love too early

After the end, Fu Zhiheng held me in his arms and comforted me for a long time.Those physical tears were regarded as grievances by him, and he looked at me with self-blame and guilt, and kept kissing my forehead to say sorry to me.

"Am I too aggressive..." he asked.

I haven't recovered from the lingering rhyme yet, leaning on his arms and shaking my head wearily.The intimacy at this moment made me have an instinctive dependence on him, and I hugged his waist unconsciously and said, "No."

"Then is there anything uncomfortable for you?" He asked again.

"No." I raised my head to meet his gaze, took the initiative to send my lips up, and lightly pressed his lips, "I'm fine, don't worry about me."

Fu Zhiheng was stunned for a moment, and said, "Baby... your eyes are so beautiful."

I don't know why he usually talks so much, but when he praises me, he is always clumsy. Apart from "good-looking", "beautiful", and "charming", he can't seem to find other words.

I closed my eyes and leaned back into his arms without speaking.

Later tiredness hit, and Fu Zhiheng patted me on the back like a child to coax me to sleep. In a daze, I thought that maybe he would be a very good father in the future, and then I remembered that he usually does not treat others well. Without such patience, I don't know if the children in the future will be an exception.

Thinking about it, I fell asleep unconsciously.Fu Zhiheng's body is very hot, and it's best to hug and sleep in the cool autumn weather.I haven't slept so deeply for a long time. The familiar bed and familiar people gave me an indescribable sense of security.

But Fu Zhiheng didn't seem to sleep as well as I did. When he woke up the next day, there were faint dark circles under his eyes. After asking, he found out that he didn't sleep all night last night.

"I don't want to sleep." He said, "I look at you and feel so happy."

Happiness... the word appeared in Fu Zhiheng's mouth, and there was an unrealistic sense of distortion.

He is the same as me, he has what he wants since he was a child, and he has never cared whether he is lucky or not.If I remember correctly, this is the first time I've heard him say that.

"You are lying next to me, your hair is soft, your eyes and the tip of your nose are a little red, you look good and pitiful, not at all like the usual you."

With a low voice, Fu Zhiheng stroked my hair and said slowly, "I wish I could bite you and eat you in my stomach, but I'm not willing."

Do sheepdogs want to eat their lambs too?I looked at Fu Zhiheng, and my eyelashes flickered a few times unconsciously.

"Baby," he bowed his head and kissed me gently, "I love you so much."

Now I finally start to feel that the love he said for me is the simplest and most instinctive kind of love. It has nothing to do with my identity or our marriage contract. Even if I am not the one who has been by his side for more than 20 years, He will still love me too.

This feeling is a bit strange, as if the most ordinary and familiar thing suddenly becomes strange and novel.

And it cannot be denied that the experience that Fu Zhiheng gave me was also very good. It was a wonderful feeling that I had never experienced in the past 20 years. Even just thinking of his ups and downs last night, my body began to tremble. fever.

"Zhiheng." I hooked his neck and whispered, "I want to... try again."

……

The whole day, the bed, the sofa, the bathroom...Fu Zhiheng tirelessly took me to explore different places in the house. all day.

From night to night, I no longer have the energy to do anything, but Fu Zhiheng is still full of energy, which makes me doubt that he can continue to sleep without rest for three more days.

"Baby, you usually don't exercise too much." Fu Zhiheng said.

I lay in the bathtub, my bones were numb, I looked up lazily, and said, "I exercise every week."

The bathtub was huge, Fu Zhiheng lay opposite me, held my feet in his arms, and pinched my toes to play with.

"Your exercise is like a child's play house."

As he spoke, he poked the sole of my foot, and I thumped reflexively, making a splash of water that was not too big or too small.

"Don't move." I was a little annoyed.

"Don't move." Fu Zhiheng lowered his head and kissed my instep, "I was wrong."

In the steam, my skin glowed with an unnatural pink color, and some places were as thin as a cicada's wing, almost transparent, and a touch of a finger would leave a faint red mark.Looking up and seeing myself in the mirror, I suddenly thought of Bouguereau's paintings.

"Baby, the color of your skin is like the angel in Bouguereau's painting." At the same time, Fu Zhiheng said, "It's so beautiful."

I am not surprised by this tacit understanding.Aside from talking about love and love, Fu Zhiheng and I can always think of each other on other things.

"I remember you don't like academics," I said.

"They draw too well." Fu Zhiheng said, "But they are very good at painting flesh and skin."

I thought about it, "I just know their paintings are expensive."

Fu Zhiheng froze for a moment, then pinched the tip of my nose with a puff, "You are so cute."

"..."

I never thought that this word would be used by Fu Zhiheng on me, and I was speechless for a moment.

