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This is the first time Shen Zhisen got angry at him, and it should be the only time he got so angry at him. Although the young man is restrained, he still can't control his emotions perfectly. The way Shen Zhisen got angry was not by shouting, he just blindly Even if Shu Xiang is hoarse from crying, he should lock him up in the bedroom and reflect on why he is disobedient.

Shen Zhisen shut him up at noon, and did not open the door until evening. There was no toilet in the bedroom, and Shu Xiang even peed his pants. The moment he saw Shen Zhisen, Shu Xiang decided that he would never talk to him again for the rest of his life.

But Shen Zhisen stepped forward and picked him up, even if he smelled like urine, he didn't care, then Shen Zhisen apologized to him and kissed his forehead very tenderly, "I'm sorry, brother shouldn't have locked Xiaoxiang in Here, Xiao Xiang is a boy, we won't wear those clothes in the future."

Shen Zhisen coaxed him for a long time that day, gave him a bath and bought him his favorite cream cake. Shu Xiang has been a skinless and shameless person since she was a child, and if she had something to eat, she would wipe away the fear of being imprisoned just now. And Kong, but Shen Zhisen couldn't be happy watching him eating cream all over his face, he silently put all the little skirts and hairpins he bought for Shu Xiang into a small box, and pushed them all under the darkened bed .

"Xiao Xiang, eat slowly." Shen Zhisen still couldn't understand Shu Xiang's eating like a starving ghost, and gently stroked Shu Xiang's smooth scalp with his hands, "In the future, Xiao Xiang, don't let uncle cut your hair, brother will cut it for you .”

Shen Zhisen did what he said. Before the age of nine, Shu Xiang's hair was always cut by Shen Zhisen himself. Shen Zhisen didn't seem to like him cutting his hair too short, so Shu Xiang always kept a half-length pot head. Shen Zhisen said it looked like this Be good when you wake up.

After Shu Xiang was nine years old, Shen Zhisen went to J City to go to university, but he should be a family lover, and whenever he had a holiday, he would rush home, and when he saw Shu Xiang's hair grow, he would still help him cut it himself.

Shu Xiang knew that no matter how much Shen Zhisen hoped that he could become a well-behaved child, his essence was a rotten bad seed. He was causing trouble at school all day long, either fighting with his classmates or arguing with the teacher, and he was not afraid at all. Please parents, his father is more unreliable than himself.

But even so, he is still willing to put on a little bit of pretense in front of Shen Zhisen. In this world, only Shen Zhisen is willing to treat him sincerely. .

Shen Zhisen started talking about girlfriends in college, and at that time Shu Xiang was also at the age to start receiving love letters, but he was not keen on love, he just got bored, so Shen Zhisen just talked about it, and it happened that he had to take it home during the winter and summer vacations, In this way, the time to accompany Shu Xiang is even less.

In fact, Shen Zhisen has brought him by his side as much as possible, and sometimes Shu Xiang will go with him when eating with his girlfriend, but after all, Shu Xiang is already a teenager, and he is no longer suitable to play the role of a cute light bulb. On the contrary, his His eyes were still very hostile, and his speech was not very polite. Shen Zhisen took him with him twice, but he didn't want to take him with him again.

Shu Xiang didn't understand what love was until Shen Zhisen moved away. When he was [-] or [-] years old, he followed Shen Zhisen's example and had two girlfriends, both of whom were very sweet and lovely, but he couldn't. , he didn't have the desire to hold hands and kiss with others, every time he just started and ended hastily.

It didn't take Shu Xiang too long to realize that he might not be interested in the opposite sex at all. At the age of 15, he was already at an age where he could secretly watch porn with his buddies. The buddies watched it with gusto, but Shu Xiang still couldn't do it. Can't even wince.

Of course there is nothing wrong with his body, he is very healthy, if the heroine in the film can be changed to a different gender, to be precise, he will be so excited that he can't help it.

He liked it when Shen Zhisen kissed him, even though Shen Zhisen hadn't kissed him for many years, thinking about Shen Zhisen's face, he could quickly see it, and when it was the most outrageous, even the phone call with Shen Zhisen could be easily revealed.

But Shen Zhisen didn't belong to him, not only did he not, but he pushed him further and further away, Shen Zhisen began to look down on him, that's right, he was already rebellious at that time, he had more than one ear pierced, he even dyed his hair, and his words were fluent Dirty aside, I learned to smoke again.

Moreover, every time Shu Xiang saw Shen Zhisen, he would ask the same sentence, have you broken up with your girlfriend?

We broke up, but we talked about another one, and we talked about graduating from graduate school, as if we were going to talk about marriage.

Shen Zhisen never took Shu Xiang to meet any of his girlfriends again, but occasionally he would persuade him with kind words, "Xiao Xiang, why do you always expect me to break up? Brother always wants to marry a wife and have children. I can’t be with you for the rest of my life, so is Xiaoxiang, and he will have his own family in the future.”

Shu Xiang made an expression of wanting to vomit. In order to show that she was different, Shu Xiang did call Shen Zhisen his elder brother when he was a child, but he hadn't called him that for a long time. Ever since he realized that Shen Zhisen was the source of his anger , he called him by his first name.

He said plainly to Shen Zhisen: "I won't get married because I like men."

Shu Xiang still can't forget the look that Shen Zhisen looked at him, and he can't tell whether it is more shocked or more worried. In short, it is too complicated to describe. Shen Zhisen seldom loses his composure, but he mentioned it a few times that time. He was so angry that he didn't say anything, "Xiao Xiang, are you kidding me?"

"No." Shu Xiang replied casually, "Why, do you want to try it with me?"

Shen Zhisen changed his face, Shu Xiang had studied all his expressions meticulously, his heart was half cold in an instant, and his clenched fists were loosened, "Just kidding, brother, I see that you are so scared , you are going to get married, I will not pick you when I pick anyone."

In order to prove what she said was true, Shu Xiang really started to have a boyfriend. The obstacle of making a boyfriend is always much greater than that of a girlfriend. For this, Shu Xiang broke up with a few buddies, and was also blocked in a street corner and gang-beaten However, they also succeeded a few times, although each of them broke up in a hurry shortly after being in office.

But Shu Xiang thinks that he should like the same sex, at least he has the desire to kiss, but it is only limited to kissing, and Shu Xiang often gets tired of it before he develops to the next step.

Shen Zhisen met one of Shu Xiang's boyfriends in a relatively hidden corner downstairs of his house. Shen Zhisen just came to look for him and saw Shu Xiang kissing that boy.

It was probably at that time that Shen Zhisen fully believed that Shu Xiang really liked men.