dare to love

When he opened his eyes again, his eyes were filled with eye-catching white.

Chen Wei felt that his body was so heavy that he couldn't even move, and his headache was about to split open. He was wrapped in heavy gauze, and the monitor was beeping by his ears.

"hiss--"

The only consciousness in his mind was wondering how he was still alive.

Chen Wei moved his fingers, dripping on the back of his hand.He tried to turn his head to look around.

This is an advanced ward, and there is no one in the room at the moment.

"Shikang..."

He spoke, breathing and speaking were weak.

He remembered that he was at the farewell party last moment, begging Su Shikang to give him a kiss wrongedly.

He is the only one here, Xie Hengdong is not here, Su Shikang should have left too, right?

Chen Wei calmed down, lying on the hospital bed and looking at the lights on the white ceiling, he was a little desperate, but he didn't have the strength to struggle.

click-

The door was opened.

Chen Wei turned his head slowly, and stood there in a daze for a while.

The person standing at the door was holding a few fresh sunflowers, but also froze in place.

Chen Wei sat up all of a sudden, and all the physical pain was thrown out of his mind, because he saw Su Shikang standing outside the door, looking at him in worry and shock.

"Chen, Chen Wei."

"..."

Before Chen Wei could speak, he got out of bed before he realized it. He didn't have time to call Su Shikang's name, the needle was pulled away, but he didn't take a few steps before he staggered and fell because of the severe head discomfort, his whole body was in a mess .

"Shi Kang, Shi Kang..."

"What are you doing?!" Su Shikang was startled by him, the sunflower was placed on the table casually, and then he hurried over to help Chen Wei up.

Sadness welled up all of a sudden, and the moment Su Shikang met him, Chen Wei hugged him violently, tears streaming down his face, and his body was trembling.

Is it a dream again?Is it an illusion or falling into a deeper dream?

"why are you crying?"

Su Shikang pushed him away, his voice was not much better, he looked at his hands, and wanted to call the nurse over.

"do not go."

"You're on a drip."

He held him tightly: "That's not okay, I'm awake now, it doesn't matter if I get a drip or not."

"you……"

"Shikang." Chen Wei looked up at him, his voice full of fear, "Am I alive again?"

If he hadn't come back to life, he really hoped that the people in front of him could lie to him and coax him.

He was crying and wanted to kiss Su Shikang, but he pushed him away all of a sudden, Chen Wei was stunned by his push, and that sense of fear surged up again, this scene was so similar to what he imagined in a dream.

But Su Shikang was different, he was no longer resolute and would reject him, Su Shikang was just angry, Chen Wei even saw tears in his eyes.

He moved him to the bed with a hand and a hand.

"Why are you crying?" Su Shikang choked up and said, "You have the nerve to cry, do you fucking know what happened to you?"

"..." Chen Wei stared at him blankly, watching a teardrop dripping straight from his eye socket, Su Shikang had never done this before, Chen Wei seemed to bully him hard, he looked So wronged.

"You played car racing behind my back, and you fell and were sent to the hospital. Fuck... Do you know that you almost couldn't wake up? And you slept for more than two months, these two months moon……"

Chen Wei was ashamed to cry. What was there to cry about? He collapsed when he was pushed into the operating table covered in blood, especially when he was pushed into the ICU nearly five hours after the operation. Even the doctor said it was serious and he was not out of danger. Prepare him mentally.

He couldn't find his life in the past for a while. He sat on the edge of the hospital bed and watched him day and night. In order to exercise his muscles and bones, Su Shikang gave him a massage every day, but he faced all these repeatedly. Wiegon has no sign of waking up.

This person who used to hold him in his arms and hurt him, who would smile and say he loved him and kiss him, could lie there so peacefully now.

Seeing him like this, Chen Wei was heartbroken. He had a ridiculous dream, but his Shikang survived like this. Su Shikang lost a lot of weight, his whole face was tired, and his dark circles were extremely dark. Heavy, the innate sense of youth has faded a lot, and it seems that there is a sense of vicissitudes.

