Gaya Street

The last itinerary on the blue ring island and the last itinerary in Malaysia was so random that it was to take a speedboat back to the mainland of Borneo Island, and you could see the Luminous Sea along the way.

A certain substance in the body of plankton in the ocean will emit a faint blue fluorescent color under the agitation of the seawater. Such an ordinary natural phenomenon has become one of the entertainment items.

There is plenty of rain in this season, and the sea water is turbid, and the creatures are washed away by the rain. The so-called blue tears and luminous sea are diluted and turned into an ordinary ocean.The guide was still not reconciled, so he turned off the lights of the speedboat to make the night light more obvious.The tired traveler sat in the small cabin after a day's journey, and the darkness in the cabin made the tourists looking forward to dreams look like stowaways in distress.

This scene has a sense of black humor, Lin Jing sighed, and then looked at Wu You, who was still taciturn beside him, with his face sideways, looking out of the window through the small porthole.

For some things, even if the answers are pieced together, both parties to the promise will not believe it. For example, Wu You, who finally "confessed" his heart, and Lin Jing, who finally "got his wish", thought they had spoken, and now fell into an untimely embarrassment.

Lin Jing suddenly felt that there was no difference between himself and Wu You and this small boat sailing on the sea now. The charming night light always exists, and no one cares about it during the day, but it is strange at night. In the end, I found that even if the surroundings were in darkness, what I couldn’t see was still invisible.Eternal and gorgeous things do not need to be set off to prove that the stars are always shining, and no one has to turn off the lights to see the stars.

The same is true for the evidence that Wu You is eager to find and love Lin Jing.

Some people are stumps that are about to wither on the dry land, and the sporadic raindrops are all sweet rain, falling on the branches and leaves, and they can linger on for a few days.Some people are delicate flowers in the greenhouse, immersed in the overflowing love, it is difficult to be moved by the less touching heart.Lin Jing is the former. When he was alone, Wu You saved him. The dying person floating in the sea, as if hugging a driftwood, recognized him. Even if he didn’t respond, he moved with persistence and self. Far-fetched to live.Wu You is the latter kind. He is a beautiful flower with a pleasant fragrance. He grew up surrounded by love. Any emotion must be hotter and stronger than the love in his body to get his feedback. .

He laughed in his heart like a self-deprecating, luck and misfortune fell on him. Fortunately, he was thinking of Wu You and thinking of Wu You. Nostalgia, but love is not enough.

The boat full of "stowaways" had an untight gap somewhere, and the sea water seeped in and dripped down the cabin wall silently. Lin Jing only got a little wet at the bottom of his shorts, and Wu You got off the boat in a distracted state. , only to find that the T-shirt was more than half wet, almost the entire left side of the back was stuck to the back, and the backpack was also wet. Wu You hurriedly took out the passport and checked whether the inside pages were damaged.

"Let me keep it for you." Lin Jing then took it and put Wu You's passport in the bag.

Today's minibus stopped in the city center, and it took a while to get to the hotel.After getting along for a few days, everything that should be said and done has been said and done. Unexpectedly, it will return to the beginning in the end. The ten-year difference has not been eased by a few days of gentleness. The two walked side by side, and only silence.

He obviously answered Lin Jing so firmly, but he didn't show much happiness. What's even more strange is that Wu You didn't think there was anything wrong with it. Maybe he also understood that his answer was not so convincing. Maybe he himself Not sure.

Walking to the intersection in front of Wuyou Hotel, Lin Jing stopped in his tracks. In the center of the roundabout where the vehicles passed was the landmark sailfish sculpture. Further to the side was a small square separated by railings. On one side is the sea.Lin Jing recalled that a few days ago, she still thought that she could snuggle and kiss Wu You in this small square, like lovers.At that time, he vowed to feel that the waste time finally had meaning, but he did not expect to be disappointed in the end. The grace period came, the probation sentence came late, and the blow was still heavy.

The evening breeze was as gentle as imagined, and the sound of the waves hitting the beach was soothing and romantic. The atmosphere was just right, but Lin Jing lost his courage.He and Wu You will always be like this, Lin Jing fell in love with him repeatedly at different ages, but in the end they always miss.

He is still not reconciled, the sweet grape that he had a crush on didn't turn into fine wine, but was turned into sour and bitter vinegar by obsession.

"Are you in a hurry to go back?" Lin Jing leaned against the railing, and before Wu You could answer, he grabbed his wrist, "I've been with you for four or five days, so you can stay with me for a while too."

Wu You was pulled closer by him, and trapped by Lin Jing in the space surrounded by his legs. The sea breeze was very considerate, and it messed up his bangs, blocking those amorous and daydreaming eyes, not letting Lin Jing A chance to get away with imagining.

