dust in the chest

Lu Jiaming took Maomao after school to a dessert shop. He originally wanted to buy it and take it home, but unexpectedly saw Song Yanshu.So he changed his mind, picked a corner and sat down in the store.

Opposite Song Yanshu was a woman, her facial features were not clear, but her temperament was outstanding, she looked like a well-bred person at first glance.Lu Jiaming was a little disappointed, this was probably the fiancée.

Although he had decided to drop everything and start over, he didn't know Song Yanshu's attitude.Maybe Song Yanshu is tired and tired, and wants to find a woman to settle down for the rest of his life.But how could Lu Jiaming let go?Moreover, from Brooklyn's words, Song Yanshu obviously loves him deeply, so it shouldn't be too late now, right?

Lu Jiaming looked at the two of them, his mind full of thoughts.

"Dad! I also want to eat a strawberry mousse!" Maomao happily ate, and raised her voice.

Lu Jiaming hurriedly motioned him to keep his voice down, and said soothingly, "Okay, Dad will go buy it right away."

When they looked up there, they didn't look at each other as expected, and the two still kept their previous posture talking and laughing.That's right, how can I pay attention to the voice of a child.

After Lu Jiaming paid the money and came back, he found that Mao Mao was not there. He panicked and subconsciously looked towards Song Yanshu.Seeing this, he was stunned: Song Yanshu was teasing Mao Mao with a piece of cake, but the woman who was facing him just now had disappeared.

When Lu Jiaming came back to his senses, he was already sitting opposite Song Yanshu.

"I heard you're getting married?" Lu Jiaming asked without any pleasantries, and didn't know what to say.

"Yeah." Song Yanshu replied lightly, stroking Mao Mao's head with his hand.

"Mom said that a man's head should not be touched casually! However, I will let you touch it for uncle's sake of treating me to food." Mao Mao struggled beside Lu Jiaming, staring at Liang Jingjing His eyes looked at Song Yanshu, and then he buried himself in the battle.

"Your son is quite cute." Song Yanshu's face was a little unnatural, and he didn't know why.

He is not my son.Lu Jiaming thought to himself, but it was inconvenient to say.

"Well... you must... want to get married?"

"Why, you don't like it? Only the state officials are allowed to set fires, but the common people are not allowed to light lamps?" Song Yanshu was amused, and asked with raised eyebrows.

Of course he wasn't happy, he was planning to start over with Song Yanshu.But Mao Mao was beside him, so it was inconvenient for him to say a lot of things, so he could only stare and worry.

"I'm not, I'm... I... It's not convenient for me to say, can I ask you to have a chat alone when I have time? There are some things I want to explain. "

"No need, let's talk today if you have anything to do. I'm busy preparing for the wedding, and I'll accompany Zhenlu to try on the wedding dress later."

Lu Jiaming felt as if someone had poured cold water on his head, his body froze inch by inch, and then a thought popped into his head, so he said without thinking, "Do you hate me? Do you hate me for getting married and having children? But The truth is not what you think! I..."

"What can I resent you for? Don't think too much about it. I was the one who disappeared first. It's normal for you to get married and have children. Who would wait for someone who has no news?" Song Yanshu cut off his words coldly. .

"You really blame me...you..." Lu Jiaming murmured, he really wanted to tell Song Yanshu right now that Maomao was not his own, and he and Luo Ailin were going to divorce soon.

But he really loves Maomao, how can he bear to say this in front of him?Just as he was about to say something, he heard a crisp, coquettish voice.

"Yan Shu, let's go, there are so many people in the bathroom, I've been waiting in line for a long time," the man saw Lu Jiaming and Mao Mao, and changed the subject, "Is this your friend?"

"Well, college classmates. Let's go, or we'll be late." Song Yanshu stood up, without introducing the two of them, and said to Lu Jiaming and Maomao, "Sorry, I really have something to do." He left first.

After Song Yanshu left for a long time, Lu Jiaming still didn't recover.Am I just a college classmate?Do you really, just resent me so much that you don't even give me a chance to explain?

At this time, Lu Jiayi came back.In the past few years, he has been staying in Europe. At first, his family drove him away, and he couldn't come back. Later, he met his current wife and didn't want to come back.After such a calculation, they have been separated for a long time.

When Lu Jiaming brought Maomao home, he saw his mother holding his brother's hand and crying.During the four years, his parents have also been to Europe several times, but they are not always around, and it is always different.Now that Lu Jiayi has calmed down and returned, his mother is of course very happy.

Later, Lao Lu had another stroke, and his spirit was not as good as before, and even the majesty faded a lot.He hated him. If it wasn't for him, he and Song Yanshu wouldn't be in the situation they are today.But after a long time, I will stop hating. Parents are always good to their children, but they don't know what is good to their children.What is the use of resentment?In the end, what has happened still happened.

"Jiaming, where's Irene?" Seeing him coming in, his mother stopped crying.

