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Zhu Nai (Plane [-])

The time when I was young is already blurred to me.My deepest impression is that I curled up on the sofa and waited under the dim light, but when the sky broke and dawn, I didn’t wait for anyone—I was always the only one in the big empty house.

Then I got tired of waiting, and I started obediently going to bed when it was time to go to bed.Anyway, no one can wait, and who is the waiting posture for? It's just self-pity.

I don't resent my parents, I just think I'm so stupid.Probably because I was still young at that time, so I always refused to look directly at the facts.So I thought, if I become a parent in the future, I will never treat my child like this. I will always be by his side, not let him wait, and let me see it when he turns around place.

With this in mind, when I was still in school, I had already started to prepare for the future.I know that children are very fragile and need to be taken care of, so I started to learn relevant knowledge early.I want to have a child as soon as I graduate from college, and I will prove to him early that I am a good father, a very good father.

Meeting Li Qianqian was an accident, I didn't intend to have anything to do with her at first.She is from the Department of Archeology, and she learned it purely as a hobby, which means that in addition to her classical flavor, she is still a homeless person, just like my father back then.I shouldn't have any progress with her. I don't want my future child to have a mother who is always on the go.

That's right, for me, falling in love and getting married are all about having a child, a child that I will take good care of.So I don't think about anything else, I only focus on my future children's ideas.However, when I think about it, I feel an irresistible temptation. If my child's mother is not by his side, wouldn't it be more convenient for me to take care of my child and make him more dependent on me?

It is said that women can take better care of children, and young children tend to rely more on their mothers.If I really marry a housewife, can I really gain a higher status in the eyes of my children?That being said, the combination with Li Qianqian is the best.

Therefore, I started to pursue Li Qianqian violently.My divorced parents not only gave me a gentle and reliable face, but also gave me a sum of money that I don’t need to work and can live a life without worry. Li Qianqian, although she has a dream of visiting all the ancient sites, is still just a girl. The little girl with no emotional experience had no resistance to my pursuit, especially after I said that I would support her career and take care of her family, she simply agreed.

I am not guilty.The combination of the two of us is good for each other.I will have a child that belongs to me, and she can have a stable family that will not interfere with her under such a career. That is a child that does not need her to worry about, and a husband that does not disturb her Formed, is simply the perfect family.

When we got married, we agreed that we would first have a child for me to take care of, so that she could carry out her career without any worries, and I could miss her with the child.Of course, she believed these things and I knew they were lies. The truth is that I just want a baby for me to take care of.

We soon had a child, whom I named Zhu Kongkong.Li Qianqian asked if this name is not very good, I said, very good, such a name can prove how I let my son have everything.

He will have everything, that is my wholehearted love and care, and I will give him everything I have.

Li Qianqian probably gave birth to a child and also possessed the tenderness of a mother, and even wanted to take care of him at home for one more year, and then go to work when she has more time.How can that work!Li Qianqian has been hugging Kongkong all day long and won't let go. Even when I hug her, she feels that I am an outsider in her eyes.I had no choice but to pretend to be considerate to provoke her love for the monuments and promised her that I would take good care of the space, so Li Qianqian reluctantly left.

In the beginning, Li Qianqian would call me every day to listen to Kong Kong's voice, but as her work got better and better, the number of calls became less and less, and I never took the initiative to call her.I suddenly hated her a little bit, I thought about it, although it was the best, but I couldn't help but feel wronged for Kongkong.

Later, I couldn't help but divorce her, because she insisted on taking Kong Kong out to play when she came home during the Chinese New Year. In the waiting room of the mall, he was frightened and sent to the hospital with a fever.At that time, I was very angry, remembering that I was treated like this by my parents.I accused her cruelly, ignored her crying, and resolutely divorced her.

I thought to myself, this is all for the good of Kong Kong.Such a mother, it doesn't matter if she doesn't want to, if it is always a family relationship, she will be dragged down sooner or later.Of course, I am actually very happy, because from now on, Kongkong belongs to me alone.

Because of this high fever, Kongkong's health has become bad, and he needs to be raised slowly.At that time, he was just able to speak, and he was dangling weakly by me every day, and gave me a dependent smile.After he got better, he was no longer like this. He was very energetic, and he didn't want to sit quietly next to me and let me hold him. He loved to run around, especially like to play outside, with his children. .

