After the apprenticeship, I became a hater

"The Xie Wan who promised you is dead, I am not your Xie Wan."

Luo Wuchen's eyes completely dimmed, and he said hoarsely, "I'm sorry..."

A sudden pain in the heart.

I found out that Luo Wuchen would often say the three words "sorry" in front of me, whether it was his fault or not, the most common thing he said to me was "sorry".

Many times, many times, I can't count how many times Luo Wuchen has bowed his head in front of me, just like now, it's me who clearly says nothing, but Luo Wuchen is the one who apologizes.

I felt like my throat was blocked by something, and it became difficult to breathe.

"Wanwan, since you have decided to leave, I will not force you to stay," Luo Wuchen stepped aside and looked at me deeply, "I am very happy that you are willing to come to Liuguang."

"I've got my wish," Luo Wuchen's eyes flashed a trace of sadness: "I dare not have any other extravagant wishes."

I looked at Luo Wuchen, and my eyes suddenly blurred.

"...Father?" Little Chang'an's voice sounded from behind Luo Wuchen. He had disheveled hair, bare feet, and looked at Luo Wuchen and me like a homeless cub.

The reason why I was in such a hurry to leave was precisely because of Little Changan.

Between Luo Wuchen and me, too many things have happened. Up to now, it is hard to tell which one has suffered more grievances and pains in this relationship, but Xiao Changan is the most innocent.

He is the person to whom I owe the most.

"Xie Wan" brought him into the world, but never gave him a day of love, I...

I pushed him away from me again and again, and I still refuse to recognize him.

Little Chang'an's eyes were dazed and at a loss, "What are you doing?"

"Mother..." Little Changan's eyes were red, with an expression that could cry at any time: "Mother is leaving again?"

"Chang'an," Luo Wuchen hugged little Chang'an, his tone became softer, "Your mother has something important to do, he..."

"Then when mother is not so busy," Little Chang'an said expectantly, "Will she be back soon? With Chang'an...our family?"

"..." Luo Wuchen's breath was a little unsteady, and he didn't answer Xiao Changan's question, looking at me with unspeakable sadness in his eyes.

I felt uncomfortable in my heart, couldn't bear it, and didn't dare to look at the sadness in Luo Wuchen's eyes, turned sideways, said "Farewell" as if fleeing, and hurried past them and walked out.

Step by step, I walked away from Luo Wuchen, every step I took, the soreness in my eyes deepened.

But my footsteps did not slow down for a moment, never faster, and never slower.

"Mother—" Xiao Changan came from behind with a crying voice.

My body trembled, but I still didn't stop, nor did I look back.

That's it.

I closed my eyes lightly, and opened them again.

There will always be a day when I can completely forget Luo Wuchen and get rid of his influence on me. On that day, I will probably be able to face Luo Wuchen with a normal heart.

There was an unspeakable sense of desolation in my heart.

At this time, the Demon Race is no different from the Human Race. When they are sad, they instinctively seek comfort from someone they trust.

I wandered around aimlessly, and finally walked to Xu Fanglai's side.

Xu Fanglai didn't expect me to come back so soon, before he finished his surprised question, he swallowed it back hesitantly: "Why do you..."

"Hey, I knew you couldn't bear to part with me," he patted the open space beside him, and said condescendingly, "Sit down."

Seeing his rascal appearance made my teeth itch subconsciously, and I had the urge to beat him up.

I laughed and scolded: "Don't put gold on your face, I can't let Yun Xi go."

But Xu Fanglai is Xu Fanglai after all, it can be said that the person who understands me best, how can he not see the distraught under my pretending to be relaxed: "What happened?"

Xu Fanglai's voice sank, his expression dangerous: "Did he bully you?"

"No."

I took a deep breath: "He's fine."

Xu Fanglai's Yingting eyebrows were tightened, "But you look sad, why are you sad?"

Why are you sad……

There was a flash of confusion in my heart.

Luo Wuchen didn't regard me as someone's substitute. He loved me just as I loved him. There was even such a cute little Chang'an between me and him. Why couldn't I let go and accept Luo Wuchen? Dust free?

I never knew that my heart could be so hard, and I would never soften my heart to Luo Wuchen and Xiao Chang'an even once.

But if my heart is as hard as iron, why do I still feel sad for pushing them away?

"I can't say it." I was silent for a while, and it was the first time I felt that words were so weak.

I don't know how to explain to Xu Fang the entanglement between me and Luo Wuchen, and I don't know how to describe my current mood.

Xu Fanglai was also silent, and after a long while, he inserted his fingers into his hair irritably, pulling the originally smooth and neat hair into a mess, "You know me, and I don't know how to comfort others, anyway, if you suffer a loss or feel wronged, Just tell me, I will take revenge for you even if I try my best."

I smiled and patted Xu Fanglai on the shoulder: "That's enough loyalty."

"Okay, I'll make a note of it. I won't be polite when I really need you."

