Intensive Cultivation Manual

【April [-]rd】

Live as usual.

He was praised by the teacher again because of the first grade.

"I hope you will keep it going, the teacher is looking forward to you."

Everyone is the same.

Shen Fan lowered his eyes slightly and nodded.

"I see."

Unauthorizedly impose your own expectations on others, because it is not your own business, so it is so easy to say.

Those who are expected can only work hard. It is taken for granted that they respond to expectations. If they fail to do so, they are considered not working hard enough. No matter who they are, everyone is like this.

"Then you get along well with your classmates, the teacher will go to work first."

"Well, goodbye, teacher." After watching the teacher leave, Shen Fan relaxed his body slightly.

The phone in his pocket vibrated slightly, it was a message from a stranger.

[No.1 again, congratulations, and you look tired, pay attention to rest. ]

Shen Fan lowered his eyes and stared at the string of unfamiliar numbers on the screen. It was this number again. He did not know when he had been receiving messages from this person. Although it was an unfamiliar number, he knew his every move, and would say something from time to time. Greetings or comfort, like peeping at him somewhere, makes people a little creepy.

I replied to the past and never came back, and no one answered the dial. This is probably the one...

[Well, thanks. ]

A stalker or something.

Even so, Shen Fan will respond well to other people's kindness, no one really hates other people's concern and comfort

"It's that strange number you mentioned again?" The classmate sitting in front of Shen Fan passed by and leaned over to look at the screen, "And I know your behavior so well, could it be your stalker, right? A girl?"

"I don't know." Shen Fan turned off the phone screen and looked away.

"That's dangerous, you still reply." The classmate touched his chin and shook his head, "This is not acceptable, you are too defenseless."

"Shouldn't be a bad guy." And he was told to rest, at least so far he hasn't felt any malice.

"So, don't think everyone is so good, didn't you say that? There is a dark monster crawling in everyone's heart, maybe the person at the end of this text message is the one who was swallowed by the monster people."

"James Fallon said it, and..."

"Okay, okay, I don't care who said it, anyway, you have to be careful." Seeing Shen Fan nodding, the classmate spread his hands helplessly, "Even if I tell you like that, you won't listen, right? This person has this personality, he accepts everything regardless of good intentions or maliciousness, and then swallows it without saying a word, it's really worrying, you."

"It's not a good habit to be patient all the time, top student." The classmate waved his hand and turned around, his youthful smiling face soaked in the sunlight, which was extremely dazzling, "I'm going to play golf, see you later."

"Oh..." Shen Fan nodded, watching the figure of the boy running away, staring at the number on the phone and lost in thought, isn't patience a good habit?

While in a daze, the phone suddenly vibrated, and an unfamiliar number replied.

[Your classmate is right, you must have a sense of prevention. ]

The brain suddenly buzzed, a chill suddenly filled the whole body from the soles of the feet, Shen Fan looked around nervously, is she nearby?Overhearing them?stalker?

But what is he to keep track of?he?Shen Fan?

While being nervous, an idea broke out from the bottom of my heart, and it was ruthlessly pinched out in the next second.

Shen Fan lowered his head and deleted the message, and hurried back to the classroom.

Sometimes I feel terrible, and for a moment I feel that maybe the stalker knows him very well, maybe he is the person who knows him best in the world, and I want to see him...

Just for a moment, this thought made Shen Fan shiver, he was probably crazy too.

After a boring class, the unfamiliar number didn't send any more messages, Shen Fan didn't care about it, and quickly forgot about it, went to class as usual, and then went home after school.

Five past six.

Shen Fan stood at the crowded intersection and waited for the green light. The crowded and dreary air made him feel a little uncomfortable, so he stood back and leaned against the flower bed and exhaled.The weather is still a little cold, but it is too hot to be wrapped in a coat and surrounded by crowds.

He let out a sigh of relief by unbuttoning the two buttons, and tilted his head to find that a group of people were making noise around him. Shen Fan stretched out his head to glance at the crowd, and stopped his steps to leave.

A pool of bright red blood soaked the ground, and the mangled corpse was barely recognizable as a cat. The blood clots and dust stained the snow-white fur, and the eyeballs that were squeezed out of their sockets by unknown forces were stained with blood. Looking sadly at the crowd of onlookers.

"It's so pitiful." Someone whispered, but there was a loud snapping sound.

"It seems to have been hit by a car and crushed to death."

"It's too pitiful. I have fed it several times before."

"Yes."

The crowd discussed, everyone pointed their phones at the dead cat, and no one reached out.

Shen Fan remembered that cat, who lost it, she was covered in white and very beautiful, when she saw her last time, she was still looking for food with a big belly, when she saw Shen Fan, she would stop and rub Holding the hem of his trousers and acting like a baby, his blue eyes are like the sky, so beautiful that it makes one's heart soften.

Shen Fan likes it very much, it is the closest creature to him besides his sister.

An irritating depression surged up, Shen Fan pushed away the crowd, squatted in front of the corpse, the messy hair, bloody body, no longer the beauty it used to have, even so, it shouldn't lie down This cold ground is surrounded by people indifferently.

"Hey, boy, don't touch it, it's dirty."

"That's right, it's all blood."

"Oh, it's so dirty."

Shen Fan lowered his eyes, the chaotic noise poured into his ears, the malicious rejection from strangers, no matter where he was.Ignoring everyone's noise, he carried the cat's body and walked towards the park. There was a small forest deep in the park, and most of the animals that died nearby were buried in it.

Digging the icy soil with dull fingers, Shen Fan felt his mind was empty, looking at the cat's body and the small hole dug out, he suddenly stopped moving.

So sad.A favorite animal dies suddenly and there is nothing to do but bury it.

The feeling of swelling in my chest can't go away, I don't know what to do, should I endure this sadness?

After burying the cat's body, Shen Fan silently looked at the small mound under the tree, so it must be the real death.

My mother was also buried in the ground like this. One day, I will be buried in such a place too.

I always feel... so scary.

Shen Fan patted the dirt on his body, looked at the blood on his body, and suddenly came back to his senses, no good, he came back so late, and it was so dirty, his mother was going to be angry.

21:10.I ran back home, but arrived [-] minutes later than usual.

"Why did I marry you blind in the first place!" As soon as I entered the door, I heard my mother's trembling voice, the things on the table were thrown to the ground and made a loud sound, and my father stood in the living room without saying a word. Head, standing stiffly like a puppet, enduring the mother's resentment, there are a few pieces of paper scattered on the ground with other things.

that paper...

Shen Fan lowered his eyes slightly, he really went to gamble again, they always quarreled because of this matter, Shen Fan also hated this matter very much.

[Although he is a bit depraved now, but one day he will cheer up. ]

The mother who was lying on the hospital bed told him so, her thin cheeks were bloodless, and she still smiled at him tolerantly even though her father had just taken away the medical money.

Mom, this man is hopeless, and there will be no day when he will cheer up.

Shen Fan exhaled helplessly, trying to get rid of the dullness in his chest, turned his head away from looking at them, and prepared to go back to his room.

"Stop!" Suddenly, the mother's sharp voice sounded from behind, pulling him hard, and slapped him on the cheek.

The loud voice suddenly quieted the whole room into a deathly silence.

The sudden slap made Shen Fan stunned, the clear tingling pain on the left side of his face burned his nerves, discomfort, grievance, anger, all kinds of emotions mixed together, his fingertips trembled uncontrollably, slightly shrink up.

The brain reminds me over and over again.

Be patient, be patient.