I felt an irresistible loss, and it was this loss that made me become the most vicious father in the world, enjoying the false satisfaction every day.

But this is not enough, my appetite is too big, and Kong Kong gradually cannot satisfy me.He is too young, and his body has become irreparable after being abused for a long time.This is my child, carrying my love, the child I swore to take good care of and give him everything, even if I can't heal myself, I can't watch him die.

So I want to find another person, someone who is physically strong, who can replace Kong Kong and let me enjoy the pleasure of taking care of others.It's best to be my partner, who has the characteristics of simple and not careful interpersonal relationships, but Wen Yizhi is exactly such an existence.

Of course, there are issues with gender, but it's nothing compared to what I'm going to do to him, even if I have to pay the price of being oppressed by him as a woman.Isn't he just a good man, and he happens to be interested in me.

It was a matter of course, he lived in my house, and I watched his body every day, while "taking care" of Kong Kong, I began to think about what to do in the first step.I can't be too impatient, otherwise he will definitely wonder how to be a good person, and he will get sick as soon as he comes to my place.

But just when I was preparing a plan to test him with a minor illness, he found out what I thought about Kong Kong.

I can only smile wryly, why does this guy seem so careless, even if he is seduced by me, he will lose control, but he is so careful in this regard?In the end, I could only watch him hysterically but in vain as he sent Kong Kong away, leaving me alone.

During those years in prison, I was really crazy.I've been beaten, I've been insulted, but I've just murmured empty names, like an empty tomb, and only ghosts can make me care.People in the prison said, why doesn't such a guy go to a mental hospital?Didn't he commit the crime of child abuse?

No, I didn't abuse him!I just, I just... I just want to take care of my emptiness, my child!

Why not actually send me to a mental institution?Damn the law confines me, at least I can escape from the mental hospital.But soon enough, I'm out of jail, and even with that restraining order, I don't care anymore.

Since you can no longer take care of others, what's the point of living?Why don't you punish that guy for ruining my life, you have to pay some price!

Look at his astonished appearance, I never thought that I could attack him so simply and deprive him of his life.

Quite simply, I never loved him.

I love only, the kind of pleasure that rises from my heart because of caring for others.

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Extra Story: Liu Qizhi (Plane [-])

Why...why am I different from everyone else?

I have been thinking about this question since I was young.I have plenty, plenty of time to think about this question that will never be solved for me, because I am different from other people, and I am different from the people I meet every day and are most familiar with.I can't take the social etiquette class, I can't take the speech observation class, I can't take the micro-expression class...all, all the subjects about "people", I can't take it.

These courses are precisely the courses that the children of the Liu family must master.

I am Liu Qizhi, and I am different from others.I couldn't take most of the family's courses, and I couldn't communicate with others. I became an outlier in the Liu family, a shameful existence.

Fortunately, I am the son of the head of the Liu family, so I was not destroyed in the first place.Because people in the family wanted to know what was wrong with me so as to avoid the birth of the next Liu Qizhi, and because they couldn't stand my presence, I was sent to a research institute, where I was trained for three years. Research.

My genes have been taken out, my brain has been sliced, and my blood has often left my body and been put into various test tubes for testing. The liquid that has nothing to do with me, compared to the liquid that I will not flow out Tears are simply too cheap.They don't care about the harm I will get. I'm just an experimental product. In their eyes, I'm just a piece of meat without the ability to think independently, and they can let them conduct various experiments and research at will.It's just that they later found other valuable things in me.

That's when I finally stepped onto the ground for the first time, after three years of lying down and surgery that hadn't brought me up.Because of the weakness of my limbs, I could only sit limply on the chair.I took the stack of lab reports and saw the cause of my illness, because I had no grip strength in my hands, and the thick stack of materials made my hands tremble slightly all the time.I think I am very sad, but I also know that my expression is still the same.I have no expression, my expression is no expression.

The experiment report stated that my innate lack of emotion and inability to communicate with others was due to an error in the gene chain, and it was also because of the balance of the human body. Mech Warrior.

Am I like this because of a genetic defect?Unknowingly let out a breath in my heart, I thought, this is not my own fault after all, there is something wrong, it should be my parents who gave birth to me, the Liu family who gave me wrong genes, at least in this way, I don’t owe them anything.

