Confession

Jiang Yang obviously didn't expect Lin Xu to say this suddenly, he let go of his hand, and the fish he just picked up fell into the plate.

Seeing the other party's stunned look, Lin Xu was a little embarrassed and cramped, and there was a trace of injury. He rubbed the wooden texture of the chopsticks with his fingertips, pressed against the skin, and lowered his eyes to hide his embarrassment, "No... I'm just joking, just say something , don't take it seriously."

That's right, they've only just dated, so there must be no other couple who lived together so quickly.

He has liked Jiang Yang for five years, and this feeling has been growing in his heart, so as soon as they established a relationship, he felt as if they had been together for a long time.

But Jiang Yang is not. He has no emotional basis. To him, he is just a person he has a crush on and can further develop in the name of a couple. It is indeed abrupt to propose cohabitation rashly.

After Lin Xu said it, he regretted it. He never thought that he would do something without a sense of boundaries.

He lowered his head, pawing at the rice in the bowl, he didn't dare to see Jiang Yang's reaction, he just wanted to finish the meal quickly.

"Senior, I'm so happy with what you said." Jiang Yang said.

Lin Xu was taken aback for a moment, then raised his head to meet Jiang Yang's smiling eyes.

"I thought you wouldn't take the initiative to say this because of your temperament," Jiang Yang put down his chopsticks, and seriously talked about this topic with Lin Xu, "I was still thinking about it before, and I guess we will get closer, so I begged to take me in. Woolen cloth."

Lin Xu pursed his lips, and asked cautiously and hesitantly, "Then...do you mean willing?"

"I am willing, but not now." Jiang Yang said.

Lin Xu: "What do you mean?"

"We've only confirmed our relationship for a day, so it's a bit rushed to live together like this." Seeing that Lin Xu's eyes were a little hurt, Jiang Yang held his hand, "Senior, you know that I have been in love, but most of them were fast food Love, go to bed because of passion, get short-term happiness and joy, after further development, find that two people are not suitable for being together. I am not saying that we will break up in the future, but I want to slow down, you don’t have to cater to me and take care of me , I want to develop a natural relationship with you, don't be in a hurry, do you understand what I mean?"

Lin Xu nodded, "I understand."

He is not very good at dating, but his understanding ability is perfect.

He understood that Jiang Yang wanted to cherish him more, and he felt the sincerity and importance from the other party's attitude.

Lin Xu smiled, and the discomfort of being rejected disappeared, "Let's eat."

Jiang Yang looked at him carefully, "Are you not angry? Did I express myself accurately? I mean..."

"I understand." Lin Xu said, "I invite you to live together as a spur of the moment. I understand your cautiousness, and I like the cautiousness with which you treat your relationship."

Jiang Yang laughed and shook Lin Xu's hand, "Then don't be unhappy."

"I do not have."

"You have, I just saw that you were uncomfortable." Jiang Yang said, "Don't hold back when you feel like this, I am your boyfriend now, if there is any problem, we will solve it together."

Lin Xu said frankly, "It was true just now, but after hearing your explanation, I also agree with it, so there is no more."

"It's not an explanation," Jiang Yang corrected him, "it's an expression of his own thoughts."

Lin Xu smiled, and wanted to pull his hand back to eat, "Okay, let's eat first."

"Lin Xu," Jiang Yang tugged at him, and said earnestly, "Although some things are inappropriate to say now, I want to say them. I can feel that although you look cold, you are sensitive and thoughtful in your heart. Two people need to be together. Trust and communication, don't hide any thoughts in your heart in the future, just like the incident just now, you also have doubts about my refusal to live together, but you have already given yourself the answer in your heart, right?"

Lin Xu subconsciously wanted to deny it, "I didn't..."

"Don't lie to me, you can't lie to your boyfriend after falling in love." Jiang Yang said, "And why do you think I am popular and have many friends? Observing words and emotions is my basic ability."

"..." Lin Xu let go, "It was indeed a little bit just now."

"So just say what you have, don't hide it." Jiang Yang took Lin Xu's hand and kissed his wrist, "Let's make an appointment first, if we encounter disagreements in the future, I'd rather you scold me than Don't hurt yourself by sulking."

As he spoke, his lips brushed against the scar on Lin Xu's palm, "I'm really afraid of this lesson, do you know how scary it is when you lose control?"

Obviously he is the author of hundreds of articles about cars, but facing this kind of intimacy, the tingling sensation of the electric current numbs half of Lin Xu's body, his cheeks are hot, and his earlobes are pink. The fingers curled up, the nails pinched the newly grown tender flesh, trying to stop the itching.

Jiang Yang saw Lin Xu's blushing clearly, and deliberately teased him, "Are you shy?"

"..." Lin Xu wanted to pull his hand back, but the fiery touch of his wrist made his palm moist and hot.

Jiang Yang refused to let go, and even pulled Lin Xu's arm towards him.

This momentum caused Lin Xu's body to tilt, and his chest hit the edge of the table. The young man in front of him stood up, his tall body felt quite oppressive, and the shadow enveloped him. In the next second, Lin Xu's lips were kissed.

