Aftermath of breakup

After that night, Feng Li never brought up this matter with Duan Xinglian again, and these things returned to the corner where they could not be mentioned as before.

Early the next morning, they hurried to the hospital again, and it was naturally impossible for Duan Xinglian to go.

He wants to go to Pei Yi, but Pei Yi's family probably needs to be quiet at the moment, so it's not convenient for him to go.

So Duan Xinglian could only hold back.

He suddenly felt a little anxious, not understanding why things suddenly became like this, as if many invisible shackles had been added overnight.

But Duan Xinglian got a respite at this moment, and thought about Pei Yi and Bian Guangyang again.

The first time he saw Bian Guangyang was at the school gate in early January, and judging from Pei Yi's reaction yesterday, it was obviously not the first time he saw him, so it is very likely that Bian Guangyang has been pestering Pei Yi since then, and Bian Guangyang's influence on Pei Yi is obviously not small.

So at that time, Pei Yi went to country Y during the winter vacation, did he also have reasons for wanting to avoid it?

Duan Xinglian guessed like this, but he couldn't prove it, firstly, it was useless to ask more questions, and secondly, with Pei Yi's personality, he would not say much, even if he was his boyfriend.

Duan Xinglian sat on the rattan chair on the balcony, covered his eyes with his hands, and sighed silently.

Then he took out his mobile phone, picked and picked what Feng Li told him last night, and then told Pei Yi.

What he said was that his uncle's death had hit his grandfather hard, and yesterday he suddenly recognized him as his uncle.

Duan Xinglian had no intention of deceiving Pei Yi, so he only concealed part of the facts, but in more detail, he didn't want Pei Yi to know that this was his own family matter and could not become Pei Yi's burden.

After finishing speaking, Duan Xinglian was about to apologize again for what happened yesterday, but Pei Yi sent the message first, which was a screenshot.

Duan Xinglian clicked on it, and immediately sat up.

In the picture is a WeChat message sent to Pei Yi using Duan Chengsen's account, but it is Feng Li's tone.

[Duan Sanmu: Hello Pei Yi, I am Duan Xinglian's mother.

First of all, I am very sorry. Yesterday, my father's words and deeds were inappropriate and caused you to suffer an innocent disaster. My auntie apologizes to you on behalf of my father. After the situation is stable after the incident, my auntie will apologize to you face to face.

Secondly, thank you very much for coming to visit my father. Although it is a pity that things backfired, your aunt has received your heart, thank you.

In the end, I think you, as the person involved, need to know the cause of the incident. It’s just a sad old story. Auntie can only briefly tell you——my brother was abandoned by homosexuals many years ago, and it hurt his future afterwards. This loss of life is a serious illness in our family's heart. Yesterday my father felt sad and couldn't control himself for a while, so he did such an angry and disrespectful thing.

I would like to apologize.

——Feng Li. ]

The above is the entire content sent by Feng Li, and Pei Yi has already sent it back.

【: Auntie is serious, don't worry about it. 】

Pei Yi replied very simply, but Duan Xinglian frowned slightly when he saw this.

In fact, Feng Li is willing to apologize, which is much better than Duan Xinglian's apology. After all, Duan Xinglian is the same age as Pei Yi, and has an additional boyfriend status, so it is always not serious enough to say it.

And Feng Li said this very sincerely, and could feel her apology to Pei Yi.

But the problem lies in the reason statement in the second half. First, it is impossible for Feng Li not to know that Duan Xinglian will explain this to Pei Yi. It is unnecessary for her to say it is true; Those who publicize the family affairs, even Shao Yu's mother, probably don't know much about their family affairs.

What's more, it's still a junior like Pei Yi.

Furthermore, Feng Li has always been methodical in his speech and actions, and it is basically impossible for him to be "accidental", so Feng Li must have her purpose in saying this.

But what could it be?

hint?warn?Or is it an unacceptable attitude?

Or all of the above.

Duan Xinglian's thick eyelashes drooped down, covering his emotionally surging eyes.