People from the Liu family came over and told me about my future plans. He spoke very slowly, but... I still couldn't understand.

What he said was too complicated for me, and then the speed of speech accelerated.I guess it's because he's getting impatient, but I'm not sure, because I can't make out the meaning of people's expressions.In my eyes, everyone I see has only one look, pale, flat, and empty.

Later, it took me a long time to understand what he meant. In fact, I only understood one sentence of his, because the rest of the words were mixed with too much, such as about family honor, my value and so on. .

The sentence I understood was, I want to learn mecha well, and I will do whatever the Liu family tells me to do.I nodded and said yes.

Later I went to Chung Han University and met Wen Yizhi.And then, when he climbed onto my g at night, I suddenly discovered that this man's face had changed. It was no longer what I was used to seeing, but suddenly became colorful and vivid. into my eyes.

I still can't show my expression, and I still can't read other people's expressions, but staying by Wen Yizhi's side makes me feel at ease.He won't laugh at me, won't pay attention to every mistake I make, and won't mind my inability to express my feelings normally, and he will take the initiative to get close to me before I want to get close to him.

Of course I want to get close to people, but unfortunately, in my past attempts, no one can understand my intentions, and I can't understand the meaning contained in their words, even if I follow the thousands of people in Skynet Teaching by example cannot really be done.

I thought about the books I had read, and then thought, I probably just like Wen Yizhi.

Not just liking, the book says, it's a pleasurable emotion.I thought that there would be no feeling in the world that would make me more comfortable than liking Wen Yizhi.I love him, and when he enters me, I feel a strong filling sensation that I've never experienced before.After knowing that I can still feel these things, I will not let Wen Yizhi leave me.

Compared with Wen Yizhi, what is the Liu family who never gave me any feeling?They gave me a living life and gained a lot of benefits from studying my body, and I did a lot for them, enough to make up for my own existence.

The Jiande Freedom Alliance was attacked by alien beasts. From the family intranet connected to the optical brain, I know that it is because there are traitors in the family, but they still strictly guard this secret, otherwise other families will know that our Liu family is the cause of death. The chief culprit of this attack, the status of the Liu family will be overthrown.

No wonder that offshoot of the Liu family would suddenly say that to Wen Yizhi and me at school, but a small character like him was already executed after the family found out.

I was sent to the scene, together with Wen Yizhi.Then……

Then what?I think there are many things I don't understand, I just remember that Wen Yizhi is falling with me.

Why did he follow me here?Down there, isn't it death?

I was faintly happy, and once again I made my emotions clear.I wanted him to go, and I did say so, but Wen Yizhi was still with me.

I was very happy, but I could only smile slightly with the corners of my mouth twitching.Wen Yizhi couldn't see it, it's a pity, he said he wanted to see me smile.

But it doesn't matter, isn't he always by my side?I don't know what is the use of the thing he gave me and hung around my neck, but after it erupted with great power, I know that we can only be reduced to powder in the current situation that we can't move independently.

At that time, our bodies will be intertwined, and we will never be separated from each other—this will be forever.

That's great, Wen Yizhi, you've always been by my side.

Wen Yidao (Plane [-])

The Symbiosis Beast has been around for many years, but humans still don't know where the Symbiosis Beast came from, what its principle is, and why it can be used by humans, and they only wondered for a moment, so they gave up.

There are no scholars in the Renlan Continent, this is a generally accepted fact.The work that wants to explore the truth is always based on the premise of having no worries about food and clothing, and in this world where human survival is not easy and the small islands they live in may be subverted at any time, they lose all their desire to explore the inner world , Just like in the more ancient barbaric era, people only pay attention to which tools are better and sharper.

The only thing these precarious human beings care about is how to use the symbiotic beasts and how to make the symbiotic beasts play a better role.They just focus on this.

Therefore, human beings also don't pay attention to what the symbiosis beast thinks or feels. After all, in their hearts, the symbiosis beast is just a tool-like existence, and who cares about the idea of ​​a tool?Even in the peaceful era a long time ago, they would not care about the computers, mobile phones and other equipment they used, and they would have any ideas.Le is not happy to let them beat at will.

But I am a symbiote.Before Wen Yizhi, I didn't have a name.After having him, my name is Wen Yidao, and our names can be linked together as "Zhizhi", even if this is not the name I would like to call.In the beginning, I just wanted to have a name that was completely personal to me.