Chen Wei held his face and kissed him on the lips.Good, didn't push him away.

"I was wrong Shi Kang, you don't know, what a horrible dream I had."

"……what?"

"..." Chen Wei looked at him deeply, then pulled him into his arms, and raised his hand to stroke Su Shikang's soft hair.

"I dreamed that when I was young, I wanted to catch you, and I told you that I like you." As he spoke, Chen Wei's voice became more and more aggrieved, "Unfortunately, you said you wouldn't like me, It's impossible to like me."

Chen Wei grabbed his hand and kissed his lips: "You still hit me and call me crazy."

Su Shikang touched his right cheek with his hand, and his voice softened, "Where did you hit you?"

"It's the one you touched."

"Does it hurt?"

"..."

Chen Wei was stunned for a moment, then smiled.

He knew that the real Su Shikang would touch his wound and ask him if it hurt.

Su Shikang didn't wait for Chen Wei to answer him, he turned his head and kissed him on the right cheek.

Chen Wei stared at him obsessively, unable to tell whether it was a dream or reality for a moment.

Su Shikang said, "That's not me."

"..."

Su Shikang in the dream also said this sentence to him, Chen Wei only now feels that he is stupid, how can this be a person?Why can't he tell the difference?

He couldn't take it anymore, he pushed Su Shikang violently, and pressed him on his hospital bed, his fiery lips pressed down to his skin.

"Shikang."

"Hmm..." Su Shikang was kissed by him, and said half-pushed, "This is in the ward."

"I don't do anything else, I just kiss you."

After Chen Wei finished speaking in a daze, he suppressed it again. He felt that he had missed this feeling for too long, and he wanted to kiss him and wanted him for too long.

After he had kissed enough, he asked distraughtly: "If I can't wake up, what will you do?"

Su Shikang was anxious: "You talk nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense." Chen Wei stroked Su Shikang's face, staring at him with lustful eyes, "Shikang, what will you do?"

"..." Su Shikang was uncomfortable being stared at by him like this, he turned his face away, "If I go with you, uncle will definitely say I'm worthless."

"and then?"

"Then I will marry a woman tomorrow, and my son and daughter will wake you up, so you can cry!"

Chen Wei lowered his head and pressed his forehead against him, "Then try it..."

Chen Wei couldn't remember how long he pressed Su Shikang to kiss that day, he just felt that seeing this person who tormented him in his dream and couldn't touch him when he wanted to touch him again, he couldn't kiss enough.

After the two packed up and showed it to the doctor, Chen Su and Yu Zhizhi also rushed over after receiving the notice. Yu Zhizhi's beautiful eyes kept shedding tears. She grabbed Chen Wei's hand and cried and scolded him.

"You are really disobedient. Do you know how much Kangkang has lost weight for you these days? He took care of you in the hospital every day and didn't have a good rest."

Standing by the side, Chen Su also had a runny nose.

"I know." Chen Wei knew that he must be very bloody when he was sent in, he lowered his head, "I will never appear in front of you like that again next time."

Su Shikang stood beside him, Chen Wei looked up at him, Su Shikang patted Chen Wei's head, and said helplessly, "So you're ashamed to have that kind of dream, and you're ashamed to cry."

"wrong."

Chen Wei didn't stay in the hospital for long after waking up, and went home after a week. He couldn't work during this time, and the doctor asked him to recuperate at home, so he waited for Su Shikang to come back from get off work every day.

Although he knew that he was dreaming, the feeling was so real that he hadn't recovered from it until now. He wondered if the Su Shikang in front of him would disappear again one day and become the one in the dream. Doesn't look like he has a cold at all.

When Su Shikang came back from get off work, Chen Wei had already made dinner. When he entered the door, he saw a new guitar on the table. He frowned, and asked Chen Wei, "Where did this guitar come from?"

