Horse riding in the snow

01

Luo Shengchao looked at the photo of Dai Xu posted by the Internet from the media, and his eyes gradually darkened.

No one will be extra curious about your ex who dumped you after greening, even if he is the son of Boss Dai, a large arms dealer.In the past three years, Luo Shengchao didn't take the initiative to know any news about Dai Xu. The only times he saw Dai Xu were only in his dreams. Even the link to this self-media tabloid was slapped in the face by his friends.

The headline of the tabloid is very exaggerated, it reads "Master Dai returns to China late at night, complete with hat and sunglasses".Luo Shengchao sneered, and clicked in with the mentality of watching the excitement, but was directly stabbed in the eyes by the photo that appeared in front of him.

The person in the airport photo was indeed Dai Xu, his ex who had been with him for more than a year, but he was so strange.Luo Shengchao looked at the man on the screen who wrapped himself tightly in a coat and hat, and could hardly see the shadow of his deep love.

He was thin, and the few inches not covered by the scarf and sunglasses were sharp. His slender body was wrapped in a dark long windbreaker, and he looked particularly thin from the side.Although he stood up straight, his back was not proud, and his whole body looked gray.

It's ugly.Luo Shengchao secretly sighed that in three years, Dai Xu became even less worthy of his love.

Luo Shengchao remembered that Dai Xu was still a little baby fat. Although his cheeks were very thin, they were soft and lively when pinched.

Where is Dai Xu now?

Unknowingly, Luo Shengchao rolled the picture back to the frontal snapshot, thinking against Dai Xu's exposed chin, at least the baby fat is gone.

what a pity.

He was silent for a while facing the computer screen, even breathing carefully, but he still couldn't control the thoughts that emerged in his mind——

How did he do it, how did he become like this?Didn't he find a new love and pursue happiness back then, why did he make himself so thin...it seemed strange and lacking energy.

Luo Shengchao didn't indulge himself to think about it any further.

Feeling sorry for Dai Xu seems to have become a habit engraved on every nerve leading to the central nervous system. Since four years ago, it has densely covered my mind like vines.He told himself countless times that Dai Xu had greened him and dumped him, but the hatred gradually faded with time, and now, just one glance is enough for the weeds that have been cut off to grow wildly.

He closed the marketing account and replied with a "?" to his friend.

The friend replied quickly: "Dai Xu! He has returned to the country, and he has revenge and revenge, hurry up!"

Luo Shengchao found it funny, and his words did not conceal the meaning of self-deprecation: "I seek revenge from him? He is the son of the Dai family. What kind of revenge can I seek revenge from him?"

My friend was just having a good time at first, but seeing him come back in such a non-salty way, I felt bored, so I hurriedly ended the conversation and asked him to rest early.

It was only then that Luo Shengchao realized that he had been on that report for half an hour, and it was almost one o'clock in the morning.He had to go to work the next day, so he had no choice but to tuck himself into the bed even if he didn't feel sleepy at all.

As the night fell heavily, Luo Shengchao buried half of his face in the pillow, closed his eyes and endured it again and again, but he couldn't help but think of Dai Xu.

During the two years together, he really loved Dai Xu.

He and Dai Xu had known each other for a long time. At that time, Dai Xu was the youngest student in the class and had just jumped up from the lower grades.Their high school is the key point, and their daily study is much more difficult than the college entrance examination. In the past five years, no students have skipped a grade, let alone a genius like Dai Xu who skipped two grades. The head teacher is worried that Dai Xu will not be able to keep up with the progress. , let Luo Shengchao, who is a study committee member, take care of the new students.

Luo Shengchao really went to take care of Dai Xu, but not in the ordinary sense of "care".Dai Xu's thinking ability is very strong, and his knowledge base is also very solid. In fact, Luo Shengchao doesn't need to meddle in other people's business at all. However, he is so good-looking. Young people often fall in love with him at a glance. Luo Shengchao is so fascinated that he can hardly remember his own. The original intention was to step into a self-dug grave.