Symbiotic beasts and humans should not be used and exploited. We should be enemies. I believe so.In fact, I don't know how we came here, why we came here, and why we are subject to human beings, but the fact is that we depend on them to live, otherwise we are just ordinary beasts, beasts without intelligence.

When I was hatched with blood and drilled out of his heart, I naturally knew about the symbiotic beast.Before I was hatched, I was sapient, but humans don't know it, and we don't tell them.This is not to maintain the dignity and secrecy of our family, but because the process is too painful, talking about it will only intensify our hatred, and we can't deal with them, so we would rather keep silent and not tell them anything about us , anyway, after so many years of groping, they already knew how to use us to the maximum, didn't they?

How painful it is to be hatched.Maybe it would be better to be a low-level symbiotic beast, at least their minds are weak, and they will be shocked and lose their wisdom due to spoilers during the hatching process, and become completely painless things.

And I, as a high-level symbiotic beast, will automatically change according to the owner's mind when hatching, whether it is body or personality, whether it is external or internal.For human beings, it is a great thing to have a high-level symbiotic beast that comes completely according to their wishes. My master also snatched me for this reason. He needs a sex slave who will not betray.But this is to us, just as we were originally in this shape, but human beings have drawn a template for us, breaking our edges and corners, dismantling our bones, letting them cut a piece here and add a piece there, and finally Come out with one they want.

It hurts like hell!And what's even more sad is that when I hatched from the egg with such pain, I still had to show a loyal and kneeling smile to my extremely hated master because of this contract that I totally disagree with, and then I could follow their instructions. The command line. Matters, flattering him insincerely.

I didn't tell my master what was in my heart, because I knew he was also an instrumentalist, and if I did, he would only destroy me.Symbiotic beasts know many things about their masters and their real thoughts, and I know that my master always thought that I was just completely controlled by him, without my own real thoughts, and all the emotions I showed were simulated things , can be used along with him.

Of course I am not.He wanted me to be a taciturn, obedient person with no presence, but I wasn't.I have a very extreme temper, especially when I understand that what the master wants me to become is actually just a shadow in his heart.It would be painful enough to make me into another kind, but I'm still a substitute!What an insult!

What I was worried about at that time was, if he knew that I actually had independent thoughts, would he still be able to tolerate me?But I don't want to die yet, so I have no choice but to live by my master's side and make him feel that it is worthwhile to have me.But later, this kind of thinking turned into something else—if he really knew, would he still believe me without reservation?He revealed everything about him in front of me and did not hide it from me.

I can only pretend to be an object that acts according to his will. I did it very well and perfectly, so that he can use me with great confidence.But gradually I couldn't hold on anymore.Everything against my nature, as well as the faint thoughts in my heart, overwhelmed me.When my master sees me that is completely in accordance with the shadow in his heart, what he thinks of is not my merits or his satisfaction, but the shadow in his heart.

I still remember the first time I became a child, and I could sit on his lap with the appearance of a child.But now, I have the same appearance and body as him, but I can have such a deep bond with him.I know that there are very few symbiotic beasts that have this kind of relationship with their masters, and only people like the master will position me, a high-level symbiotic beast, as a purpose in life from the very beginning.But now that we have already opened a game where we sleep together as a matter of course, why should I not take a step closer?

I want to be unique in his heart, worth cherishing, even if there is only a little bit, this is my wish.

So, I quietly made a little test to see what the master thinks about my true character.I became less abiding by my template, I became more lively and less obedient according to my temperament, and I was not so obedient.

My master was really angry, but fortunately, after I was familiar with his little flaws and knew my usefulness to him and grasped the bottom line, and said specious things to him, the master tolerated it.

I was honest and screamed to him, and under the pressure of feeling that he was about to abandon me, I shouted out my thoughts loudly.I said that I am alive, that of course I have my own thoughts.After shouting, I was frightened by myself, I was so bold!Fortunately, my actions were not in vain.

The master is not a person who is too fussy, and I have a thorough understanding of his character. It is not surprising that there is such a result, but I am still trembling with joy.

I no longer care whether my feelings for him have changed whether it seems to have come out of nowhere or subtly.Now that my master has regarded me as a real person with independent personality, the relationship between symbiotic beasts and humans is not so important to me.

