love too early

Of course I couldn't let him call me that.I can barely accept this word separately, but put it together, I just want to throw Fu Zhiheng out.

Fortunately, he was self-aware, and stopped after making a joke.

The first thing I did when I woke up the next day was to call Shen Nanyu and ask him how the rabbit was doing.Shen Nanyu's voice was very tired, as if he hadn't slept well all night, saying that he was fine.

"I was too anxious yesterday to disturb your rest, I'm sorry." He said.

"It's okay," I said, "are you still in the hospital?"

"No, I brought it back and it's sleeping."

Listening to his tired voice, I was a little worried and said, "You should also take a rest."

Shen Nanyu pretended to smile relaxedly, and said, "I'm fine, I still have class in the morning, and I'm going to class now."

His words reminded me that today is Monday.Although I didn't feel any particularly strong physical discomfort, I was still very sleepy and hesitated for a while whether to go to the company.

When I was hesitating, Shen Nanyu said softly, "I want to see you...is that okay?"

"Meet me?" I asked, "Now?"

"Anytime is fine," he said. "Actually, I want to see you every moment."

I thought about what to do this week and today's work, and remembered his company and comfort when I was in a bad mood, and said, "I want to visit my grandfather this afternoon, can you come with me?"

There was a few seconds of silence over there, and he said, "Okay."

At the dinner table, Fu Zhiheng and I mentioned that we were going to see my grandfather today, and he asked, "Isn't the festival day next month? Why do you suddenly want to go today? Do you want me to accompany you?"

"No need, you are busy with your work." I said, "Just let the driver drive me."

Fu Zhiheng thought for a while and said, "Okay, come back early. I ordered a piece of Wagyu beef yesterday, and we will have beef hot pot tonight."

"Oh, I see."

Fu Zhiheng had something to do in the company today, so he left after breakfast.I took care of some things at home and went to the corner flower shop to buy a bouquet of white flowers.In the afternoon the driver came to pick me up on time, and then we went to pick up Shen Nanyu together.

I haven't been to University A for a while, and the trees on the side of the road have become bare. Now it's class time, there are not many people on the campus, and it looks a little deserted and desolate.The driver parked the car outside the teaching building, and I quietly looked at the building in front of me, waiting for the familiar people to come out of it.

Before waiting for Shen Nanyu, he first waited for Fu Zhiheng's call.

"Little Lu, are you home?" Fu Zhiheng's voice sounded a bit dull, and his tone was rare serious.

"I'm outside, what's wrong?" I asked.

Fu Zhiheng didn't answer me right away. After a long time, he took a deep breath and said, "I want to apologize to you first...I'm sorry, I found someone to investigate Shen Nanyu without your consent."

Investigating Shen Nanyu... What I didn't tell Fu Zhiheng was that I did the same thing.

"Investigate him, what is his life experience?" I leaned on the seat, looked out the window and said lightly, "I know he is a child I sponsored before."

"If it's just like this, I don't need to tell you specifically." Fu Zhiheng said, "I said earlier that he is not a pure and kind person, why don't you believe me? He pretended to be another person in order to get close to you and deceive you to sympathize. People, do you know this too?"

The more he talked, the more angry he became, like a kid in kindergarten who was wronged and complained to the teacher but was misunderstood.

"The other person..." I thought for a while and said, "If it's the rabbit who sent me the photo, I guess."

Fu Zhiheng was obviously stunned, "You guessed it?"

"It's not hard to guess, it's just that I didn't take the time to think about it."

I withdrew my gaze and glanced down at my hand, the ring was snugly there.When I was in bed yesterday, Fu Zhiheng always clasped my hand and stroked it intentionally or unintentionally.

"Then why are you still..."

"Because strictly speaking, he didn't lie to me, he just concealed some things." I said, "To be honest, I don't really care about these things."

It seemed that get out of class was over, and some students began to come out of the teaching building one after another.

