Confession

Originally they agreed to go together, but when Jiang Yang went to find Lin Xu after work, he found out that he had already left.

Without making a sound or sending a message, Jiang Yang thought he had something urgent, so he didn't care about it, and rode back on his bike.

But Lin Xu didn't go home at all, Jiang Yang took out his mobile phone and called to show that it was turned off.

Jiang Yang didn't pay attention at first, went back to his home and ordered a takeaway, sat in the living room and watched the script behind "Chess Pieces", practicing his lines while paying attention to the movement outside the door.

Until the sound of rain came from outside the window, the rain was ferocious, and soon turned into a torrential downpour, which made the windows rattle.

Jiang Yang became more and more uneasy. He remembered that Lin Xu didn't bring an umbrella. That person was in a bad state, and his thoughts were obviously in a state of confusion. He didn't know if he would buy an umbrella in the store. more serious.

His eyes fell on the densely packed black letters, but he didn't read a single word. The sound of the rain was too loud, so he couldn't hear the voices outside the door clearly, and couldn't judge whether Lin Xu had come back.

Jiang Yang glanced at the time, and simply opened the door to wait at Lin Xu's door, so that he could see it immediately when he came back.

The sensor lights in the corridor turned off automatically, and the time passed very slowly in the dark, and every minute and every second could be clearly felt.

Jiang Yang waited for a while, and when his patience was exhausted and he was about to go out to find someone, the elevator door opened, and Lin Xu appeared in front of him covered in rain.

Lin Xu was drenched from head to toe, his hair was limp against his scalp, his body was cold from being soaked by rain, his lips were blue, and the water kept dripping down. up red.

Seeing Lin Xu's appearance, Jiang Yang felt as if his heart had been stabbed by an arrow. He was in pain and numbness, and also angry and annoyed.

"What did you do?" Jiang Yang couldn't wait for his answer, so he stepped forward, holding his cold hands, "Do you know if you are injured? Do you really want to scrap your hands? Or do you think it's cool for men to have scars? You are an author, you rely on your hands to eat, how do you type when your hands are useless? How do you write novels?"

Facing Jiang Yang's question, Lin Xu couldn't answer, but just stared at him, his eyes getting redder and redder.

Seeing him like this, Jiang Yang panicked immediately, like a discouraged ball, no matter how big the anger was, the wolf dog became a loyal dog again, and his voice softened, "Senior, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get angry at you .”

"You're in a bad state, and I don't ask if you don't want to say it, but you can't spoil yourself like this." Jiang Yang said helplessly, "You can tell me what's on your mind, and I'm willing to listen. But what's the point of always hurting yourself like this? Myself, what if something really happened to you?"

Lin Xu's heart twisted fiercely. Looking at Jiang Yang's anxious and nervous expression, he had an illusion of being loved.

This kind of caring was too strange, and it was right for him not to know how to react.

Jiang Yang's voice was as pleasant as ever, but this time it was full of worry and anger, which gradually warmed Lin Xu's cold heart.

"I'm sorry." Lin Xu didn't dare to look at Jiang Yang, he didn't dare to pull back his wrist just like that.

"You're not sorry for me, you're sorry for your own body." Jiang Yang sighed, holding Lin Xu's hand, "Let's go in first, I'll help you take a bath and change your medicine, if you delay, you will catch a cold. "

Lin Xu finally had an emotional change on his face, his eyes widened in disbelief: "You...help me take a bath?"

Jiang Yang frowned, "Do you still want to get worse?"

Lin Xu couldn't answer.

"Open the door quickly." Jiang Yang urged.

Lin Xu put his finger on the fingerprint lock, and with a "click", the door swung open.

Lele rushed over immediately and wanted to jump on Lin Xu, but when he saw his body covered in water, he stopped when he reached the door, and stood not far away, wagging his tail at them.

Jiang Yang helped Lin Xu get the slippers, and sneered, "Look, even your dogs despise you like this."