Seeing me in a daze, Fu Zhiheng smiled even more happily, and was about to say something when the cell phone I put on the table rang.

The phone was relatively close to Fu Zhiheng, he picked it up casually, and I asked, "Who is it?"

Fu Zhiheng didn't answer, but the smile on his face froze for a moment, which made me guess what.

He handed me the phone without saying a word, and I took it, and it was indeed Shen Nanyu's name on the screen.

"Hello?" I asked on the phone.

"Shi Lu..." The voice over there was obviously low, "The rabbit is sick."

"Sick?" I asked, "What's going on?"

Shen Nanyu sniffled his nose lightly, and said: "Maybe he caught a cold yesterday, and he has been sluggish since he came back. He suddenly had diarrhea this afternoon. I took him to the pet hospital and prescribed some medicine. After taking it, he still didn't get better. Now he's coming again." Infusion."

It sounded a bit serious, so I couldn't help worrying, and asked, "What did the doctor say?"

"The doctor said it's a common cold, and I have a little gastrointestinal problem." Shen Nanyu's voice was a little nasal and muffled, "But I'm so worried..."

I remembered that yesterday he brought the rabbit to play with me just to make me happy. In such a cold day, he probably caught cold on the road.

"Don't worry, the rabbit will be fine." I reassured him, "Where is your pet hospital?"

"This one is near the school." Shen Nanyu said.

"Xiao Lu," Fu Zhiheng interrupted our conversation, I looked up and saw him frowning, and said, "Let me talk to him."

I could see that he was worried that I would go to Shen Nanyu so late because the rabbit was sick, but I actually had no such plan, not to mention that my current physical condition does not allow me to go out by myself.

Looking at the hand stretched out in front of me, I hesitated for a moment, then handed over the phone.

"Hello?" Fu Zhiheng's voice was flat, "It's me."

He changed his face very quickly, obviously he was still joking with me just now, but now when he was talking to Shen Nanyu, there was no expression on his face at all.

I couldn't hear what was said on the phone, but Fu Zhiheng said: "I have a friend who is a professional veterinarian. I'll ask him to pick you up later. Rabbits are not like humans, they can adapt to the environment so quickly. You put them on yesterday." I should have thought of it when I picked him up to play with Xiaolu."

"Little Lu can't leave today. Besides, I don't think you can take good care of a rabbit."

"Zhiheng." I reminded aloud.

Fu Zhiheng glanced at me, his tone softened a little, "We are going to rest, if there is nothing else, let's talk about it tomorrow."

After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone, picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to the pet doctor friend. Although he had that kind of attitude towards Shen Nanyu just now, when he described the condition of the rabbit to the doctor, Fu Zhiheng spoke urgently and seriously, as if waiting for treatment It is the most precious rabbit in the world, and a helicopter must be sent there immediately.

I don't think Fu Zhiheng cared much about that rabbit, he was just afraid that I would worry and blame myself.

Putting down the phone, he regained his relaxed look, and said half jokingly and half helplessly: "Such a trivial matter will bother you."

"Rabbits are important to him," I retorted, shaking my head.

"...I know." Fu Zhiheng sighed, reached out and stroked my hair, "Don't worry too much, it's fine."

"Ah."

"Okay, wait obediently, I'll get you pajamas."

Fu Zhiheng stood up from the bathtub, grabbed the towel next to him and wiped his hair, and went out like this.I looked away, picked up the phone again, thought for a while and sent Shen Nanyu a message: "Don't worry, see what the doctor says, and contact me anytime if you have anything."

Soon Shen Nanyu sent back a message: "Fu Zhiheng said that you can't leave today... What's wrong with you?"

This question is not easy to answer. I thought for a while and said, "I'm not feeling well. I'm fine."

There was a long silence over there, and he replied, "Oh...then go to bed early, good night."

"OK, good night."

I didn't want to explain too much to him, so I put down my phone and didn't say anything else.After a while Fu Zhiheng came back, took a clean pajamas, put on a pair of shorts himself, opened his arms to me and said: "Come on little prince, it's time to go to bed."

"Don't call me that..."

That being said, I still gave him my hand and asked him to help me up, dry me and put on my pajamas.

Sometimes I also wonder why Fu Zhiheng is so pampered, how can he take care of others so well.Since I was three years old, he has learned to squat down and tie my shoelaces.

When I got distracted and came back, I had already been taken care of properly. Fu Zhiheng hugged me by the waist, and smiled with crooked eyes: "Then what do I call you, baby wife?"

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In the last chapter, I wrote some things that everyone understands. When I go to work tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I should be able to untie it. Some parts have been deleted and will not affect reading. I am very sorry for the inconvenience!