Scum attack, he wants to change his mind

Hearing the words Gu Shengchi, Song Xingfei's eyelids twitched, but he quickly remembered another thing.

Jiang Chongyuan's tears rolled down big and big. Song Xingfei's heart seemed to be blocked by these continuous tears. He took a deep breath and asked, "Have you been watching me all this time?"

Jiang Chongyuan's arm shook slightly, and he carefully wanted to hold Song Xingfei's hand: "Brother Fei, I'm sorry, I just wanted to protect you...but I still didn't seem to protect you well."

"It's really just like that?" Song Xingfei didn't immediately dodge Jiang Chongyuan's outstretched hand, letting that dry and warm hand grasp him.

Jiang Chongyuan nodded vigorously, realizing that Song Xingfei didn't seem to repel him very much, Jiang Chongyuan took a small step forward tentatively, Song Xingfei's smell was very clean and pure, as if possessing some kind of magical power, which was always attracting Jiang Chongyuan to approach.

"Brother Fei..." Jiang Chongyuan seemed to be terribly afraid that Song Xingfei would break free, and hugged Song Xingfei forcefully, his moist lips pressed against the skin of Song Xingfei's neck. He sniffed Song Xingfei's body fragrance greedily, and said in a low voice :

"Do you know? Brother Fei, I saw you with Gu Shengchi, and I was so jealous that I was going crazy, but you looked very happy with him, and you haven't smiled at me for a long time. At first I saw you Together, I just want Gu Shengchi to disappear completely from this world. Anyone who covets you should die..."

Song Xingfei's heart trembled suddenly, just when he was about to push Jiang Chongyuan away, Jiang Chongyuan said suddenly: "But I don't want to lose your smile again, Brother Fei, you have many choices, as long as you are happy, you can do whatever you want , but there will be no other choices in my life, I only have you, and I only want you, so, look back at me once in a while, I will be very good, and I will not annoy you. If you don’t like it, I can change it .The rest of my life is yours, and I will always be waiting for you."

Song Xingfei's heart seemed to be slowly thawing, and he himself was aware of this change. The desolate wilderness was gradually recovering, and a corner of the lifeless night seemed to be torn apart, and the scorching sun came in, making him a little worried and a little nervous. Sweaty palms unconsciously.

"He and I..." Song Xingfei hesitated for a moment, then whispered, "I have nothing with him."

Jiang Chongyuan was stunned, then slowly raised his head, looking at Song Xingfei as if he couldn't believe it: "Brother Fei..."

Song Xingfei didn't want to give unnecessary explanations on this matter, but he had already greatly encouraged Jiang Chongyuan. Jiang Chongyuan's eyes seemed to be covered with fine stardust, flickering non-stop, his lips trembled slightly, and a tear was caught off guard The ground fell, and Jiang Chongyuan tremblingly said: "Brother Fei, why..."

Song Xingfei glanced at Jiang Chongyuan's face, sighed, and decided to explain. Just as he was hesitating how to speak, Jiang Chongyuan suddenly hugged Song Xingfei tighter, hugging the tree trunk tightly like a sloth.

"Why do you need to ask about this kind of thing?" Song Xingfei pursed his lips helplessly, and said, "Because I don't like that type, are you satisfied?"

"That……"

Just as Jiang Chongyuan was about to speak, Song Xingfei interrupted him mercilessly, as if guessing what Jiang Chongyuan wanted to say, Song Xingfei said in a low voice, "Don't ask any more." It would be impolite to ask any more.

Jiang Chongyuan's eyes fluttered, and a faint smile appeared on his face. He said, "Okay. As I said, Brother Fei, we still have a long time. You can say it whenever you want."

After a moment of silence, Song Xingfei sighed softly, looked into Jiang Chongyuan's eyes, and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Jiang Chongyuan froze for a moment, the smile on his face gradually dissipated, and after a while he stretched out his hand and rubbed the hair on the back of Song Xingfei's head, and said in a low voice, "It doesn't hurt anymore. With you by my side, I can forget all the pain."

"I said before that I hope you can take good care of yourself in the future. It's my sincere words." Song Xingfei paused and continued: "I also... don't want you to get hurt again. Those things may have had a great impact on you , I shouldn’t have meddled in your decision-making, but I still hope you…can look forward.”

"Take care of yourself?" Jiang Chongyuan looked at Song Xingfei's eyes intently for a moment, his voice was so soft that it seemed that it would disappear at any time, his eyes fell on Song Xingfei's lips, he pressed it gently with his fingertips, and said, "Why? Brother Fei, are you still pitying me?"

Song Xingfei shook his head, moved Jiang Chongyuan's hand away, and said, "It's not pitiful. Actually, I don't know why, probably from the first time I saw you, I felt that you shouldn't have to go through those pains. I didn't participate in it." Your past, but I believe that the past has a great influence on you, if possible, I hope you can come out of the shadow of the past, at least not to be hated..."

Before Song Xingfei finished speaking, his lips were sealed suddenly, and Jiang Chongyuan's hand pinching his chin slightly forced Song Xingfei to raise his head.

How long has it been since they kissed.Song Xingfei couldn't remember when was the last time, but this time the touch seemed to be different from before, like a careful probing, gentle and reluctant to push away, tossing and turning moist and warm, and seemed to be filled with a A breathless sadness.

"I see." Jiang Chongyuan slowly moved away from Song Xingfei's lips after a while, smiled lowly, and said, "Although I'm not sure if I can do it, but I will give you whatever you want. If I can do something, I am willing to give it a try. So Brother Fei, you can't give up halfway, you have to supervise me all the time."

Song Xingfei's heart trembled, and he let out a breath slowly, his cheeks were a little hot, and he let out an imperceptible "um".

