reborn in the future

However, after Yu Duo understood the reasons for Fat Boy's image and personality changes, even though there was a tinge of warmth in his heart, he still couldn't forgive him for reading his own memory without permission, because there was a past he wanted to bury forever in it. The past that made him feel deeply inferior.

"You remember it firmly for me. From this moment on, forget all the memories you have read about me, do you understand?" Yu Duo's nerves became particularly sensitive because of his inner inferiority complex, and at the same time He was very afraid of Fat Boy's disgust, thinking that Fat Boy might look at him with all kinds of disdainful and colored eyes in the future, he trembled for a while and had to pretend to be calm, and stared fiercely into its eyes and warned: .

"Well, well, I know! Now that you are the master of the space, I can no longer read your memory." Fat Boy was greatly frightened by the ferocious look on his face, and immediately nodded repeatedly. .

Seeing that he agreed, Yu Duo couldn't help heaving a sigh of relief in his heart, and at the same time eased the ferocious look on his face. After all, this was the first time he had been so cruel to others since he was a child. The character has long been used to cowardice.Because he has lived in the Yu family for more than ten years, and he has a deep understanding of a truth: if an illegitimate child who is despised by others and has no power, if he wants to survive in such a complicated and big family as the Yu family The solution is to try not to try to be strong, but to show all kinds of cowardice, all kinds of transparency, and try not to appear in front of everyone so that you can live a relatively stable life.Although this kind of life is not as good as the life of a servant in the Yu family, at least it will allow him to continue to live in the Yu family in a safe and stable manner.

Although the fat boy promised him to forget the memories he saw, but because his real character is gluttony plus gossip, and he was forced to stay in the space for 500 years without hearing or knowing any gossip, at this time Seeing Yu Duo's past life, how could he not ignite a raging fire of gossip?So in its heart there is always a paw constantly scratching and scratching, its small bright eyes are constantly moving, and at the same time, it secretly glances at Yu Duo from time to time, observing his expression and guessing his mood.

At this moment, seeing Yu Duo's face softened, and he was basically calm, he couldn't help the curiosity in his heart, so he planned to test it cautiously: "Then what, I want to tell you an important thing, which is related to your cultivation. .”

"?" Yu Duo looked at it inquiringly.

It was still a little afraid of Yu Duo's fierce eyes staring at it just now, so it couldn't help but quietly took a small step back, and at the same time swallowed subconsciously: "That, that, you know, you will definitely want to cultivate in the future of."

"So?" Yu Duo asked aloud, because he knew that he must cultivate in the future. If he did not cultivate, he would not be able to leave this mustard space. Even if he is the master of the space now, he would not be able to freely enter and exit until the middle stage of foundation establishment. space.He doesn't want to be trapped in this mustard space, he still wants to speed up his practice so that he can get out of this space as soon as possible, he is worried that if he goes out too late, once Teacher Li calls and no one answers, they will come over Looking for him, if they don't find him, he will be very worried and anxious. He doesn't want his only good friend to worry about him anymore.

"You know, what kind of inner demon is very powerful, and it is very likely that it will appear during your cultivation process, so, in order to prevent it from appearing, we must be prepared to prevent it, the best is to kill it in the cradle."

"Well, I understand that, and then?" Yu Duo asked calmly.

"Cough, let me declare in advance, I, I am caring about you, thinking of you, and at the same time, I am eliminating the possibility of demons appearing in the future for you~~~"

Yu Duo vaguely understood the meaning of what it said, and it probably had something to do with his past events. Although he had just warned Fatty to forget those memories, he couldn't easily forget to talk about others.

In fact, after experiencing so many things, he has long had an urge to confide in his heart, but he has never found a suitable opportunity and a suitable person to confide in.Now, since the fat boy knows all about his past, and it will be his closest partner in life in the future, and he understands that sooner or later these things will have to be talked about, why not talk about it now if the fat boy hates it If you look down on him, then he can only admit it, "If you have any questions, just ask, you know about me anyway, it's okay to talk about it now, let me take this opportunity to talk For a moment, and then truly forget about it."

"Really, do you want to ask me?" Fatty couldn't help opening his eyes wide in surprise, "You, you, you are not allowed to go back on your word~~ Then I just have a few questions: have you gone through all those things? Don’t you feel hated? Why didn’t you take revenge in the end? If it were me, I wouldn’t want to crush them! It’s best to let their family die! Otherwise, it will be difficult to eliminate the hatred in my heart!”

