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It was Shu Xiang's summer vacation after his first year of high school. After being discovered by Shen Zhisen, Shu Xiang broke up with that boyfriend at that time. Shen Zhisen didn't say much, but asked him, "Xiao Xiang, have you ever thought about your future? Which university do you want to go to?"

Shu Xiang is a bad student who is hated by the teacher, and he became notorious after being gay. He is a mouse who lives in the sewer and never sees the light of day. He cannot guarantee three meals a day. What university.

Although his grades were not bad, he was not very clever, but he was somewhat clever. Shen Zhisen knew him well, so he asked again, "Didn't you always want to come to me? Go to J University, so you can see me often."

How can Shu Xiang be matched with a school like J University? He is thinking of another way. After graduating from high school, he will go to J City to work. He likes to draw and can go to a tattoo shop as an apprentice, but as Shen Zhisen's marriage is approaching , His plans are gradually being wiped out.

Shen Zhisen added: "You are no worse than anyone else. If you have this kind of thinking, I will come to your house to help you tomorrow. When I return to J City in two months, I will also play videos with you every day to urge you."

This sounds like a guaranteed business, but Shu Xiang's greed is endless, he said sourly, "Won't you have no time to spend with your girlfriend?"

"Oh." Shen Zhisen's expression and tone were indifferent, "She still couldn't accept that she would need to rent a house in City J after marriage, so the talk fell through."

"What do you mean by Tan Beng?"

"broke up."

"Really?" Shu Xiang couldn't control it, almost laughed out loud, Shen Zhisen looked at him with some puzzlement, Shu Xiang wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Scared me to death, I thought you really wanted to get married."

"What do you mean?"

Shu Xiang's mind went blank. He knew that Shen Zhisen was already 25, and there might be no such store after passing this village, but he was still young, and he hadn't yet celebrated his 16th birthday... as if being pushed forward by something, Shu Xiang just opened her mouth, "I love you, I don't want you to get married."

"what?"

"I fucking said I love you." I was really dizzy, and after scolding, I started to apologize, "I'm sorry, Shen Zhisen, you may not know if you haven't tried with a man, a man may not be worse than a woman, you don't like me very much Is my skin fair and my appearance is not bad? Don’t you like people with long legs? My legs are very long. I can cook. If you are with me, I will be very obedient. I will never follow you Other men kissed..."

Shu Xiang spoke incoherently, and even raised three fingers to make a poisonous oath. If what he said was not true, he would be hit by a car and killed forever. Shen Zhisen just listened to him quietly, and waited for him to express his emotions. After calming down, he said: "Xiao Xiang, stop messing around, you know, I can't accept the same sex."

"You don't need to accept it, I accept it. Shen Zhisen, you must have done it with women, right? I am not much different from women. I checked it online. Really, I will clean myself up and prepare myself. Lubricating oil, lie on your stomach and wait for you to tease me, as long as it's you, I can do anything."

While talking, Shu Xiang wanted to go forward to hug Shen Zhisen's neck, but of course he was pushed away. He couldn't stand Shen Zhisen's eyes, as if he was looking at a shameless wretch. Shen Zhisen asked him seriously, "Xiao Xiang, what are you doing?" Is that what you always say when chasing others?"

Of course not, Shu Xiang just wants to be teased by Shen Zhisen at the moment, and it's not like he doesn't have that thing.

"Forget it." Shen Zhisen didn't listen to his explanation, "Xiao Xiang, don't say this kind of thing in the future, not only you can't say it to me, but you can't say it to anyone, you are still too young to know what it means to really like it." , you just lack love too much, and you will regret it when you get older."

How could he regret it, he was born to be a desperado, and there was no turning back when he opened his bow. He lacked love, but he didn't want any love.

Shu Xiang said to Shen Zhisen: "If I am admitted to J University, can you give me a chance?"

"You can't use this as a bargaining chip." Shen Zhisen touched his head helplessly, "If you promise me to take the exam well, I won't find a girlfriend for two years."

Okay, if it can be delayed for a day is a day.

Shu Xiang worked hard to get into J University, because of the tuition fee and had a fight with his father, Shen Zhisen still didn't give him a chance.

Shen Zhisen probably regretted letting Shu Xiang go to J University, and still had scruples about being far away, but what he was facing right in front of him was a crazy pursuit.Shu Xiang is like this, he has his enthusiasm, but sometimes enthusiasm is poison, compared with ordinary people, Shu Xiang lacks a little perception of the surrounding environment, and his lonely courage will burn people.

It is impossible for Shen Zhisen not to fall in love all the time. His former doctoral supervisor introduced him to a girl with a good family background and good looks. He also got in touch with her and felt that she was really good, so he gradually established a romantic relationship.

So Shu Xiang went to fight with his younger brother. Although there was a high probability that he was not the first to fight, but in the end it was his brother who was admitted to the hospital.

Shen Zhisen used almost all of his connections to keep Shu Xiang's student status, and of course his girlfriend died without a problem.

But Shu Xiang didn't care about his student status, what he cared about was that Shen Zhisen resigned without saying a word, as if he was a plague god, and he didn't want to stay with him for a second.

Although Shen Zhisen didn't say that, it meant the same thing to Shu Xiang, Shen Zhisen didn't want him anymore, and threw him in City J like trash.

Shen Zhisen was no longer in J City, so it would be meaningless for Shu Xiang to stay in J City. Shu Xiang applied for dropping out of school without telling Shen Zhisen, but this was soon known by Shen Zhisen, and the dropout was changed into a suspension of school.

At that time, the school still had one week of winter vacation, and it was also Shen Zhisen's last week at school. He was very angry. Although he didn't get angry like when he was a child, he said a lot of unfeeling words.

He said that it was impossible for him and Shu Xiang to live in this life, and told Shu Xiang not to waste his efforts, and said that he was fed up with being entangled every day. No matter how entangled Shu Xiang was, his sexuality would not change.

Shu Xiang shed a lot of tears that day. He squatted on the ground, and the tears fell on the floor in big ones. He never knew that he could shed so many tears. It almost formed a small river, and his brain was in trouble. I was about to be drained by these tears, and it hurt like rust.

Later, it was Shen Zhisen who pulled him up and pushed him down on the stool. Shen Zhisen just looked at him condescendingly, and looked at him as he looked at him. Anyway, he was someone who would never be liked.

Chunqi asks for harvest, asks for stars.