Confession

Lin Xu woke up from the heat. The heavy weight on his body made him breathless, his head was sweating profusely, and his clothes and sheets were wet.

He pushed away the dog lying on his chest, and Lele changed his position and continued to sleep.

Lin Xu felt his mouth was dry, so he took a few sips of the water on the bedside, his head-heavy feeling became much better, and his temples were not as swollen and painful as before.

He sat on the bed in a daze, thinking of the dream he had just had, dreaming that he confessed to Jiang Yang on the phone, crying in a broken voice, the love of his parents and the betrayal of his friends overwhelmed him, he vented his resentment incoherently, and hid My liking has also fallen completely.

As soon as the picture turned, he and Jiang Yang were standing face to face. The cold appearance of the other party made him panic. He stretched out his hand to pull the sleeve of the young man, and timidly asked why he was indifferent to him.

"Lin Xu, I don't like you, not at all." Jiang Yang said to him in his dream, his voice was piercingly cold.

Lin Xu's heart was pierced by countless arrows, and he heard himself asking in a trembling voice, "Then... why did you take off my earrings, why did you take care of me, why did you treat me so well..."

"I do the same to others," Jiang Yang sneered, with disdain in his eyes, "You don't think you just like the mutual help of friends, do you?"

Lin Xu couldn't believe it, tears could not be contained in his eyes, and he still wanted to ask more questions. Suddenly, his feet stepped into the air, and he fell into the abyss. The strong sense of weightlessness made him suffocate. Farther away, even shrouded in irrelevant darkness.

fair enough.

He was originally a person who was swallowed by darkness, and he did not deserve to see the sun again.

Lin Xu closed his eyes, no longer struggled, relaxed his body and let himself fall into the abyss.

However, the severe pain he imagined did not come, and he fell into a warm and powerful embrace.

Lin Xu opened his eyes, and saw Jiang Yang's smiling eyes close at hand, and he heard the young man speak the words he had been waiting for for a long time with his nice voice——

"Lin Xu, I like you too."

Lin Xu covered his head, his breathing was disordered, and his heart palpitations fluctuated from strength to strength, giving him a sense of sight as if he was on a roller coaster.

This dream was too real, Jiang Yang's indifferent eyes made him feel lingering fear, and his final confession made him crazily moved.

True or false, false or true, Lin Xu is used to his capriciousness.

Zhao Xiwen said that it was caused by his nervousness when he was too anxious. Dreams can reflect his heart. Now his mind is full of Jiang Yang and Jiang Yang.

Lin Xu got out of bed to get the pills on the table, stuffed three pills into his mouth, took a sip of water and swallowed them.

He thought of his hands, and Jiang Yang would come in and out of his house more often in the future, hiding the medicine box on the table in the cabinet.

Lin Xu didn't know if it was his own illusion, but he always felt that there were rustling voices outside. He had such auditory hallucinations before, so he opened the door and walked out without thinking too much.

In the next second, Lin Xu saw Jiang Yang sitting by the coffee table, with his back to Lin Xu, and a mobile phone in front of him. On the screen was Jiang Yang's handsome face, who didn't need any beauty, and appeared on the mobile phone like a sculpture of perfection.

Lin Xu has been facing the computer all year round, and his eyes are slightly short-sighted, so he didn't see the small characters scrolling on the screen, so he yelled: "Jiang Yang."

Jiang Yang was taken aback, and saw the lower body wearing pajama pants on the phone, and quickly turned around, "You're awake."

Just as Lin Xu was about to ask him if he was taking a selfie, he saw Jiang Yang waving his hand at the phone, and said with a smile: "This is the end of today's live broadcast, I hope everyone can support the radio drama, we will meet you with wonderful stories of."

Lin realized what he was doing and widened his eyes, "Are you live broadcasting?"

"Yes, didn't you hear me when I called earlier?" Jiang Yang finished the live broadcast and took down his phone.

"..." Lin Xu had no memory of it. He was uncomfortable and sleepy before, so he didn't have the energy to listen to Jiang Yang's phone call.

"Did I influence you?" Lin Xu asked helplessly, "Will it cause your fans to misunderstand? Why didn't you explain it just now?"

Jiang Yang didn't take it seriously, "Is there anything to explain? I'm not a celebrity. Is it necessary to report my private life to them?"

