love too early

Cry... how can I cry?

It's just that my nose is a little sour when I think of the deceased relatives.

The Shen Nanyu in front of me gradually overlapped with the young boy at the funeral many years ago. The difference is that he looked up at me at that time and passed the handkerchief in front of my eyes half a meter away, but now he lowers his head slightly , gently took me into his arms, and asked me in a low voice what happened.

"It's nothing." I shook my head, "Grandpa's memorial day is coming soon, so I'm a little sad."

Shen Nanyu may still remember my grandfather, he was silent for a while, stroked my back more gently, and said, "Don't be sad, I will always be with you."

Whole

After so many years, everything has changed. I lost my grandfather, and he lost the dean. The only thing that remains the same is that his eyes are still as bright as when he was a child.

He hugged me for a long time.It was agreed to bring the rabbit over to play with me. In the end, the rabbit lay on the carpet by itself, quietly looking at the embracing human beings in front of it.

I gradually felt peaceful in Shen Nanyu's arms, and my lost emotions gradually melted away. Then I became sleepy unknowingly, and fell asleep with my pillow on his shoulder like this.

I had a dream. In the dream, I went back to the evening when I was 15 years old. A kind old gentleman brought several children to visit my grandfather's house. One of the little boys looked the youngest and the best looking.When his aunt brought tea, he thanked him politely in a low voice, then sat quietly on the side, sipping a piece of strawberry cream cake with a fork.

After eating the cake, my grandfather asked me to take them to play in the courtyard, and told me that the youngest boy was introverted and asked me to take care of him more.

At that time, I was in high school and had a lot of homework. While watching them play in the yard, I sat on the bench under the tree and memorized books.Halfway back, the light in front of my eyes was blocked by a figure, I looked up from the book, and saw that handsome little boy standing in front of me.

"Brother, what book are you reading?" he asked.

He was a little afraid to look at me, and his voice was very low, as if it took a lot of courage to ask this sentence.

I put down the book, smiled at him gently, and said, "I'm reading my textbook. Are you in school yet?"

"Yeah." He nodded, "I'm in the second grade."

Seeing that he seemed to be still curious about my textbooks, I thought for a while and asked, "Do you like reading?"

"I like it." This time he finally dared to look at me, blushing and said: "But I don't have many books."

Maybe it's really easy for me to sympathize with young people. At that time, seeing his pitiful appearance, I couldn't help but feel soft-hearted. I stroked his hair and said, "What books do you like? I'll take you to the study to find them." Find it."

I told the butler to take care of the other children, and took Shen Nanyu by the hand and took him upstairs to the study.He spent the whole evening reading in my study, and when I left, I gave him all the books he had opened.

"Is it okay?" His eyes brightened, "Thank you brother."

As soon as the words fell, Fu Zhiheng pushed open the door after playing football, and said as he came in: "Grandpa also said that you are in the yard, so I have to look for it."

Because he had just finished exercising, he was full of steam, exuding the unique vigor of a teenager.I looked at him and said helplessly, "Don't knock on the door again."

Fu Zhiheng shrugged, noticed Shen Nanyu next to him, and asked casually, "Who is this kid?"

"The kid who came to visit with Grandpa Shu." I said.

"Oh." He didn't care, and said, "Let's go downstairs for dinner."

Seeing that he was about to hook my shoulder, I took a step back, pushed him and said, "You are sweating, don't touch me."

"..." Fu Zhiheng was dumb, and sighed helplessly for a while, "I know about my ancestors, I'm going to take a bath."

Later, I took Shen Nanyu downstairs and had dinner together.At the dinner table, he always looked at me quietly, and every time he met my gaze, he hurriedly lowered his head, as if afraid of being discovered by me.

Fu Zhiheng was not interested in children, except talking to me, he didn't care much about others when eating, and went upstairs by himself after eating.

After they left, I contacted the welfare agency and donated a sum of money to the orphanage to build a library. Until now, I have put a sum of money into my account every year to buy new books for the orphanage.

The dream was peaceful and peaceful. After waking up, I was lying on the sofa with my head resting on Shen Nanyu's legs, and his coat was covering my body. He didn't read a book or do anything else. He kept looking at me quietly, seeing me wake up, A smile slowly appeared on his face, and he asked softly, "Are you awake?"

"Hmm..." I rubbed my eyes, "How long have I been asleep..."

"Soon, more than an hour," he said.

It was already dark outside, which made me feel an inexplicable sense of distortion. I forgot what I wanted to say for a while, and looked back at Shen Nanyu in a daze.

He snorted and stroked my hair, "What's wrong?"

I shook my head, "It's okay..."

"You sleep well." He said with a sigh, "Like a kitten."

Cat... Fu Zhiheng seems to have said the same thing.

Thinking of Fu Zhiheng, I suddenly thought that he should come to pick me up at this time, picked up the phone and looked at it, it seemed that there was no missed call.

"Are you looking for Fu Zhiheng?" Shen Nanyu seemed to see what I was thinking, "He called when you were asleep, I was afraid of waking you up, so I answered it for you..."

"You took it?"

Shen Nanyu's expression didn't look like something unpleasant had happened, and I couldn't help but feel a little doubt in my heart.

"I'm sorry, without your consent..." He lowered his eyes and said, "I was distracted and didn't pay attention for a while. But don't worry, I didn't say anything to him, and I didn't make him unhappy."

"That's not what I meant..." I sighed, "Don't think too much about it."

When I fell asleep, the rabbit brought by Shen Nanyu was also sleeping, and now it woke up, squatting at my feet and looking this way.

I sat up and hugged it in my arms, rubbed its head and asked, "Are you hungry?"

"By the way, I almost forgot." Shen Nanyu took out a piece of green grass biscuit from his pocket and put it in front of the rabbit, "I brought some snacks for it."

I probably know why rabbits are raised so fat, not only to eat, but also to eat snacks.Such a big piece of biscuit, it gnawed with relish.

Shen Nanyu and I were head to head, watching the rabbit eat biscuits together, I was still wearing his clothes, just like he was hugging me all the time, his body temperature was all over my body.

The clock passed eight o'clock, and I was so absorbed in playing with the rabbit that I completely forgot about Fu Zhiheng. It wasn't until it started to rain outside that I realized that I seemed to have overlooked something.

It happened that Fu Zhiheng called, I picked it up, and heard a gentle voice over there, "Baby, are you awake?"

I felt sorry for my negligence, and whispered, "Um... did you go back?"

"No, I'll wait for you downstairs in the company." He said.

I looked up at the dark sky outside the window. I picked up the rabbit and walked to the window. I looked down and saw a familiar black car parked downstairs. The light from the headlights was extremely weak through the dense rain.

Together with Fu Zhiheng's voice, it seemed to be shrouded in rain and fog.

"It's raining, little heron."

"Aren't you going home..."