At the same time, he saw the news that Pei Yi was following him.

【: If Auntie mentions it again, you tell her not to take it to heart. 】

【: You too, I'm not that stingy. 】

Other than that, Pei Yi didn't mention anything. I don't know if he didn't understand the meaning behind the words, or if he understood it, he didn't take it to heart.

But Duan Xinglian couldn't get to the bottom of it. After all, all of this is just his illusory guesswork, and he always thinks a lot. I don't know if he's overthinking this time.

So Duan Xinglian pondered for a long time, but in the end he just replied with the word "yes".

……

At the same time, Pei Yi received a reply.

He picked up his phone and glanced at it, then cut out and read Feng Li's message again.

Homosexuality, future, death, chronic illness, grief and anger... These words repeatedly pulled Pei Yi's nerves.

And through these few short sentences, he repeatedly pondered the old incident mentioned by Feng Li.

In fact, if he wanted to know the details, as long as he asked, Duan Xinglian would definitely answer.

But Duan Xinglian didn't take the initiative to tell him before.

Pei Yi knew that Duan Xinglian didn't want to make him feel burdened.

Similarly, he himself did not tell the whole story about Bian Guangyang.

So Pei Yi didn't mind this.

In addition, he actually didn't really care what Feng Li's intentions were, he was just worried that Duan Xinglian would be embarrassed.

Pei Yi sat in front of the desk, looking at Yunxia in the distance through the glass, he blinked, thinking that the other people have nothing to do with him in the final analysis, as long as Duan Xinglian is willing and doesn't regret it, then he can be by his side .

With that in mind, Pei Yi didn't ask any more questions.

But Pei Yi didn't know why, he still sat there in a daze, his eyes fixed on the front, but his heart was not as calm as before, and his thoughts were flying chaotically in the wilderness with all kinds of things.

It wasn't until the phone vibrated that Pei Yi's eyes moved down slightly, and only when he saw the name that popped up did his eyes fluctuate.

[Yin Shuang: Xiao Pei, I'm going back to China on the 3rd, do you want to meet? 】

When Pei Yi saw this, he seemed to have suddenly seen some driftwood in the water. When the usually calm person replied, he seemed a little impatient.

【:want. 】

[Yin Shuang: Then when is it convenient for you?It seems that you are very busy studying. 】

Pei Yi made a rough calculation, and the 3rd happened to be Friday.

[: Is number 4 okay? 】

After Pei Yi finished speaking, Yin Shuang didn't reply for a while, and Pei Yi also realized that he might be too impatient, after all, he didn't even give the other party a little buffer time for jet lag.

But he has been waiting for more than a month, and he doesn't want to wait any longer.

Just as he was hesitating whether to postpone the time until next week, he saw Yin Shuang's news came back.

[Yin Shuang: I was just paying, that's ok, see you at ten o'clock in the morning on the 4th, and I'll find a place when I get back. 】

【:Okay, thank you. 】

After the matter was finalized like this, Pei Yi felt a little ups and downs in his heart, but he didn't intend to tell Duan Xinglian about it for the time being.

The next Monday, when he and Duan Xinglian met again at school, they didn't ask each other for a detailed explanation.

It was just that Duan Xinglian thought of something and asked, "Auntie Pei, how is it? I saw her that day and she seemed to have lost a lot of weight."

Duan Xinglian hadn't seen Pei Xueyuan for a while, but when he saw him the day before yesterday, he felt much thinner than before.

"It's okay." Pei Yi said, "It's just that I don't have a good appetite recently."

Duan Xinglian nodded, thinking that anyone who encounters such a lingering thing will not be in a good mood.

"I'll introduce a nutritionist to Auntie Pei later." Duan Xinglian was silent for a while after speaking, but he still couldn't help asking, "He...has nothing happened these two days?"

Pei Yi knew who he was talking about, and shook his head: "No."

