african diary

Back in Kenya, Ted felt that Xiao Hang had some small changes, he would often frown alone, and be absent-minded when he was with him.After asking Xiao Hang several times, Xiao Hang also hemmed and hawed in a perfunctory way.Unfortunately, the UK has been too busy recently. After staying in Kenya for a few days, Ted flew back to the UK.Recently, the company is talking about an ERP software project. The client is a large British company. Stephen, Daniel’s cousin and Ted’s partner, is a person who is obsessed with the program and has no business acumen. He will definitely not go back. Not sure.They have put a lot of effort into this project, and whether it succeeds or not is of great importance to the company's future development, so he was unable to return to Kenya to have a good talk with Xiao Hang during these two or three months.

In fact, during this period of time, when Xiao Hang called his mother, he tentatively raised several questions with Ted, but was rejected by his mother decisively. Moreover, the last time he directly pointed out the words "don't let your father die in peace" .After that, Xiao Hang didn't dare to mention this matter to his mother again.How can I do?Does it count as a day if you just hang around like this?Before dealing with the relationship with Yang Yue, Xiao Hang failed very much. Sometimes he really hated his indecisive character, but when dealing with Ted, Xiao Hang will not repeat the same mistakes again.

Gently stroking the ring on his little finger, Xiao Hang asked himself in his heart: "Ted, if I say that breaking up is the best choice for us, would you understand?" Surely not, even I can't understand, can I? ?Xiao Hang decides to return to China after one year of work, and then he and Ted will become two parallel lines that never meet.In this way, maybe we can stop before everything is irreversible as my mother said, maybe... it is going to a deeper destruction.Xiao Hang sighed and dialed Ted's phone——

"The pyrethrums are blooming, will you be back this week?"

"Well, it's the weekend. I'll be back after I finish dealing with things here." Ted paused and said, "Honey, I miss you."

"En." After hanging up the phone, Xiao Hang sat blankly.When the two of them reached this point, every love talk between Ted and Xiao Hang was a great torture for Xiao Hang, and sometimes he could not sleep all night thinking about the past.If one day I die, it must be because I want to die like this, Xiao Hang thought to himself mockingly.

"You don't take good care of yourself, how come you lost weight." Ted came back in a hurry, and what he saw was that his sweetheart hadn't eaten for a few days, and he touched Xiao Hang's sharper chin in distress. Want to move your company to Kenya?Or let Xiao Hang go to England directly.Before, he was counting on Daniel to help him take care of Xiao Hang. Since Lei Meng disappeared, Daniel's appearance is unbearable, even worse than Xiao Hang.

"Be thinner and more handsome."

"I don't like thin ones, so I hugged them with bones."

"If you don't like being dragged, stop hugging."

"Okay, okay, I like everything about you," Ted gently rubbed Xiao Hang's hair: "I love you, don't I?"

How could Ted not understand what he was thinking.My heart was throbbing again, I couldn't sleep well and I was too preoccupied, maybe I tortured myself to death before I broke up with Ted.

The pyrethrum contracted by Xiaohang is located in the southern suburbs of Nairobi, about an hour's drive from Ted's home.The weather this year is very good. It is only late May. Pyrethrum has already bloomed in a large area. The delicate white marble flower disc is as big as the mouth of a bowl. The thin stems are closely attached to each other, trembling in the breeze. , as if to crush the pole.With such a good year, we should be able to pick a large area next month.

"There are quite a lot of white chrysanthemums like this in Europe, and they are the Pope's favorite flower."

"Why does he like chrysanthemums?" Thinking of the word chrysanthemum and the many spoof pictures on the domestic Internet, Xiao Hang suddenly wanted to laugh.

"White chrysanthemums represent nobility. In the middle of the fourth century, they were selected to be given to the Pope of Rome at that time, St. Mark. Since then, successive popes have used white chrysanthemums as a status symbol."