Lin Xu was well aware of how malicious the Internet is, so he said anxiously, "But what if they slander you?"

"Slander what?"

"..." Lin Xu felt his throat dry and sore, swallowed, and whispered, "I said that you...are not clear with others, and suspect that you are the same...same..."

"Homosexuality?" Jiang Yang smiled, "It's a fact, just say it, what's so scary?"

"But they will distort the facts," Lin Xu said anxiously, "Thousands of people have thousands of faces, and they will call white as black."

"That's their business, I don't want to look at it. Well, don't talk about those things," Jiang Yang walked over, touched Lin Xu's forehead, and felt his temperature, "Well, the fever has subsided a bit, Take your temperature again."

Lin Xu looked at Jiang Yang in a daze, the gentle face of the young man overlapped with the indifferent eyes in the dream, he was a little dazed and couldn't tell the dream from the reality.

Jiang Yang pulled Lin Xu to sit on the sofa, and shook the thermometer, "Come on, measure it."

Lin Xu was caught under the armpits.

"Are you hungry?" Jiang Yang asked, "I'll cook a bowl of noodles for you."

Lin Xu: "Do you know how to cook noodles?"

Jiang Yang looked at him in a daze, felt soft in his heart, raised his chin, and said conceitedly: "At least he is in his 20s, who can't cook these days?"

Lin Xu looked at him with suspicion.

"..." Jiang Yang was not happy, "You don't believe me?"

Lin Xu said firmly, "Believe me."

Jiang Yang said bitterly: "Senior, you clearly don't believe me."

Lin Xu shook his head, "No, I really believe it."

"Then are you hungry?" Jiang Yang asked.

Lin Xu hesitated for a moment. He only ate the sandwiches and soy milk left by Jiang Yang this day, and was interrupted by various things in the middle. Now he sat down and felt his chest sticking to his back.

"Gululu——" The belly rumbled just right, which was more convincing than any words.

"..." Lin Xu blushed and scratched Lele's chin, trying to ignore the embarrassment.

Jiang Yang was quite happy, "Look, you're hungry. I'll cook noodles for you. I still have tomatoes and eggs in the refrigerator."

"Hey you..."

Jiang Yang was eager to show off his skills, but Lin Xu couldn't hold back.

Seeing his self-confidence, Lin Xu had no choice but to take the opportunity to see how Jiang Yang's skills are.

Jiang Yang brought the materials from home, went into the kitchen, and shouted: "Senior, take a look at the thermometer!"

Lin Xu took out the thermometer and looked, "37 degrees five."

"You still have a low fever, why don't you take your medicine again later?" Jiang Yang said, "Does your wound hurt a lot?"

"It doesn't hurt much anymore." Lin Xu walked to the door of the kitchen and watched Jiang Yang wash the tomatoes with quick movements.

It looks like he really knows how to cook.

Lin Xu originally thought that someone like Jiang Yang who has many friends, knows how to play and loves to play, should either be called out to eat and drink, or order takeaway.

Jiang Yang has broad shoulders, narrow waist and long legs. Standing there looks like a painting. His straight figure gives people a full sense of security.

The golden ratio of the human body is 1:0.618. Lin Xu has never seen Jiang Yang naked, but judging from the 5:8 ratio of his legs and body, it is quite perfect.

Lin Xu didn't have an in-depth study of body aesthetics. He just looked up information when he was writing a novel. For the first time, he was satisfied with his knowledge and was able to judge the beauty of the other party just by his eyes.

"Senior," Jiang Yang said suddenly, the action of cutting tomatoes did not stop, but the corners of his mouth were bent, "Your eyes burned me."

Lin Xu came back to his senses, his ears were flushed, and his body started to feel hot again, and he denied it, "I didn't."

Jiang Yang's movement of cutting tomatoes was slow, stiff, and a little clumsy, but Lin Xu didn't notice it in his panic.

Jiang Yang chuckled, and changed the subject: "Where do you put your plates? Are there any onions?"

Lin Xu walked over and took out the bowls and chopsticks from the cabinet, and took out the green onions from the refrigerator.

Jiang Yang: "Two are enough, just let me wash."

Lin Xu walked to the pool, turned on the water to the minimum, and the water flowed through his fingertips, "It's just washing an onion, it's fine."

Jiang Yang turned his head and saw that he had already washed it, and said helplessly: "Then be careful, don't touch the water."

