After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

"Wanwan, listen to me." Chickadee held my wrist tightly, with a serious expression on his face, "Whoever this child belongs to..."

I stared blankly at the tit, "...Huh?"

What do you mean it doesn't matter who the child belongs to?

I failed to understand why the tit would say this.

I don't know...why can the tits just rely on a piece of paper to conclude that I'm pregnant...

"I..." I instinctively wanted to hide the existence of this child, "I'm not...pregnant..."

"What pregnancy..." My fingertips unconsciously pinched into my palm, my throat tightened, "You, what are you talking about..."

"This prescription is clearly used for miscarriage," Titmouse frowned, "I don't know the situation in my family's land? Who else would use this besides you."

"Wanwan, is it that human monk—"

"No!" I argued in panic, "...it's not him, I'm not pregnant..."

The word order is messy and the tone is erratic. Even if I heard it myself, I would not believe it.

If I can't even fool myself, how can I fool others.

"Wanwan, until now, do you still want to hide it from me?" The chickadee leaned forward, and the hawk stared at me like its prey. "Am I going to hurt you?"

Every time he got closer, my body couldn't help but move back a little bit, until my back hit the back of the chair, and I was forced to have nowhere to retreat.

I looked at Dr. Pei in a panic, I couldn't hide the helplessness in my eyes, "I...I..."

"tit!"

Following Dr. Pei's low-pitched drink, Titmouse's expression changed, and she slowly let go of my hand.

"Sorry," the tit took a deep breath, as if trying to calm down, "I got a little excited... did it hurt you?"

I shook my head in a daze, my back pressed tightly against the chair, and my free hands subconsciously placed on my stomach, in a faint protective posture.

The tit's eyes fell on my hand protecting my belly, and I frowned again, "Wanwan..."

Since I knew him, Tits had always had a playful smile on his face, but at this moment, the expression on his face was so serious.

"Okay, no matter what, it's Xie Wan's own business," Dr. Pei's voice was as cool as water, and he paused, as if thinking about how to word it, "Tits, you..."

"Old Pei!" Tiny Sparrow didn't want to listen, he suddenly interrupted Dr. Pei's words, and grabbed the skirt of Dr. Pei's clothes tightly, "Wanwan is young and ignorant, don't tell me you are ignorant too!?"

"You clearly know the succubus without a partner - you know how difficult it will be, you clearly..."

Titmouse gasped for a few times, gritted her teeth, and did not continue. Angrily, she let go of Dr. Pei's skirt, turned to look at me instead of him, and said again, "This child must not be kept!"

"Wan Wan," Chickadee said firmly, but there was a little anxiety in his eyes that I didn't understand, "I didn't try to force you, but I really can't keep this child."

"While there are not many months left, an abortion will not cause much harm to the mother's body, Lao Pei, prescribe a medicine..."

Fall...?

I was taken aback, and my heart skipped a beat.

It was as if a foreign stone had been thrown into a stagnant pool in an ancient well without waves.

"Tits—!" I grabbed his sleeve subconsciously and called his name upside down, "Tits...don't be like this..."

My mind was blank, I didn't have any thoughts, I just shook my head instinctively, resisting being forced to fall again.the fate of the fetus.

Last time... I was forced to have a miscarriage by Luo Wuchen. Although it was only a fake pregnancy, to me, it was still a real experience of the pain and despair of a miscarriage.

That feeling, I really...

My fingers curled up, trembling slightly.

I really don't want to go through it all over again.

"I do not want……"

"Wanwan, you don't have to stop me." Titmouse opened my fingers and grabbed Dr. Pei, "Old Pei, what are you still doing, prescribing a prescription."

"Enough!" Dr. Pei shook off Titmouse's hand, "Titmouse, what are you messing around with?"

"What do you mean I'm messing around!? Pei Jingxiu, I did it for good night!"

"You are not the most stable and reliable, why are you confused at this time?"

"Wanwan," Chickadee looked at me again, "Say something."

"I..." I put my hands on my stomach, bit my lips and turned white, and my heart was full of confusion and helplessness.

Titmouse leaned over to look at me, with a puzzled look and an incomprehensible injury, "You really don't want to keep this child, do you?"

I didn't dare to meet the tits' eyes, buried my head very low, and muttered in a daze: "I don't know...I don't know..."

"Wanwan," the tit avoids the wound on my hand, holds my hand, and persuades me in a slow tone, "Since you have come to the Demon Realm, you are determined not to have any contact with that human monk, then ask... that human monk His heirs should also be given up together."