"Do you hate it? To be honest, I hated it from the moment I was brought back to Yu's house. I hated them forcibly bringing me back regardless of my own wishes. I hated my mother for using me as a pawn in her exchange and eventually Still abandoned me, I also hated myself for being small and insignificant. But then slowly I had no choice but to give in to the reality. When I first arrived at Yu’s house, I would try to escape, but every time the end was painful, and I had witnessed it with my own eyes. Seeing them cruelly killing the servants who kept talking in Yu's torture room, I haven't really had a good night's sleep for three consecutive months because of this. Since then, I have only one thought to live well Go down and wait until you grow up to take the opportunity to escape from Yu's house."

Yu Duo paused for a while, and continued: "When I heard that Master Yu wanted me to marry Young Master Lei, I understood that he was actually giving me as an object to please the other party. I have been in the Yu family for so many years. It is true that there is still a trace of longing for my father in my heart, but this is always an extravagant hope, because in his eyes, I am just a stain and a thorn that I can’t get rid of. How can he treat me well? It's a waste of time, only the children born with Mrs. Yu are his children, and they are the real family."

"Then what then?" Fatty asked impatiently.

"When I heard the news and returned to the room, I was very sad and finally realized the truth: outsiders are always outsiders. I said to myself at the time, this is the repayment of the Yu family's food and clothing for so many years, after all When I lived with my mother, I lived in a slum area. The environment and safety there were very poor. My mother often went out alone for a long time. I was often hungry and even looked for food from the trash. People should be grateful Well, marrying to Lei's family means repaying Yu's family for food and clothing, and I will never owe each other any more, and I decided to wait for the opportunity to escape after marrying."

"Then why didn't you run away?" Fat Cat licked his short paws and asked suspiciously.

"It's not that I didn't run, but I couldn't run. You have read my memory, and you should still remember that I left a letter for Master Yu. I originally thought that Master Yu would read this letter after I left Yu's house, but I don't want him to see it first. So from the time I left Yu's house, I was strictly guarded and escaped. After arriving at Lei's house, Master Lei locked me in the bedroom and took away everything I might use to escape. After being raped, I hated the Yu family even more, especially Master Yu. In addition, after being taken to the villa on the mountain by Master Lei and being qunjiaoed, I hated the Yu family and the Lei family even more When it reached a certain point, I wanted to eat their flesh and their blood. So I ran down the mountain desperately while they were still asleep, and then I escaped from them before I could take revenge."

"Then why didn't you take revenge after you escaped but moved to a remote place?" Fat Boy changed his paw and continued to lick.

"When I learned that I was rescued by Teacher Li, I was actually very scared at the beginning, because he was my Chinese medicine teacher and the first friend I met. I was very afraid that he would look down on me. But he didn't. Constantly accompany me to enlighten me, and let me slowly come out of these shadows. However, the hatred for the Yu family and the Lei family is still there in my heart, but yoga and the Lei family have great achievements, not me A person without any power can easily overthrow it. In addition, the Yu family and the Lei family will definitely send people to find me and kill me in secret. They will not allow anything to happen that is out of their control.

Later, when I accidentally learned that Mr. Li's man, brother Li, was a gangster, I deeply felt that my revenge could be avenged.However, I was disappointed when I was told that Brother Li's influence was all abroad and basically not in China. Then, with the treatment of time and under the warm care of Teacher Li, I began to try to bury those unbearable pasts.I can't bear to see my first real friend lose their quiet and stable life because of me. I don't want to lose this good friend because of my selfishness. What I most desire and yearn for most is the freedom and stability of life.After finally escaping from the Yu family and the Lei family, I don't hope that my little wish of living a stable and peaceful life will not be fulfilled.So I chose to stay away from everything in H City, and go to a small mountain village to live a new life in this place where no one knows me, and let time help me bury all the terrible things. "

Fat Boy looked at his silent expression after he finished speaking, walked up to him silently, and patted his calf to express his comfort.At the same time, he patted his chest vigorously and said: "Master, don't worry, I will be here in the future, and I will protect you forever, and don't let anyone hurt you!!!"

Yu Duo glanced at it moved, bent down and hugged it tightly in his arms, and said with a sob: "Fat boy, thank you~~"

Thank you for not despising me, thank you for being willing to recognize me as your master, and for being willing to protect me...