"bought."

Su Shikang changed his shoes and walked in: "What are you buying a guitar for?"

"..." Chen Wei glanced at him, a little embarrassed, "I want you to play for me."

"...?"

Su Shikang was helpless: "When will I know how to play the guitar?"

During these days, Chen Wei would tell him about the dream whenever he had time, so he knew that it was mostly because of that dream.But he still felt that Chen Wei was outrageous, possessed?

The two of them ate, Chen Wei took a bite of the dish, sat opposite him and said, "I don't care, I will listen to whatever you play, and I like it even if you fiddle with it a few times."

"..." Su Shikang looked up at him, not knowing what to say about him.

"Why did you come back so early today?"

Su Shikang: "I asked for leave from the leader, and I will stay with you at home these few days."

"Really?"

"Ah."

Seeing Chen Wei looking at him in surprise, Su Shikang explained: "You are injured, and your husband should really take care of you. If you take a few days off, you won't be hungry."

Chen Wei raised his eyebrows: "Hard mouth."

Su Shikang: "Eat quickly, and go to bed after eating."

"No, Shikang, I've been sleeping every day for the past two days, sleeping in the hospital, and also sleeping at home. I'm completely cured."

Su Shikang looked at him with raised eyebrows: "So?"

Chen Wei said: "So what should we do?"

"..."

Su Shikang looked at him amusedly, but in the end he couldn't get any other expression from Chen Wei's coquettish hint.

However, he has been relying on Chen Wei for everything these two days. After all, Chen Wei has a serious problem with his brain. When he is on vacation, he makes tonic soup for him. Every time Chen Wei is forced to drink by him, he will say something when he is done. If you fatten me up, you will despise me before you reach middle age.

Su Shikang ignored him and scolded him for being immoral.

So after the meal, he asked Chen Wei to lie on the bed and rest. When he came out of the shower after washing the dishes, Chen Wei was not asleep, lying on the bed and reading a travel magazine.

When he heard the movement, he flipped through the magazine and said, "Shikang, let's go on a trip next year!"

After he finished speaking, he looked up for a moment, because he saw Su Shikang standing in front of the bed holding the guitar he just bought and looking at him.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

Chen Wei smiled and said, "Wait for you~"

"I just learned a song, let me play it for you?" Su Shikang touched the string with his fingers, "Twinkle, twinkle, do you listen?"

"listen!"

Chen Wei tried to get up from the bed, but was pushed back by Su Shikang.

"Then just lie down and listen."

"..."

Chen Wei lay down and looked at him with bright eyes.

Su Shikang is indeed not very good at music, he played this simple piece very bluntly, but luckily he was in tune.

After listening to it, Chen Wei smiled and said nicely, then lifted the bed, "Come in."

"Hey." Su Shikang smiled at him, put the guitar on the sofa next to the French window, and got in right away.

"sleeping?"

"sleep!"

Chen Wei curled his lips. He picked up the phone on the bedside table and turned on the screen to show Su Shikang, "It's only after seven o'clock, are you going to sleep?"

Su Shikang smiled and said, "The sleep I'm talking about is not this sleep."

"!!!"

He opened his arms towards Chen Wei: "Come on~"

The blood was rolling, Chen Wei turned off the phone, then threw it back violently, making a coaxing sound.

He got up and lay down in Su Shikang's arms, and Su Shikang took him into his arms.

"Shi Kang, you want to kill me." He sucked him hard, "I really almost couldn't wake up."

Su Shikang hugged his neck and responded to him enthusiastically, no longer as far away as in his dream.

"You have to wake up because I've been waiting for you."

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The author has something to say:

Hehehe, this episode is complete!Speaking of it, I just wanted to write a funny little cookie that travels back... I don’t know what happened later, the cruel wind threw it on my head, hehe, but it’s still very sweet, isn’t it~