The 16-year-old Dai Xu's charm is still not ostentatious, and it is still worthy of being described as "beautiful"-Dai Xu has a thin and narrow face, long and narrow eyes, with a raised eye tail, a tear mole on his right eye, a straight nose with a sharp bridge, and thin lips But soft, the whole person is sharp and powerful when not smiling, and his eyes turn into two black moons when he smiles, and he can vaguely see a little cute lying silkworm.The young man has not yet grown up, and his body is a bit thin, but fortunately, Dai Xu is born with broad shoulders and narrow waist. When he is sitting at the table, the school uniform will support a steady arc on his body, which makes people think of him at first glance. To surrender to him, but because of his face can not help but pity him.

Can't stop.

Luo Shengchao thought that Dai Xu would be difficult to chase, because although Dai Xu looked gentle, he actually practiced Tai Chi very well. After entering the class for more than a month, he didn't develop a closer relationship with anyone than ordinary classmates. Luo Shengchao should be the one who communicated the most. This tablemate who deliberately approached by the name of the school committee.But even if he had a deskmate, Dai Xu would spend most of his time doing his own research in silence. It seemed that taking the first few grades was just a daily task. friendship.

But Luo Shengchao was wrong. Under Dai Xu's smart and indifferent appearance, there is actually a pure and soft heart like a small animal.

He is really easy to pick up, and he has such a high-level face in vain.

The key to opening Dai Xu's heart is just a lunch box that can be bought for ten yuan in the cafeteria.

That morning, the last class was over, and when most of the students had left the classroom, Luo Shengchao got up to go to lunch, but found that something was wrong with his deskmate.Dai Xu didn't brush up the questions calmly and expressionlessly in front of his face as usual, but lay down on the table with his head buried, his back moving up and down visible to the naked eye.Immediately afterwards, the sound of his rapid breathing sounded in the air. It sounded like he was forced to take a breath before he could take a deep breath. Just listening to it made people feel chest tightness. Luo Shengchao had never encountered it before. After this kind of thing, his hands and feet became cold all at once, and as soon as his body stumbled, he rushed to Dai Xu's side. Only then did he realize that the latter was lying on the table involuntarily, and his arms were clamped in a weak and awkward way. Between the chest and the edge of the table, it seemed that he had fallen on the table but couldn't support himself up, so frighteningly fragile.

Luo Shengchao didn't dare to touch him, and just as he was about to speak, he heard Dai Xu struggle and utter a few words in a near-death shortness of breath: "Help me...get up."

Luo Shengchao hurriedly put his arms around his shoulders and arms to help him up, but he didn't expect to feel the cold sweat on his hands. The sweat gurgled from the boy's body like unstoppable blood, soaking the short-sleeved school uniform inside like It's like being pulled out of the water.Dai Xu straightened his upper back and seemed to be breathing more steadily, but he still couldn't sit still, and staggered onto Luo Shengchao's body. His hands had no strength at all, but he still grabbed his chest with one hand, and the other tremblingly went to support the table, thinking Brace yourself.He failed, and then weakly and intermittently apologized to Luo Shengchao.

For the first time in his life, Luo Shengchao felt so distressed that he was about to break. He shook his head while hugging him: "Dai Xu... Dai Xu, what's wrong with you? What should I do?"

Dai Xu half-closed his eyelids, his face covered with cold sweat was pale and ugly, his lips were cyanotic, and his voice was like a mosquito: "Medicine, table bucket."

Luo Shengchao hurriedly looked for medicine in his desk. He thought that Dai Xu's breathless symptoms might be asthma, and subconsciously touched the spray according to the shape of the spray, but he didn't expect that there was only one other than books and papers in Dai Xu's drawer. Obtrusive needle barrel.

"Syringe?!" Luo Shengchao was taken aback. On the one hand, he felt that even if Dai Xu was the son of a rich family, the school couldn't let in people who had too much fun. On the other hand, he was afraid that his slow movements would make Dai Xu's symptoms worse. Seriously, quickly take out the syringe.

