After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

There was a sharp pain from the bottom of my heart, as if countless extremely thin needles had pierced into the most delicate flesh and blood in my heart.

Yes!

I am a man.

I have no way to conceive a common heir for my husband like a woman...

But what does this have to do with them?

My husband didn't dislike me for being unworthy, so it's their turn to point fingers?

...Why? !

I was trembling with anger, my eye sockets were sour uncontrollably, and mist rose.

Why do they slander me like this? !

Just because I have no skin and no cultivation base?

Could it be that I myself don't want to have a cultivation base, and I don't want to cultivate?

My dantian cannot store spiritual power. No matter how I absorb spiritual power, I can only watch my spiritual power slip through my fingers like gravel. I have no choice...never have any way.

Qin Qing said that I had injured my roots earlier, and my meridians had gone wrong, so he prescribed a bunch of medicine for me to take.

Those medicines are very bitter, and I feel very uncomfortable in my stomach every time I drink them.

But I dare not stop drinking, I really want to be able to practice.

So, I drank it every day, but it was useless.

I just can't store spiritual power, can't practice...

It's just that I don't know at this time, my dantian has never been a problem.

The reason why I can't cultivate is that Luo Wuchen locked my dantian.

The more anxious I was to seek help from Luo Wuchen, the more I exposed my weakness to his eyes.

In the end, he was completely in control.

It's like a butterfly that throws itself into a trap and finally cocoons itself in the spider's web.

"I don't know how a useless person like him has the face to cling to Sword Master..."

I couldn't listen anymore, and I didn't want to keep swallowing my anger any longer, so I gritted my teeth and shouted: "Hey! You——"

"Who? They eavesdropped on us." They followed the sound, their faces froze with impatience, they stared at me dumbfounded, and slowly blushed.

I stood on the tree, looked down at them from a high position, and said in a cold voice, "Talking about right and wrong behind their backs, how should we deal with it according to the patriarchal rules?"

"Who's talking about right and wrong?" Their faces froze for a moment, their faces turned redder, and their voices became agitated.

"Did we just say something we shouldn't have said?"

"No."

"That's right, what we're talking about is nothing more than ordinary things, there's nothing we can't say."

They sang and drank, and at the end they still didn't forget to slap the rake, "Don't talk empty teeth and slander people out of thin air."

I didn't expect them to be such rascals, and I was shaking with anger.

"Nonsense!" I clenched my fingers into fists and said angrily, "I obviously heard it all."

Xu felt that I was messing around, and their faces were ugly.

Seeing their unfriendly expressions, I unconsciously took half a step back and almost fell off the tree with my foot in the air.

I hurriedly grabbed the branch beside me, stabilized my figure, and let out a long breath of fear.

and many more……

There are five of them in total, and I am alone. If there is a fight... I have no cultivation, so I can't fight at all.

Thinking of this, a thin layer of cold sweat formed on my back unconsciously.

Just now I stood up with a surge of enthusiasm, but now that the enthusiasm has subsided a little, I suddenly realized——

If we fight, I will definitely get hurt, and the pain is a trivial matter.

If I lose, it will further prove that what they said is true, I am a useless idiot, I will only embarrass my husband...

"You..." I suppressed the trembling in my voice, refusing to let out my fear, "You talk about right and wrong and break the rules of the clan, just wait to be punished!"

Seeing that it is impossible to deny it, they seem to be broken, and you start to mock me with each sentence.

"Did you hear that? So what, did we say something wrong?"

"It's funny, why don't you let people talk about you if you don't have the ability? You care about the sky and the earth, but also what others say?"

"That's right, don't think it's a big deal to climb up to Sword Master."

"The strong in the cultivation world are respected. Even if you marry the sword master, it will not change what you are. If you want not to be looked down upon by others, you should raise your cultivation base, instead of climbing on the bed and hugging your thigh... ..."

"I didn't!" I was so angry that my head was buzzing, and I almost broke my voice when I cursed, "As disciples of the Zetian Sect, you know that you pay attention to other people's affairs all day long, and you still have to be shameless!?"

One of the disciples in a yellow robe glanced at me contemptuously, and sneered disdainfully, "Relying on my good face and shamelessness, I seduced my master, we just told the truth, you scold me!" We are shameless."

"It's really funny."

"That is, everyone in the Zetian Sect doesn't know that it was you who bewitched him; he deceived Jian Zun, and told Jian Zun to go against all opinions and marry you."

"Not only Sword Master," the disciple seemed to have thought of something, and looked at us with more contempt, "Even our young master is not bewitched by you."

What master, what young suzerain?

I can't understand a word.

But even if I couldn't understand what they were saying, I knew they didn't have a good word out of their mouths.

My husband and I are in love with each other, and it becomes me to seduce people in their mouths...

They slandered me for seducing my master and bewitching the young lord of the Selecting Heaven Sect.

Even if I believe in my heart that I will not be as despicable as they say, and do such despicable things.

But I have no memory of the past at all, and now I don't even have the confidence to refute it.

I gritted my teeth, trembling with anger, and said sternly, "What does that have to do with you?"

"It's okay." They replied foolishly.

"It's just that we, as outsiders, can't see it. You bewitched the young suzerain to elope with you, causing the young suzerain to be imprisoned in Siguo Cliff and unable to get out. It's better for you to marry the sword master and be happy, completely forget about the young suzerain It was because of you that you were punished."

I froze, feeling confused.

What elopement?

Have I ever... escaped marriage?

Why have I never heard of this for so long?

A broken picture flashed through my mind, it looked like I was running away in the night.