"She has something to do, so she can't come." It can't be said that we have separated, and the divorce agreement is about to be signed, right?Lu Jiaming knew that if he said it, he might not be able to leave, so now he could only cut it first and then play it.

Maomao threw herself into grandma's arms affectionately, rubbed her hands a few times, and then turned to look at Lu Jiayi and his wife.He had never met Lu Jiayi before, so naturally he didn't recognize him.

"This is your uncle, and the one next to you is your aunt."

"Ah, another uncle. Hello Uncle, Hello Pretty Auntie!"

Lu Jiayi smiled, with a strange look on his face: "What is another uncle?"

Lu Jiaming thought of Song Yanshu in the daytime, and hurriedly took the words: "I met a colleague in the dessert shop during the daytime, and asked Maomao to eat a cake, and he remembered him."

Maomao was very dissatisfied with his father's robbing, and after thinking for a long time, he only added: "Well, that uncle is so handsome!" Just after finishing speaking, the family laughed.

After dinner, Lu Jiayi looked for Lu Jiaming.

"Brother, how have you been all these years?"

"That's it." Lu Jiaming sighed, how could it be better without Song Yanshu?

"Is that what you plan to do? I heard that Song Yanshu is back."

"I'm about to divorce Lorraine, and I'll sign the divorce agreement tomorrow."

"You..." Lu Jiayi was surprised, but it was also expected.

"I just want to work hard again. After all, a few years ago, we didn't do anything and just separated like this. I... I am not reconciled."

After a long silence, Lu Jiayi broke the silence: "Then... what about Mao Mao?"

"Loelyn is unwilling to give up custody. A lawsuit is not good for the child, so she should probably take care of it."

After another moment of silence, Lu Jiayi asked, "Maomao...is it..."

"You'd better ask Lo Aileen. I can't do it." Lu Jiaming took a deep breath. He knew what Lu Jiayi wanted to ask, but he couldn't answer it. After all, it was a matter between Lo Aileen and him.

Right now, he just wants to get a divorce as soon as possible, and then make it clear to Song Yanshu.He really didn't want to miss it again.

With the financing package drawn up, NFC will finalize the details with Norton.Lu Jiaming specially picked out a newly bought suit, took care of his hair, and even sprayed on some perfume.He didn't use perfume at first, but Song Yanshu would spray it on from time to time. He thought the smell he was wearing was very pleasant, and he didn't care what perfume it was at the time.It was only after the two separated that I really missed that smell, so I went to the counter in the mall to smell one by one, and finally found the smell: Issey Miyake's Issey Water.

Lu Jiaming took his secretary to Norton, and he was in a good mood along the way.On the one hand, he had the opportunity to explain clearly to Song Yanshu, and on the other hand, the divorce agreement had been drawn up, and he planned to give it to Luo Aileen to sign tonight.

Both the secretary and the driver were a little strange. Norton put the location in his own headquarters, and let them go there to underestimate them. Why is Mr. Lu so happy?

But of course they didn't ask anything.

The plan was finalized quickly. Norton's interest rate was not low, but it was not high either. Generally speaking, it seemed to be a fair cooperation without any hype.

Lu Jiaming still wanted to talk to Song Yanshu alone, but Song Yanshu seemed to be willing to leave, making what Lu Jiaming was about to say stuck in his throat.

Forget it, it's over tonight anyway, after tonight, it won't be too late to find Song Yanshu again.At that time, even if he doesn't see me, I will still beg for nothing.

After Lu Jiaming thought this way, he felt much better again.

But sometimes, we can't wait that long. If we don't say it in this moment, maybe there will be no next moment for you to say it.But you always know how to cherish and realize that "the future" is unreliable after the time has passed.

Lu Jiaming took the agreement and drove all the way to Luo Aileen's place.This place where I have lived for four years has become vivid under the dark sky.

Lorraine's complexion was not very good, and her voice was a little hoarse.Lu Jiaming thought that he had been a husband and wife for at least a few years, and they would be separated from each other. He also felt a lot of emotion in his heart, and asked softly, "Are you sick? Have you taken any medicine?"

Luo Aileen froze for a moment, had he ever said such tender words before?But thinking of his purpose for coming today, he regained his composure.

"A little cold, it's okay."

Lu Jiaming waited for a while, and seeing that Luo Aileen had no intention of speaking, he took out the agreement and pushed it in front of Luo Aileen.

"Well, the agreement has been drawn up, let's take a look."

Luo Aileen picked up the agreement and turned a few pages, then smiled: "It's quite generous, are you afraid that I won't leave? Actually, it's not necessary. If I say leave, I will definitely leave. But..."

"What?" Lu Jiaming thought about it, feeling that the words after the "but" were not what he wanted to hear.

"I'm pregnant, yours."

There is a song to sing: So they say foreverthingareason. Foreverending, anewbeginning.

When the flying dust loses the wind, it accumulates layer by layer in the heart, deeply burying the deep-seated thoughts, and never seeing the light of day.

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