Don't move the old man's bounty

In the past, Jiang Juan always thought that he didn't care about the number of heroes. He thought that his brother was gone, and it would be useless to recognize his achievements in the past. What has been lost can never be found again.

But today he realizes that this is not the case. He needs the approval of the world to comfort his exhausted heart, and hopes that the spirit of his father and brother in heaven can rest in peace. All of these are what he needs and are meaningful.

Ten years ago, Jiang Zhu died in Fengming Mountain in place of Jiang Juan. In order to protect those undercover agents and informants who were still fighting on the front line, even though he was qualified to be buried in the martyrs cemetery, he still could not be officially ratified. Not being able to engrave his name openly, the monument without words is Jiang Juan's unjust pain.

Now, this regret finally has the opportunity to eliminate.

And they died on the front line in the early years, and their father Jiang Xun, who had been misunderstood for 30 years, was able to clear his name. The truth of the year was exposed to the sun, and the gray name was finally gilded with glory.

After hearing the news, Jiang Juan sat in front of the court for a long time and said a lot of his heart to his brother who was buried under the camellia tree.

He said: "Brother, they gave me first-class personal merit. This is a great honor. Few people in the world can receive such merit. It is the greatest affirmation of my dedication. I used to think that these are not The important thing is that no amount of aura can bring back my lost youth and the people I lost. But now I feel that my thoughts back then were a bit naive and too extreme. Now I want to paint a relatively perfect picture for everything in the past. Period, so I take it."

He stared at the white camellia that seemed to bloom brilliantly no matter in spring or summer, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became more and more bitter.

"Brother..." he called softly, "It's finally time for us to say goodbye."

After the autopsy, Jiang Zhu's remains were seen again.

This time, he is no longer an "undercover A" whose identity cannot be disclosed, but a hero and martyr who can stand in the sun.

Jiang Zhu recovered his identity, and Jiang Juan's heart, which had been suffering for many years, finally settled down.

In order to comfort his pain, Gaoju dispatched several teams of criminal police to investigate for more than 20 days, and finally found the victims who were protected by Jiang Zhu from the old case files one by one.

After learning about the experiences and current situation of the Jiang family brothers, these survivors traveled thousands of miles to return to Yanxi, a city that almost killed them, but was given a new life because of one person.

At the farewell ceremony, the host gave a serious account of Jiang Zhu's life, and talked about his dedication and contribution to the society. Many people in the crowd wiped their tears.

The unspoken truth is that when the photo and real name of an anti-narcotics policeman appear in the public eye, it means that he has died.

The venue was solemn, and among the people who came to express their condolences were Jiang Zhu's old friends and classmates from the past. Now they are the pillars of the police force, wearing neat police uniforms, and taking off their hats to pay respects to the deceased.

Looking at them, Jiang Juan couldn't help but think, if his brother is still alive, he should be at this age, maybe he has a happy family of three, which is enviable, or maybe he dedicated his youth to a sacred profession, Up to now, he is still a bachelor, and he urges him to go on a blind date every day.

The time Jiang lived in will always stop at that day ten years ago, which is slowly forgotten by time, but Jiang Juan still has a long way to go, and he must face the future bravely with the hope left by his loved ones.

Seeing that Jiang Zhu covered the national flag and won the highest honor, Jiang Juan felt that the regrets and lingering pains of these years finally had a place to rest.

When the mourners bid farewell to the body and shook hands with the family members, Jiang Juan said to Xiao Shi who was at a loss and didn't know where he should be: "Come here, you are also our family. From a long time ago, you have been our Jiang family."

At that moment, Xiao Shi wanted to blurt out thousands of words.

After the ceremony, Jiang Juan, who was supposed to be under everyone's attention, suddenly disappeared.

Gao Ju and Jiang Xun almost lost their heads. They searched the funeral home upside down but couldn't find the person who ran away without a sound. Jiang Juan in the hall.