I was just about to follow that memory fragment to search for more memories, but the Sea of ​​Consciousness suddenly felt a sharp pain.

The disciple with the worst mouth said to the other disciple standing beside him: "Junior brother, now you know what a beauty has the skin and a snake's heart, right? Don't be fooled by other people's good looks like the young master..."

I snapped back to my senses.

"I do not have!"

What kind of femme fatale, if I'm really that cruel, how can I be judged wantonly by them in front of me like this?

Even if I have no memory of the past, I can still taste malicious speculation from his words

"I think you're bullying the weak and afraid of the strong. If you have the ability, you put what you just said in front of my husband, you..."

I snarled and snarled, and my momentum suddenly weakened.

"How about me, whether it's good or bad," I actually didn't want to cry at all, but I just couldn't control the tears coming from my eyes, I pressed my eyelids hastily, "Can you control it?"

It's a pity that there was a crying voice that could not be concealed, and the momentum weakened.

"Stop talking, you're the only one with a long mouth, right?"

"It's okay, it's making people cry, so please don't say a few words."

"Wait for him to go back and file a complaint with Sword Master to see if you don't lose your skin."

The yellow-robed disciple's expression changed, he walked up to me a few steps, and said in a vicious voice, "Hello!"

Even my voice was trembling, but I still pretended to be calm: "What are you doing?"

The disciple sneered, turned around and left.

"...It's boring, let's go."

After the group of disciples left, I stood there stupidly for a while, then walked back in a daze.

I walked like a wandering soul, and unconsciously walked to a secluded corner.

It is close to the mountain gate, but away from the mountain road. There are few people walking around. I hide here alone, surrounded by the rustling sound of the wind blowing through the leaves.

I squatted on the ground tiredly, buried my face in my arms, and curled up into a small ball.

After some time, I suddenly heard someone calling me.

"Late night?"

There was a slight tremor in the voice.

I looked up and saw a young monk.

The appearance is very good, as if the sun is rising.

He was wearing a white and blue-patterned costume of a high-ranking disciple of the Zetian Sect, and he explained what it means to be immortal just by standing there.

"Who bullied you?" he asked.

The tone is close to me only when I know him well.

But I don't have any memory of him either.

I looked at him blankly and blinked blankly.

Eyelashes fluttered, and tears rolled out.

I hid and cried secretly because I didn't want to be seen by others, but in the end I still shed tears in front of others.

"..." I hastily wiped away the tears on my face, pretending nothing happened, "You know me?"

The priest was slightly startled, and a moment of bewilderment appeared on his gentle face, "You..."

I pursed my lips and explained to him, "Sorry, I don't remember many things."

The Taoist nodded, I wonder if I read it wrong, his expression looked a little deeper than when he came.

It seems a bit lost.

Because I forgot him?

Is he on good terms with me?

"Are you...?" I hesitated and asked him.

"I'm Gu Lin, your senior brother."

Gu Lin stretched out his hand towards me, "Get up?"

I looked at the hand in front of me, and was hesitating whether to hold it, when Su Lianyi came.

Su Lianyi is a direct disciple of the Suzerain of the Zetian Sect. I met him once before, but we didn't talk to him.

I heard from other people that Su Lianyi and I were best friends before I lost my memory, the closest relationship.

But I feel that either they lied to me, or they were fooled by Su Lianyi.

Although I don't remember Su Lianyi, but just appearing in front of me gave me an uncomfortable feeling.

As soon as I saw him, I instinctively repelled him, thinking that I would never be friends with Su Lianyi in the past.

Su Lianyi was always smiling, as if wearing a friendly and gentle mask, "What are you doing at the mountain gate?"

"Brother Su."

"Brother Gu?" Su Lianyi approached slowly, "It's really you. Are you back?"

Gu Lin nodded, his eyes fell back on me again, "My junior brother..."

Su Lianyi said "Oh", "Senior Brother Gu, you just returned to the sect and you don't know yet. A lot of things have happened in the past year."

As he said that, he paused, his eyes fell on me, and he suddenly laughed, "Now senior brother should call him... Teacher wife."

He was obviously smiling, but his eyes were very cold.

There was almost an uncontrollable revulsion in my heart.

I don't know if it's because I'm prejudiced against him, or what, but I always feel that Su Lianyi speaks in a strange way.

Just like now, I only listened to it once, and I felt a little nauseous.

After hearing Su Lianyi's words, Gu Lin's pupils shrank suddenly, his lips trembled several times, and he said palely, "Junior Brother Su, don't make fun of me."

Su Lianyi smiled innocently, "What did I lie to you, he has been married to Sword Master for more than half a year."

"Isn't it, Uncle Xie?"

I looked at Su Lianyi with a warm and soft smile, the more repulsive I felt, the subconsciously I wanted to back away from him.

Unexpectedly, when my legs numb after squatting for a long time, I lost my balance and almost fell to the ground.

Fortunately, I held onto the tree trunk next to me in time, so I didn't make myself fall.

The strange thing is that I obviously didn't fall down, but I felt a faint feeling of falling in my lower abdomen.

It's not painful, it's just uncomfortable.

I touched my aching belly and frowned.

Su Lianyi walked up to me, grabbed my hand as if holding it hostage, and asked with concern: "Little uncle, what's wrong with you?"

I don't know if it was because of the mountain wind just now, my head was a little dizzy, after Su Lianyi approached, the overly strong fragrance from his body was all over my nose forever.

A wave of nausea rose, and I frowned uncomfortably, "Let go..."

"Little uncle?" Su Lianyi moved closer.

Vomiting rushed to my throat, I couldn't bear it anymore, I pushed Su Lianyi away suddenly, and vomited.