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Jiang Ziling and Xi Gongming played in Tibet for half a month. What made Jiang Ziling sigh is that this is the colorful and vast Tibet. It is not a beautiful ink landscape. It is not a flowing water house for people to stop and watch. It is not The vast sea of ​​thousands of miles is not the desert yellow sand that can be sung with only one tune.

The charm of Tibet lies in its richness and magnificence. After passing a mountain, there is another mountain. After passing a lake, there is another lake. There is not only the feeling of vastness in no man's land, but also the pilgrimage of the holy lake and grassland with blue sky and white clouds. There is the shock of raging waves rushing into the Grand Canyon.

It’s just that the temperaments of southern Tibet and northern Tibet are very different. The mountain side and the mountain side are often quite different. The infinite scenery and unique caves work hand in hand. They hit people’s eyes again and again. Whether they are newcomers or live in For many years, the endless Tibet will always give people sincere surprises.

This is a very beautiful journey. The beauty of nature washed away the gloom in Jiang Ziling's heart little by little, leaving behind a good mood with clear skies.

It's such a good feeling.

Jiang Ziling raised his head and looked at the white clouds drifting by in the blue sky above his head. He said with emotion that he might fall in love with this place. There is no trouble, no psychological burden, and no pressure from work. Just so worry-free Live a lifetime without worry. How wonderful.

The greedy desire to enjoy made them stay for another half a month. Before the trip, Jiang Ziling still felt that a week was a long time. But now a month has passed, and he still has no intention of going back.

Maybe. Here is a good excuse to escape.

Xi Gongming looked at Jiang Ziling's suddenly enlightened expression, and he also had a better temperament in his heart. It's just that he underestimated his own desire for this man.

Maybe it's because he's in such a romantic area. Or maybe it's because Jiang Ziling doesn't have a line of defense against him at all.

How many times. They lived in the same room. The picture of Jiang Ziling's beautiful boy coming out of the bath just didn't make him pounce on him and eat it. Or when he got up in the morning and changed his clothes in the room. The white and delicate The smooth skin and smooth body are all sins that provoke Xi Gongming's sex/desire.

And the solution to this provoked desire is nothing more than masturbation in the bathroom.

He still can't say romantic words like love you and like you to this man. He can easily say it to anyone.

Xi Gongming just couldn't understand what was going on with him. If Austin came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel like this, with wet hair, he would definitely pounce on him and chew on it. Do it a few more times. Then the two Take another shower; or after a night of ups and downs. When Austin changed his clothes in front of him, what he got in exchange was nothing more than being dragged into the bed again by Xi Gongming. Another hair...

or……

Or a bird. I can only use my hands now.

Depend on.

My mind is full of the ecstasy of that idiot model when she went to bed.

Masturbation, then take a hot bath, wash away the fishy smell in the bathroom, and then come out.

Jiang Ziling, who was lying on the bed and playing with his iPad, took a look at Xi Gongming and said, "You slaughtered pigs inside. You have been washing for so long."

Xi Gongming collapsed on the bed next to Jiang Ziling and said, "I'm going back tomorrow. I'm not willing to leave here."

Jiang Ziling browsed the website and said, "Then live here. Let's settle down here."

Xi Gongming immediately got up from the bed. "Okay. Let's rent a house here. How about living here for a long time?"

Jiang Ziling continued to browse the webpage. He said casually, "You support me."

"No problem. I can raise ten of you." Xi Gongming nodded excitedly. After a month, what he wanted to say finally had some atmosphere.

Be sure to say it before you leave.

However, Jiang Ziling was silent when the atmosphere first came up. The focus of his eyes was a Weibo on the Ipad, saying "Baby. We agreed to go to Yunshanping together. But you are not here now. How can we go together?"

The previous one of this article is: "We are preparing for our company..."

The last one is: "It turns out that I miss you. It really hurts to breathe..."

……

The sadness expressed between these words gave Jiang Ziling the illusion of suffocation. His eyes were as dark as a pool of stagnant water. Even his heart was struggling and beating in a dying state. It made his whole body and mind feel Extraordinarily uncomfortable.

He thought that in this beautiful region, he had already forgotten those things, the grievances between the Huangfu family and the Jiang family, that man, grandpa, everything.

However, everything is just his imagination.

His pain is easily awakened by these words. Everything is just a picture of self-deception. It is just an act of self-evasion...

Xi Gongming didn't notice Jiang Ziling's emotional change at first, and asked happily, "You're acquiescing."

Jiang Ziling's continued silence quickly made Xi Gongming aware that something was wrong. He sat next to Jiang Ziling and asked, "What's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?"

"I'm fine." Jiang Ziling shook his head. He put the iPad on the table next to the bed and got into the bed. "I'm sleepy. I want to sleep."

Xi Gongming glanced at the Ipad on the desktop. His pupils couldn't help but constrict the illusion that this man was still following that man's Weibo.

Xi Gongming, you didn't win at all. On the contrary, you lost completely.

Even if this man stays by your side, his heart is not with you.

And it's still far, far away.

The room was completely silent at this moment. It was so quiet that a needle falling on the ground was enough to make a loud noise.

The person who said he was going to sleep. Curled up in the bed. No sleepiness at all. His eyes were empty. Sad emotions invaded.

The man sitting by the bed looked dimly at the man who was carrying his back. His lips were slightly parted, but his words were all choked in his throat. He couldn't make a sound.

Everyone has weaknesses. Jiang Ziling's biggest weakness is that he is easily entangled in feelings. And Xi Gongming is the same. The difference is that he is only surrendered by Jiang Ziling.

Perhaps there is a big difference between love and liking...

"Do you really still love him?" Finally, Xi Gongming asked. His voice was a little hoarse. It seemed that it took all his strength to ask this question.

This question actually made Jiang Ziling's heart tremble like an electric shock.

Do you really love him?

Do you really love love very much?