My life is tied to my master. If he dies, I will die. Isn't that good?

Gongdu (Plane [-])

How many years has anyone called my name?I have already forgotten.It's not how long I've forgotten, but I even forgot the first time I was called by my name.

No, did someone actually ever call my name?At least not to my face.My father, queen, mother and concubine call me Du'er, and my servants call me Seventh Prince or Master. The meaning of my name is only for putting it on paper, and putting it in the history books for future generations to read.

However, if someone dared to call me by my first name, I would be angry instead.I guess my third brother, who fiercely wants to compete with me for the position of emperor, would call me "that kid Gong Du" in private, just like I like to call him "that traitor Gong Chen" .Father loves me very much and wants to hand over the throne to me. I could have been happy and waited to be a good emperor, but he, an ignorant person, dared to block my way. Why bother, he will fail sooner or later Yes, I'm not going to do nothing but be domineering.

So I was very angry that Wen Xiang of his school dared to give me his son as a companion.

No, is Wen Yizhi my companion?Why do I suddenly feel that my memory is confused, as if that person was not my ex-partner who I held by my side and didn't let go, but ended up killing my ex-partner, but another ex-emperor doctor who lived with me smoothly? ?

After a person dies, the memory will be so bad that even the guy who caused my death will be blurred?Although I still feel that he seems to accompany me to die of old age.

That's right, I'm dead now, which is why I no longer call myself "Zhen".When I was alive, I was the emperor of the world, ruling everything in my country, but I was very self-aware. When I was in the kingdom of the dead, there were old ghosts, ghost officials, Hades, etc. who could overwhelm me. What.

I only wonder about one thing now, does memory become so fragile and elusive after death?As far as the existence of Wen Yizhi is concerned, I seem to be two people with two completely different memories.

The darkness in front of him slowly faded away.My memories of my life are only the eyes I closed before I died. Except for this point, how I died, and what my mood was when I died, I am full of confusion.When I first came to this world of the dead, I only saw a piece of darkness. The interesting thing is that I was not affected by this darkness, and I could still see what was in front of me. However, there were only a lot of people in front of me who were similar to me, with blank expressions. It's just a ghost, some figures are crumbling as if they will float away in the next moment, some figures are looming, and it's hard to tell where they are standing.

And after the darkness faded, although the tone was still dim, my vision was much wider—this is the most perfect reflection of the underground world that a person can have while alive.A Naihe bridge, one person sells Mengpo soup.

Naihe Bridge is a few steps in front of me, and there are uninterrupted crowds passing by, and then take a bowl of Meng Po soup from Meng Po with a kind smile on his face numbly, and jump off the bridge head forgetting everything .Are they forgetting everything and starting a new life?

But I don't want to forget yet.Although I have two kinds of memories swirling in my mind now, it annoys me because it's uncontrollable.However, Wen Yizhi exists in both of my memories, both good and bad.I don't want to forget him.

But a kind of pulling force dragged me forward involuntarily. My steps were trying to go backwards, but my body was indeed moving forward.The Naihe Bridge is very long, and there are many people queuing up. Maybe it will be my turn to wait for a long time, and then forget all the panic, but it has already attacked me crazily from the tiny distance I am moving every moment. .

I don't know if it's an illusion, but when I stood on this bridge, my memory became clearer, but the two sets of memories were clear together, which made me even more confused.

step.I was dragged a step by an unknown force.

"Wen Shidu, do you treat a prince with this attitude?"

"Seventh prince, I think my attitude is very good? You see, I never cause trouble for you in the study!"

"Why haven't you gotten into trouble yet! Tell me, this is the first time I've made up your homework for you! My writing hand is almost broken, okay?"

"Huh? Then let me brag to the Seventh Prince. Huh, it hurts Feifei!"

two steps.Another person jumped into the Wangyou River after drinking the soup, and the gap that was exposed was quickly filled by the advancing crowd.

"Doctor Wen, do you know what will happen if you can't cure it? It's not just a dead word."

"Anyway, I am alone and alone, so I should try my best to treat the emperor."

"Bold, are you threatening me?"

"Why did your majesty say that? I'm clearly loyal, and I wish I could show you my heart."

three steps.Me, I don't forget!

"You, do you hate me?"

"Whatever the emperor said, how could I resent you."

