love too early

The whole day, Fu Zhiheng and Shen Nanyu were like this, neither of them would leave my side for half a step, it's fine if they don't speak, but if they speak, they will inevitably attack each other.I have one head and two big ones. In the end, no one wanted to talk to me, I just wished that my ears could not hear the sound.

In the evening, the traffic in the city finally returned to normal. Fu Zhiheng proposed to ask the driver to take Shen Nanyu back. Shen Nanyu didn't speak, but just looked at me quietly, with a hesitant expression on his face.

I sighed: "It's so late, let's talk about it tomorrow."

Fu Zhiheng was about to say something, but Shen Nanyu spoke first: "Then... I will trouble you."

"Xiao Lu!" Fu Zhiheng was obviously not happy, but I ignored him.

Before dinner, Shen Nanyu took the initiative to help in the kitchen. Fu Zhiheng was so angry that he simply threw away the half-cut vegetables and handed over the entire kitchen to Shen Nanyu.

I was leaning on the sofa watching TV, when I saw Fu Zhiheng coming out of the kitchen with a dark face, I raised my eyes in puzzlement and asked, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Fu Zhiheng said.

I glanced at the direction of the kitchen again, guessed something, and said casually, "Don't always be angry with him."

"Angry? I don't beat him because it's because of your face." Fu Zhiheng suddenly became angry, "I don't believe you can't see that he is taking advantage of you to pamper him, and he keeps making progress again and again."

"You also said that I indulged him." I sat up from the sofa and admitted frankly, "So in the end, it's my problem."

Fu Zhiheng choked for a moment, his facial features drooped visibly, he took off his apron and threw it aside, squatted down and held my hand, and explained clumsily, "I didn't mean that."

I hummed.

"I was really wrong baby, I didn't mean to blame you." He continued to explain, shaking my hand like a child, "Baby, Lulu, little ancestor..."

"...Okay." I said helplessly, "Get up."

Fu Zhiheng didn't move, just hugged me in this position, buried his head on my waist, and said, "I just can't help being jealous."

"I know." I said.

"Of course I want you to be happy. I want you to be happy more than anyone else in the world. As long as you like it, you can do anything." His voice sounded muffled, "But sometimes I can't control myself and hate every day Someone close to you."

I didn't speak, looked at Fu Zhiheng, and suddenly remembered that the book I read before said that the most special thing about love is that it has exclusivity.

So love can be selfless, but love cannot.

I can accept other people around Fu Zhiheng, and I don't care what Shen Nanyu's social circle is like, maybe it's because I don't love them enough.

But I'm not sure if the exclusivity of love is two-way, if it is, then it means that one cannot fall in love with two people at the same time...

"Baby, what are you thinking?" Fu Zhiheng interrupted my distraction, I looked back and saw him looking at me eagerly, pinching my fingertips gently.

"It's okay." I smiled absently.

Fu Zhiheng looked at me for a while, then sighed lightly, "Why do I think...you are more patient with Shen Nanyu than you are with me."

There was no complaint in his tone, only a little puzzlement and grievance. I couldn't help feeling helpless and funny, and stroked his hair casually and said, "What's the comparison?"

"He's just a few years younger than me," Fu Zhiheng persisted, as if he had finally found a reason to belittle Shen Nanyu, "Young and ignorant, with poor skills, I don't know what's so good about it. Is he good-looking? Prettier than him They are everywhere, you like this one, give me a day and I can find 200 for you.”

Seeing that his words became more and more outrageous, I couldn't help but interrupt and asked: "Why can there be 200 of this model, but not one Shen Nanyu?"

"Because..." Fu Zhiheng choked.

After a long time, he gave up on himself and said: "Because I can tell that he likes you very much... 200 pieces of this model add up, and he doesn't necessarily like you as much as Shen Nanyu."

"Are you afraid that I will be moved by him?" I asked.

"Isn't there?" Fu Zhiheng looked at me with a depressed expression, "Whether you are moved or you like him, in short, he is different in your heart."

I thought about it, "Maybe. But it won't affect the relationship between you and me."

"Why not, it has already affected!" Fu Zhiheng started to rage again, "You never hesitated about getting married before."

He looks like an unreasonable child now, I didn't realize before that he can be so childish.

"It's not hesitation, it's just that you asked too suddenly and I wasn't ready." I said patiently.

"...Then will you still marry me?" Fu Zhiheng's tone weakened, and he looked at me anxiously and asked.

"Hmm." I nodded.

"You said it." He hugged me tightly again, "You can do anything else as you like, but there is no need to discuss marriage."

"……I know."

After saying this, Fu Zhiheng finally became quiet, and hugged me peacefully for a long time, until Shen Nanyu made dinner and brought three dishes and one soup to the table.

The dishes were all simple home-cooked dishes. Shen Nanyu took off his apron and said shyly, "Sorry, I'm not very good at cooking high-end ingredients."

"It's okay." I pulled out the chair and sat down, "That's fine too."

Fu Zhiheng followed behind me, humming inaudibly.

Perhaps because of the conversation just now and the rare peace at the dinner table, Fu Zhiheng didn't intentionally criticize, and Shen Nanyu didn't take the initiative to bring up the topic.

I guess two people are probably tired of fighting each other all day. If they keep arguing like this, let alone I find it annoying, they will also be annoying.

After dinner, while Fu Zhiheng was clearing the table, Shen Nanyu quietly took my hand, as if he wanted to say something.

I turned to look at him, "What's wrong?"

He hesitated for a long time, as if it took a lot of courage to say the next words, even the tips of his ears were red.

"I want..." Finally, he lowered his eyes and whispered, "I want you to accompany me tonight."

Before I could react, Fu Zhiheng suddenly appeared from the kitchen, his voice was twice higher than usual: "What did you say?!"

This rhetorical question actually gave Shen Nanyu the courage to speak, he looked back at each other without being humble, and said, "Shi Lu is not yours alone."

"?" Fu Zhiheng laughed back angrily, "You understand, this is my home."

"You are not married yet." Shen Nanyu said.

"You fucking..."

Seeing that I was about to make a move again, I stood in front of Fu Zhiheng with a big headache, and asked, "Do you remember what you said before?"

Fu Zhiheng froze for a moment, maybe he was wondering when I meant "before".

So I reminded him, "This afternoon."

— He said, I can do anything else with me.

"But..." Fu Zhiheng's expression became visibly depressed, and his voice became quieter, but he couldn't seem to say what "but".

"I don't want to do anything." Shen Nanyu interjected, looked at me and said softly, "I just want you to spend more time with me. I don't want anything else."

When he said that, it seemed that Fu Zhiheng was making a fuss out of a molehill, so Fu Zhiheng became even more angry, and he forgot what he originally wanted to say.

"Please..." Shen Nanyu held my hand, "Just one day. I'll go back tomorrow."

I glanced at Fu Zhiheng and then at him, sighed softly, "Yeah."