Not at this time, but there will definitely be in the future. People like Bian Guangyang are the most difficult to deal with. He has nothing now, so he doesn't care about the cost. As long as he can achieve a little goal, he will make money.

Only to Pei Yi and the others, it was like a gangrene attached to the bone, which was difficult to get rid of and could not be removed.

Duan Xing frowned, and also felt annoying, more annoying than their family's affairs.

After a while, he said, "Siwei's uncle is at the Lanhui Sub-bureau. You can ask him to help."

Having said that, both of them knew in their hearts that it was useless, because Bian Guangyang did not commit crimes and had basic common sense, so it was difficult to catch the actual cause.

But Pei Yi still nodded: "Let's talk about it if necessary."

The two of them didn't say anything more about it, they could only respond to all changes with the same.

In the next few days, Pei Yi tried his best to devote himself to his studies, and at the same time, he concentrated on waiting for the arrival of Saturday.

Duan Xinglian didn't plan to go home this weekend. He wanted to ask Pei Yi to study together, but Pei Yi refused.

And after getting up early on Saturday morning, he left the dormitory. Before leaving, he didn't say hello to Duan Xinglian, nor did he have the usual intimate kiss.

After he left, Duan Xinglian sat up from the upper bunk, looked at the closed door and the empty dormitory, with a pale expression, feeling a little uneasy inexplicably.

-

Pei Yi walked to the school gate, habitually looked at the situation outside, and walked out after finding that there was no one else.

He and Yin Shuang did not make an appointment at the Qingyue psychological counseling room, but found a dessert shop. Yin Shuang said that she had wanted to eat tiramisu from this shop for a long time.

After Pei Yi entered the door, he immediately saw a person with slightly curly hair sitting by the corner window.

Pei Yi met Yin Shuang in the psychology class before, and he remembered him as a very kind person.

At this moment, Yuan Yuan saw that it was her, so he walked straight towards her.

When he approached, Yin Shuang stood up, looked at him with a smile, and the first thing she said was: "Xiao Pei, long time no see."

The words are like friends I haven't seen for a long time.

Pei Yi relaxed a little from his tense mood because of meeting someone he didn't know well.

"Well, Mr. Yin is good."

"I'm ten years older than you, if you don't mind calling me Sister Shuangshuang."

Pei Yi didn't have any burdens on these things, and the other party said what he said: "Sister Shuangshuang."

As soon as this remark came out, Yin Shuang became happy, and responded with a smile: "Hey, it's better to go back to China, and I can date my handsome brother when I come back."

Pei Yi smiled politely.

"What do you eat?" Yin Shuang was worried that it would be difficult for him to choose, and gave a timely suggestion, "I heard that the red velvet cake here is also good."

But Pei Yi shook his head, and bluntly expressed his thoughts: "It's too sweet, just like Qi Feng."

Yin Shuang's eyes moved when she heard the words, and she made some calculations in her heart.

And then, while waiting for the dessert to be served, Yin Shuang couldn't help but glance at Pei Yi again.

Pei Yi was puzzled: "?"

Yin Shuang replied: "It is always difficult for human beings to control their eyes on beautiful things."

Even though Pei Yi is still a little youthful, even from the eyes of countless adults Yin Shuang has seen, he has to admit that Pei Yi's appearance is very superior, and it will only become more beautiful in the future.

As soon as she stepped into class one last year, her eyes were involuntarily attracted.

At the same time, Yin Shuang also thought of the other person next to Pei Yi at that time, who was also very handsome.

It's just that he seemed to be sick at the time, and the whole person was a little sick, but it was not difficult to see the sharp and outstanding temperament of the other party.

But thinking of this, Yin Shuang couldn't help but said: "I didn't expect you to come to me first."

Pei Yi raised his eyes, not quite understanding: "Then who should it be?"

Yin Shuang is a very professional consultant, she will not talk about other people's psychology and possible problems, so she just smiled and said: "No, just don't find me."

Fortunately, Pei Yi is not a questioning character.

