After the apprenticeship, I became a hater
Chapter 83 I Need Your Spiritual Power
The period of seven days is fleeting.
In the blink of an eye, the day came to make a choice.
"I've made up my mind." I habitually stroked my stomach with my hand.
In the past seven days, I thought a lot, but it seemed like I didn't think about anything.
In fact, I don't have much ambition, and my attachment to cultivation is just a childhood obsession to become stronger and not be underestimated. Later... it is the fear of being controlled by others.
Although I am still obsessed with cultivation now, it is not as hard as before.
"Are you going to keep this child?" Dr. Pei asked me in a low voice, not surprised, as if I was not surprised that I would make this choice.
Seeing me nodding, Dr. Pei sighed, his tone tinged with worry, "You have to know, if you choose to keep this child, it will only bring you endless troubles."
"I know." I stroked Shang's belly, which still didn't show any signs of pregnancy, and replied softly.
In my life, there is too little that really belongs to me.
So once there is hope to have something, even if you stretch out your hand to keep it, your hands will be pierced, you will be injured and bleed, even if you will be burned by the flames... you will not hesitate.
After a pause, I looked at Dr. Pei, "...how can I keep it?"
In the past seven days, apart from thinking about the fate of this child, I also read many books about the succubus clan.
The succubus clan is sparsely populated. In the huge world of self-cultivation and demon realm, I am the only succubus that exists in this world, let alone a succubus who conceived a child with a male body like me.
I just want to ask my fellow clan, but I have nowhere to ask.
The only thing that can give me some information about the succubus is the books that Mozun Sangluo gave me.
After Dr. Pei told me that I was pregnant with a child, and gave me seven days to think about the child, Sang Luo found me with a bunch of books that recorded succubi.
At that time, Dr. Pei and Chickadee had already left, and the sky had completely darkened.
I sat on the ground, motionless, almost turned into a stiff stone statue.
The doors and windows were all closed, I didn't light a lamp, and there was no light in the house.
Not long after, I heard a knock on the door.
"Late night? Have you slept yet?"
I recognized the voice of Mozun Sangluo, and my froze eyeballs moved.
He and the tits generally call me Wanwan.
I was originally sensitive and shy of others, but for some reason, although I only spent a short day with him, I felt that I had been friends with him for many years.
So I recognized it was him, so I slowly got up from the ground and went to open the door for him.
After maintaining the same posture for a long time, my body inevitably became a little stiff. My legs went numb, and I almost staggered and fell to my knees. Fortunately, I grabbed the table beside me in time to stabilize myself.
"Wanwan? What happened?" Sang Luo asked me concerned when she heard the voice.
"It's okay..." I answered him in a panic, my voice hoarse and unpleasant.
I didn't know where I knocked my calf, and it hurt a little.
I touched my twitching lower abdomen, as if to appease.
"Not afraid."
The voice is very low, but very soft.
I couldn't help but startled when I heard it myself.
"Late night?"
"I'm fine." I replied, my voice was indistinguishable from usual.
I fumbled to light the lamp, and staggered to open the door.
Because my legs were still numb and my calves were aching, I limped a bit at first, but when I walked to the door, I had already adjusted to the point where I couldn't see anything unusual.
"Why are you here?" Holding the lamp in one hand, I opened the door and looked towards Sang Luo.
The moonlight fell in the courtyard, and Sang Luo had a faint smile on his lips, "I found some books about succubi in the magic palace, and brought them for you to read."
My pupils shrank suddenly, and I looked at Sang Luo with suspicion, "You..."
"I heard that you just awakened your bloodline, so I don't have time to understand myself and the succubus clan." Sang Luo's long eyelashes were half-closed, with a gentle expression, "The things I told you during the day are still too little after all. I can't always be by your side..."
Sang Luo stroked the slips with her fingertips, and handed the stack of slips to my hand.
"I have carefully selected these, and the records are relatively complete, and the information is considered reliable."
"It should be of some use to you."
I have recovered my cultivation, the weight of a few slips is nothing to Jin Dan, but I feel that the books in my hand are as heavy as a thousand ounces.
"Thank you." I clenched my fingers tightly, and my voice was a little dry.
I have never met him in life, but he can help me and value me in this way. This kind of friendship is the reason why these letters are so heavy.
"You're welcome at Wanwan. It's just a few books. I keep them there. You can use them. Instead of letting these slips eat ashes on the bookshelf, it helps."