Say you’re welcome, but I’m really welcome, I got up and patted the grass and ashes on my buttocks, and walked to the temporary cave opened by Xu Fanglai: “I haven’t slept all night, I’ll requisition your bed first.”

"...Huh?" Xu Fanglai was stunned.

I took off my outer robe, hugged Xu Fanglai's quilt and lay on Xu Fanglai's bed. When I heard Xu Fanglai cursed in a low voice, "Grass.", the corners of my mouth relaxed, and I fell asleep with my mind cleared.

Xu Fanglai looked at the rough guy, but unexpectedly paid attention to the details of daily life. Even the cave where I stayed temporarily was cleaned cleanly, and the quilt was scented, fluffy and soft. I slept comfortably and had no dreams all night.

After waking up refreshed, I opened my eyes and met Xu Fanglai with resentful eyes: "Are you a pig? Is Dad's bed a good sleeper?"

I slept comfortably, so I didn't care much about his verbal advantages, "It's really good to sleep, and it will be mine in the future."

"Xie Xiaowan, what the hell are you occupying the magpie's nest!?" Xu Fanglai stared, "Go ahead, open up a cave yourself, don't occupy mine."

I played the rogue very well: "I have slept in your bed before, and if I have slept in it, it is mine."

In the end, I re-opened a temporary cave by myself, and the bed I made was the one I forcibly took away from Xu Fanglai's cave.

"Xie Xiaowan! You are shameless!"

"A little bit."

Xu Fang and I came to make jokes, but we really didn't think of Luo Wuchen or Little Chang'an anymore. If we don't think about it, we won't feel sad.

Before I knew it, half a month had passed, and today I was setting up a pot to stew fish soup, when I suddenly felt that the flow of spiritual energy around me was very different from usual.

"Alas——" The flames in the earthen stove were staggered by the turbulent wind, and were about to die. I quickly blocked the wind and protected the stove.

The thunder that had been brewing for a long time fell happily.

I glanced at Xu Fanglai who was running around anxiously outside Tianlei, and subconsciously looked at the center of Tianlei with concern.

When we met last time, Yun Xi was still stuck in the late stage of Nascent Soul, and when she succeeds in this step, she will also step into the realm of transforming gods.

Compared with the human race, the advanced demon race is more dangerous. The more bloody the demon race is, the easier it is to fall under the thunder.

I still have some confidence in Yun Xi. Since she practiced cultivation, she has never had any blood on her hands. In addition, her racial talent is in line with the law of heaven, and she was even more favored by the law of heaven when she crossed the thunder tribulation.

While paying attention to the falling sky thunder, while paying attention to the fish soup in the pot.

The aroma of the food overflowed through the covered pot, and the thunder dissipated. Without the endless thunder, the surrounding area seemed a little quiet for a while.

The only sound left in my ears is the sound of simmering fish soup.

Suddenly, a soft female voice sounded.

"It's delicious fish soup, can I have a bowl?" The girl was born extremely beautiful, wearing a peach pink dress, with a flying look and a light tone: "Thank you, senior brother."

Yun Xi successfully survived the thunder tribulation and advanced to become a god.

"You girl, you came at the right time," I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, scooped up the fish soup for her, and did not forget to tell her when I handed it over: "Be careful of burning."

Yun Xi and I were eating fish soup when we saw a man with disheveled hair and black and gray face approaching us from a distance.

When I got closer, I realized that it was Xu Fanglai. It turned out that he got too close and accidentally caught a trace of thunder. In order to be in the realm of cultivation or the realm of demons, there was a consensus that when you saw a monk crossing the thunder tribulation, you must leave. Stay far away from Tianlei, because Tianlei has no eyes, as long as it is within the range of Tianlei, regardless of whether it is a monk who has crossed the thunder tribulation, Tianlei can strike right.

Yun Xi, the deity who survived the thunder tribulation, had never been hacked so badly.

Xu Fanglai just got a little bit of it... and he was chopped into this ghostly appearance.

Heaven doesn't want to see him so much.

Although I know that he is miserable, does this have something to do with my gloating?

Me: "Hahahahaha."

"Xie Xiaowan!" Xu Fanglai gritted his teeth, "Laugh again!"

I laughed even louder.

"Brother," Yun Xi handed Xu Fanglai a handkerchief, "Come, wipe your face."

"My sister is caring." Xu Fanglai wiped his face, grabbed the warm fish soup from my hand, and took a sip angrily.

"Hey, hey," I made a gesture to snatch it back, "This is my bowl."

Xu Fanglai rolled my eyes at me and gagged me with my words: "I've used it, it's mine."

A good one to learn and use.

I looked at Xu Fanglai with my chin propped up, and asked with a smile, "Is it good?"

Xu Fanglai looked wary.

I winked at him: "This bowl of fish soup is something I drank before, and there is my saliva in it, does it taste better?"

"Pfft——" Xu Fanglai was so disgusted that he spat out a mouthful of fish soup and dedicated it all to the earth.

In the next moment, Xu Fanglai's soul-stirring roar echoed in the forest that had been scorched black by the lightning.

"Thanks! Little! Late!"