Confession

After leaving the hospital, Lin Xu felt that Jiang Yang was very silent and didn't take the initiative to chat. He said that the way the two elders got along was cute and didn't answer.

Winter is gradually approaching, and the cold wind blows in the late autumn night. When it blows, it rolls up a few yellowed dead leaves, which is sad and lonely.

Lin Xu clasped Jiang Yang's palm, turned his head to see the young man's indifferent expression, "Why don't you speak?"

"No," Jiang Yang replied flatly, "Didn't I listen to you?"

"I'm done talking, give me some reaction."

Jiang Yang: "No response."

"..."

Since they dated, they have gotten to know each other better, and sometimes they can tell what the other person is thinking with just one look, and they have a tacit understanding in many things.

So now Lin Xu knew why Jiang Yang was unhappy after thinking about it for a while.

He stopped and stood where he was.

Jiang Yang sensed his resistance and turned to look at Lin Xu.

It was a bit windy at night in Anwu City, Lin Xu's hair was long, messy hair blowing on his face, his eyes were bright.

"What's wrong?" Jiang Yang asked.

Lin Xu: "It's a bit cold."

"Then go out and take a taxi."

"Jiang Yang, you obviously have a scarf," Lin Xu's tone in front of Jiang Yang is always kind, with a soft ending, which sounds very painful, "If you put it in the past, you Come here and hug me."

Jiang Yang: "..."

"Are you bothering me?" Lin Xu touched the ring on Jiang Yang's ring finger, "Or is it really like what is written in the book, you don't cherish it when you get married?"

Jiang Yang pulled Lin Xu into his arms, pretending to be a poor person, and jumped into the young man's arms with a smile on his lips.

"You're becoming more and more reasonable now." Jiang Yang stared at the person expressionlessly, and took off his coat and put it on Lin Xu, "Why are you pretending to be pitiful? Is it really cold?"

He has been holding Lin Xu's hand, does he know if it's cold or not?

"Why take off your clothes when you know I'm pretending." Lin Xu didn't want to wear them, but was tightly wrapped by Jiang Yang, "Don't do this, I'm just kidding, be careful not to catch a cold."

"Lin Xu, are you such a coaxer?" Jiang Yang looked at him from top to bottom, "When you see me unhappy, you pretend to be pitiful? Where do you learn tricks?"

Lin Xu paused, blinked and said, "You forgot my profession."

Jiang Yang snorted, "Oh, that's right. Writer Lin Da, who knows how to write novels, must have a set of tricks. Who have you used them on?"

"No, there's no one there." Lin Xu wrapped his arms around Jiang Yang's waist, his eyes fell into the Milky Way when he looked up at him, "You are the only one."

Jiang Yang made an unhappy nasal sound.

"Don't be like this." Lin Xu stepped on his feet and kissed Jiang Yang's lips, "Just now I didn't know the attitude of my uncle and aunt, so I rashly said 'boyfriend' for fear of intensifying your conflicts, and I definitely didn't mean that I didn't want to admit this relationship."

"Since they allowed me to take you back, it means that they have accepted you," Jiang Yang frowned, with a displeased expression on his face, "Is there anything you can't say?"

"Be cautious," Lin Xu said, "It's one thing to know it well, but another thing to put it in the open. Uncle is going to have an operation, so put them first."

Jiang Yang was still unhappy, "Then when can I officially introduce you?"

"Is this important?" Lin Xu smiled. "I met my uncle and aunt. They accepted me and treated me well. This is already very good."

Jiang Yang replied seriously: "Very important."

This is not only an introduction of identity, but also Jiang Yang's attitude towards Lin Xu, and the importance he attaches to their relationship.

Not everyone can meet their parents. They wear rings to get married, live together, and meet each other's parents again, which is self-evident.

The same sex is different from the opposite sex. There is no way to get a marriage certificate and legal recognition in China. Only by letting relatives and friends know can the relationship be given an extra layer of protection.

Jiang Yang has been worried that Lin Xu has no sense of security, and has been doing his best to make Lin Xu feel at ease, but he is also the same.