My breathing was a little short, and I fixed my eyes on the cover of the letter on the top, and said solemnly: "Thank you."
Sang Luo stared at me for a moment, then said "Huh".
"I saw your pale face earlier, and thought it was the cold night wind, but..."
Sang Luo's voice was softer and softer, as if he was facing some kind of timid creature, and even the slightest disturbance could scare it into panic, "What happened?"
"No..." Regarding Sang Luo's inquiry, I subconsciously kept vague, unwilling to tell him about my pregnancy.
In my mind, whether this child will come into the world is still unknown, and the fewer people who know about it, the better.
The hands hidden under the sleeves tightened slightly, I shook my head, barely holding up my smiling face, "It's nothing."
"Okay." Sang Luo's normally flamboyant brows and eyes drooped down softly, "Since you say you're fine, I'll pretend you're fine."
"It's just Wanwan, you have to remember that you are already in the Demon Realm, and I am quite capable in the Demon Realm. If you encounter difficulties, don't worry, just come to me."
"Okay." I should.
At that time, I didn't know that soon after, I really needed his help, and it was him.
The books that Sang Luo brought me were not many, but it still took me three full days to go through all the books.
The records about the succubus who conceived a celibate child, without exception, are very dangerous, and they are close to death...
……
"If I say, the price of keeping this child is to overdraw your lifespan..."
"If I say—" Dr. Pei raised his voice slightly with the green ghost flames flickering in his empty eye sockets, "You will die, do you still want to protect it?"
Now that I have made this decision, I am naturally prepared to pay the price for it.
In fact... from the moment I jumped off the Zhuxian Terrace, I have already died once. I was lucky enough to be picked up by Chickadee and rescued by Dr. Pei.
Every day I live is a gift to me.
if I get it I am lucky, but if not, it is fate.
I caressed it on my belly, a slight smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, "Yes."
"I want to keep it."
The child in my womb is the continuation of my life.
If I am a hundred years old, this child can prove that I have been to this world...
The bones of Dr. Pei's hand holding the pen tightened suddenly, and there was an overwhelmed "creak" sound when he squeezed the pen body.
"But the father of the child in your womb is that human sword cultivator!"
My fingers stiffened slightly, "It doesn't matter... this child is just my own..."
"Why is it not important!" The pen in Dr. Pei's hand finally broke in two.
"Now the fetal spirit in your womb is not yet full-term, and you don't need much spiritual power, but if you want to successfully conceive it, you need a lot of spiritual power."
"As the month gets bigger, more and more spiritual power needs to be supplied. Just you, a succubus who is only at the golden core stage, will not be enough to suck you up."
"It's not like you don't know how uncomfortable it is to have your spiritual power drained and your meridians dry up."
"I know." I whispered, "I know."
I don't know how uncomfortable it is to exhaust the spiritual power of the meridians, but...
but--
I really, really want someone to be with me.
Dr. Pei lowered his voice, as if with a slight sense of compassion, "Is it worth it? It's just a person who hasn't had time to open up his spiritual wisdom..."
"I don't know." My eyelashes drooped slightly, "But if I choose to give up this child, I will regret it for the rest of my life."
"Regret?" Dr. Pei sneered. Seeing that I was determined to go my own way, Dr. Pei broke his pen and threw it away, and said coldly, "It's up to you."
"Since you are determined to sacrifice yourself to protect your baby, I can't persuade you."
Dr. Pei paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, there was no emotional ups and downs in his tone, "It's not difficult to prepare the elixir for confinement, but it's difficult to find where to find the spiritual power that can supply the growth of the fetal spirit in your womb."
"What's more, the succubus has a special physique. In addition to your spiritual power, the growth of the fetus in your womb also needs the father's spiritual power."
"Does he need his spiritual power?" I clenched my fingers, a little hesitant.
Could it be... Do I still have to ask Luo Wuchen to provide me with spiritual power in the end?
"No need," Dr. Pei wrote a prescription while speaking, "I can lift this imprisonment for you, but I can't do more."
"The biological father of your fetus is a cultivator of Transcending Tribulation. With such a cultivator, the entire cultivation world plus the Demon Realm is only six or seven. But which one of these monks is not a respected master, how difficult it is to get their spiritual power difficulty."
