just to say hello to Aunt Hui."

"It's fine, then I don't care about you, there is a yoga class in the afternoon."

Ji Zhun waved his hand: "You are busy with your work."

Before Sister Jiao left, she patted Tan Le's head again, her eyes were filled with the radiance of a loving mother, which is rare.

"Baby, remember Auntie's words, you must come here often!"

"Enn, remember Auntie!"

"Okay, good bye~"

Sister Jiao gave Tan Le a gentle smile, and then told Ji Zhun again, "You send him safely to me!"

"I would like to obey the Queen Mother's order—" Jizhun pointed forward with both hands, respectful.

Sister Jiao was overjoyed: "Look at how stupid you are."

After finishing speaking, he hurriedly went out.

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Mind control is terrible qwq Cheng Sin is a master at this...

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