dare to love

Chen Wei stood at the subway station, watching the trains leave, then he lowered his head and licked his lips, as if the warmth of Su Shikang's lips was still there.

Su Shikang took the initiative to kiss him, does this already explain everything.

He just stood there in a daze, curling up the corners of his mouth under the light, his dimples filled with honey.

How long should he wait this time?Half a year, a year?

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter how long you wait, because he already has a vague idea of ​​Su Shikang's feelings, and he wants to confess his love once when he comes back.

He wants Su Shikang to know that you still have bonds and people who worry about you, that you will still have me for the rest of your life, that I can love you, wait for you, and miss you...

I can hug you tightly on a cold winter night to warm your cold body, and I can also work hard to buy a villa with a garden, where only wormwood can warm you.

I absolutely love the scent of wormwood on you.

While Chen Wei was thinking, he returned home, feeling more relaxed than ever before.

Then he fell into endless waiting, waiting for Su Shikang to call him or send him a message every day.

But he waited for a long time, and when he returned to Beijing after the summer vacation, he couldn't wait for Su Shikang to contact him.

Chen Wei felt very troubled, and he began to suffer again.

He couldn't help but wonder what Su Shikang's phrase "wait for me" meant before he left, was it to make him wait so silently?

Later, I missed him so much that Chen Wei could dream of him almost every night. He dreamed that Su Shikang was a ruffian when he was a teenager, and he didn't care about what he did. Picking whatever”, dreaming of the subway station waving to him across the vast crowd.

He also dreamed that night, Su Shikang limp under him because of drunkenness.

He put his arms around his neck, and under his influence, the veins on his neck bulged. Su Shikang trembled because he was too strong, and was helplessly forced out lines of physiological tears.

The "Awei" Chen Wei only realized now that Su Shikang really called it at that moment, and it was not an illusion of his confusion at all.

At that time, the winter vacation was approaching, and Chen Wei probably felt that he couldn't bear it anymore, so he finally couldn't help sending him a message on WeChat.

He felt that it didn't matter if Su Shikang was busy looking for him or not, since he was very free, he just wanted to look for him.

But the WeChat message was sent in the past, and there was no reply after waiting for several days.

Chen Wei clicked on Q｜Q, which he hadn’t used for a long time. He clicked on Su Shikang’s data card, and found that their news was still in high school, and the signature and screen name that he thought were stupid before had not been changed. I don't know if Su Shikang is too lazy to change it or has forgotten the login password. The traces of the account are still preserved a long time ago.

He thought of the first time he added Su Shikang Q｜Q, the three of them were sitting in a noodle restaurant near No.

The more people think about it, the better their memory is than usual, because they can always pick up some things that they didn't pay attention to and didn't want to remember before.

Chen Wei clicked on Su Shikang's data card, and changed his remarks to [Kang Cub of Weiwei Soy Milk]

The same goes for WeChat.

He is now a senior, busy with graduation thesis and internship matters, and actually doesn't have much free time.Chen Wei felt that he was idle because he was idle, and he didn't fall in love like other students, so he went directly to the postgraduate entrance examination last semester.

During the winter vacation of his senior year, Chen Wei still couldn't wait for Su Shikang's reply. He wondered if Su Shikang had accepted a secret mission?

But no matter whether he is completing the task or not, Chen Wei has to admit the fact that he has lost contact with Su Shikang again.

Chen Wei felt that he couldn't go on like this anymore, otherwise the restlessness of missing would burn him to ashes.

Winter came, Chen Wei returned to Pengcheng River, he went to Nanhe County, where has been remodeled, all the houses were razed to the ground, and the shadows of the past can no longer be found, and Shenzhou Lake has become a place across this hilly area. The old railway will never see the old Shaou and Jinlin again.

Standing on the newly built railway bridge, Chen Wei called Xie Hengdong.

"Are you going to Japan?"

"Yeah." Chen Wei said lightly, "I want to go skiing in Hokkaido, and I want to pursue a little excitement."

"Not only do I want to ski, I also want to bungee jump, I also want to race cars..."

"Chen Wei." Xie Hengdong scolded him on the phone, "I think you are crazy."

"I'm not crazy, I just want to get out of my comfort zone."

"Comfort zone?" Xie Hengdong smiled on the phone, "You just hurt your knee and waist in a racing car a few days ago, and now you are arguing to go skiing. You tell me that you have been staying in the comfort zone?"

"..."

"Chen Wei, I don't know if you have taken the wrong medicine. Look at you now, is your life too long? How did you start to love these extreme sports?"

Xie Hengdong talked him over on the phone, not wanting him to go.

"Hengdong, you can't stop me now, you can't experience the joy of extreme sports lying in the arms of a beauty, I've already bought the ticket, and I'm leaving tomorrow."

Xie Hengdong scolded him on the phone: "If you fall then, don't expect me to collect your body!"

"..."

Chen Wei looked at the phone that was hung up by the other party cruelly, and sighed at the former area of ​​Shenzhou Lake.

so hard……

Is it so difficult to find someone to accompany him to seek excitement?Extreme sports are so much fun, I start to worry about my own life after playing, and I don’t have any troubles anymore.

Chen Wei found that every time he skied or raced, his cerebral cortex would respond less to Su Shikang. He felt that he couldn't keep thinking about him like this!

So he kept himself busy, moving his mind and body.

He is so busy every day to make life fulfilling, and he often goes to the racing track in his spare time.