"Oh, that's it." Xiao Hang suppressed the thought just now, what he thought was noble, and he didn't know which way to go, so he must not tell Ted about such dirty thoughts.

"Honey, what evil things are you thinking about?" Looking at Xiao Hang's half-covered expression, he must be thinking of something good.Ted slid the hand around his shoulder slightly down, and stroked Xiao Hang's back lightly.

"You are more evil, what are you doing with your hands in front of such a noble chrysanthemum?" I just thought about it, but Ted took action, and dared to say that he was evil.

"Even the noble pope is obsessed with women sometimes."

"You also said that you are a woman, so it's probably not allowed to be addicted to men's sex."

"So I can only hide in the chrysanthemum field in Kenya and indulge secretly with you." Ted lowered his head and kissed Xiao Hang, and even more presumptuously stretched his hands from the hem of his T-shirt to caress the smooth skin on his lover's back.

"Wait, it's broad daylight, restrain yourself a bit." After the kiss, Xiao Hang quickly jumped out of Ted's arms, keeping a distance of three meters from him.

Xiao Hang's actions made Ted feel very interesting, and he couldn't help but want to tease him, so Ted took a step closer, Xiao Hang took a step back, the two stalemate for a while, Ted suddenly rushed towards Xiao Hang .

Damn, if you don't play like this, with such a height of 1.8 meters, you can probably crush yourself when you hit the ground.Ted is absolutely crazy, Xiao Hang gritted his teeth and prepared to bear the pain——

The expected pain did not come. The moment he fell to the ground, Ted hooked Xiao Hang with his long arms, and rolled sideways. The two big men rolled twice and lay on the ground, but they were not injured. .

"Scared?" Ted laughed happily.

"Crazy you." Xiao Hang couldn't laugh or cry at this person's behavior like playing with a child.It's been a long time since I've been so presumptuous, the boredom of the past few months seems to have been swept away, it's a pity that the chrysanthemums are all over the floor.

"How do you pay me for the chrysanthemums in this place!" This is really "the chrysanthemums are broken and the ground is injured".

"What do you pay for, haven't you bought it yet?"

"Then the farmers of this kind of chrysanthemums have to be compensated."

"Okay, honey, do you remember to include his loss in the acquisition?" Ted smiled and kissed Xiao Hang's cheek, "As for me, I will pay you the whole person. "

Xiao Hang snorted softly to express his disdain for Ted, Xiao Hang leaned on Ted's arm, looked at the blue sky, white clouds and swaying chrysanthemums, and suddenly wanted to leave the beauty of this moment.It took me a long time to take out my phone before I took a picture of myself and Ted. It's not easy to take a selfie.Xiao Hang doesn't have the habit of taking pictures. It's weird for two big men to take pictures as souvenirs. He didn't even take pictures during his last trip to the Great Rift Valley in East Africa, but now... maybe taking a few pictures can be used as a memory for the rest of his life?

Looking at his lover's fading smile and slightly frowning brows, Ted said softly: "Hang, no matter what happens, you are not alone, please discuss it with me? Don't carry it alone."

"En." Even though he responded like this, Xiao Hang just leaned into Ted's arms again. At this moment, he really couldn't say anything about breaking up, so he just continued to be an ostrich for a while?

Ted stayed for a weekend and then went back to England. Xiao Hang looked at a red chrysanthemum in a vase——

When leaving the chrysanthemum field that day, a red chrysanthemum on the edge of the field attracted Xiao Hang's attention. He didn't expect that there was such a bright red hidden in the whiteness of the ground.At that time, Brooke introduced to himself that the oldest species of pyrethrum was the safflower pyrethrum from the Caucasus region, but due to the yield and quality problems, the cultivation of white flower pyrethrum is more common now.

"For you, my love." Ted's nice voice still echoed in his ears.

"What my love?"

"The red chrysanthemum represents my love."

"How do you know everything?"

"Because I'm an elegant English gentleman."

The red chrysanthemum in the bottle has withered——

Your love has withered, you know that?Ted.