dust in the chest

The days passed so plainly for many days.Lu Jiaming slept in the master bedroom after that night, but there was no more intimate behavior.I can't tell what my thoughts are, maybe this way I can feel more at ease.

But meeting Song Yanshu again, how can he be truly stable?Regardless of whether the relationship is still there after many years, no matter how you look at it individually, it is an unfinished story to be continued, and it is worth his grief.

Neither of them said anything about breaking up, and they never even quarreled once, but they just went their separate ways for many years.No one will give up completely.It should be a perfect end to the love once, right?Shouldn't we figure out what's keeping them apart?Otherwise, how can I be reconciled, how can I be at ease.

But many times, life cannot give us the answer.When you are struggling to find the answer, you will find that these struggles are meaningless. In the end, the story will still end with an ellipsis, although you all know that there will be no more content after the ellipsis.

Most of the Chinese business is negotiated at the dinner table.Lu Jiaming usually doesn't come out to socialize very much. On the one hand, he has a bad stomach, and on the other hand, he is the head of NFC, so he doesn't really need to show his face.

But this time is different, they want to launch a new product, but the funds are missing a large chunk.Counterfeit stock loans, bank acceptance and other methods have many shortcomings. Only financing companies are the best choice. Although the interest is higher, it can save a lot of trouble.Moreover, things like interest are not without room for bargaining.

Therefore, both public and private, Lu Jiaming had to attend this dinner.He doesn't know if Song Yanshu will come or not, but he must get the Norton contract.It's just that Norton's dinner with several companies made Lu Jiaming feel uncomfortable, as if there was no difference between Lu Jiaming and those other companies that wanted to get guarantees.

A table of people waited for a long time before Song Yanshu brought Brooklyn with him.When Lu Jiaming saw that he was coming in person, he felt a little uncontrollable agitation, but when he saw Brooklyn beside him behaving intimately, he became depressed again.

This person no longer belongs to me.Lu Jiaming thought dully, but didn't show anything on his face.

Lu Jiaming didn't talk to Song Yanshu very much, but he drank a lot of wine actively and passively.My stomach hurts more and more, but my smile gets bigger and bigger.He heard himself say: "Mr. Song, NFC's case this time depends on your high hand to release funds."

It's good that he hasn't forgotten why he came here.

He heard Song Yanshu say again: "Everyone sitting here is the same. We Norton will only choose one company to cooperate with this time. After all, our funds are limited. But depending on everyone's conditions, we will naturally give it to the company with the best conditions." .”

He still doesn't talk to himself, Lu Jiaming thought bitterly, raised his head and drank the wine, and said with a smile, "That's for sure."

The people around were eager to try it out. Song Yanshu's words were obviously aimed at NFC. In this case, his chances of success would be a little higher.

Someone said something again and they were laughing.Why are they laughing?I just want to cry.Lu Jiaming got up and said "Let me go", then staggered towards the bathroom.

When I vomited almost everything in my stomach, my heart became more empty, and the spasms became clearer.Lu Jiaming leaned on the side of the toilet and sat down against the partition, panting heavily.

I'm afraid the dinner can't last.After sitting for a while, Lu Jiaming slowly stood up, but before he could stand still, his eyes went dark, and he didn't know anything.

Someone is calling his name, and the sound is endless.

Who is it?

Some people say, it's only one year, why, you can't last even one year?Why, can't wait for a year?

What year?Lu Jiaming was thinking vaguely, it's been four years, obviously, you've been away from me for four years.

But what he murmured was, NFC...

There are some words that cannot be uttered under such circumstances.I'm afraid that if I say it, it will be broken.

Regarding whether Norton will choose NFC, Lu Jiaming actually has no idea, especially after Song Yanshu said that.

But he must get the money. NFC is preparing to go public, and success or failure depends on it.It's been four days since he passed out in the toilet that night, and there's been no news from Norton.

Sometimes he also thought, since he still cared about me and sent me to the hospital, why couldn't he care more and give NFC this chance?Sometimes I feel that it might not be Song Yanshu who sent him to the hospital that day.Lorraine said she got a call from someone at the banquet and rushed to take him to the hospital.

Lu Jiaming remembered that when he was admitted to the hospital a few years ago, Song Yanshu also took care of him silently behind his back, but he didn't know about it until the two had been together for a long time.

So this time, is it the same?

On the fifth day, Lu Jiaming finally couldn't hold back anymore, and took the initiative to ask about the situation at the Norton Building.Unexpectedly, he was turned away by the other party on the grounds of "no appointment".When he was feeling ashamed and angry, Brooklyn appeared in the lobby.

"Ah, Mr. Lu, I'm about to ask you to sign a contract. Since the deities are here, let's make a quick decision."

Lu Jiaming was stunned, did you mean you chose our NFC? Brooklyn walked a few steps, saw that Lu Jiaming hadn't followed, and shouted at him: "Mr. Lu, hurry up, you don't want money anymore?"

Hearing the words, Lu Jiaming immediately came to his senses and caught up, with traces of joy in his heart: In the end, he still misses me.

After signing the contract, Brooklyn said he wanted to talk.The two chose an elegant teahouse and sat down.

"I didn't expect you to like drinking tea." Lu Jiaming looked at the foreigner who was speaking Chinese with perfect accent, and took a sip of the tea ceremony.