During the quiet time, Lin Jing once again thought of the thought that he had repeated countless times in the past few days. He could go back to China and try to be with Wu You, but at this moment, he seemed to be standing on the edge of a cliff, and Wu You was standing on the edge of a cliff. Behind him, as long as he pushes lightly, Lin Jing will fall down without hesitation. Unfortunately, Wu You just moved his fingers and didn't raise his arms. wasted away.

He is a very persistent character, otherwise he wouldn't have kept that vague first love in his heart for many years.But the seed in his heart must at least germinate before Lin Jing dares to expect it to blossom and bear fruit.Wu You's feedback doesn't need to be completely equal, just a little bit is enough.Lin Jing wanted to hear him say a word of love, the kind that couldn't be hidden or concealed, like the kind that Lin Jing confessed to in her heart at Wu You's house that summer, instead of saying it after thinking about it in every possible way. like.

It's ironic, Lin Jing thought so, and couldn't help laughing at himself.Wu You looked at Lin Jing's smile, he couldn't see any joy, but it made people feel distressed, like a snowman that had been piled up melted in spring, and the distorted smile collapsed little by little, disappearing into a water stain.

"I'm sorry." Like a ghost, Wu You didn't know why he said such words. He saw Lin Jing smiling more reluctantly, which seemed like punishment in his eyes, and felt uncomfortable like a needle in his heart.

"You don't need to be like this," Lin Jing patted Wu You's shoulder, pretending not to care at all, and used jokes to cover up the disappointment caused by another failed confession, "There is no need to pity me."

Miserable people know that they are miserable, some accept it humbly, some refuse to accept their fate, swallowing bitter blood into their stomachs, and they are not willing to exchange for the sympathy of others.Ordinary sympathy is fine, if Wu You looks at his own suffering and gives love, Lin Jing would rather not have it.

"Old classmate," he opened his hands, his shirt was blown up by the wind, like waves floating in the night sky, "please hug me again."

Wu You took another small step forward, and before he could make a move, Lin Jing grabbed him into his arms.

This is the first time, hugging Lin Jing with a relationship that surpasses that of a friend but is still difficult to define. It is hard to tell whether it is true, but it is also true to be reluctant.Lin Jing's arms were clasped tightly, but it also left a decent distance for the "old classmate". On the contrary, Wu You's footsteps were uncontrollable, driven by inexplicable emotions to approach him.

Chest to chest, you can feel the beating rhythm of Lin Jing's heart. This warm and vigorous heartbeat is transmitted along the skin and bones into Wu You's body, making him excited for no reason, and the heartbeat resonates with him to the same frequency.

Thinking of this, Wu You leaned his head on Lin Jing's shoulder, his shirt still smelled good, like the equatorial ocean current, the hot and gentle ocean breath.He raised his hand and hugged Lin Jing from behind.

Neither of them spoke, the waves lapped on the shore, and there were seagulls singing sporadically. A little further away, it seemed that even the singing of street performers on Gaya Street could be heard, which made the long silence less monotonous.

"After you return to China, you can also contact me when you think of me." Lin Jing's hand almost touched the back of Wu You's head again, hesitating, and finally let go of his embrace and put his hand on his shoulder.

"Well," Wu You felt Lin Jing's arm pull him away, he staggered a bit, and was supported by Lin Jing to stand firm, "You too."

"Then you're going to be bored to death by me. I don't just think of you from time to time, I always miss you."

It's not that I saw something and thought of you by chance, but I opened my eyes, breathed and my heart beat, and I missed you every minute and every second.

Wu You's nose was sour, and the words he promised didn't make a sentence, so he hummed softly.He was pushed away by Lin Jing, and the arms on the back were also loosened. Lin Jing returned to the posture just now, with his arms spread out on the railing, tilting his head and looking at him with a smile.

"Look at me again, for the last time."

The sea breeze stopped, his hair fell in front of his eyes, his forehead and eyes were tightly covered, blocking half of Lin Jing's face.Wu You stared at him obediently, raised his arms, imitated Lin Jing's habitual movements, pushed his hair back along his forehead, passed his thumb over the brow bone, and stopped at the inconspicuous little spot at the end of Lin Jing's left eyebrow. On the mole, as if confirming whether it was still there, fingertips rubbed lightly along the contour of the brow bone.

Wu You watched Lin Jing's eyes sink, just like the black sea and gray waves behind him, the pupils of the pupils gleamed with crystal water, this look is not unfamiliar, like the picture that Wu You has repeatedly reviewed in his memory ——On the day of graduation, the second before his kiss fell, he stared at himself like this.So Wu You closed his eyes as he did back then.

Wu You didn't understand why he had to close his eyes when kissing, but it was instinctive, waiting for Lin Jing's kiss to fall on his lips.Wu You couldn't tell why looking at Lin Jing, he was willing to even invite him to kiss him, but it was also instinctive.

