After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

"Brother, senior brother Xie hasn't drunk it." Yun Xi pulled Xu Fanglai back, his eyebrows curved: "Senior brother specially served this bowl for you."

Xu Fanglai's Danfeng eyes flashed carelessly: "I expected it a long time ago."

"Even if he drank it, it's not like I haven't." Xu Fanglai bit his tongue with disgust on his face: "No, I didn't have any conditions when I was young, and now I don't want to eat Xie Wan's leftovers. "

"Okay," I squeezed out a heartbroken heartbroken heart, "When you want me, you can say all the good things, but now... you hate me now, don't you?"

I squeezed out a tear and reprimanded: "You heartless man!"

Xu Fanglai: "..."

"Yes, yes, yes, yes, I just hate you, I think you are old and poor..."

While chatting and laughing, the sky darkened a bit, the three of us finished sharing the pot of fish soup, all of us had the same leisurely look on our faces.

Xu Fanglai and I stayed in Liuguang just for Yun Xi, and now that Yun Xi is out of customs, it's time to leave.

Thinking of this, I feel like I should do one thing—say goodbye to the owner of Liuguang.

If I go to say goodbye to Luo Wuchen, I should also say goodbye to Little Changan, but whether it is Luo Wuchen or Little Changan, I am a little afraid to see him. Little Changan has been away from me for too long, and loves to cling to me the most. If I want to leave, he is afraid that he will cry and refuse to let me go. I was able to be ruthless last time, but not this time.

Not to mention Little Chang'an, even the taciturn Luo Wuchen can shake my weak determination.

It's better not to see it, so as not to cause complications.

But... how could Luo Wuchen be ignorant of Yun Xi's crossing the thunder calamity?

If we leave Liuguang without saying anything like this, I'm afraid it will be rude.

I hesitate a bit.

But I didn't have the chance to dwell on it for too long.

"Brother, I'm sorry to trouble you," Yun Xi sent Xu Fang to wash the pot, and smiled at me warmly, "Thank you, brother, come and help me tidy up."

It is often said that girls are the most careful, but I have lived for more than 300 years, and I have met men and women, not to mention tens of thousands, but thousands. It is not necessarily that girls are more careful than boys. The big female devil with a young heart, and the careful male devil, but perhaps it is their Xu family's unique inheritance, whether it is Yun Xi or Xu Fanglai, they are all extremely careful temperaments.

And Yun Xi is more careful than Xu Fanglai.

The rain was pattering outside the cave, and Yun Xi's voice was soft and soft: "During the days when I was in seclusion, did senior brother encounter something?"

I scratched the back of my head and pretended to be heartless: "No, your brother and I are fine."

Yun Xi looked at me gently: "Brother, you know that my racial talent is the most sensitive to the emotions of others. You have something on your mind."

Sure enough, I couldn't hide it from her, so I let out a long sigh.

"You, you are too transparent."

The relationship between me and Yun Xi is not just that I protect her, I dote on her, and I also get a lot of help from Yun Xi. From childhood to adulthood, Yun Xi has always been a good helper for me to solve problems and solve problems.

Should I tell Yun Xi what worries me?My Adam's apple rolled slightly, with some hesitation.

After hesitating again and again, I still feel unable to speak.

I can't speak, and I don't know what to say.

When it comes to those entanglements with Luo Wuchen, I feel that all my thoughts are like a messy ball of threads that can't be pulled out. I don't know where to start. chaos.

My brows were knit together: "It's not that I don't want to tell you."

Although it would be a bit embarrassing to say it, those of me who worry about gains and losses and feel sorry for myself can hide as much as I can. It is best not to be known by a third person for the rest of my life, but besides these, there are other things It's still a bit embarrassing to be ashamed, but it's not impossible to talk to Yun Xi and Xu Fanglai.

It's just me... I don't know what to say.

I tried my best to sort it out, and picked out some parts to tell Yun Xi clearly: "Do you know that Luo Wuchen... is the new Demon Lord Ling Jue?"

"I know, this is Liuguang, the residence of Demon Lord Ling Jue. I've seen him before." Yun Xi looked at me quietly: "Is the brother's entanglement related to him?"

"That's right." I smiled wryly, "It's pretty fucked."

"You know that Luo Wuchen had a Taoist partner before coming to Demon Realm, right?"

Yun Xi nodded: "Yes," she frowned briefly: "Is it emotional trouble?"

She seemed a little surprised. After all, my performance in the past so many years was completely an elm-headed person who didn't understand style, and it was far from the words "trapped by love".

But the reality is so bizarre, far more bizarre than imagined.

I was silent for a moment, then nodded heavily: "Yes."

"Before, it wasn't an accident that caused me to lack a strand of soul." I gritted my teeth: "That strand of soul went to the cultivation world, and Luo Wuchen..."

I really tried my best, but I really can't say it.

So fucked up.

How could it be such a coincidence.

Luo Wuchen, who made my heart flutter for the first time, already has a Taoist partner.