His parents were so opposed to him liking men before, he was worried that Lin Xu would be wronged, and worried that Lin Xu cared even though he didn't say anything.

So when his parents let go, he couldn't wait to officially introduce him as a boyfriend.

This is not only to give Lin Xu a sense of security, but also to make himself feel at ease.

Lin Xu hugged Jiang Yang, their shadows overlapped under the street lamp, stretched long on the ground, inseparable.

Jiang Yang buried his head on Lin Xu's neck, took a deep breath, and calmed down his turbulent mood.

Lin Xu patted Jiang Yang's back lightly and didn't speak for a while.

He understands all of this, and understands it.

The recognition of his family has an extraordinary meaning to them. His parents are gone, and Jiang Yang wants to give him the feeling of being loved and cared by his parents.

Lin Xu held Jiang Yang's face and rubbed it, staring at the young man's dark eyes, "Don't be angry, I know it all, don't worry, everything will be fine."

Jiang Yang was muffled and didn't speak.

"When uncle is discharged from the hospital, shall we find time to treat uncle and aunt to dinner?" Lin Xu suggested, "You will formally introduce me then."

Jiang Yang nodded, "Well, in short, I want to introduce you. You are my boyfriend, no, you are my wife."

Lin Xu rubbed his cheek against Jiang Yang, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

The hospital is not far from home, 5 minutes by car. It is an old-fashioned old community. The security is not very good, but it was renovated and painted in the first half of the year. When you walk in, there are lush sycamore trees on both sides of the road, which tightly covers the path.

Jiang Yang and his family lived on the third floor, and Jiang Yang led Lin Xu into the house with ease. He wanted to get shoe covers for Lin Xu, but found a pair of brand new slippers in the shoe cabinet.

"I actually don't quite understand why they suddenly changed their temper." Jiang Yang put the slippers by Lin Xu's feet, and said in bewilderment, "Look, I knew you were coming, even the shoes were prepared, it must be my mother After calling us, come back and prepare."

Not only that, Jiang Yang also found two newly installed quilts on his bed, fluffy and soft, with the smell of sunshine left.

Jiang Yang was even more puzzled, he still vividly remembered how firm his parents' attitude towards him liking men was, how many slaps and insults he received, how did he change so quickly now?

He put the question in his heart and began to make the bed, "Honey, do you want to take a bath?"

Lin Xu didn't answer, and there was no movement after entering the bedroom.

Jiang Yang looked back, and Lin Xu was standing in front of the table and leaned over to look at the figurines. Some Lego puzzles were packed in dust-proof glass boxes, mechanical armor, Marvel dolls, and a series of small Harry Potter toys.

Lin Xu seldom touches these things, some toys are related, he studies them curiously, and touches the ones he finds cute.

Jiang Yang circled him from behind and put his chin on Lin Xu's shoulder, "So curious?"

"Just take a look." Lin Xu picked up the group photo of the family of three on the table, his brows and eyes curved, "You were so cute when you were young."

In the photo, Jiang Yang was about five or six years old. At that time, his face was plump and he was changing his teeth. When he smiled, the gap between his front teeth was exposed.

Jiang Yang also looked at the photo, "I remember I have a photo album, from baby to high school, do you want to see it?"

This question is nonsense.

Lin Xu's eyes lit up, and he said without thinking, "Of course!"

Jiang Yang said helplessly, "But I don't know where to put it..."

Lin Xu only thought that Jiang Yang was making things difficult on purpose, this has always been his old trick.

"Hmm... Chirp..." Lin Xu turned around and circled Jiang Yang's neck, and kissed him actively, licking his lips, biting lightly, and stretched out the tip of his tongue to sweep around Jiang Yang's mouth.

Nostrils intertwined, and the ambiguous sound of water sounded in the room.

Jiang Yang hugged Lin Xu's waist, put his big hands into his clothes, and walked up and down his smooth back.

Lin Xu is shorter than Jiang Yang, so every time he kisses, he has to raise his head, or he needs to hook Jiang Yang down to reach him.

So now Lin Xu has developed the habit of standing on Jiang Yang's feet and kissing. He took off his shoes and stepped on the instep of the young man. With the feet, he can be higher and kiss more conveniently.

