Intensive Cultivation Manual

"Why did you come back so late! Who did you go out to fool around with! You only came back after doing such a dirty job!" Mother raised her voice tremblingly, staring fiercely at the silent Shen Fan, "Speak up! Are you dumb? ?”

"Saw the dead cat, so..."

"Lie! What kind of cat did that come from!" Another slap on the face suddenly, Shen Fan almost lost his footing, the left side of his face was in hot pain, his mind was buzzing, and he was a little dizzy.

"I'm sorry..." Shen Fan lowered his eyes and remained silent. It was obvious that his mother was just venting her anger, and no matter what he said was sophistry.

"Hmph... I really don't know how your bitch's mother taught you. Sure enough, Xiaosan's children don't know what education is." The mother deliberately bit the word "Xiaosan" and laughed bitterly.

Shen Fan raised his eyes slightly, looking at the woman's sour face.

Mom, why did you, who is so gentle and beautiful, lose to such an ugly woman? How unfair is this world, or is there something wrong with you?

"What are you looking at! Do you have any dissatisfaction with your mother?" The woman gave him a vicious look, then turned to look at her silent father, "In the end, it's because you messed around outside that so many things happened! "

Shen Fan slightly shifted his eyes to his father who never made a sound, a cowardly and useless man who cheated his mother, and then owed gambling debts when his mother was sick, took away the family's money, and made the young He watched his mother sick and died in front of him.

He will never forget the scene of his mother crying secretly under the quilt.

So that's the case, my mother made a mistake here, she chose a man she shouldn't have chosen, and she still paranoidly believed that this man loved her.

Shen Fan lowered his eyes slightly, scanning the two people in front of him, they were ugly and cowardly, but his gentle mother slept under the cold forever.

It would have been better if it didn't exist in the first place.

Such a useless man, and such a woman, maybe his mother can still smile at him gently, that is his only warmth, and now there is nothing else.

Suddenly, a strange emotion appeared in his mind, clamoring to make him uneasy, and it grew crazily amidst the woman's scolding.

With a faint pain in his head, Shen Fan shook his head, trying to shake that strange emotion out of his mind, but he was powerless.

"I'm going back to my room first." Shen Fan dropped a few words, and quickly fled back to his room, closing the door and drawing the curtains to isolate everything.

"Shen Fan!" Mother knocked on the door several times, and the violent knocking sound resounded throughout the small and dark room, and the tabletop vibrated slightly.

Shen Fan shrank into the bed, buried his head in the pillow, and wrapped his body tightly.

When Shen Fan didn't respond, his mother turned and left after cursing.

The room returned to silence, Shen Fan got up and stared at the light flickering in the crack of the door, lowered his eyes to stare at his slightly trembling hand clutching the quilt, closed his eyes and fell down on the bed.

Recently, every time he faced his mother's curses, his hands trembled uncontrollably. Shen Fan knew very well that this was definitely not a trembling of fear, but an uncontrollable impulse. If this continued, he didn't know what would happen. Every time I have to endure desperately.

No matter how cruel that woman is to him, he can bear it. After all, she is his sister's mother. For her, she is the only family member.

He opened his eyes and stared at the dark ceiling, and slowly stretched his hands into the air. The trembling of his fingertips had stopped, but he didn't know when it would...

Not wanting to think about it any more, Shen Fan turned over and covered his head, expelling all the messy thoughts in his mind.

Some tired body fell asleep easily after letting go of his thoughts, and Shen Fan dreamed of the flying white curtains in the hospital, as pale as his mother's lifeless face.

Shen Fan hated the hospital very much, the smell of disinfectant and lifeless patients, as well as imprisoning his mother's mood of wanting to leave here quickly.

[I really want to get out of this place quickly. ]

Mother leaned on the bed and looked at the gorgeous scenery outside, her mouth curled palely.

The young Shen Fan didn't understand the reason why his mother was so attached to his father, but once when he cried to him about being called a wild child by others, his mother showed a sad expression on her face, gently stroked his head, and said softly.

[You are a child with a father, even for such a person, he is still your father. ]

Shen Fan didn't understand the emotions hidden in the depths of that frown until that day when his mother was buried in the soil.

The gloomy sky was blocked out by black umbrellas, and the wet and continuous rain kept pattering on the ground, making even the air heavy. Except for him, no one witnessed the passing of this poor woman, who was buried in the cold rain. Into the dark underground.Shen Fan endured without crying, just watched silently, unable to do anything.

And the tired middle-aged man who came over with an umbrella after a long time was his so-called father. When he stretched out his hand and told him that he would live together in the future, Shen Fan suddenly understood that it was his mother's patience and persistence for his sake. To pester her father, she just hopes that after she dies, someone can take care of Shen Fan for her.

[Be patient, Ah Fan, boys can't cry easily, gentle people will be treated gently by others. ]

The gentle mother hugged him and whispered softly.

[Even if you are called a wild child by others, you can't cry. You shouldn't bear your mother's fault. ]

Gentle mother, poor woman, after his only family member was buried in the soil, Shen Fan had nothing.Even if his mother is gone, he will become a gentle person like her, and he will endure no matter how sad or angry he is.

The sadness rising in his chest pulled Shen Fan away from the dream, and the dullness stuck in his chest still didn't dissipate, on the contrary it became even more uncomfortable.Shen Fan fumbled in a daze and drank the cold water beside the bed, but still felt thirsty and a little hungry, so he got up and got out of bed helplessly.

I don't know what time it is, the room is already quiet, Shen Fan didn't turn on the light, he touched the living room by the moonlight, gulped a few mouthfuls of water to feel better, and was going to open the refrigerator to see what else to eat.

As soon as he turned around, there was a slight sound under his feet, Shen Fan squatted down and looked at the white paper on the ground, taking advantage of the moonlight coming in from the window, he could clearly see what was on the paper.

It's the proof of the gambling debt that my father dropped here before. The number is not small. No wonder my mother is angry, but if I work hard, I can still pay it off. This is their problem.

Shen Fan grabbed the paper and got up, but he simply didn't want to hear them quarreling again because of this matter tomorrow, so he decided to put it back into the cabinet where his father always put things.

Shen Fan has always been not interested in his father's things, even if he sometimes sees him secretly hiding things in the cabinet, he will pretend not to see it, so it is the first time to open this cabinet.

The scattered white paper inside made Shen Fan a little dazed.

what is this……?

Shen Fan took out the large stack of scattered papers inside and spread them out on the ground, all of them were gambling debt certificates, different numbers, different dates, and the borrower was his father.

What's going on... All of these things don't add up!Is he crazy? !

Shen Fan looked at the papers all over the floor in disbelief, these figures were impossible to come up with for a while, what was that man thinking!If you take out all your belongings, what will the family eat and how will the younger sister go to school? !

The hand holding the paper trembled slightly, and his head started to hurt again. Shen Fan gritted his teeth and suppressed the frantic emotions welling up in his heart. He stuffed all the paper into the trash can, got up and took a few mouthfuls of cold water.

The cold night made Shen Fan feel cold all over his body. What was even more chilling was the astronomical amount of gambling debts. His restless mood could not be calmed down. This is not something that can be overcome with patience. That crazy man will bring down this family sooner or later. He doesn't care what happens to other people, but his sister can't let go, at least let her live a warm life while growing up.

Why, their father was such a man, decadent, cowardly, indulging in the fantasy of getting rich overnight, and that woman...

The water in the water glass rippled slightly, and the eyes immersed in the night were cloudy and dark. Shen Fan stared out of the window. The bright moonlight made the paper on the ground turn white. water glass in hand.

Such a home...if only it didn't exist.