He looked at the people passing by, all kinds of people, there were unfilial children in filial clothing who were arguing about the right to inherit the inheritance, there were gray-haired, elderly parents who lost their beloved son and cried hoarsely, and some were not close to the deceased, but Infected by this grief, the passers-by who kept wiping away their tears, and even the numb people who ignored death and parting and smiled without any scruples.

This is the various states of beings.

But he is the only one who is in such a state of confusion, can't find his direction, and doesn't know where to go.

With Shen Jinsu and Gao Ju around, he doesn't need to worry about Jiang Zhu's funeral. He obeyed the arrangement from the beginning to the end, and as long as he does his own thing well, he can make it all come to a happy ending.

But when everyone left and the huge farewell hall became empty and dead silent, he was afraid.

No matter how frankly he said it, he was still afraid of separation after all.

He knew better than anyone else that once he signed his name in black and white, he would never have the chance to see his brother again in this life.

It was humiliating to run away like a coward, but it was better than letting him face parting.

Xiao Shi found the person who was huddled in the corner and curled himself up with the portrait, hugged him into his arms, touched his hot forehead, and let him rest on his shoulder for a while.

"It's all ready." Xiao Shi said softly, as if he was afraid of frightening him, "It can start at any time."

"But I don't want to start..." Jiang Juan buried his head in his arms, unwilling to lift his eyes, "I know the beginning is the end, I don't want to..."

He also knew that he couldn't escape.

He must say goodbye to his relatives.

This parting happened as early as ten years ago, but he chased that illusory shadow until today, and escaped for ten years.

Xiao Shi took Jiang Juan's cold hand, brought it to his lips and kissed it lightly.

"Ten years, tired. Come out, I love you."

"Then you... give me a hand."

"it is good."

Jiang Juan's hand was held by Xiao Shi, allowing him to pull him up.

This time, he no longer hesitated in his steps, and every step he took behind that person was firm and without regret.

Jiang Juan signed the cremation notice with his own handwriting. Concerned about his mental state, Shen Jinsu and Gao Ju planned to let Xiao Shi take him back, but he took the initiative to ask to see Jiang Zhu again.

Jiang Xun persuaded: "That scene... I'm afraid he won't be able to bear it, or Lao Xiao, you'd better let him avoid it for a while."

Xiao Shi looked at Jiang Juan, confirmed that the panic in his eyes was gone, and shook his head at Jiang Xun.

Everyone watched with trepidation as Jiang Juan came to Jiang Zhu's side, caressing the scarred and bone-destroyed arm, Yu {Xi+Zheng said softly to the man, "Brother, we will meet later."

In the end, he pressed the switch with his own hands, sent Jiang Zhu's remains into the incinerator, and then ran away as if to escape.

Xiao Shi followed closely behind him and chased him out, only to see that the person who persisted in the farewell ceremony without being moved was already in tears.

Jiang Juan finally couldn't help but burst into tears.

This was the only time in the past ten years that he unscrupulously vented his missing of his brother, and put all his grief into that mournful wail.

Chen Shiling said that it is good to be able to cry. No matter whether you are happy, angry, sad or happy, the stasis in your heart will accumulate into a disease sooner or later. Let him cry once, and maybe he will be able to relieve the pain of the past.

After hearing this, Xiao Shi stared at Jiang Juan for a few days, asking him from time to time: "Jian, do you want to cry?" or "Do you want to cry now?" or "Don't you still want to cry?", Annoying Jiang Juan, he simply hung him in the living room and slept for two nights.

They didn't say anything, Xiao Shi wiped away the tears on Jiang Juan's face little by little, gave him a sense of security with his body temperature, took his hand, and took him away from the suffocation of death step by step.

The day I sent Jiang away to live happened to be the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Xiao Shi collected Jiang Zhu's ashes, temporarily placed them in the depository, and chose a date for burial.

When Xiao Shi came back after completing all the formalities, Jiang Juan had already returned to normal. Seeing Xiao Shi, his eyes sparkled with starlight.

He said, "Go back, I want to go somewhere with you."

What he was talking about was not a special place, but a forest near his home.