And his Taoist companion is "I".

Is there anything more bizarre in this world?

The soul I lost was reincarnated and became Luo Wuchen's Taoist partner.

Yun Xi was stunned for a moment, with a completely unexpected look of surprise: "...Love debt?"

But it's a debt of love.

"Then senior brother..." Yun Xi's voice was inexplicably nervous: "How does senior brother feel about that Demon Lord Ling Jue?"

"Does brother like him?"

"I..." I took a deep breath: "...I don't know."

"Then how does senior brother plan to treat them?" Yun Xi looked at me, "As far as I know, Luo Wuchen and his Taoist companion still have a child, and you... have another child between you."

I was silent for a while, my eyes dodged slightly: "I don't know."

Yun Xi took a deep look at me and lowered his eyes: "I understand what brother thinks."

"It's a really disturbing situation."

I still smiled wryly, but it wasn’t.

Yun Xi asked me how I felt about Luo Wuchen, and I said I didn't know, but my heart still beat faster when I heard Luo Wuchen.

I can fool everyone, but I can't fool myself.

I keep saying that I want to forget him at the same time, but my heart still remembers loving him.

Xie Wan, Xie Wan, I really didn't know you were such a long-lasting demon.

"Senior Brother Xie, if you think about it, you also know that the opportunity for my breakthrough this time came from the ancient ruins." Yun Xi paused, then said calmly, "Does Brother know what Yun Xi thought of first before retreating?"

"I was thinking, I shouldn't have come to this place in such a hurry. Before I set off, I should at least send a message to my brother and have a good talk with him. In this way, if I fail to make a breakthrough this time, I won't be silent. Disappeared without a sound..."

I went back to my temporary cave and lay straight on the bed. After a long time, Yun Xi's voice seemed to still be around my ears.

"Don't leave yourself with regrets."

Sorry...?

I raised my arm and lightly covered my eyes with the back of my hand.

"If Demon Lord Ling Jue has feelings for you, and you have feelings for Demon Lord Ling Jue, why don't you give it a try?" Yun Xi smiled at me: "Brother, what are you afraid of?"

"I……"

I am afraid of repeating the mistakes of "Xie Wan".

"If you don't know what to do, just follow your own heart." When Yun Xi spoke, his eyes fell on me gently, "Your heart will guide you."

follow my heart...

Guidance from the heart...

Looking for Luo Wuchen?

Admitting that he has recovered the memory of "Xie Wan"?

Admit that "Xie Wan" is me?

Same as Luo Wuchen...

All kinds of thoughts squeezed into my sea of ​​consciousness one after another. I tossed and turned, and fell asleep in the middle of the night.

The next morning, I heard Xu Fanglai's voice outside the cave.

"Xie Xiaowan, it's time to get up, don't stay in bed, get ready and leave today."

Ah, annoying.I shrank back into the bed, covered my head with the quilt, and chose to escape for the time being.

Xu Fanglai was still chattering loudly: "Xie Xiaowan? You went to be a thief in the middle of the night? Why don't you get up when the sun is high? Can you do it? Isn't it too empty?"

"Get out!" I lifted the quilt and sat up, "I'm strong, young master."

Washing, eating, tidying up, the series of actions are over, and the time has just passed.

"Let's go, let's go, I've stayed in the wilderness enough, Yun Xi, Xie Wan." Xu Fanglai took out the spirit boat and beckoned us to go up: "Brother, I'll take you to the cultivation world for a while."

The tragedy between "Xie Wan" and Luo Wuchen was caused by many misunderstandings. "Xie Wan" didn't believe that Luo Wuchen loved him, and Luo Wuchen didn't believe that "Xie Wan" loved him either. Sometimes, a little suspicion is enough to upset the precarious balance.

"Xie Wan" was too weak, and was broken before he had time to grow up to withstand the wind and rain.

And I am different from "Xie Wan", I know very clearly that Luo Wuchen loves "Xie Wan".

Luo Wuchen loves "Xie Wan", in the past and now.

I am different from "Xie Wan" who has nothing. Even if I lose the bet, I can afford to pay the losing chips.

Besides...

I don't necessarily lose.

Yun Xi noticed my gaze, and smiled at me in the warm sun: "Brother Xie, whatever you want to do, just let it go, we will always be behind you."

"Old Xu," I looked back and smiled, then jumped off the spirit boat, Yu Jian flew towards the depths of the glazed light, "I have something to do."

"Xie Xiaowan," Xu Fanglai was dumbfounded, "What are you going to do in such a hurry? Are you running away with a wild man?"

"That's right." I turned around and smiled at him freely, "But it's not elopement, it's kidnapping."

I was flying all the way, and my breath was a little unstable when I jumped off the spirit sword: "Luo Wuchen."

"I'm going back to Cang Yu..." I scratched my slightly hot cheek, "My yard is a bit empty."

"Do you want to come? Take Xiao Changan with you."