As promised before, Wu You did not push him away, and gave Lin Jing a chance to complete the ten-year-delayed first kiss.The impulse of adults can't be suppressed, the tip of the tongue tentatively draws along the lip line, and explores deeper without being rejected, and the intimacy is exchanged through the body fluid between the tongue.Lin Jing's tenderness seemed to be exhausted, so many years of longing and unwillingness burst out slowly but strongly, rampaging domineeringly in the hot and humid mouth.

The street corner in the city center was also busy and noisy at night. Tourists and pedestrians passed by and looked at these two people curiously.Lin Jing turned around with Wu You, pressed him against the railing, put his arms around his waist to let him get close, and held him tightly in his arms, tightly blocking the sight of others.

As if wanting to vent out the anger and obsession in his heart, Lin Jing bit his teeth on the tip of Wu You's tongue, causing him to gasp in pain, put his hands on Lin Jing's chest, and subconsciously wanted to put the painer push away.Lin Jing couldn't bear it any longer, and licked the corners of his lips.When they parted, the two pairs of lips were tied together by the silver threads, Lin Jing kissed them again, devouring the nectar as much as she wanted.

The hand pinched Wu You's waist without knowing when, the tiger's mouth was stuck on the hip bone, and the fingertips were sunk into the skin.Lin Jing was worried if it hurt him again, as if she was reluctant to let go, she stroked Wu You's waist carefully, one hand rested on the back of the waist, and the other rested on his shoulder from behind .The sudden and intense kiss disturbed the breathing of both of them. Wu You swallowed and breathed horizontally like a cover-up. After a while, he couldn't hold his breath again, and all his breaths fell into Lin Jing's ears.Lin Jing didn't feel well either. He hugged the person he had loved for so many years and kissed him. He couldn't restrain the reaction of his lower body. During the chaotic touch, he even felt that Wu You's body was mobilized.

Lin Jing thought at that time, as long as Wu You opens his mouth to say something, he can ignore everything, stay here or go back with him, as long as he opens his mouth, he can say anything.But until the two of them calmed down and their breathing returned to a normal rhythm, he remained silent without saying anything.

"When you have a holiday, you can also come to me. I will invite you to Kuala Lumpur."

When Lin Jing said this, he just felt that it was the end of an unfinished farewell. If these words had been said openly ten years ago, they probably would not have fallen into the current situation. , into a desolate mind that cannot be loved.Lin Jing began to regret it, thinking that when he said goodbye at that time, it would be a big deal for Wu You to just miss and worry, instead of turning into a long and indefinite wait like now - waiting for you to fall in love with me, just like I love you.

"I met you when I was 16, and I fell in love with you when I was 17. After we separated for so long, it will be 11 years in June this year." It's time to say goodbye to you formally, Lin Jing thought, and put Wu You Pulling away, with an ugly and insincere smile on his face, he looked at him, "It's time, you should go back."

Wu You stood there without moving, still hesitating to speak.

Lin Jing knew that he couldn't hesitate anymore, so she raised her hand and waved at him, leaving a sentence before turning around: "Goodbye."

Only then did Wu You take a step forward. Looking at Lin Jing's back, he seemed to understand that the pain in his heart can't lie. He didn't want to be separated from Lin Jing, and he didn't want to watch him go farther and farther without being able to catch anything again. He wanted to ask Lin Jing if he could wait a little longer, just for a while.

Lin Jing seemed to have heard Wu You's words, he stopped, opened his backpack and rummaged for a while, then turned around and walked to Wu You, and returned the passport he had just collected for him, "Pack it up for me. Lin Jing said, his head was lowered, and he rarely looked into Wu You's eyes. Seeing Wu You receiving it, he turned around without looking back, and disappeared into the flowing crowd.

Sadness surged out at this moment, Wu You wanted to catch up, but found that these days every day, Lin Jing was used to waiting here and there, and he didn't know which hotel he stayed in, and he didn't treat him like he did to himself. Always waiting, always looking forward to.It wasn't until the day when Lin Jing's patience ran out that Wu You realized it.He should catch up. I want to ask Lin Jing if you can walk a little slower. I have always reacted very slowly. You know it since I was a child. Can you let me, just like playing basketball when I was young and pretending that I couldn’t beat me Playing the game is like losing to me on purpose, I will catch up with you soon, and I will never leave you again.Can you wait a little longer, it won't be too long this time.

Holding the red booklet in his hand, a small piece of paper fell out from the tilt. Wu You bent down and picked it up from the ground.The old photos are well protected, the color is dimmed, but the corners are still flat. In the picture, I am grinning, like a fool who doesn't understand anything. Lin Jing next to me is smiling faintly, and his eyes are full of reluctance.

Wu You finally heard the unspoken goodbye that year, mixed with the last farewell at this time, after many years, across seas and continents, it fell into Wu You's ear again.

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I want to finish posting soon, tomorrow morning will be the last chapter.The song recommended in this chapter (of course) is Mian Mian by Eason Chan.