Horse riding in the snow

15

The two stayed downstairs for more than half an hour, but when they walked home under the door building, they accidentally picked up a person at the door.

"Doctor Guan?"

Guan Chi who was leaning against the wall turned his head when he heard the sound, greeted Luo Shengchao with a smile, and then called "Master Dai".Today, he changed his serious image of wearing a white coat in the hospital, and put on a sportswear. Under the warm spring sun, he looked much younger.

As the two approached, Guan Chi realized that Dai Xu's hairstyle had changed.He froze for a moment and joked, "That's right, Young Master Dai, it looks very energetic."

Luo Shengchao turned his head slightly and gave Dai Xu a "Look what I said" look, which successfully made the tips of the latter's ears turn red.He was in a good mood by Dai Xu's vivid emotions, and he treated Guan Chi with respect before, but now he smiled even more: "I helped him clean up in the morning, and Xu Xu didn't refuse me, I'm very happy. "This sentence is obviously borrowing flowers to offer Buddha, Luo Shengchao continued, "Why doesn't Dr. Guan go in when Dr. Guan is here?"

Dai Xu's house uses a fingerprint combination lock. When Guan Chi came here for the first time, he recorded his fingerprints just in case, but now he is carrying a medicine box that looks heavy. , dragging a portable medical instrument, but standing at the door blowing the wind that is not too warm in spring.

Guan Chi smiled back, and explained: "I can tell from the step count on Dai Shao's bracelet that the two of you have gone out, so I'm waiting here for you to come back, just as I also need to get rid of the smell on my body."

Guan Chi's body was originally tainted with a faint smell of smoke. He was worried that Dai Xu's nose would not be able to bear it, so he stood here for a long time and the wind blew away the smell completely, and now he held the medical device again. The lever of the equipment: "Come into the house, you two haven't had lunch yet, I'm just here to help you cook."

The attending doctor personally took care of the patient's meals. The patient's family members must have received 1 support and approval. They immediately opened the door and offered to help Guan Chi push the medical equipment into the house.Dai Xu followed behind the two of them. As the real owner of the house, he was arranged clearly. He changed his shoes quietly, and said "Thank you, Brother Guan Chi" to Guan Chi who was walking into the kitchen.

Guan Chi washed his hands twice, then smiled and replied to Dai Xu who was facing the door: "It should be, and I am also happy to be with you two."

Luo Shengchao helped Dai Xu take off the layers of clothes and folded them, closed the windows of the house and turned on the circulating warm air, and then went into the kitchen to help Guan Chi.

The two took this excellent opportunity to talk about Dai Xu's condition again.Luo Shengchao could feel that as he got along with him, Dai Xu's mental pressure seemed to be relieved a lot, but that person's physical condition was really poor, and organic diseases would often bring about irreversible and lifelong pain. weakness and pain.Guan Chi has treated Dai Xu for so many years, excluding the occasional passive treatment of Dai Xu when his mental condition was not good, the rest of the time he has invested his lifelong learning, and even the lifelong learning of more experts and famous doctors. Dai Xu's body, but the harvest is nothing more than allowing Dai Xu to live as cautiously and securely as he is now.

Whenever Luo Shengchao thinks of this, he hates the stimulation he gave Dai Xu before. His Xu Xu is always hanging on the edge of the cliff, and every minute of his life is carefully cared for by himself and others. He could sustain it, but he...but he relied on the so-called love he had given to blackmail Dai Xu, and dealt a fatal blow to Dai Xu who was already weak.

Guan Chi was keenly aware of his emotions, let out a "squeak", and comforted him: "Sometimes people with congenital deficiencies like Dai Shao are destined to live a harder life. If you didn't show up in Sheng Chao But maybe he's having a harder time right now."

"His illness is indeed complicated and serious, and I won't hide it from you. However, as long as the people around him are willing to work hard and he is willing to work hard, he can always go on if he is careful." He sighed, "Don't you I find it difficult, sometimes wanting to keep someone...is so difficult."

Sometimes it is very difficult to just leave one person behind.