Lin Xu slowly rubbed the mud with his fingers, and the water only touched his fingertips from the beginning to the end.

The water in the pot boiled, Jiang Yang threw the noodles into it, and stirred it with chopsticks to avoid sticking to the pot: "You usually cook too? I think the seasonings are quite complete."

Lin Xu hummed lightly, "When I'm free at home, I'll do something to pass the time."

At that time, he was in a bad state. He didn't want to write, and he didn't have any desire to create. Even if he wrote, he felt that what he wrote was rubbish and nonsense.

He drinks and smokes all day long, eats and sleeps, and has no energy to exercise.

Later, when he got better through the medicine, Zhao Xiwen proposed to learn to cook and find something to do so that his life would not be boring.

Lele was also raised at that time. Zhao Xiwen said that animals can heal people's hearts.

He listened to Zhao Xiwen's suggestion and devoted himself to new things, distracting his energy and forgetting his troubles for a short time.

"When your hand is healed, why don't you make it for me?" Jiang Yang poured the eggs into the pot, the boiling water was boiling, and boiled the egg juice into egg drops, "It's a courtesy."

Lin Xu smiled, and handed the onion to Jiang Yang, "Okay, just don't dislike it."

"How is it possible," Jiang Yang hummed twice, "I will definitely eat everything the senior cooks."

While talking, the noodles were ready, Jiang Yang put the condiments, took out the noodles, poured the soup, and finally sprinkled with chopped green onion.

It looks really appetizing.

Jiang Yang put the bowl on the dining table and said happily: "Senior, try it quickly."

Lin Xu was also looking forward to it, his little heart was beating thumpingly, he was obviously just eating noodles, he was as nervous and excited as if he was being confessed.

He picked up the noodles and blew on them, taking a big mouthful.

Jiang Yang looked at Lin Xu eagerly, waiting for his reaction.

It was a little hot, Lin Xu opened his mouth and let out a breath while chewing. After chewing a few mouthfuls, he felt something was wrong.

The noodles are a bit hard, some are overcooked, and some are not.While chewing, he heard a slight "cracking" sound in his mouth. Lin Xu judged that it should be the egg shell, and the most important thing is... the taste is very salty. murder him.

"Senior, how does it taste?"

Lin Xu swallowed, and said very naturally: "It's very delicious."

Jiang Yang's eyes lit up, "Really?"

Lin Xu nodded and took another big mouthful, expressing that it was really good, "Yes, it's delicious."

"It seems that I have a talent for cooking!" Jiang Yang was very excited, "This is my first actual operation."

"Cough—" Lin Xu was so salty that he coughed, "Didn't you say you could do it?"

"I know how to cook, but it's the first time I've done it." Jiang Yang smiled embarrassingly, "I've watched a lot of cooking videos before, and it's natural to watch too much. Look, I'm not very good at cooking. Okay? Senior, next time I will give you..."

Lin Xu interrupted him, "Don't do it next time."

Jiang Yang blinked, "Why? Didn't you say that I did a good job?"

"It's pretty good." Lin Xu's voice was raspy, and his speech was a little hoarse, "Next time... it's not that I'll cook it for you, you can do it next time."

"Okay." Jiang Yang had no doubts, and asked Lin Xu to eat more.

This was Jiang Yang's first time cooking. Lin Xu really wanted to finish it, and kept pushing himself, but it was indeed too salty, and there was a little left in the end, and lied that he couldn't finish it.

Jiang Yang washed the dishes and cleaned up the kitchen before leaving. Before leaving, he asked Lin Xu to take his medicine again and said good night to him.

After Jiang Yang left, the room became quiet, and Lin Xu sat on the sofa.

It's two o'clock in the morning, and Lin Xu doesn't feel sleepy at all, holding his mobile phone for the first time, he wants to talk.

He opened Weibo and WeChat, browsed around and backed out. He couldn't tell his fans about this kind of thing, and he didn't have any friends to share it with.

Finally, Lin Xu opened the memo on his phone and wrote:

【I got sick.Jiang Yang took care of me and cooked me noodles. This was his first time making noodles. I never thought that I could have his "first time", so I ate a lot.The noodles were not cooked well, some were raw, very salty and had chicken shells inside, I still like it because it was made by Jiang Yang.But... don't do it next time, I'll make it for him.Although I didn't do very well, at least I was much better than him. 】