I have forgotten how to connect the "rabbit" with Shen Nanyu in the first place, maybe it was because the rabbit disappeared when he came to me, maybe it was because of the lop-eared rabbit he raised, in short, in my heart Already had a hunch.

"If you found out that he is a rabbit, you should have seen the message he sent me. The photo is true, and so are the other things." I listened to Fu Zhiheng's breathing in the headset and continued, "He didn't say that he It was Shen Nanyu, and he didn't say he wasn't. Similarly, he didn't do anything to hurt me, he only targeted you. "

"But don't you think it's terrible?" Fu Zhiheng's tone became more and more restless, "He looks like that on the surface, but secretly he uses another identity to provoke the relationship between me and you, and he deliberately approaches you. Xiaolu, I What I care about is not that he targets me, but that a complicated person like him is not suitable to stay by your side."

Hearing this, I finally couldn't hold back a soft laugh, "Who said he wanted to stay by my side? He wasn't the one who married me. Zhiheng, when you're with other people, you don't care how many tricks they use to get away." Come to your side, is it your money or your people that are drawn in the end?"

——Although I said that, I know that I am different from Fu Zhiheng, and Shen Nanyu is also different from the people who come and go around Fu Zhiheng.I just hope that Fu Zhiheng will stop digging into a dead end.

"But……"

Fu Zhiheng wanted to say something else, but I saw a familiar figure walking out of the teaching building and walking towards this side.

"Okay, I'm going to see my grandfather, let's go back tonight and talk about it." I said.

"Little Heron..."

I hung up the phone and my ears were quiet.

I can understand Fu Zhiheng's anger. In the process of Shen Nanyu approaching me, he more or less played a "used" role. No one would feel comfortable with this kind of thing.

At the same time, I can also understand Shen Nanyu, if not, it might be difficult for him to come to me.

In the final analysis, they are completely different people. It is easy for Fu Zhiheng to pursue whatever he wants, and he never needs to rack his brains and laboriously to pursue it. The same is true for me.So I can't judge Shen Nanyu's right or wrong from my own standpoint. It is very likely that he is just a kid trying to get a piece of candy from the teacher.

When he came back to his senses, the person at the end of his line of sight was getting closer and closer, and a smile gradually appeared on his originally expressionless face.

The driver went down to help him open the car door, Shen Nanyu sat in and asked, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

"Not long." I smiled at him and said, "Are you tired from class?"

"Not tired." Shen Nanyu naturally took my hand and clasped my fingers tightly, "The rabbit is fine, don't worry."

"Well... I haven't asked you yet, why do you raise a rabbit?" I asked casually.

"Because I like small animals." Shen Nanyu replied without thinking, "I raised a cat when I was a child, and then died of old age. Compared with cats, cats and dogs, rabbits need less care from people."

His expression and tone were very natural, he looked at me and asked seriously: "Do you like kittens? I want to get another cat in the future."

"I like it." I was stared at by him, and said lightly, "But Zhiheng is allergic, so I never raised it."

"Oh..." Shen Nanyu's eyelashes drooped, the disappointment in his eyes flashed, and then he smiled and said: "It doesn't matter, it's the same if I raise one."

I understood what he meant and didn't say anything.

After a while, I looked out the window and said, "The rabbit is fine too."

Grandpa's cemetery is far away in the suburbs. Shen Nanyu and I were very quiet on the road, only talking to each other occasionally.He still looked a little tired, and halfway through the drive, he leaned back in the seat and fell asleep unconsciously, falling asleep with his head tilted on my shoulder.

I looked down at the person beside me, with fair skin, thin lips, and long and dense eyelashes trembling slightly with my breathing.If you don't associate him with the rabbit, such a look almost represents alienation and silence.

But when I think of rabbits, I seem to see something different again.

In fact, I also felt that night that if Shen Nanyu wanted something, he would definitely work hard to get it.And this kind of character, Fu Zhiheng is right, it is really not suitable to stay by my side.

but……

I look back out the window, at least for now, I want him here.