Luo Shengchao was inevitably touched by this sentence, and a few simple words seemed to be able to express his uneasiness and the desolation he desperately suppressed when he tossed and turned day and night.What makes him sad is not how dangerous Dai Xu's condition is now, but just because of the word "difficult".Luo Shengchao was born without money and power, and lost his parents and relatives in his early years. He knows that living in the world always faces all kinds of dangers. He is still healthy and free-thinking, while Dai Xu was tortured by congenital heart disease since he was a child. In the process of growing up, he suffered from the hot and cold violence of his father. After growing up, he lost his freedom and was put on the shelf...

Luo Shengchao didn't even dare to imagine his hardships, but what did he do wrong? Why, why did he have to live so hard?

If Luo Shengchao's distress has any substance, it will turn into meticulous care for Dai Xu when it is manifested externally.He has been meticulous enough in the past few days, but now he is "increased" when he is at the dinner table. No matter how difficult Dai Xu's acceptance and processing of emotions is, he can feel Luo Shengchao's gentle and fiery eyes. In addition, every time Luo Shengchao picked up a few pieces of green bamboo shoots for him, he had to coax him a few words, and then he ignored Guan Chi and began to feed him, which was impossible to ignore. Even if he was as calm as Dai Xu, he couldn't hold back at this moment, and blinked. Blinking those beautiful eyes, a look of obvious confusion appeared on his face.

"Sheng Chao..." Dai Xu pursed his light-colored thin lips, and there was a look in his eyes that seemed to be begging for mercy and comforting, "I can do it myself."

This rare vivid emotion made Luo Shengchao like it more and more, the whole chest seemed to turn into soft cotton wool.Luo Shengchao had taken into account the estrangement between the two and Dai Xu's physical and psychological discomfort before, and rarely approached Dai Xu so bluntly or even recklessly. The intimacy seemed to be back to the period of passionate love.

After all, Guan Chi couldn't stand the concentration of dog food, so he sat across from him and pretended to clear his throat.

Two people had a sweet meal, and the other person was already full without two mouthfuls of food. In the end, even though he helped cook the meal, he still had to help clean the dishes—this was Guan Chi's own request. Luo Shengchao was very polite and didn't dare to bother this genius doctor, but Dai Xu gently grabbed his wrist. Guan Chi saw that the little boss who he secretly cared about like a younger brother rarely showed such a dependent look, and understood. Kindly took care of the housework.

And when Dr. Guan finished washing the dishes and walked into the master bedroom with the medicine box, the young couple were sitting next to each other on the edge of the bed, as if they were going to whisper something.

When he got closer, he saw that Luo Shengchao was holding two latex rubber bands in his hand, which should have just been removed from Dai Xu's hair.He put two rubber bands between his outstretched thumb and index finger, and dubbed the voice in a serious manner.

"These are two rubber bands with no gaps... I am like this, they are stuck to each other like this."

As Luo Shengchao said, his slender fingers contracted flexibly a few times, and the latex ring tightened and loosened accordingly, and then the young man let out an "eh", although the two rubber bands that were originally blocking each other were still covered by the original fingers. , but it has been separated.

"We're separated now, Xu Xu, look, it's amazing, right?"

Dai Xu gave a soft "hmm".In order to see Luo Shengchao's hands clearly, he lowered his shoulders and neck slightly, his long hair cut to the shawl was loosened, and slid forward with his movements, covering his pale and delicate ears and cheeks.

"But..." Luo Sheng smiled at Dai Xu, his fingers fluttered again, and the two rubber bands cleverly returned to their original appearance, "I can also restore them to the state where no one can do without the other."

Guan Chi understood that Luo Shengchao was using magic tricks to trick people.He wanted to remind Dai Xu that now he just has some obstacles in understanding and expression, and is prone to negative self-loathing. It's not that his EQ and IQ have returned to a child...

However, Luo Shengchao's last sentence clearly contained a deep meaning. Dai Xu might not associate it with their reunion now, but it might be a good thing to give Luo Shengchao such a chance to express himself.

To put it bluntly, no matter what kind of storms and waves they have experienced, Luo Shengchao and Dai Xu are just young people in their early twenties.

After Luo Shengchao finished performing magic tricks, in exchange for a smile from his lover that was still a bit vague and forced, but very good-looking from the bottom of his heart, he got up and greeted Guan Chi belatedly.

"Thank you, you came here to help so much, it's hard work." After all, Luo Shengchao was watched for a long time, and he was embarrassed, and quickly brought up the business, "Please check with Xu Xu to see if you still need to live at home What to adjust."