"What's more, it is even more difficult to provide it uninterruptedly until your birth."
Seeing my face turn pale, Dr. Pei said again: "However, there happens to be a candidate right now. You can try to ask him."
"Who?" I asked, the back of my tongue stiff.
"Mozun, Sang Luo."
……
I also know that the relationship between me and Sang Luo is not considered close, and it is not close, so I rashly seek him for spiritual power, and I want to know how it will end.
But for the sake of the child in my womb, I have to go through even the mountains of swords and seas of fire.
Sang Luo listened to my request and was silent for a moment.
"You mean, you're pregnant?"
Facing his smiling eyebrows, I somehow felt embarrassed, "Yes."
"...so I need to borrow your spiritual power."
After Sang Luo was stunned, Can Ran smiled, "How difficult is this?"
I really didn't expect that he would agree to me so easily.
"Mozun's great favor, Xie Wan doesn't know how to repay..."
"It's okay, I'm not trying to get your reward."
……
At first, as long as Sang Luo was free, he would come to the land of the demon clan to find me, to work for me, and to provide the spiritual power I needed.
As the month of the fetal spirit in my belly increases, the spiritual power required is more and more frequent.
Sang Luo then suggested that I live in the Demon Palace with him, "I have a lot of work to do, and it's inconvenient to get away. You might as well stay in the Demon Palace at night, so that I can give you spiritual power in my spare time."
Originally, Sang Luo had already troubled him by providing me with spiritual power, but Sang Luo just moved me, so how could I refuse.
I discussed with Titmouse and the others, and moved to the Demon Palace, but I didn't know that this move confirmed the rumors that were raging.
If there is anything that spreads the fastest in the world, it must be gossip.
Sang Luo looks for me every day, and often stays with me for half a day, and now, I'm moving directly to live with Mozun...
All of a sudden, not only the monster clan's territory, but also the entire Demon Realm circulated rumors about the good things about Sang Luo and me.
But I didn't go out often in the land of the demon clan, and when I arrived at the magic palace, I mostly just stayed in the room arranged by Sang Luo to meditate.
Occasionally, when Sang Luo was free, with his help, he practiced exercises together and kept his ears shut, and his days passed peacefully.
But on this day, an unexpected person came.
In the blink of an eye, the day came to make a choice.
"I've made up my mind." I habitually stroked my stomach with my hand.
In the past seven days, I thought a lot, but it seemed like I didn't think about anything.
In fact, I don't have much ambition, and my attachment to cultivation is just a childhood obsession to become stronger and not be underestimated. Later... it is the fear of being controlled by others.
Although I am still obsessed with cultivation now, it is not as hard as before.
"Are you going to keep this child?" Dr. Pei asked me in a low voice, not surprised, as if I was not surprised that I would make this choice.
Seeing me nodding, Dr. Pei sighed, his tone tinged with worry, "You have to know, if you choose to keep this child, it will only bring you endless troubles."
"I know." I stroked Shang's belly, which still didn't show any signs of pregnancy, and replied softly.
In my life, there is too little that really belongs to me.
So once there is hope to have something, even if you stretch out your hand to keep it, your hands will be pierced, you will be injured and bleed, even if you will be burned by the flames... you will not hesitate.
After a pause, I looked at Dr. Pei, "...how can I keep it?"
In the past seven days, apart from thinking about the fate of this child, I also read many books about the succubus clan.
The succubus clan is sparsely populated. In the huge world of self-cultivation and demon realm, I am the only succubus that exists in this world, let alone a succubus who conceived a child with a male body like me.
I just want to ask my fellow clan, but I have nowhere to ask.
The only thing that can give me some information about the succubus is the books that Mozun Sangluo gave me.
After Dr. Pei told me that I was pregnant with a child, and gave me seven days to think about the child, Sang Luo found me with a bunch of books that recorded succubi.
At that time, Dr. Pei and Chickadee had already left, and the sky had completely darkened.
I sat on the ground, motionless, almost turned into a stiff stone statue.
The doors and windows were all closed, I didn't light a lamp, and there was no light in the house.
Not long after, I heard a knock on the door.
"Late night? Have you slept yet?"
I recognized the voice of Mozun Sangluo, and my froze eyeballs moved.
He and the tits generally call me Wanwan.
I was originally sensitive and shy of others, but for some reason, although I only spent a short day with him, I felt that I had been friends with him for many years.