The syringe was filled with medicine, and Dai Xu was still panting like a fish in a dry spring. He didn't even bother to give Luo Shengchao a look. After taking the syringe, he pushed a needle of Cedilan into his vein with all his strength.Luo Shengchao didn't dare to speak for a while, so he could only let Dai Xu push the medicine in his arms tremblingly. He lost his strength, and the syringe slipped down his wet and cold fingertips and fell to the ground.

Fortunately, the medicine was strong, and the intravenous injection took effect very quickly. Dai Xu leaned against Luo Shengchao for a while, then propped himself up, and dragged his heavy arm to wipe off the cold sweat hanging from the tip of his chin.Luo Shengchao on the side hurriedly took off the coat on the back of his chair and put it on him, the expression on his face still remained in the complex expression of horror and horror.

Dai Xu also seemed to gradually wake up from the lack of oxygen just now, noticed the emotions of the people around him, and explained: "Congenital...acute heart failure." His voice was hoarse because of the panting just now, Luo Shengchao's heart tightened when he heard it, and his fingertips felt pain.

Dai Xu continued to explain: "It's not what you think."

Luo Shengchao felt even more guilty, and offered his lunch break pillow for Dai Xu to put behind him.

"Let's wait a while... I'll pour you some hot water."

Dai Xu didn't dare to force himself to be big, and he didn't want to bring Luo Shengchao into trouble, so he nodded as he said.Without further ado, Luo Shengchao took off his school uniform jacket and covered it under Dai Xu's waist, leaving only a short sleeve on his body.

The third year of high school started early, and it was the golden autumn and September. Dai Xu was unconscious and afraid that Luo Shengchao would be cold, so he subconsciously tugged at the corner of Luo Shengchao's clothes.

With such a gentle pull, Luo Shengchao felt as if he had been hooked by the paw of a young lion, and his heart was sore and itchy, as if he had experienced the heartbeat when he saw Dai Xu for the first time again.

Luo Shengchao squeezed the boy's hand into his. At that time, Dai Xu was not as tall as him, and their palms were about the same size. When they held each other tightly, they felt very suitable, as if they should be.Dai Xu frowned inexplicably, and the empty door of his heart quietly opened a gap for Luo Shengchao.

Luo Shengchao shook his hand like this for a while, neither of them spoke, then Luo Shengchao stuffed Dai Xu's arm back into his clothes, got up and fetched him a glass of warm water.When he came back, he was holding the first contraband mobile phone in the third year of high school, but the screen was locked, and it didn't look like it was used for entertainment.He sat down, gently supported Dai Xu and fed him some warm water, and shook his head to Dai Xu who thanked him softly.

Ten minutes later, the classmate who had the closest relationship with Luo Shengchao in the class back then quietly opened the back door of the classroom, sneaked in and delivered two lunch boxes.

"I don't know what you like to eat, so I ordered the most common meal for you." Luo Shengchao opened the lunch box. Maybe he specially told him that the students ordered them some light and less oily dishes. "You eat Order, don't go hungry."

It's ridiculous to say that Dai Xu is the only son of an arms boss. Someone taught him etiquette, someone designed clothes for him, and someone helped him inject medicine when he was sick...but no one really gave him food.In the Dai family, studying is an obligation, sleeping is an obligation, and eating is also an obligation. No one will specifically care about whether you fulfill your responsibilities well.

So he didn't care about money, fame, or grades, but he was so worthless, and he cared about the extra care from his deskmate worth ten yuan.

That year, 16-year-old Dai Xu opened the long-sealed door for Luo Shengchao. The door was dark and silent and cold, but Luo Shengchao's gentleness injected a ray of light into it.

However, Dai Xu slammed the door hard, and even kicked Luo Shengchao out. Luo Shengchao was riddled with holes by the sweet appearance of him and the newcomer, and was hurt by the fall. Willing to knock on that door again.

Now 21-year-old Dai Xu appeared in front of Luo Shengchao again.

And Luo Shengchao closed his eyes.