Lin Xu was surprised by Jiang Yang's sudden attack, but after being kissed, he obeyed the intimacy and closed his eyes to feel Jiang Yang's initiative.

His Adam's apple swallowed, and he was nervous and looking forward to it, but with zero actual combat experience, he didn't know how to respond. He clenched his hands into fists, his body was stiff, and he moved his lips jerky, catering to Jiang Yang's tricks Grinding together.

Probably the corners of Jiang Yang's mouth are still not healed, or maybe it's because he was worried that tongue kisses were a bit offensive when he just fell in love. All the kisses from yesterday to now are just lips. It's the same now, but it's more erotic than before.

Jiang Yang was not satisfied with this simplicity, he opened his lips slightly, but did not penetrate deeply, he sucked Lin Xu's lips in his mouth, the soft touch made his breath a little short, he wanted to tease Lin Xu, but he kissed himself carelessly, An idea of ​​wanting to bully more fiercely came up.

"Hmm..." Lin Xu unconsciously uttered a soft nasal sound, like a hook, making Jiang Yang's desire more agitated. The obedience and dependence shown by his lover made his heart itch, and he fixed Lin Xu's back with one hand. Neck bit hard on his lips.

Lin Xu took a deep breath, pushed Jiang Yang away, covered his mouth, and frowned slightly, "It hurts."

Jiang Yang breathed heavily, and stared at Lin Xu differently than usual. There was aggression in his dark pupils, but it was only for a moment, and the strength disappeared. He buried his head on Lin Xu's shoulder and cried out in aggrieved Voice: "Senior..."

"What's wrong?" Lin Xu licked the tooth marks on his lips with the tip of his tongue, "You bit me, and you still feel wronged?"

"I wanted to tease you, but you are so easy to bully, your lips are soft, and you are so easy to kiss," Jiang Yang said sullenly, "I can't help but want to be more bullying."

Lin Xu laughed, "Not fierce enough? My lips seem to be bleeding."

"What? No way?" Jiang Yang immediately straightened up to check, "I saved my strength, I didn't use much force. Show me!"

Lin Xu's skin is thin, and his lips are the healthy color of flesh pink. Right now, he was kissed red, his lips are slightly raised, and there is an obvious tooth mark on it, and even redder bloodshots smack out from inside.

Jiang Yang frowned, rubbed his fingertips against his lips, and said angrily, "Does it hurt? Shall I go find medicine for you?"

"No, you're just so delicate." Lin Xu felt his face was hot, and his eyes dodged, avoiding Jiang Yang's hand, "You...sit down to eat, you need medicine on the corner of your mouth, I'll get it for you after eating. "

Jiang Yang sat down obediently, keeping his eyes on Lin Xu's lips.

"..." Lin Xu was uncomfortable being watched, and the heat on his face couldn't go away, "Don't look at it."

Jiang Yang was worried about his mouth, but seeing this reaction, he smiled, "Senior, why are you so shy?"

Lin Xu nodded and drank the soup without answering.

"Senior, there is a question I've always been curious about," Jiang Yang rested his chin on one hand and looked at him with a smile.

Lin Xu: "What?"

Jiang Yang asked sincerely: "A kiss makes you like this, do you write yourself hard when you write cars?"

This question is really on point.

When Lin Xu wrote about all the cars, Jiang Yang was all in his mind, and when he was writing novels, he would wear headphones to listen to the previous audio, and it was common for him to write about himself.

It's just...how can Jiang Yang admit this kind of thing in front of him?

Jiang Yang's eyes were bright, it seemed that he was just purely curious, he hid the evil in a place where he couldn't see it, and waited for the answer out of curiosity for knowledge.

"...No." Lin Xu didn't dare to look Jiang Yang directly in the eyes, and replied calmly.

"Oh, okay." Jiang Yang didn't take it seriously, didn't delve into it further, and changed the subject, "But senior, your kissing is too jerky, and I can't bear to bully you. The people you used to date are too incompetent, no? taught you to kiss?"

Lin Xu put down his spoon and said calmly, "I've never been in a relationship."

Jiang Yang was stunned, "What... what?"

Lin Xu is two years older than him, he should be 27 this year, how could it be possible that he has never been in a relationship?

"I dated a girl in high school. She confessed to me. I didn't want her to be embarrassed and accepted it. After getting along for more than a month, we broke up peacefully." Lin Xu looked back on his love history, "If you put this aside, you are my first love. "

It is also an unrequited love that has been in love for five years.

Jiang Yang was very astonished, and stared at Lin Xu blankly.

No wonder his reaction in love is so youthful, he can't kiss, he can't flirt, and after a little teasing, his ears are red all the way to his neck, pure as a piece of white paper, which is surprising.

Lin Xu stood up to clean up the dishes, restrained his naive shyness, and said calmly, "So you have to be nice to me, you know?"

He turned around and walked into the kitchen, just as he was putting things into the sink, with his hot and eager body on his back, Jiang Yang hugged him tightly, opened his mouth and bit his red earlobe.

"Hiss... Lele doesn't bite anyone, are you really a dog?" Lin Xu was in pain, but he didn't get angry.