So I recognized it was him, so I slowly got up from the ground and went to open the door for him.
After maintaining the same posture for a long time, my body inevitably became a little stiff. My legs went numb, and I almost staggered and fell to my knees. Fortunately, I grabbed the table beside me in time to stabilize myself.
"Wanwan? What happened?" Sang Luo asked me concerned when she heard the voice.
"It's okay..." I answered him in a panic, my voice hoarse and unpleasant.
I didn't know where I knocked my calf, and it hurt a little.
I touched my twitching lower abdomen, as if to appease.
"Not afraid."
The voice is very low, but very soft.
I couldn't help but startled when I heard it myself.
"Late night?"
"I'm fine." I replied, my voice was indistinguishable from usual.
I fumbled to light the lamp, and staggered to open the door.
Because my legs were still numb and my calves were aching, I limped a bit at first, but when I walked to the door, I had already adjusted to the point where I couldn't see anything unusual.
"Why are you here?" Holding the lamp in one hand, I opened the door and looked towards Sang Luo.
The moonlight fell in the courtyard, and Sang Luo had a faint smile on his lips, "I found some books about succubi in the magic palace, and brought them for you to read."
My pupils shrank suddenly, and I looked at Sang Luo with suspicion, "You..."
"I heard that you just awakened your bloodline, so I don't have time to understand myself and the succubus clan." Sang Luo's long eyelashes were half-closed, with a gentle expression, "The things I told you during the day are still too little after all. I can't always be by your side..."
Sang Luo stroked the slips with her fingertips, and handed the stack of slips to my hand.
"I have carefully selected these, and the records are relatively complete, and the information is considered reliable."
"It should be of some use to you."
I have recovered my cultivation, the weight of a few slips is nothing to Jin Dan, but I feel that the books in my hand are as heavy as a thousand ounces.
"Thank you." I clenched my fingers tightly, and my voice was a little dry.
I have never met him in life, but he can help me and value me in this way. This kind of friendship is the reason why these letters are so heavy.
"You're welcome at Wanwan. It's just a few books. I keep them there. You can use them. Instead of letting these slips eat ashes on the bookshelf, it helps."
My breathing was a little short, and I fixed my eyes on the cover of the letter on the top, and said solemnly: "Thank you."
Sang Luo stared at me for a moment, then said "Huh".
"I saw your pale face earlier, and thought it was the cold night wind, but..."
Sang Luo's voice was softer and softer, as if he was facing some kind of timid creature, and even the slightest disturbance could scare it into panic, "What happened?"
"No..." Regarding Sang Luo's inquiry, I subconsciously kept vague, unwilling to tell him about my pregnancy.
In my mind, whether this child will come into the world is still unknown, and the fewer people who know about it, the better.
The hands hidden under the sleeves tightened slightly, I shook my head, barely holding up my smiling face, "It's nothing."
"Okay." Sang Luo's normally flamboyant brows and eyes drooped down softly, "Since you say you're fine, I'll pretend you're fine."
"It's just Wanwan, you have to remember that you are already in the Demon Realm, and I am quite capable in the Demon Realm. If you encounter difficulties, don't worry, just come to me."
"Okay." I should.
At that time, I didn't know that soon after, I really needed his help, and it was him.
The books that Sang Luo brought me were not many, but it still took me three full days to go through all the books.
The records about the succubus who conceived a celibate child, without exception, are very dangerous, and they are close to death...
……
"If I say, the price of keeping this child is to overdraw your lifespan..."
"If I say—" Dr. Pei raised his voice slightly with the green ghost flames flickering in his empty eye sockets, "You will die, do you still want to protect it?"
Now that I have made this decision, I am naturally prepared to pay the price for it.
In fact... from the moment I jumped off the Zhuxian Terrace, I have already died once. I was lucky enough to be picked up by Chickadee and rescued by Dr. Pei.
Every day I live is a gift to me.
if I get it I am lucky, but if not, it is fate.
I caressed it on my belly, a slight smile appeared on the corner of my mouth, "Yes."
"I want to keep it."
The child in my womb is the continuation of my life.
If I am a hundred years old, this child can prove that I have been to this world...
The bones of Dr. Pei's hand holding the pen tightened suddenly, and there was an overwhelmed "creak" sound when he squeezed the pen body.
"But the father of the child in your womb is that human sword cultivator!"