Jiang Yang enjoyed Lin Xu's initiative, and after kissing for a long time, the sticky mouths separated.

Lin Xu's lips were crimson, glistening with water, and his breath was unsteady, "Is it alright?"

Jiang Yang pretended to be stunned: "What?"

"Photo album." Lin Xu's tongue loomed as he spoke, "I want to see it."

Jiang Yang rubbed Lin Xu's plump lips, put his fingers in and played with his tongue, "I really forgot, I have to look for it tomorrow."

Lin Xu stared, and asked vaguely, "Is the ginseng essential grass?"

"Yeah, I really want to look for it." Jiang Yang laughed, but he liked Lin Xu's innocence. "I haven't been back for a long time, and I haven't taken out that photo album for a long time. I have to look for it."

Lin Xu was upset, turned his head away, and wiped off the water marks, "Then why didn't you say it earlier?"

Isn't it a white kiss.

"I said it," Jiang Yang shrugged, "I said at the beginning that I wanted to look for it, and it was you who wanted to kiss me."

"..." Lin Xu was speechless, and he couldn't do anything to him, so he could only scold him, "You scoundrel."

"So angry?" Jiang Yang laughed, "I'm starting to scold my husband."

Lin Xu said willfully, "I want to see the photo album, you can find it now."

"It's late," Jiang Yang said, "Tomorrow we have to get up early to go to the hospital."

"Then..." Lin Xu gave in, "Before we leave, we must find it out and show it to me."

Jiang Yang agreed, and when he shook Lin Xu's hand, he found it was cold, so he went to the storage room to take out the bucket for soaking his feet, and soaked his feet in hot water.

Lin Xu was warmly stuffed into the quilt, the quilt was newly spread, soft and comfortable, Jiang Yang poured the footwashing water in the toilet and before it came in, Lin Xu rolled around on the bed, buried his face deep in the pillow took a deep breath.

The scent of laundry detergent poured into the nostrils, mixed with a faint, Jiangyang smell.

This is the place where Jiang Yang grew up. Even though he has been away for a long time, he can still smell the familiar feeling, which is the smell of belonging.

Lin Xu inhaled the smell of sunshine on the pillow, and rubbed his face against the quilt, like a small animal that loves warmth, curled up in the warm quilt, just staying quietly is very happy.

It took another while for Jiang Yang to come in, close the bedroom door, turn off the lights, and the room was plunged into darkness.

When he lifted the quilt and lay down, Lin Xu gave up the warm quilt and crawled into the young man's arms.

Jiang's mother prepared a single quilt for them, which was only wide enough for one person to cover. After Lin Xu squeezed in, some people would not be able to cover them no matter what.

Jiang Yang hugged the person and pulled the quilt, and said helplessly, "I'll catch a cold."

"No way." Lin Xu put his face on Jiang Yang's chest as usual at home, listening to the strong heartbeat, wrapped his hands and feet around him, "I have to hug you to fall asleep."

Jiang Yang pulled another quilt over and tried to cover it, and held Lin Xu in his arms, "Try not to turn over that night, lest the quilt run away."

Lin Xu sniffed Jiang Yang again, pinching his earlobe, "This bed smells like you."

"Huh?" Jiang Yang asked, "What's the smell?"

"It's fragrant, it's hot," Lin Xu put his hand into the young man's clothes, and hugged him against his flesh, "It smells good."

Jiang Yang grabbed Lin Xu's hand, his voice sank a bit, "Xu Xu..."

"Well... just touch it, don't do it." Lin Xu's legs rubbed back and forth between Jiang Yang's legs, his palms touched his abdominal muscles for a while, and his chest muscles for a while, and he fell into Jiang Yang's arms, more dependent than usual .

"..." Jiang Yang was touched, although they do it every day, but the interest of young people is a bottomless pit, even if they sing and sing every night, they still know the taste.

"Lin Xu." Jiang Yang warned him, "If you don't want to do it, don't touch it."

The person in his arms didn't answer, and at some point Lin Xu's breathing was even and even, and his slender eyelashes hung over his eyelids——feeling and falling asleep.

Jiang Yang: "..."