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Qin Zhou admitted that the moment he saw the flowers, he didn't want to care about anything.No matter what will happen to him in the future, no matter who has changed and who has not changed, fuck it, he just wants to get along with Bai Zhiwang.

It's a pity that the crack will not be glued by a bouquet of flowers, it will only be temporarily covered.They still quarrel, but the quarrel used to have sparks, and it became more and more strange later on, even if someone stepped on the dirty floor or misplaced the bowl in the cupboard, they would quarrel; every time they went on a business trip, the two of them would simply greet each other in the video and fall into silence.

There was silence again, a terrible silence, because I really had nothing to say, I didn't even know what the reason was for the outburst, and even when I was doing intimate things, I kept my voice muffled.After finishing the work, Qin Zhou always wanted to smoke, but he was afraid that Bai Zhiwang's throat would feel uncomfortable if he smelled it, so he didn't dare to get out of bed to smoke until he fell asleep.However, the balcony is so small that the light from the fire will only illuminate two sleepless people.

No one would have imagined that the married couple, who had talked about everything and was witnessed by the moon, would come to this point.

The moon boiled white fungus soup without even adding sugar.

The moon in Dunhuang was still clearer than that in his hometown. Qin Zhou looked up at the silver light in the wilderness, and finally realized where he was. He put away his distracted thoughts and greeted the screen again.

Qin Zhou said "Auntie", which made the woman opposite him laugh.The lines at the corners of Guo Min's eyes are very deep, and he laughed even harder: "You said it's a whole thing, I didn't accept you calling auntie at the beginning, but then I finally figured it out and treated you like a son, and listened to you calling you for more than a year 'Mom', why do you..."

The person who changed his mind felt embarrassed, scratched the back of his head, and looked at Bai Zhiwang for help.

The latter took his eyes and stepped forward to persuade him, "Why are you telling Xiao Chuan these things?"

Guo Min shook his head and said angrily, "You bullied him and still let me speak for him?"

Bai Zhiwang was stunned for a moment, and shook his head injustice.How dare he do such a thing, who on and off screen can he provoke?

Qin Zhou was even more embarrassed, and quickly said, "He didn't bully me..."

"Don't be soft-hearted, just scold if you have to." Guo Min taught his son to be merciless, and whispered after scolding, "Xiao Chuan, keep your phone away, we won't take him with you."

Qin Zhou asked Bai Zhiwang for instructions in a daze, but the latter had no choice but to let them go.

When Bai Zhiwang walked away consciously, Qin Zhou was still thinking about her wanting to move away, so he said to Shanghai, "Do you really want to go home?"

Guo Min's condition has basically stabilized half a year ago. The doctor said that she can take a long-distance ride, but Qin Zhou and Bai Zhiwang are still worried.

Guo Min has aged a lot since her husband died. Over the years, she has devoted too much effort to her family. When the child is tired, she can call and complain to her boyfriend. Where she is familiar, no one can tell her suffering.

"I know you guys are doing it for my own good, but the buildings here are really too high. It's hard for me to go out, and I can't understand the dialect. I don't know what to talk about when I go out to bask in the sun with the old lady." Guo Min swore that he didn't do it for It is only after persuading them to sell or rent the old house to repay the loan that I said, "I really didn't just think about saving money. It's not that I don't know that you two are living a good life now. I think it's the same when I go back to my hometown. Home I have read all the books three times, new things are hard to read, at least I have old friends when I go home.”

Qin Zhou couldn't say no to her, his heartache was real, and his worries were also real.After all, since she is not his own mother, it is impossible for Qin Zhou to make a decision for Bai Zhiwang: "Why don't you discuss it face to face when he returns to Shanghai?"

"It's all right, I'm not in a hurry, I'm learning Go recently, it can relieve my boredom." Guo Min always spoke with leeway, just like Bai Zhiwang.

Qin Zhou breathed a sigh of relief.

"Oh, don't just talk about me, Auntie will tell you the truth." Guo Min suddenly lost the vitality just now, and the light in his eyes dimmed, "The reason why I want to talk to you is because I know that Xiao Wang is in a very bad state. Not good. He has been smoking a lot lately, and I don’t know when he learned to smoke... Pharyngitis caused him to cough all night, and when he coughed, he couldn’t sleep and was busy..."

Qin Zhou felt strange when he heard this.In his eyes, Bai Zhiwang was as usual, and he was able to comfort others with ease, but on the contrary, it made Qin Zhou less respectable.

Guo Min went on to say: "I don't know if it's because you separated him, but it did start from the meeting in May. I was thinking, you should be able to persuade him..."

Qin Zhou didn't know how to respond, his mind was full of the wayward and depressed Bai Zhiwang she said: "I'll try it, it might not work."

"Thank you." Guo Min felt relieved after saying this, "I'm sorry to bother you like this after we've separated."

"It's okay, it should be." Qin Zhou shook his head.

They exchanged pleasantries and asked a few words about the neighbors, and the two of them were about to hang up.

Before saying goodbye, Guo Min hesitated to speak for a while, but still hesitated when he spoke: "You and Xiaowang...is it really impossible?"

Qin Zhou didn't expect her to be so straightforward, and his tongue stumbled.

The other person hurriedly explained: "I don't mean anything else, you can choose it yourself. I just can't help but say a few words seeing you like this, you just treat me like I'm relying on the old to sell the old.

"I've been through the gates of hell, and I know that life is short. If there are so many regrets left in just a few decades, I will regret it when I get old."

"I understand." Qin Zhou looked thoughtfully at the white figure in the distance, "We will think about it carefully."