My fingers stiffened slightly, "It doesn't matter... this child is just my own..."
"Why is it not important!" The pen in Dr. Pei's hand finally broke in two.
"Now the fetal spirit in your womb is not yet full-term, and you don't need much spiritual power, but if you want to successfully conceive it, you need a lot of spiritual power."
"As the month gets bigger, more and more spiritual power needs to be supplied. Just you, a succubus who is only at the golden core stage, will not be enough to suck you up."
"It's not like you don't know how uncomfortable it is to have your spiritual power drained and your meridians dry up."
"I know." I whispered, "I know."
I don't know how uncomfortable it is to exhaust the spiritual power of the meridians, but...
but--
I really, really want someone to be with me.
Dr. Pei lowered his voice, as if with a slight sense of compassion, "Is it worth it? It's just a person who hasn't had time to open up his spiritual wisdom..."
"I don't know." My eyelashes drooped slightly, "But if I choose to give up this child, I will regret it for the rest of my life."
"Regret?" Dr. Pei sneered. Seeing that I was determined to go my own way, Dr. Pei broke his pen and threw it away, and said coldly, "It's up to you."
"Since you are determined to sacrifice yourself to protect your baby, I can't persuade you."
Dr. Pei paused for a moment, and when he spoke again, there was no emotional ups and downs in his tone, "It's not difficult to prepare the elixir for confinement, but it's difficult to find where to find the spiritual power that can supply the growth of the fetal spirit in your womb."
"What's more, the succubus has a special physique. In addition to your spiritual power, the growth of the fetus in your womb also needs the father's spiritual power."
"Does he need his spiritual power?" I clenched my fingers, a little hesitant.
Could it be... Do I still have to ask Luo Wuchen to provide me with spiritual power in the end?
"No need," Dr. Pei wrote a prescription while speaking, "I can lift this imprisonment for you, but I can't do more."
"The biological father of your fetus is a cultivator of Transcending Tribulation. With such a cultivator, the entire cultivation world plus the Demon Realm is only six or seven. But which one of these monks is not a respected master, how difficult it is to get their spiritual power difficulty."
"What's more, it is even more difficult to provide it uninterruptedly until your birth."
Seeing my face turn pale, Dr. Pei said again: "However, there happens to be a candidate right now. You can try to ask him."
"Who?" I asked, the back of my tongue stiff.
"Mozun, Sang Luo."
……
I also know that the relationship between me and Sang Luo is not considered close, and it is not close, so I rashly seek him for spiritual power, and I want to know how it will end.
But for the sake of the child in my womb, I have to go through even the mountains of swords and seas of fire.
Sang Luo listened to my request and was silent for a moment.
"You mean, you're pregnant?"
Facing his smiling eyebrows, I somehow felt embarrassed, "Yes."
"...so I need to borrow your spiritual power."
After Sang Luo was stunned, Can Ran smiled, "How difficult is this?"
I really didn't expect that he would agree to me so easily.
"Mozun's great favor, Xie Wan doesn't know how to repay..."
"It's okay, I'm not trying to get your reward."
……
At first, as long as Sang Luo was free, he would come to the land of the demon clan to find me, to work for me, and to provide the spiritual power I needed.
As the month of the fetal spirit in my belly increases, the spiritual power required is more and more frequent.
Sang Luo then suggested that I live in the Demon Palace with him, "I have a lot of work to do, and it's inconvenient to get away. You might as well stay in the Demon Palace at night, so that I can give you spiritual power in my spare time."
Originally, Sang Luo had already troubled him by providing me with spiritual power, but Sang Luo just moved me, so how could I refuse.
I discussed with Titmouse and the others, and moved to the Demon Palace, but I didn't know that this move confirmed the rumors that were raging.
If there is anything that spreads the fastest in the world, it must be gossip.
Sang Luo looks for me every day, and often stays with me for half a day, and now, I'm moving directly to live with Mozun...
All of a sudden, not only the monster clan's territory, but also the entire Demon Realm circulated rumors about the good things about Sang Luo and me.
But I didn't go out often in the land of the demon clan, and when I arrived at the magic palace, I mostly just stayed in the room arranged by Sang Luo to meditate.
Occasionally, when Sang Luo was free, with his help, he practiced exercises together and kept his ears shut, and his days passed peacefully.
But on this day, an unexpected person came.
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