Lin Xu sneezed and wanted to go to the shoe cabinet to get Jiang Yang's slippers, "You wear..."

"I don't wear it," Jiang Yang pulled him in with bare feet, "Where is your bathroom? Take a shower first, and then I will change your dressing."

Lin Xu sneezed again, followed by a shiver, and pointed to the right.

Jiang Yang brought the man in, turned on the shower to let the water wash over him, and stood in front of Lin Xu to help him undress.

Lin Xu couldn't help taking a step back, and looked at him in a panic, "What... are you doing?"

"You have caught a cold. If you don't take a hot bath, you may have a fever." Jiang Yang said kindly, "You can't touch the water with your hands anymore. I'll help you wash it quickly."

The water in the shower turned from cold to cool, hot air rose in the closed space, the air became humid, and the dense water vapor blurred the mirror.

Lin Xu's body was cold, but his cheeks were very hot. He couldn't refuse Jiang Yang, but his shame made him unable to be calm.

In my memory, the last time I was in the second grade of elementary school was the opposite person who was blind. He fell into the mud while playing with Yang Xiaoling. When he came home from school, his parents came back from a business trip. Father Lin smiled at his muddy face. Flowers bloomed, took him to the bathroom and took a good bath.

That was the first time in Lin Xu's memory that he laughed heartily with his father, and it was also the last time.

Later, his parents were on business trips all year round, busy with earning money, they spent very few days together, and their relationship was not as deep as that of the nanny and aunt who took care of him.

Now that Lin Xu had to face the man he had liked for many years naked, he was more afraid than shy.

——Afraid of being unable to control the impulse, afraid of letting Jiang Yang see his unbearable desire.

The mist kept gathering in the room, and the white mist was like a hazy veil. Lin Xu sensitively noticed a subtle change in the magnetic field in the bathroom. The hot water washed the floor tiles, and Jiang Yang's vision became aggressive.

"I...my hands don't hurt, I can wash myself." Lin Xu's breathing was a little short, and the roots of his ears were red.

Jiang Yang asked: "How do you apply the shower gel?"

Lin Xu bit his lip.

"How do I wash my hair?"

"..."

"Won't wounds get worse when exposed to these chemicals?"

Lin Xu couldn't find any excuses to excuse him, and he couldn't refuse them either.

Jiang Yang didn't dawdle any longer, he raised his hand to pull up the tail of Lin Xu's T-shirt, and took off the wet clothes.

The fabric of the clothes was slowly opened like a movie curtain, and the male body was exposed to Jiang Yang's sight little by little.

Lin Xu stayed at home all year round without seeing the light, his complexion was very fair, his body was well-proportioned and slender, his waist curve was smooth, outlining a shallow waist, and his flat chest rose and fell slightly with his messy breathing.

The T-shirt was completely taken off, Lin Xu was probably a little cold, he couldn't help shivering a bit, he didn't know where to put his eyes, he could only stare at Jiang Yang's waist reluctantly, so as not to look so flustered.

"Senior, you will make me think that you are staring at my crotch." Jiang Yang's teasing voice sounded from above his head, and if you listen carefully, you will find that the tone of your speech is different from the usual one, a little hoarse.

"!" Lin Xu looked away, turned his back and took off his pants.

He thought that he could temporarily avoid Jiang Yang's sight in this way, but the gaze behind him was even sharper.

Lin Xu's skin is very thin, blue blood vessels can be seen, his back is straight and graceful, beautifully glowing, the spine line in the middle is slightly recessed into a smooth line, extending down to his waist.

Jiang Yang was watching intently, his eyes lingering on Lin Xu's waist, and then his pants slid down, revealing his buttocks covered by white underwear.

——The curve suddenly became plump, undulating into a high mountain, the drenched cloth clings to the skin, and the wet white has no covering effect, all the amorous feelings are exposed in Jiang Yang's eyes.

A pair of legs are thin and long, flexible and firm, and one can imagine that when they are wrapped around the waist, the heels rub against the back, silently urging and seducing, this kind of inadvertent dependence and intimacy is seductive.