The complaining tone fell into Jiang Yang's ears and became a rebuke between lovers, he whispered in Lin Xu's ear: "Actually, I don't have a 'first time' complex, even if you have been in love, it's no big deal. But senior..."

Lin Xu stared ahead, feeling that Jiang Yang was a little dangerous for the first time, the fiery breath sprayed on his ears, and he could feel the unspeakable excitement of the young man.

Jiang Yang's voice had a magnetic texture, and he said with a smile: "You make me want to bully even more, and you don't know everything, right? You have written so much about cars, what should couples do?"

"..." Lin Xu closed his eyes, his heart was beating so fast that he couldn't resist, his hands supported the edge of the table, and his breathing was unsteady.

"I want to wash the dishes." He said with some difficulty, "These topics...will be discussed later."

"Okay, you can't be so shy when you talk next time?" Jiang Yang smiled, kissed Lin Xu on the cheek, drove him out of the kitchen, and took the initiative to wash the dishes.

Lin Xu was sitting on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, watching Jiang Yang rushing in and out with plates and clearing the table. Although the heat still persisted, he was in a good mood.

He could feel Jiang Yang's care and attention. Although he didn't know if it was because he wanted to leave a good impression during the love period, but Lin Xu was very satisfied. For a person who has been obsessed for five years, it is already God's blessing to him that his dream can come true. I don't dare to ask extravagantly for more.

Lele kept swaying beside Lin Xu, wagging her tail at him, quite suggestive.

"Hungry?" Lin Xu got up to prepare dog food and medicine for it.

According to the doctor's instructions, Lele can't eat too much now, so Lin Xu only gave it a small handful of dog food, and it finished eating it with its big mouth, and looked up at the owner.

"No more, you can't eat more." Lin Xu took away the dog bowl in a principled manner, and asked Jiang Yang to wash it by the way.

After eating and drinking now, Lin Xu remembered that he hadn't looked at his phone for almost a day, and if an editor couldn't contact him, it would delay his business.

He found his mobile phone on the sofa. As always, there were 99+ messages on WeChat. He clicked on it and checked. Indeed, several editors approached him to discuss publishing novels. Among them, A Liang’s information was included, which attracted Lin Xu’s attention. .

[CV A Liang: Together?Congratulations [celebration]]

Not only Ah Liang, but Xiaowen also sent messages.

["Chess Pieces" radio drama planning: Ah!Teacher Lin, you and Jiang Yang are together!Congratulations! [cute]】

"..." Lin Xu looked at Sheng Ying who was busy in the kitchen. The man was washing the dishes leisurely, humming a little tune, and he seemed to be in a good mood.

Lin Xu had a guess, click on the top chat dialog box, and then click on the other person's profile picture to enter his circle of friends.

The first one was sent at four in the afternoon, with a picture, and the copywriting was very simple, just three words: boyfriend.

Before Lin Xu opened the photo, he realized that it was him. The angle of the photo was deliberately chosen. It was a profile photo from top to bottom. It could be seen that he was hugging someone and his face was buried in Jiang Yang's. The chest is not fully exposed, only the smooth jawline and fair neck, and the thick eyelashes can be seen by zooming in.

Those who don't know Lin Xu are fine, but anyone who knows him can tell it's him.

Lin Xu saw more than a dozen mutual friends of him and Jiang Yang like him, and some college classmates who hadn't been in touch for hundreds of years.

Lin Xu didn't expect that Jiang Yang would announce his existence so soon, especially for someone like Jiang Yang who has many friends and is easy to play with, he would at least wait for a month or two and the relationship is completely stable before announcing the matter.

"Senior, which dishcloth is yours?" Jiang Yang poked his head out and asked.

"The second one hanging on the wall."

"it is good."

Lin Xu liked Jiang Yang's circle of friends, put down his phone, walked to the kitchen door and looked at the young man.

Jiang Yang didn't turn his head, but noticed his gaze, "What's wrong?"

"You...posted it on Moments." Lin Xu said.

"You see," Jiang Yang wiped the water off the plates with a towel, and put them into the cupboard one by one, "How is my photography skills? Does it make you look good?"

Lin Xu hummed, and was more concerned about another matter, "We're only dating for the first day, why did you announce it so quickly?"

"What happened on the first day?" Jiang Yang was inexplicable, wiped his hands, and walked up to Lin Xu, "It doesn't matter if it's a day or an hour. My boyfriend is so good-looking and outstanding, I can't show it off?"

The arc of Lin Xu's mouth widened, facing Jiang Yang, the feeling of indifference completely disappeared, his brows and eyes were curved, and his face was clear and gentle.

Jiang Yang sighed, and said depressedly: "Senior, please apply medicine to the corner of my mouth. I just kissed you for a while, and it started to hurt again. Let it get better quickly, I want to kiss you more."

He dragged Lin Xu to the living room with an unhappy expression on his face, as if he had suffered a big loss.

Lin Xu thought it was funny, and it was he who said "they have plenty of time, so there's no need to be in a hurry", and now it was him who was pestering and wanting to kiss.

Talking about love is really contradictory.

However, Lin Xu liked it very much.

He obviously just started dating, but he has a feeling that he can't do without Jiang Yang.