But next, Yin Shuang didn't get straight to the point, instead she talked with Pei Yi about a lot of interesting things about her in Continent A over desserts and drinks.

At the end, we made an appointment to meet next week.

On the second Saturday they were at the zoo, and on the third Saturday they were at the massage parlor.

During this period, Yin Shuang just chatted with Pei Yi about some things, and Pei Yi didn't talk much and she was able to continue the topic.

Pei Yi knew that maybe this was her way of counseling, but after a long time, he inevitably became a little impatient.

Fortunately, on the last Saturday in April, Yin Shuang finally made an appointment with Pei Yi in the consulting room.

Pei Yi didn't say much when he went, and went directly to the front desk to recharge the card.

Seeing this, Yin Shuang couldn't help shaking her head and smiling.

Then the two went to Yin Shuang's office. The interior decoration was simple, and Pei Yi had become acquainted with Yin Shuang recently, so he was not defensive in an unfamiliar environment.

At this time, Yin Shuang sat down, took out the materials she had prepared a long time ago, and finally got into the topic.

"Xiao Pei, we have met so many times, you should know me a little bit, right?"

Yin Shuang talked about her study, work and even love experience during the chat, Pei Yi really knew a lot, so she nodded.

Yin Shuang smiled and said, "That's just right. In exchange, I also know a little bit about you."

Pei Yi remained silent.

Seeing this, Yin Shuang stopped making detours and said directly to Pei Yi, "So I'll ask you a few questions next, and you have to answer them truthfully."

The implication is that if she lies, she will know.

Pei Yi's heartstrings were tense, he subconsciously resisted, he didn't even want to continue anymore, he didn't want to expose himself to others.

But the moment before he got up, a word Duan Xinglian said to him suddenly appeared in Pei Yi's mind.

camouflage.

Thinking of this, Pei Yi's breathing became heavier, and he clenched the edge of the chair with his fingertips. In the end, he still didn't get up, as if someone had pressed him on the chair, and then he forced himself to answer: "Yes."

When Yin Shuang heard the answer, she spoke directly.

"You're not interested in anything around you, are you?"

Pei Yi seemed to be nailed in place, and it was very difficult to confess himself, and he deserved it: "No."

"You speak bluntly, refuse to be moved, have difficulty empathizing with other people's emotions, and have difficulty responding emotionally to external stimuli, which means you don't care about anything, right?"

Pei Yi's chest rose and fell slightly: "Yes."

"But you can actually figure out and imitate other people's minds, and you will subconsciously maintain a look of "I am a normal person" in your daily life, but in fact your inner thoughts are not like this, but sometimes you don't want to be different from others, Is it right? "

Pei Yi realized this after he quarreled with Duan Xinglian before, and now he can only answer: "Yes."

"In fact, you don't have the concept of relatives and friends. You just think that this is a responsibility that people must have, and it cannot be shirked or thrown away, right?"

Pei Yi was startled when he heard this, his expression went blank for a moment, and when he spoke again, he almost murmured: "Yes..."

Yin Shuang saw his appearance, but she didn't stop. Finally, based on her observations during this period, she asked the most intense question.

"You are very independent, you like to be alone, you love freedom, you have an indifferent attitude towards love, and even think that having a partner is a very troublesome and often depressing thing—"

But before she finished speaking this time, Pei Yi suddenly raised her eyes, her upper body stiffened, and stared at Yin Shuang coldly.

And he pursed his lips tightly, as if he absolutely refused to answer this question again.

Seeing this, Yin Shuang already had the answer in her heart.

She tidied up the materials at hand, finally stood up, walked to the window, and opened a suitable distance with Pei Yi.

After a while, I came to the conclusion of this psychological consultation.

"Pei Yi, you have poor empathy, few expectations, and difficulty in loving others. These are symptoms of lack of emotion."

The author says:

The above symptoms are caused by the nonsense between Du Niang and myself. Psychologists, please bear with me.But this is the core of Xiao Pei's character, and it hasn't changed since Kaiwen.

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