"Because Yan Shu likes to make tea, although he rarely drinks it." Brooklyn smiled.

Lu Jiaming remembered that when he went to his house that time, he made tea for everyone.Although he didn't taste much, but listening to the conversation at that time, his tea making skills must be very good.

Lu Jiaming was a little ashamed, he always felt that he loved Song Yanshu very much, but in the end he did nothing for him. Brooklyn learned Chinese and tea for him, and even followed him from all over the world.None of these he did.He felt a little uncomfortable, and felt the tea in his mouth showed a faint bitter taste.

"Don't think I'm kind, I just don't want Yan Shu to be so sad." Brooklyn continued seeing that Lu Jiaming hadn't spoken.

"What?" Lu Jiaming couldn't keep up with the rhythm for a while.

"Are you weird that Yanshu didn't look for you? It took so many years to show up?" Brooklyn said to himself, "Actually, Yanshu went to look for you the night you came home, but on the way There was a car accident."

Lu Jiaming opened his mouth with surprise on his face.

"It's bloody, isn't it? But it's true. It took him two weeks to wake up, but he forgot everything. I thought it was a chance God gave me, so I transferred him to the United States for training. He Very obedient, you would never have imagined that Yan Shu would have such a side. Although I wanted to tell him that I was his lover, Priscilla and Harper both knew that I took him to America, so I couldn't lie. But I was still the closest person to him, and I even thought, that’s it, I can take care of him until he gets old.”

Brooklyn paused, glanced at Lu Jiaming, and continued: "But he is always Song Yanshu. When his body recovered, he started to have the idea of ​​Norton. I don't care, as long as he is happy, so I Let him handle all the money my father left me. I thought he would be closer and love me, but I was wrong. When he changed the location of the company from the United States to China, I knew that he probably I remembered."

"After confirming the change to China, he flew back immediately. He was very happy in those few days, but I was not in a good mood. I knew he would definitely look for you after returning to China, so I told you when and where I can find you .He did what I said, so he saw the picture of your family of three being happy and harmonious."

Brooklyn took a sip of tea, said softly, "There is no such thing as Yanshu," and looked at Lu Jiaming with a smile.

"You..." Lu Jiaming didn't know what to say at this moment, should he hate Brooklyn?But what's the use?He is indeed married and has a child, although he is not his own flesh and blood, but he raised him in front of his own son.

What can I say?

"I'm telling you this just to let you know that Yanshu hasn't had a good time these years. I don't care if you've ever been married or whether you still love Yanshu, I just want to say that Yanshu will have a few days Just got married. This is an invitation card, you can figure it out." Brooklyn handed over a pink bronzing invitation card and left.

Lu Jiaming opened the invitation with trembling hands.The bride and groom above burned his eyes hard.

Are you getting married too?But why am I so sad?

When she returned home in a daze, Lorraine was cleaning.Since she got married, she quit her job. In fact, facing these few feet of white walls every day is quite boring.He had said she could go back to work, but she wouldn't.He didn't ask the reason, and didn't continue to persuade her.

In fact, he knew that he was sorry for Lorraine.After that night, he thought: How about I just have a good time in the future.So what if Song Yanshu is back?What is there to miss when the relationship is no longer there?If he could have appeared at that time and worked even a little bit for their love, he would not have been so desperate as to marry Lorraine.

After all, he didn't love himself that much.

But what Brooklyn said today confused him. Song Yanshu was thinking of him and was thinking about him. It was because he had a car accident and lost his memory that he didn't hear from him back then.So now, what should he do?Especially when the other party is about to get married.

Lorraine looked at him who was hesitant to speak, and her face suddenly became heavy.In fact, she is very happy these few days, because Lu Jiaming is no longer as cold to her as before.Even doing something like that, she thought she saw the light of day.

"Sit down and talk if you have anything to say."

"You know, I don't love you." Lu Jiaming thought for a while, but still said it out, he was afraid that if it was too late, it would be too late.

"So?" Lorraine turned off the vacuum cleaner and sat down too.

"So, let's separate. If you don't want to take Mao Mao, I can raise him. After all, you take the child, in the future..."

"What is separation?"

"Divorce, let's divorce."

"Huh, it's because of Song Yanshu again? I didn't expect you to be quite infatuated. Okay, okay, I will grant your wish. I have been tired all these years. I thought that even if my heart is made of a stone, I should warm it up." , but now I realize that you have no heart at all!" Lo Aileen paused for a long time, and when Lu Jiaming thought she was going to refuse, she finally spoke.He hadn't seen her so excited and full of life for a long time.

"Also, Maomao is my son, why should I raise him for you? Don't worry, I'll take him away right away. Did you already draw up the divorce agreement? It's easy, I'll sign it right away."

Lu Jiaming didn't believe it. He thought that Luo Aileen would not agree, at least not so soon.I didn't expect to be in such a situation, probably after all these years of marriage, I have indeed suffered a lot.Maybe it was awakened, what's the use of guarding such a person who doesn't love me?

Of course, he didn't draw up a divorce agreement, after all, he didn't think about divorce before.why?Firstly, even if he got divorced, he wouldn't necessarily be happier; secondly, Mao Mao was still young, so the divorce of his parents would definitely affect him.

But now he can't care about so much, he only knows that Song Yanshu's marriage is absolutely unacceptable to him.But if you wear the hat of a married man, what face and qualifications do you have to ask him not to get married?