But the more time passed, the more I missed him. Chen Wei once sat in the dormitory, opened the school post bar, and brought up such a topic.

Chen Wei of the 2018 Aerospace Engineering Experimental Class:

Question: I have a friend. The person I like has been away for almost a year. He is probably very busy. I haven’t contacted him until now, and he doesn’t reply when I send messages. But he misses him so much. The feeling of missing him makes him Suffering, what should I do?urgent! ! !

The people who played the post bar saw Chen Wei, who hadn't shown up in the post bar for four years, and responded quickly to each message, shouting from the bottom.

Classmate on the 1st floor: ahhhhhhhhhh male god, you finally appeared, squatting down to woooooooo today, male god can turn one...

Classmate on the second floor: Calm down, the rival in love upstairs, and solve the urgent needs of the male god first.First of all, why don't you reply to the message, is it because you don't like it or other reasons, if others don't like you, don't bother them, secondly, if you can't get out for a while, you can run, exercise, keep yourself busy, and divert your attention , and finally, you can fall in love, get in touch with other people, and try a new relationship...

Chen Wei: After exercising, there are occasional skiing and traffic jams, and I am busy, but I still think about everything. I miss him when I hear the sound of spring water, and I miss him when I smell the wind of nature.

Classmate on the third floor: Him?Next to the word male, so the friend of the male god is a girl? ? ? ? ?

Classmate on the 4th floor: Ah ah ah ah ah ah no ...

Classmate on the 5th floor: The male god cares about this girl so much?My God, with such a handsome guy by my side, why hang him on that tree! ! !

……

Chen Wei turned to the bottom and found that it was all useless nonsense.

Student on the 108th floor: How long has this symptom lasted?

Chen Wei: Almost a year...

Classmate: See a psychiatrist!Chen’s classmate and friends are also very good. I can miss others so much for a year without contacting them at all...

Chen Wei: What does this have to do with psychiatry?

Classmate: Your friend has become sick from lovesickness. If he doesn’t see a doctor, he will be hanged from this tree. He will become crazy!

Chen Wei cursed secretly, and replied, "You are crazy."

He backed away from the post and clicked a delete.

Then he had nothing to do and started wandering around again.

Even when he was browsing posts, there was always a shadow in his mind.

Perhaps, he really should see a psychiatrist?

The school posts are nothing new, they are all about selfies and study check-ins, and occasionally someone asks for a partner in the post.

Chen Wei fiddled with it irritably, and was attracted by a topic.

Topic question: What does it feel like to like someone?Do you like the way he (she) smiles, or the smell on his (her) body.

I think it is the smell of a person, because every time I get along alone, I really want to hug him (her) tightly, and frantically absorb the smell of him (her).

That kind of taste makes people intoxicated, makes people think about it day and night, and wants to find it in every bit of life.

So what do students like to smell?

Students on the first floor: milk yyds! ! !

Classmates on the second floor: The enchantment of roses.

Student on the third floor: I like the mint flavor, it’s refreshing.

……

Chen Wei thought about it, and felt that the people above were too rustic.

So he moved his fingers and replied, "The smell of wormwood."

The bottom screamed again.

Of course, Chen Wei didn't stop watching them go crazy, he threw his phone on the bed, and went into the bathroom.

In a blink of an eye, the graduation ceremony came, and Chen Wei ushered in another summer vacation. On the day of the graduation ceremony, Xie Hengdong was still holding flowers and standing at the door to meet Lu Xiaoting.

As an outstanding student, Chen Wei was selected as a student representative. On that day, he was dressed in a neat academic uniform and sat on the stage to speak.

He has a slender figure, and now he has grown into a handsome and tall man. He is no longer as beautiful and delicate as he was when he was a teenager. His shoulders have become very secure after four years of wind and snow, and he looks impressive. Wanting to rely on, Chen Wei sat on the podium, holding the microphone with his slender fingers, thick eyebrows, big eyes, chiseled, young and talented.

But for such a perfect person, he didn't have a date for four years in college.

The students under the podium looked at it fascinatedly, and couldn't help but feel sorry for it.

After the long speech was delivered, Chen Wei stepped off the podium. After completing a series of graduation ceremonies, he was awarded certificates and group photos.

Xie Hengdong took Lu Xiaoting's hand and walked up to him, "Xiaoting and I are going to celebrate, where are you going after?"

"Go home." Chen Wei said indifferently: "My mother has prepared a blind date for me, go back and meet."

Xie Hengdong's eyes widened: "Are you reduced to a blind date now?"

Are you kidding me? There are so many outstanding young women waiting for Chen Wei to turn around. Why should he go back to the small city of Pengcheng River for a blind date?

"Hey! Deal with my mother."

"But you should also think about your future, four years in college, haven't you met someone you like?"

Xie Hengdong looked into Chen Wei's eyes, seeing that pair of bright pupils with a faint luster.Since Chen Wei was in high school, it seems that he has been talking about him.

"Chen Wei, are you..."

Chen Wei looked down at him, he seemed to have guessed what Xie Hengdong was going to say.

"It has nothing to do with you, so don't worry too much."

"then you……"

- "Ouch!"

While the two were talking, a huge person fell over and fell into Chen Wei's arms.

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The author has something to say:

I started Time Dafa again hehe!Go over soon! ! !

In addition, tomorrow is the University CET-[-] and CET-[-] exams. I wish the babies who will take the exams tomorrow to achieve good results and pass! ! !