Guan Chi was a little helpless, but at the same time felt relieved, he shook his head with a smile and put the medicine box on the bedside table.Dai Xu was still a bit repulsive to the approach of other people except Luo Shengchao, even if Guan Chi was so close to him that he was only ranked below Luo Shengchao, when he wanted to get in touch with Dai Xu, he still squatted down and knelt on the ground. Dai Xu was given a complete set of routine inspections in an absolutely safe and kind gesture.

Dai Xu's heart and stress disorder were taken good care of by Guan Chi, but Dai Xu himself couldn't stand Guan Chi half kneeling on the ground for him, he seemed a little cramped and stiff, his legs were tightly together and refused to relax .Guan Chi's meticulous protection and pure sincerity for him are too precious in his [-] years of life. Dai Xu dare not let him down or waste it. Chi suffered a disadvantage, and he immediately took the initiative to help Guan Chi up as soon as the inspection was completed.

The hands that touched Guan Chi were so cold that even the central air conditioner could not catch the heat, Dai Xu lowered his eyes and apologized for his sickness: "I'm sorry."

Guan Chi paused, looked up at Luo Shengchao, shook his head at Dai Xu, and said, "Don't say sorry, we all love you, and we are very happy to do something for you. Of course—" He laughed again, in a teasing tone , "My love for you and Sheng Chao's are not the same kind."

Hearing this, Dai Xu lowered his head a little, and a rare scarlet color appeared on his usually cold and sharp face, and he replied after a while: "Brother Guan Chi, I know."

"What Shengchao gave me is very precious."

Luo Shengchao's heart was extremely soft, and at the same time he couldn't help feeling pain for Dai Xu.Everyone says that gratitude is a virtue, but no one mentions the heavy guilt and pressure that gratitude brings.His baby is so kind, even if Luo Shengchao did something wrong, he tried his best to only remember his good, and thanked him from the bottom of his heart. His negative emotions are insignificant in the face of the hatred that should be generated.

Luo Shengchao didn't know how to love Dai Xu, so he could only stretch out his hand to warm Dai Xu with the warmth of his palm.

Guan Chi put away the diagnostic tools with a smile, leaned over to help Dai Xu reapply the medicine and bandage on his wrist, and then instructed Luo Shengchao: "At present, seeing that Young Master Dai is recuperating at home is quite stable. If you can accompany him, I think he will be in a much better mood than in the hospital. Try to take medicine and infusion on time, it doesn’t matter if you can’t keep up. What Young Master Dai needs most now is to rest. If he is sleepy, it’s a signal from the body , or try to respond as much as possible. Another, he hasn't had a serious meal for a long time, and his stomach can't adapt, so don't worry too much."

Luo Shengchao heaved a sigh of relief. If he could not go to the hospital, he naturally didn't want Dai Xu to return to that suffocating white environment, let alone remembering the day when he knew the truth, he felt that he would soon have a psychological shadow on the hospital. up.

Guan Chi packed up the medicine box and held it in his hand, and then gave Dai Xu a warm smile. Luo Shengchao thought he was leaving, and it was just in time for Dai Xu to take his medicine for lunch break, so he was going to get up Guan Chi sent it out.However, he had just taken two steps forward when he saw Guan Chi standing at the door of the bedroom, tightening his fingers holding the door frame, and stood silently with his back to them.

Luo Shengchao became nervous for no reason, and called out "Doctor Guan".

Guan Chi stood for a while, and finally turned around.He is usually warm and generous, no matter when he looks calm and open, but at this moment his face is full of hesitation.

Dai Xu seemed to have noticed something, blinked slowly, and asked, "Brother Guan Chi... what's wrong?"

Guan Chi struggled with himself for a while before opening his mouth: "I... there is something I don't know whether I should tell you, but if I don't, I think I will definitely feel bad."

Luo Shengchao couldn't help frowning, he had a vague guess in his heart, that guess was not good, but now he only cares about Dai Xu, as long as Dai Xu is fine, no matter how difficult other things are, he is willing to bear them together with Dai Xu.

And what Guan Chi said next confirmed his conjecture.

"It's the nursing home... Mr. Dai's condition has deteriorated badly recently. I also consulted with experts. Our conclusion is... Young Master Dai, maybe you have to prepare to see him for the last time."