dare to love

Xie Hengdong went to the box and sat with Lu Xiaoting, Xia You pulled Lu Xiaoting's arm and said excitedly: "Congratulations, Xiaoting, you finally caught the male god~"

Lu Xiaoting lowered her head, very shy, her blush had already reached the back of her ears.

She didn't dare to look directly at Xie Hengdong, as she was embarrassed to look at him.

Su Shikang put down his beer and walked up to Xie Hengdong.

In fact, Xie Hengdong is not only treating Chen Wei, but also treating him strangely.

"Hengdong, where are you going tonight?"

"What?" Xie Hengdong sat on the sofa and looked up at him.

"Did you drink and still go home?"

"..."

While the two were talking, Chen Wei had already opened the door and came in. His face was red and his expression was not good.

Chen Wei went straight to his original seat without looking at Xie Hengdong, and opened another can of beer for himself.

Xie Heng said: "Let's go out and talk!"

He knew what Su Shikang was going to tell him, and Xie Hengdong also felt that his behavior was strange, so he had to explain it clearly to them.

The two found a remote corridor, Xie Hengdong leaned against the wall and looked up at the glittering golden chandelier of KTV.

"Tonight, I have an appointment with Rui Qiang and the others. If you are tired, go back first, and I will find a place to sleep by myself later."

"You want to accompany Lu Xiaoting?"

"Really..." Xie Hengdong looked at him, "She has been chasing me for three years, but I actually fell in love with her a year ago."

"I was also thinking about what to do at the time, should I break up with Chen Wei, because I knew it was impossible when I agreed to be with him, but after thinking about it, it was unnecessary. Not many people knew about the matter between us. It’s not considered a relationship! I also wanted to make it clear to him at the time, but I didn’t say it because we both had to take the college entrance examination..."

"So you agreed to Lu Xiaoting's confession tonight and caught him off guard?"

"..."

"Hengdong, I understand what you said. Maybe you are young and frivolous, but Chen Wei is not. Have you ever thought that he really likes you, and the reason he falls in love with you is to always treat you well and be with you forever?" mood to get along with you?"

Xie Hengdong didn't know, but no one knew better than Su Shikang. He knew that Chen Wei had wanted to confess his love for a long time, and he had prepared for it for nearly a year. , and his sense of ritual from his mouth.

He once said that if he likes someone, he must give him a sense of security and ritual.

"I..." Xie Hengdong paused, "Maybe, but we are both men, and I can't stay with him for a long time..."

Now, it's pointless to dwell on these things.Of course Su Shikang couldn't ask him why he agreed to Chen Wei in the first place, since he first transferred here, he reminded him repeatedly, didn't he?

Xie Hengdong is acknowledging homosexuality while avoiding it.

"So please help me comfort him, Shi Kang, he probably doesn't want to see me these days. It's true that I'm an asshole, but I did have a crush on him back then."

"I actually never wanted to lose you."

Chen Wei is so good, he should have someone who is brave enough to accompany him across the secular gap, instead of Xie Hengdong who is timid.

In this matter, Xie Hengdong really hated himself.

Su Shikang thought: How can he comfort him?Chen Wei doesn't want to see you, isn't it all about you? Will Chen Wei feel better after seeing him?You can't tell who's bothering whom...

He really made two good brothers.

"Go in..." Su Shikang scratched his head: "You guys who are in love are really worrying!"

Su Shikang didn't want to stay here any longer. In fact, this round was said to be a relaxing round after they graduated from the first class, but Xie Hengdong and Lu Xiaoting's gratitude had already been mixed into it. The rest of the time will mostly revolve around the couple.

So if they have a good relationship and want to get together in the future, let's find time!Chen Wei was indeed out of form tonight.

Rui Qiang said: "Take Chen Wei around and relax, I didn't guess this one tonight."

Su Shikang agreed, picked up the half-drinked beer on the table and downed it, and then threw the can into the trash can.

He walked up to Chen Wei and kicked Chen Wei who was lying on the sofa with his calf: "Go, brother will take you to the Internet cafe to share points."

Chen Wei's face was flushed red, and he had no strength, but he still stood up and followed Su Shikang out.

The air outside is not as cool as inside, but it is still fresh. It is getting late, and the idlers walking on the road are rushing home, and occasionally cars pass by.

There are many stars in the sky, and tomorrow will be another great sunny day.

Chen Wei felt uncomfortable all over, his body was inexplicably itchy, and his breathing was a little difficult.

He went to the Internet cafe with Su Shikang, and just after he sat down, he ordered another beer for himself, and sat beside him drinking while watching Su Shikang play games.

Su Shikang is also a real dog, even though he was dumped by Xie Hengdong, he can still sit beside him and play games calmly, without comforting him at all.

He started to lose his strength because of the alcohol, so Chen Wei lifted his chair and pulled his chair a little further away from Su Shikang.

"Su Shikang, I feel bad..."

"Where is it uncomfortable?" Su Shikang didn't look at him, and concentrated on playing the game, and he knew it was because he was broken in love, and his heart ached.

"I'm dizzy, my back itches, and I feel sick everywhere."

Chen Wei didn't have the strength to speak, but he actually felt that he deserved it. He was glad that Su Shikang didn't throw it out for him. After all, Su Shikang had warned him more than once when he went after Xie Hengdong aggressively.

