forgotten island

Both of them looked bad, one had a pale face and the other had a serious face. When Nan Qing left, he tried his best to put away his ugly expression, and said goodbye to Zhang Chengyi.

But Zhang Chengyi didn't pay attention, he just looked at him silently with downcast eyes, and left without looking back.

That night, Zhang Chengyi didn't come back. As expected, Nan Qing covered himself with the quilt that smelled of Zhang Chengyi, and had a disturbing dream. The dream started from Zhang Chengyi, but ended in Ji Jing's unfinished sentence.When he woke up, his pajamas were already soaked in sweat. He sat for a long time before getting out of bed, washed up in a daze, and went downstairs.

After breakfast, he took care of things casually. He had nothing to do, so he stared at his phone, slid into Ji Jing's chat box several times, and then backed out.

He really wanted to know what Ji Jing hadn't finished speaking, but he was vaguely afraid again. Nan Qing didn't know what he was afraid of, he only knew that the fingers hanging above the screen were trembling.

He sat motionless for a long time, and the screen was almost blurred, so he clicked into the chat box again, deleted and deleted several times, and then sent the content.

What were the things you didn't finish last night?

Ji Jing replied quickly, as if he was specially guarding his message.Looking at the message in Miaohui, Nan Qing had no extra time to worry and think.

Ji Jing said, I will take you to a place in a few days.Then you will know everything.

The waiting time was torturous and long. Ji Jing only said a few days, but did not tell Nan Qing how many days, Nan Qing did not dare to ask, this kind of dare not come from the unknown but coming Yes, the so-called, you will know everything.

Nan Qing lived uneasy for several days, and Zhang Chengyi did not come back these days, which saved Nan Qing the need to explain.When Ji Jing called, Nan Qing happened to be cleaning. The ringtone of the phone made his heart skip a beat, and he even dropped the rag he was holding. He slowly picked up the phone and listened to the voice on the other end. Ji Jing said that he was here, but Nan Qing clenched his phone tightly for no reason.

As a lesson learned, Nan Qing didn't let Ji Jing in. When he went out, he glanced at the camera, sent a message to Zhang Chengyi that he was going out, and went out.

Today's weather is not very good, there is no sunshine, the sky is gloomy, but fortunately there is no rain.

Nan Qing got into Ji Jing's car at the intersection, and along the way Ji Jing didn't say where he was going, nor did he say what he hadn't finished, but instead talked about some music topics.Normally, Nanqing would have discussed with him with great interest, but today, he was not in the mood, his heart was beating very fast after getting in the car, as if it was going to burst out of his chest and jump out.

The car stopped at the foot of a mountain.Nan Qing knew where this was.

It is Yuanling.

"What are you doing here?"

Ji Jing looked out the window, his eyes were a little empty: "My brother is here."

Nan Qing was taken aback for a moment, then immediately realized something, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say.When it comes to life and death, he can't measure whether the words he speaks are useful.

Ji Jing rolled down the car window a little: "My brother passed away very early." This opening statement without warm-up was very abrupt, and Nan Qing subconsciously clenched his hands.

"Sometimes I wonder why Zhang Chengyi is the one who survived? He is so unpleasant and can't laugh. He looks like a puppet. My brother could have survived..." Ji Jing's voice A little trembling, and the hand resting on the window was shaking slightly.

Nan Qing pressed her lips tightly, staring at Ji Jing's sad profile.

Ji Jing turned around suddenly, and the eyes of the two collided. Nan Qing saw Ji Jing's reddish eyes, looked at his mouth and said, "Nan Qing, do you know the characteristics of the people around Zhang Chengyi? ?”

"They all look like my elder brother. Ji Li."

Listening to Ji Jing's words, Nan Qing blinked his eyes very gently, then lowered his eyelids and stared at the car mat under his feet, and did not move.He could hear every word Ji Jing said clearly and clearly.His whole body seemed to be abandoned high in the air, and then fell hard again. Something that pulled him broke, and the silk thread that had been controlling his behavior was snapped. Nan Qing shook, and he stretched out his hand and pressed it in front of him. On the back of the chair, he stabilized his figure.