It is difficult to meet acquaintances in the sparsely populated desert, and the most lively place nearby is probably the Shazhou Hotel.Bai Zhiwang didn't go back there, but stood guard behind the pile of sand in the distance. Seeing that Qin Zhou had hung up the phone, he walked back slowly.

Qin Zhou saw his ugly expression, which made him think that he had made some mistake again, so he was a little panicked: "What are you talking about?"

Guo Min asked Qin Zhou to persuade him, but Qin Zhou didn't want to use Huairou tactics to solve it.His tone was strong, like a high school teacher educating children: "Take me to your room."

Although Bai Zhiwang didn't understand it, he didn't misunderstand it as some kind of ambiguous invitation. They haven't reached that level yet.

Seeing his confusion, Qin Zhou explained, "At your mother's order."

It didn't sound very civilized, so he added: "It's not cursing, that's what my aunt told me just now."

"..." Bai Zhiwang rubbed his nose, he seemed to understand what his mother was singing, "Does it have to be a surprise attack?"

Qin Zhou nodded firmly.

Bai Zhiwang had no choice but to take him back to the hotel.

The house on the third floor is the same as Qin Zhou's house, with windows facing south and a small solo guard, except that there is a balcony and a couch more than downstairs.But the tone of this room is obviously lighter, probably because the owner is used to light-colored things, the room looks particularly neat.

Bai Zhiwang's habit has not changed at all, only a computer with a high configuration and dense books are placed on the desk, and all other sundries are put into the coffee table cabinet.At the beginning, Qin Zhou thought it was inconvenient for him to arrange things like this, but he didn't expect that after so many years, their habits became more and more similar.

"Where do you usually put your cigarettes?" Qin Zhou asked straight to the point.

After checking the room but didn't even bother to search, Bai Zhiwang was also very helpless: "The bedside table."

Qin Zhou stepped over the low bench with long legs, walked straight to the white drawer, opened the bottom layer, and found a neatly stacked cigarette case.

"Confiscated." Relying on Guo Min's command arrow, Qin Zhou acted very arrogantly, "Auntie also said, have you suffered from pharyngitis recently?"

Bo Zhiwang pinched the bridge of his nose with a headache, and said guiltyly, "You should say hello before asking this kind of question."

"Why, can you pass the questions in advance before you apply for the scientific research project?" Qin Zhou insisted.

Bai Zhiwang had no choice but to nod his head.

Qin Zhou was angry: "Tomorrow I will accompany you to the clinic to get cough medicine."

Qin Zhou looked around again and scanned everything he could think of before preparing to leave in peace.

"You guys have been chatting for so long, aren't you all discussing how to get rid of my bad habits?" Bai Zhiwang was incredulous.

Qin Zhou shook his head, "No, we also talked about her going back to her hometown."

Bai Zhiwang sighed, this is really difficult.It is true that the long-term business trip is an accident, but even if he returns to Shanghai, he can only be at home at night every day.And since Guo Min let go, Bai Zhiwang and Qin Zhou have moved to a big house, and they can only go to the city to meet Guo Min on weekends when they are free.

"I'll go back to Shanghai in two days and discuss it with her." Bai Zhiwang rubbed his temple helplessly.

Seeing his expression, Qin Zhou thought of their past inexplicably. In fact, neither Qin Jian, Lin Nianying, nor Guo Min had caused any substantial damage to their relationship in the past. However, many things were like the snail or the appendix. , In fact, the differences between them have been exposed.

When the love is strong, the disparity and strangeness are the source of novelty. After 13 years, they gradually become more and more similar because of their familiarity, but they also go further and further away because of the "scissors difference".

Qin Zhou shouted in ecstasy: "Brother."

Bai Zhi responded.

Qin Zhou asked nonchalantly, "Do you regret it?"

This question is not clear, whether he regrets not managing the relationship well, or regretting breaking up with him, or regretting getting along with him 13 years ago, Qin Zhou didn't say anything.

He didn't even know what answer he wanted, and he didn't know what to do if he got it.

Bai Zhiwang replied without hesitation, "I regret it."

From the acquaintance to the breakup, there were too many briefings about the previous relationship between them, and Bai Zhiwang answered the questions without answering them, which made people panic.Qin Zhou asked the bottom line: "For example?"

"A lot of things." Bai Zhiwang regretted it more than once, because Qin Zhou gave him many opportunities, and he missed them one by one without knowing it. Go, I have to come back to watch "Cat" with you, go to Gu Village to take some photos of cherry blossoms, or see you finish the art exhibition with my own eyes."

Bai Zhiwang mentioned this seemingly casually, and he didn't know how long he had been brewing in his heart before he said it.The smell of the brewed wine was too strong, making Qin Zhou a little erratic.

Qin Zhou lowered his head, his slightly messy hair left a small shadow on the lens.

In fact, he also regrets it very much. If he could have more patience and confidence in Bai Zhiwang, if he could not be so naive and stubborn, and if he could put himself in another place, many quarrels could have been avoided.

It sounds like a lot of regrets. If I didn't start at the beginning, I wouldn't be so regretful.

"Then if I had given you another chance," Qin Zhou grabbed the doorknob, his knuckle fingers tightened slightly, "Will you still be with me?"

Bai Zhiwang seemed very surprised why he would ask such a question, without pausing for almost a second, "Although I have a lot of regrets, I really shouldn't be able to live like this at the age of 33...

"But what I am most sure and least regretful about is that I kissed you before the end of National Day that year."

The author says:

Speaking of it, you may not believe it, this chapter is the most ruthless chapter I have so far TAT