"Or, if you love that person Xiu so much, even if you don't hesitate to hurt your own body, you must leave behind that person Xiu's heir?"

"No, it's not like that." I lowered my eyes and said dumbly, "It's not his."

"This is my own child and has nothing to do with him..."

"Okay, okay, it doesn't matter, but Wanwan you also know that it is the most difficult for a succubus to conceive a child. Now——you have only recovered your cultivation base, and your body is still so weak. It really shouldn't be for one..." The tit mentioned my belly The boy in the middle mumbled his voice for a moment, and continued: "Standing up and taking risks."

But my thoughts are already extremely confused, and I can't listen to any words at all.

[Can't stay, can't stay, can't stay...]

Reason tells me that this child cannot stay.

Dr. Pei also persuaded me, and Chickadee was even more resolute.I know.

They are right.

They are for my own good.

I should have listened to their advice and put this child down early, but...

However, as long as I think of killing this child, I feel like my heart is tightly clenched by two hands, and it hurts so much that it is difficult to breathe.

Seems to be stuck in a vortex.

And I am just an insignificant pebble in this vortex, no matter which direction I go, what awaits me is surrounded by black water with no light to see.

Tai Ling trembled slightly.

Like... sad?

It is so small, does it already know how sad it is?

My throat tightened, and I didn't know where there was a sour feeling.

In this world, no one welcomes this child...

Even my "mother"... is no exception.

It is an unexpected existence.

My fingers on my stomach trembled, and my throat tightened.

"tit!"

Dr. Pei's voice was angry.

"Can't you see that Xie Wan's current state is not suitable for abortion at all?"

"You still said you didn't force him, why don't you force him again?"

The argument between Chickadee and Dr. Pei squeezed into my mind sentence by sentence, making me dizzy, and I could barely receive the information from these words clearly.

But what Dr. Pei said next was like a boulder smashed into the almost dry pond in my heart, stirring up turbulent waves.

As if overwhelmed by anger, Dr. Pei no longer remained silent, and became indiscriminate, "You don't know anything at all!"

"No..." I vaguely realized that Dr. Pei's words might uncover the scars that I hadn't healed in time, so I resisted the sourness in my mouth, "Don't..."

I wanted to stop it, but my voice was so hoarse that I couldn't make a sound, so my voice was easily ignored.

"Wan Wan had a false pregnancy before, and he was forced to fall by that human cultivator. It wasn't long before you forced him again, you—" Dr. Pei said, his voice trembling slightly , as if extremely excited, "Are you going to force him to death?!"

"Falled...?" The tit was stunned for a while, and then became furious.

He walked back and forth violently in the room, kicked the wall with his last kick, and cursed angrily, "What a beast!"

Dr. Pei sneered coldly: "You call him a beast, but what is the difference between your behavior now and that person who persecuted Wanwan?"

"How could it be the same?" Tits retorted loudly, "I did it for good night—"

Suddenly, as if being choked suddenly, the tit's voice froze, "I..."

Dr. Pei smiled coldly.

Titmouse muttered discouragedly, "I just don't want Wanwan to suffer anymore..."

Dr. Pei's tone was light, "Tits, I know it's for good night, but you are too radical."

"I..." The fighting rooster was splashed with ice water, and the tit drooped its head. "Wan Wan, I'm sorry."

My fingertips trembled slightly, "...I don't blame you."

Tits are good for me.

I understand.

"Whether to stay or resign, Wanwan should choose by herself." Dr. Pei continued slowly, "All we can do is wait before Wanwan makes a choice."

"Then, after making the choice late at night, support him with all your might."

Titmouse scratched her hair dejectedly, and muttered, "I understand."

"Okay, Wanwan is also very tired now, let's go," Dr. Pei led the tit to the door, "Let Wanwan take a good rest first."

Before stepping out the door, Titmouse sighed, "Wanwan, think about it for yourself."

"Don't listen to this guy. I will help you look after this guy for seven days. You don't have to rush to give me an answer."

Dr. Pei coughed weakly, as if he was a little embarrassed, "No matter what, there are still us."

"……it is good."

The door closed, and I was the only one left in the room.

I was completely exhausted, I felt physically and mentally exhausted, and I couldn't even stand upright, so I slowly sat on the ground.

My fingertips sank into the flesh a little bit, and I sat on the ground with a dazed expression.

I have never in my life controlled my own destiny.

Always go with the flow.

It's always been... involuntarily.

Finally, when it was my turn to control the life and death of my own blood...

I squatted down, lowered my head and slowly hugged my arms, as if this would give me a sense of security.

The period of seven days is fleeting.

Soon, the day came to make a choice.