Jiang Yang looked away, feeling that the bathroom was too hot, like a steamer, stimulating the body and stimulating desire.

He closed his eyes with difficulty, his Adam's apple kept rolling, his jaw line was tense, and there was an irritable expression between his brows.

He obviously overestimated himself.

After Lin Xu took off his pants, he stood still, his back was tense, and the tension was visible to the naked eye.

Jiang Yang adjusted his breathing, did not ask Lin Xu to take off the last fig leaf, and dragged him to the shower.

Lin Xu's body has recovered and his skin returned to normal temperature, but he was still burned by Jiang Yang's hand.

The secret pleasure and numbness burst out from the body, flowing completely uncontrollably, speeding up the flow of blood.

Lin Xu didn't dare to face Jiang Yang, and kept his back turned, for fear that Jiang Yang would see his uncontrollable desire,

"Raise your hands up, don't touch the water again." Jiang Yang's voice became even hoarse, and there was sexiness in the low magnetic field.

It's a pity that Lin Xu was immersed in nervousness, too busy to take care of himself, and didn't have the energy to distinguish Jiang Yang's strangeness, so he hummed in a low voice.

This bath was very silent, only the sound of rushing water.

Lin Xu closed his eyes, feeling Jiang Yang massage his scalp moderately, the shampoo was mint-flavored, refreshing and exuding a touch of sweetness.

The hot water rinsed Lin Xu's skin over and over again. Perhaps it was because the bathroom was too hot. The blush spread across his waist and neck, adding temptation to this beautiful body.

Jiang Yang moved quickly without procrastinating. After washing his hair, he poured the shower gel on the bath ball, wiped it carelessly for him, and then rinsed it. He didn't wash some details.

"I'll just wash it for you briefly, and then wash it yourself when your hands are better." Jiang Yang turned off the rain, and explained a sentence in a pretentious manner.

Lin Xu nodded, the wet underwear felt uncomfortable on his body.

Jiang Yang took a bath towel from the shelf to wrap Lin Xu, then opened the door impatiently to let the heat out of the bathroom, took a few deep breaths of fresh air with relief, "Where do you put your clothes? you take."

Lin Xu wiped his face with a towel, opened his eyes, and the influx of air relieved his dizziness, "In the first drawer under the closet, there is my pajamas."

After Jiang Yang went out, Lin Xu immediately took off his underwear, wiped off the water on his body with a bath towel, and then stood at the door waiting for him to bring his clothes.

In the end, he waited and waited but nothing came. After about ten minutes, Lin Xu wanted to open the door and go out by himself. The bathroom door opened from the outside, and Jiang Yang leaned half his body in and handed him the clothes.

"Do you need me to help you?" Jiang Yang asked.

Lin Xu shook his head, and found that Jiang Yang had changed his clothes, and smelled smoke at the same time, "You... changed your clothes?"

"The clothes were wet and uncomfortable, so I went back and changed them." Jiang Yang smiled, "Come out when you are finished, I just brought the medicine box here."

Lin Xu nodded and closed the door.

Jiang Yang leaned his back against the wall, the smile in his eyes faded, recalling Lin Xu Qingjun's face, his whole body was surrounded by water vapor, his eyes were bright and wet, and his body was flushed like emotion.

He gritted his back molars, his eyes were full of unknown desires, the smoke at his fingertips was about to burn to the end, he took a deep breath, the sparks burned fiercely, and the smoke gushed out.

"...Jiang Yang." Lin Xu's voice came out indistinctly.

"I'm here, what's wrong?"

Lin Xu stammered inside, "Can you help me take it..."

The last two words were too vague, Jiang Yang couldn't hear clearly: "What?"

"Can... can you help me get my underwear?" Lin Xu's voice became a little louder, "It's in...the third drawer from the bottom."

"..."

Jiang Yang loosened his fingers, and the smoke fell to the ground, splashing out catkins and sparks.