love too early

I belatedly realized what Fu Zhiheng's words meant.

Regarding the relationship between me and Shen Nanyu, his focus has become—whether Shen Nanyu really likes me.

"It doesn't really matter." I whispered.

This sentence suddenly appeared in the air, Fu Zhiheng didn't react for a moment, turned his head and asked: "What?"

"Whether he really likes me or not." I looked at Fu Zhiheng and said, "It doesn't really matter."

"Little Lu..." Fu Zhiheng frowned again.

"I just feel that, being with him, I have experienced a lot of things that I have never experienced before, and I am very happy." I thought about the words and said slowly, "And no matter when, he only has me in his eyes, It's an amazing feeling."

Fu Zhiheng originally wanted to say something, but when he heard the second half of my sentence, he swallowed it back.

"It's hard to do, right?" I smiled, "I can't do it either."

After I finished speaking, I thought for a while, and added to myself: "Few people can do it."

There was silence in the car, and after a long time, Fu Zhiheng didn't know whether he was talking to himself or me, "I can."

I smiled and said nothing, presumably he also understood what I meant.

—maybe he could, but that didn't matter either.For some things, one experience is enough.

After returning home, I was lying in the bathtub, and suddenly remembered the dean Shen Nanyu had mentioned twice today, and Fu Zhiheng's inexplicable cautious attitude. After thinking for a long time, I took out my cell phone and made a call.

The respectful attitude on the phone still made me uncomfortable, so in order to end the call quickly, I stated my appeal directly.

"Find someone for me."

"I'll send you the name later."

"It's troublesome."

Thinking about it carefully, many details in getting along can tell that Shen Nanyu is not the person he just met me not long ago, including the sentence that it was really difficult to walk by my side, even though I was dizzy and drunk at the time, I still remember it clearly in retrospect Chu.

I didn't care about it before, but now that Fu Zhiheng talked about it, I started to wonder a little bit.

After taking a shower, I went back to the bedroom, passed by the study, and saw the door half-closed, and there were faint voices coming from inside.I pushed open the door, and Fu Zhiheng was sitting behind the desk. When he saw me, he slammed the computer shut like a guilty conscience, and suddenly realized that he was still holding the phone. He was stunned for three seconds, cleared his throat and said to the person on the other side of the phone : "Okay, you can do it, I'll hang up."

After finishing speaking, he put down his phone, gave me a dry smile, and asked, "Did you finish washing, baby?"

I stood at the door speechless, looked at each other for a moment, and said, "next time there is something important, remember to close the door."

"No, there's nothing important." Fu Zhiheng got up and walked over, touched my wet hair, and asked, "Why don't you blow it?"

"Forgot." I said.

He smiled helplessly, and pinched my face, "Go, I'll blow it up for you."

My hair hasn't been cut for a long time, and my bangs almost grew past the tip of my nose when I didn't take care of it. Through the black hair blocking my eyes, I can see Fu Zhiheng's thin lips, sharp chin, and clear and sharp Adam's apple.

His technique is very gentle, holding the hair dryer in one hand, and brushing the hair on the top of my head with the other, skillfully helping me to blow it fluffy and smooth, and finally divide the bangs to the two sides, blowing out the arc, so that I can have an unobstructed hair see his face.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Noticing my gaze, he snorted, lowered his head and touched the tip of his nose with mine, "Are you hungry?"

It's okay not to say, but it seems that I'm really hungry.

"A little bit," I said.

Fu Zhiheng pretended to blame, "I told you not to eat at night."

"I ate the cake and I can't eat it anymore..."

"Why didn't I know you liked eating cakes so much." He snorted lightly, but he wasn't really angry, "What's so good about this little bastard that you let him come every time?"

Even though he asked this question, he didn't seem to need my answer. He stood up and tapped my forehead with his fingertips, "Wait here, I'll cook you supper."

I sat on the bed and looked at Fu Zhiheng's back, I forgot what I wanted to say.

The temperature of his fingertips still stays on my skin, very familiar, so familiar that as long as he touches me, I know it is him.After thinking for a while, I sat up from the bed, put on my slippers and went to the kitchen, and saw Fu Zhiheng with his back to me, boiling a pot of water, with a half box of wontons in hand.

He didn't hear me coming out, so he concentrated on doing his own thing, humming a very slow English song while chopping vegetables.

Inexplicably, I remembered that he first learned how to cook to take care of me abroad. Although he said that he wanted to satisfy his hunger, what he cooks every day is what I like to eat.

After adjusting the soup, Fu Zhiheng put the wontons into the pot, and slowly pushed them with the back of a spoon, the aroma gradually wafted out, I walked over, tried to rest my head on his back, and then raised my arms to hug his waist.

Fu Zhiheng froze, and instantly realized that it was me, he smiled unnaturally, and asked, "Can't wait?"

I shook my head and said, "I'm sleepy."

Fu Zhiheng might have misunderstood that I was tired from playing, so he turned around and hugged me helplessly, rubbed the back of my head, and said, "You know how to torment me. Then why don't you still eat supper?"

"Yeah." I leaned into his arms and closed my eyes, "Eat a little."

The wontons at home were made by Fu Zhiheng's aunt. He grew up eating, and so did I.I don't know why I always think of the past today, those hazy memories, I thought I had forgotten them a long time ago, but I still remember them all.

The warm yellow light in the restaurant and the steaming wontons made the cold autumn night warm and peaceful. I sat across from Fu Zhiheng, finished my supper slowly, and pushed him what I couldn't eat. Go brush your teeth and go to bed.

I am getting more and more used to having one more person on the bed. Not only is it a habit, but it is also good to be hugged when it is cold.

A few days passed peacefully, Fu Zhiheng picked me up to and from get off work every day, and didn't go out on weekends, staying at home with me, I read books and he played games.

Shen Nanyu occasionally used the name of the law firm to come to the company to find me. When I was busy, he would quietly do his own thing. When I was not busy, he would stick to me and do nothing, as if he was just to be with me. together.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but the two of them, especially Fu Zhiheng, seem to be afraid that I will be caught in the middle, and try their best to avoid appearing when the other party appears.I was happy to be quiet, pretending to be clueless, and living my life step by step.

Shen Nanyu wasn't here that day. I received a call when I was about to get off work in the afternoon. They still greeted me respectfully, and then said, "I found all the information you asked for, and sent it to your mailbox?"

I hummed, "Email is fine."

Ding, I got an email.While receiving the document, the other side said: "Shen Nanyu's situation is similar to what you have learned, so I checked out his close people from childhood to adulthood, and sent them to you."

"Got it." I looked at the progress bar on the screen and said, "Thank you."