"Even if I kill you all over the house, and turn you into a eunuch?"

"That's just fate."

four steps.I can already smell the fragrance of Mengpo soup from a distance, ethereal.

"Huh... Is this the cure you said? Are you treating me like a fool, and just teasing me like this?"

"My words are all the truth. Your Majesty, you are the master of all names, and I only serve you for your own good. How dare you lie to me?"

five steps.Isn't there only five steps?Why is it so close to the bridgehead?Back off, back off!You disobedient legs!

"Look momo, what is this?"

"you you!"

So you've been fooling me?Watching me panic and guilt, it's fun to watch the drama!

six steps.It turns out that there are also downsizing spells on the Naihe Bridge?Otherwise, why was it so far away just now, but now it is in sight?

"Tell me the truth, is that method really used for treatment?"

"Or what does the emperor think?"

"I dare not say, you, you have always been so shrewd, and your words are always not true. Who knows how you are so smart that you can make me applaud?"

"It's about this time, is it still interesting to say this? Your Majesty, who is it, I will accompany you."

seven steps.Po Meng has already picked up a bowl of Po Meng soup, and my hand is taking it uncontrollably.

No matter which memory or life, Wen Yizhi, have you told me the truth?How do you feel, you've been lying to me.

The soup has a bitter taste.

You have called me the emperor so many times, although you have never meant to be respectful.However, now I suddenly want to hear you call me by my name, call me "Gong Du".

Why didn't you come with me?Didn't we... end up sleeping together?It's really not a word of truth, so you agreed to stay with me?fraud!

After the soup was finished, the bowl fell from my hand.What was I thinking just now?Me, who am I?

The sparkling river flows under the bridge under my feet, why am I here?

"The destination." A voice rose from my heart.

Is it my home?So, just jump in.

Leng Cheng outside the episode (Plane [-])

I have been coveting Wen Yizhi for a long time, but not only from now on, even now, I don't see the slightest possibility.If we want to talk about the origin at the beginning, we have to say that we met for the first time at that time. He asked me if I would like to join the dragon group, and with a bewitching expression, he described the benefits of joining the dragon group to me, but I didn't have it at all. Focusing on those empty prospects, I just stared at his opening and closing lips, thinking, as long as it is said by these lips, I will say yes to me.

At that time, Wen Yizhi regarded me as an important pawn he needed to master the dragon group, and it played a very important role in his heart.I thought hey at the time, thinking what a good starting point this is.It's a pity that he didn't have that kind of thought about me in the end.

Even though Wen Yizhi wasn't physically weak at that time, he was still a top-level S-level psychic supernatural power user, not afraid of the cold, nor my sharp-edged cold air.

Wen Yizhi rejected my secret overture, probably because I was a little reserved.When he needs it, he will go to nightclubs to find a target to pass the time during his spare time. At that time, I would always follow Wen Yizhi around like an idiot, but I would always be thrown away by Wen Yizhi. .I would like to introduce myself, but I know that even this is useless.At that time, I was already prepared to spend a lot of time getting him used to me, and it would come naturally, maybe there would be a way out?

I really didn't know what he was thinking at the time.Does he feel that my feelings are too hot for him to bear?Emotions are two things, and he is not an emotional liar, maybe he only thought that I was a teenager, and after two years of indifference, it faded away, so he didn't take it seriously.But later I knew one of the reasons - Wen Yizhi likes hot things, even if he is not afraid of the cold, he would not be willing to play the same g with me, not to mention that I was only a B-level supernatural being at that time, and my momentum was not very good He restrained himself, he must not want to fall asleep with something cold in his arms.

So he always shows me a businesslike look, does it mean that "office romance" is boring?Although it is close to the water and the platform is the first thing to do, what if he feels that work should be separated from personal relationships?That's why I really hate that younger brother he adopted, that brat named Wen Ran, who always ran to him justifiably and asked him to hug him.

So with my stubborn and stubborn temperament, it is not so unexpected that such a thing will happen later.

Wen Yizhi's injury was the last straw that overwhelmed me.

I'm not just feeling sorry for him.The near disappearance of the ability, the decline of his physical condition, and his weakened face, these are not just reasons for me to be sad.What I'm most concerned about is that he can't stand the cold because of his fragility, so he resists my approach, even if he is out of face