Ji Jing withdrew his gaze and continued: "Zhang Chengyi likes my brother, anyone with a discerning eye can tell, the way he looks at my brother is so different, as if he was about to burst into flames, my brother naturally noticed it, but he didn't I don't like men, so I had to keep a certain distance from Zhang Chengyi, and this distance lasted until the day when they had an accident." Ji Jing stopped suddenly, and tried very hard to control his emotions, and it took him a while before he returned to normal "On April 4th, my brother received Zhang Chengyi's birthday gift, which was a house. Of course my brother would not want it, so he took the key and planned to return it to him, but he didn't expect to see Zhang Chengyi being dragged by two people at the intersection." In a van, it was raining heavily, and there were no adults around. He was just a child at that time, and he couldn’t think of so many things. It was so stupid, my brother rushed up and chased that car all the time, I don’t need to say anything about what happened in the end, he was arrested together with Zhang Chengyi.”

Ji Jing: "Later they demanded a sky-high ransom. Before we gave the money out, Zhang Chengyi came back. His body was dirty and he was covered with injuries. There was hardly any place to see. He was crying so hard. Cracked lungs, as if he was going to cry all the tears in this life. I have never seen Zhang Chengyi cry. I thought he was a puppet who couldn’t shed tears. He said repeatedly, let’s save him. Zhang Chengyi didn’t rest There was no treatment either, but the police were taken to the abandoned hospital, but there was no one there..." Ji Jing's voice had already started to shake unbearably, and the choking made his voice change, "Then, the police came In a trash can, I found my brother. He was naked, with his eyes closed, lying there covered in rubbish, like trash thrown away at random. He is such an excellent person, capable of everything, and so gentle, even Zhang Chengyi can be covered with branches and leaves, he shouldn't end up like this."

"In order to let Zhang Chengyi escape, my brother led those people away by himself."

"Zhang Chengyi said that his last sentence was just that."

"Run, don't look back."

"My brother loves cleanliness so much, he keeps his white shirts neat every day. But he died in such a dirty trash can."

Ji Jing took a deep breath, swallowed the soreness in his throat, reached out and rubbed his face hard.

"Nanqing, it's not that Zhang Chengyi doesn't know how to like people, but that the people in his heart have already taken root in his heart and can't be pulled out. That's what my brother died for."

Nan Qing listened to Ji Jing in a daze, his hands and feet were numb, his whole body was in a sluggish state, his eyes were empty, like a cool lake in the middle of the night, lifeless, he looked at Ji Jing with red eyes, His heart tightened bitterly, he felt that his emotions were being pulled, and he wanted to vomit in sadness. He didn't know what he was sad about?Is it myself as a stand-in?Or dead beloved Zhang Chengyi?Or... that wonderful boy.

Looking at Nan Qing's reaction, he said cruelly: "There are still a few minutes, he should be coming out soon."

No need to say more about who he was referring to, Nan Qing knew it.

……

Nan Qing forgot how he got home. He watched Zhang Chengyi come out of Yuanling in a daze, and his back disappeared from sight. He never thought that Zhang Chengyi's back would be so thin one day. The moment Zhang Chengyi disappeared, he rushed out. Ji Jing called his name from behind, but he turned a deaf ear to it. , Zhang Chengyi's back never appeared again, leaving him with only an empty road.

He watched intently.Surrounded by big trees with luxuriant branches, the sun didn't know when it pushed aside the gloomy clouds and lazily shone down. The heavy earth seemed to wake up, becoming bright and warm.

Nan Qing stood in such sunshine, his whole body felt cold.

What he was obsessed with, shameless, dignified, and pursued so hard, disintegrated at this time.He thought that Zhang Chengyi would not fall in love with anyone, so he grasped this and convinced himself over and over again, telling himself that it wasn't that Zhang Chengyi didn't like him, but that he didn't know how to like people.

He comforted himself, wanting to elevate his humble status a little bit, at least not to look up at Zhang Chengyi.

But today, just now, someone told him that Zhang Chengyi loved someone to the core, and he loved him so much that he would do anything to find someone who was like him.And the person Zhang Chengyi loves is so beautiful and kind.

Looking back now, everything has a clue, and Zhang Chengyi's words that he didn't understand are all solved at this moment.

What a cruel way to solve the problem.

Nan Qing walked forward in a daze, and in the end it was Ji Jing who sent him home. On the way back, Ji Jing didn't say a word, and the two of them kept absolute silence, as if only one of them spoke, forbearance. The emotions in the heart will be vented in an instant.

Nan Qing mechanically returned to that house, went upstairs mechanically, lay down on the bed mechanically, then covered her body with the quilt, and curled up little by little.

After a while, a voice came from the room full of Zhang Chengyi's smell.

Very light, but it is easy to hear the despair inside,

It was a subdued cry,

It was a compromise that Nan Qing could no longer deceive himself.

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