Many years ago, when Xiao Shi first arrived at Jiang's house, he felt that he was an outsider and shouldn't spoil the family reunion, so he ran out on the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival. I took it home and said to him, "You are also from my Jiang family, so it's not too much to follow my Jiang family's rules, right?"

Maybe it was at that time that he watched Jiang Juan holding his back, fell in love with him, and wanted to keep the temperature at his fingertips forever.

After many years, the nearby scenery has changed greatly. The low-rise buildings have been renovated several times, and they are no longer what they were before. Follow the scenes of the past, lead the people back then, and find the way home.

The old forest is still there.

The two picked sweet-scented osmanthus flowers together to make wine. The sweetness mixed with honey overwhelmed the bitterness of the wine. Drowsy and drunk from a dream, they woke up with each other at dawn. The breath of the other party blends into each other again and again.

Such a day was what Jiang Juan had hoped for, but it was out of reach.

And now it's close at hand.

The sudden skylight shines through the gap in the curtains, illuminating a pair of overlapping figures, just right in front of Jiang Juan's eyes.

Xiao Shi kissed from his forehead to his eyelids, and then to the tip of his nose, reluctantly rubbing against the small mole on the tip of his nose that was not so obvious but could be clearly seen close up.

"Is this my kiss?"

"Forget it, can you come out first?"

"I don't want to, I want to do it again."

"It's so early in the morning, how can you be so troublesome."

"It's time for me to grow up now, so I need to eat more meat. Brother Tired, Brother Jiang Er, you can't help me make up for it."

"Do you want face!" Jiang Juan glared at him, "Before I asked you to call me brother, you didn't open your mouth to say anything, but now you are shouting, is there anyone like you?"

Xiao Shi, who was buried in his neck, suddenly raised his head, the ears of two invisible dogs were shaking, and the tail of the dog was also patted behind him, baring his teeth as if to bite him.

"Then you wanted to hear me call you brother before, why don't you want to now?"

Jiang Juan wanted to say, of course it's because you are older than me.

This matter is a secret, or Ka Suo revealed it to him.

That day in the small western-style building in Third Street, Jiang Juan heard a high-frequency sound, but Xiao Shi didn't. At that time, Jiang Juan felt that Xiao Shi's age might be fake, and even he didn't know it.

Then he couldn't afford to call "brother". Thinking about how he had protected him in the past out of the attitude that the elderly should protect the weak, Jiang Juan felt that he didn't pay attention to himself who wanted Xiao Shi to call him "brother". .

Jiang Juan, who was lying on the bed, lost his gaze. In order to avoid this problem, he said, "...I don't want you to scream on the bed."

Xiao Shi's dog's tail patted harder, with a bit of dissatisfaction in it, he pinched his cheek, licked the tip of his teeth, and pretended to be vicious: "Say it again?"

Jiang Juan tilted his head to one side, feeling that he had really dug a hole for himself and caused a lot of trouble, and said helplessly, "You...you are so good at breathing, if you don't feel that you can't lie, I really think it's me fuck you."

Seeing Xiao Shi opened his mouth, Jiang Juan hurriedly covered him, "I beg you, don't come again, I can't stand it anymore."

Xiao Shi pulled Jiang Juan's hand, and suddenly asked him solemnly, "Jian, do you know the meaning of my name?"

He suddenly became serious, and Jiang Juan was still a little uncomfortable.

He said: "First, beginning. It is the source of everything, and it is also the beginning. When used as a verb, it means starting from the beginning. You know what it means."

"It means that we can start all over again, and all have a new life and redemption."

But Jiang Juan always felt that it would not be that simple.

Sure enough, Xiao Shi pressed him even tighter, and the hand that was groping everywhere stretched out again.

"It also means that what happened just now, I can do it all over again."

The author has something to say:

Ka Suo: Sour...I'm so sour...Is the chicken leg of the bento added with aged vinegar?How come it tastes a little spicy to the eyes.

Xiao Shi: (silently adding a big tube of mustard to the rival's box lunch)

Witness Jiang Mou: ...

The countdown is over!There are two more chapters in the text!Two very good chapters! !

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