There was an irresistible gleam in Jiang Chongyuan's eyes, he raised his hand and scratched Song Xingfei's nose, and smiled softly: "I heard that, Brother Fei wants to keep his word."

"I'm actually a little worried." Song Xingfei thought for a long time before deciding to tell his worries. He said, "If those people find out that Xu Rongguan didn't get the money, will it be against you?"

"Brother Fei is worried about me, I'm very happy." Jiang Chongyuan said with a smile: "Don't be afraid, the main purpose of releasing those news is to attract the miscellaneous things hidden in the dark, and the net is already being collected, I will not let the threat continue exist, they can’t get the money.”

"Why?" Song Xingfei asked, "Did you hide in a safe place?"

"Yeah." Jiang Chongyuan leaned over and kissed Song Xingfei's cheek, and said softly, "Do you still like the cat I gave you?"

Song Xingfei was stunned, and his eyes widened unconsciously: "You mean..."

"I feel very tired, Brother Fei. Before you came to my side, I seemed to have been living like a machine. Except for revenge, there was only endless emptiness. But now I don't want to do meaningless things anymore. I want to have spend more time with you."

Jiang Chongyuan looked into Song Xingfei's eyes and said: "Although I didn't want to admit it before, you have already integrated into my life. Everything I do has your shadow. Sometimes I even think, if it is What will you choose to do?"

Song Xingfei hadn't recovered from the shock yet. He heard Jiang Chongyuan say: "You seem to be very good at love. It seems that you have infinite energy and can melt the snow continuously. I didn't get your consent. It was originally me The things I hate, but now stay with you in another form, I should apologize to you."

Hate lives the way you want it to live, and I will live the way you want it to live.

Jiang Chongyuan's voice was very soft, but Song Xingfei could hear every word clearly.

In the quiet night, a warm flame seemed to be ignited. Jiang Chongyuan's facial features and edges seemed to have lost the icy frost, and the white lights seemed to incorporate a touch of warmth.Song Xingfei was surprised to find that Jiang Chongyuan seemed much better looking than usual tonight, maybe those unpleasant things had faded, Song Xingfei hadn't looked at Jiang Chongyuan's appearance so seriously for a long time, and finally remembered that Jiang Chongyuan was a good-looking person in the first place.

"What are you thinking?" Jiang Zhongyuan asked with a smile in his eyes.

Song Xingfei said: "I was thinking...you are still very pleasing to the eye when you are a human being."

Jiang Chongyuan raised his eyebrows, but said nothing.

Song Xingfei could see that Jiang Chongyuan's ambiguous eyes showed that he knew that he was good-looking, he felt a little embarrassed for a moment, pushed Jiang Chongyuan away, and said in a low voice: "It's too late today, let's talk about it tomorrow if you have anything to do. "

Fortunately, Jiang Chongyuan didn't get entangled in this matter, nodded in approval, and looked out of the window: "It's really late, it's almost dawn."

"You still know?" Song Xingfei asked bluntly.

Jiang Chongyuan withdrew his gaze, then looked at Song Xingfei with a smile and said, "Brother Fei, it's too dark outside, so don't drive me away, okay?"

Song Xingfei seemed to be bewitched, and nodded in a strange way.

Jiang Chongyuan's footsteps were very gentle, and the distance he had just opened was much closer. He walked up to Song Xingfei and said with a faint smile: "Then you agree with me staying? I can sleep with Brother Fei now." ?"

Song Xingfei woke up like a dream, his face changed slightly: "No!"

Jiang Chongyuan blinked in disappointment, and looked at Song Xingfei aggrievedly.

"Go to sleep in another room." Song Xingfei said in an unquestionable tone.

"Okay." Jiang Chongyuan said reluctantly, and when he walked to the door, he looked back at Song Xingfei reluctantly.

After Jiang Chongyuan left, Song Xingfei sat by the bed for a long time before slowly recollecting it. Did he get too used to Jiang Chongyuan just now?

However, Song Xingfei seems to be unable to maintain the image of the indifferent and cool brother. His defenses are gradually being removed. He knows that Jiang Chongyuan is not the pitiful person he imagined at first, but he still can't leave him alone. .

Song Xingfei didn't want to watch Jiang Chongyuan continue to sink into the endless night.

The next day.

Because of the rain last night, there was a damp smell in the air.Most of the sunlight was covered by the clouds, and it penetrated through the gaps in the curtains and sprinkled on the pillow. It was not dazzling, and there was a warm feeling in the light golden light and shadow.

Song Xingfei woke up slowly, and when he opened his eyes, he realized that he was being held by a pair of arms.

"..."

Eyelids twitched twice, and Song Xingfei suddenly remembered that he fell asleep unexpectedly not long after lying down last night. When he was half asleep and half awake, he vaguely heard the sound of the door being opened from the outside, and the sound of footsteps was light and slow. , Then, a black figure rustled to his bedside.

"..." Song Xingfei didn't want to pay attention to it, so he simply pretended to be asleep and didn't move at all.

"Brother Fei, it's thundering outside." Jiang Chongyuan said in a low voice.

Song Xingfei ignored him.

"It's so scary. It's all because Brother Fei told me horror stories about werewolves. I was so scared that I didn't dare to sleep alone." Jiang Chongyuan continued.

Song Xingfei ignored him.

"Fei Ge will be afraid to sleep alone, right? I can sleep with Fei Ge."

Song Xingfei ignored him.

"Brother Fei, can I come in?" Jiang Chongyuan's voice was full of anticipation, although it was a questioning tone, but he had tiptoed off the quilt to get in.

Song Xingfei whispered: "No, go back to your own room."

Jiang Chongyuan had already crept in, and rubbed Song Xingfei's neck with his forehead:

"The thunder is so loud and terrifying. I didn't hear what Brother Fei said."

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