Now that he's broken in love, luckily Su Shikang didn't call him what he deserved.

Su Shikang played games very slickly, so he had no time to care about him.

Seeing that he ignored him, Chen Wei had no choice but to lower his head and rub his forehead against Su Shikang's arm holding the mouse. Su Shikang was startled by his action.

"Fuck! What are you doing Chen Wei?"

Although Chen Wei was broken in love, he had to admit the fact that he was gay. Su Shikang was almost surprised by his action and jumped out.

But he didn't react much, because he really saw that Chen Wei was abnormal.

Chen Wei's entire face was red. He didn't drink much wine, but his face was red to the back of his neck. His eyes were also red, obviously drunk.

Su Shikang was frightened: "How much wine did you drink?"

"..." Chen Wei looked at him, unconscious.

"Are you an idiot? Do you know that you are allergic to alcohol?"

"..."

"Hold!"

Seeing that he didn't respond, Su Shikang cursed secretly, and was no longer in a hurry to play games. He turned off the computer in the Internet cafe, and then pulled Chen Wei up from the chair.

In the early hours of the morning, it was difficult to find a car. Su Shikang turned on his phone, and Xie Heng Dongsi sent him a message 10 minutes ago.

— "How is Chen Wei?"

Su Shikang replied truthfully: "I drank too much."

He turned off the phone and found that Chen Wei was squatting on the ground with his whole head pulled down. It was the first time Chen Wei had tasted the feeling of drunkenness. That kind of head was dizzy, everything was blurred, and he wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit. The feeling is really uncomfortable.

Especially now that he is allergic to alcohol, he has a rash all over his body, and there is a terrible itching feeling all over his body.

"You can't do it..." Su Shikang said while looking at the car, "I have to go to the hospital for an emergency call."

"Don't go."

Chen Wei listened to these words, he stood up and walked behind Su Shikang in a crooked manner, resting his head on his shoulder, his hair was messed up.

This is the case for most people who drink too much and always like to rub something with their face.

Su Shikang looked at him pitifully, so he didn't push him away this time and let him rub.

"Why do you say?"

"……what?"

"Why do you think Hengdong treats me like this? In fact, he told me to break up with me earlier, and it's not like I would pester him. If he doesn't like me, he can tell me directly."

"..."

Chen Wei was tired, so he put his head on Su Shikang's shoulder: "As a person, I can actually afford it...Heng Dong made it clear to me a long time ago, maybe we can still celebrate generously now." The college entrance examination is over!"

"Then now...can't be brothers?" Su Shikang asked him.

"..." Chen Wei didn't speak.

Although he was drunk, there was still anger in his heart, he was just angry, what Xie Hengdong did was wrong!Seeing that he didn't speak, Su Shikang turned around, and Chen Wei raised his head subconsciously to look at him.

Su Shikang was a little shorter than Chen Wei, but he looked at him now, wondering if it was because of Chen Wei's lack of consciousness, he felt that Su Shikang's words had an unprecedented gentleness.

"Chen Wei, are you uncomfortable?"

Chen Wei looked at him, his expression paused: "...I feel uncomfortable, my body is uncomfortable, and my whole body is itchy!"

"..."

Su Shikang didn't want to talk to him anymore, just at this moment a car came.

Chen Wei refused to go to the hospital, Su Shikang took him to his home.

He made an agreement with grandma in advance to be late, and grandma Su had already fallen asleep when the two came back.

In fact, Su Shikang would not have brought him home if there was no other way, not for any other reason, but mainly because their house was too small and there was no place for Chen Wei to sleep.

He boiled water for Chen Wei, told him to take a bath, and then stewed ginger fish head soup for him.

Su Shikang looked at the fire, and then remembered the news about Xie Hengdong.

— "Drink too much? Didn't you feel good when you left?"

— "Where are you now? Are you okay?"

Su Shikang replied: "It's okay, don't worry!"

Chen Wei washed up alone, changed into the clothes Su Shikang gave him, and because of his incomplete consciousness, he couldn't open his eyes because of the large amount of water vapor when he got out of the bathroom, his vision was blurred, and he couldn't breathe. The whole person fell straight to the ground...

"Fuck—!"

Su Shikang heard the movement and quickly helped him up. Fortunately, their house is small, and the bathroom and kitchen are connected together.

"Hengdong, Xie Hengdong..."

Su Shikang supported him and listened to him muttering: "You bastard! I fucking—"

"I spent three years loving you with all my heart..."

Chen Wei's whole body was in pain, tortured by alcohol, and the three years between him and Xie Hengdong.

Su Shikang asked Chen Wei to lie down on his bed. It was already past three o'clock in the morning, but he didn't feel sleepy. He was covered in sweat after working all night. He went to the bathroom to take a shower, and then gave Chen Weisheng A bowl of fish head soup.

The phone made a "ding dong", and Xie Hengdong sent him a message.

— “I’m sorry, buddy.”

Su Shikang turned off his phone and didn't reply.

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The author has something to say:

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In addition, about the character Xie Hengdong:

Xie Hengdong is very lucky, he is much luckier than Su Shikang, except that he had a hard life when he was a child.

But it is precisely because of the hardships he experienced when he was a child that he cherishes every relationship. While being moved by Lu Xiaoting, he can't give up on Chen Wei. relationship issue.

If you ask him what kind of emotion he has towards Chen Wei, then I would say that he was fascinated and liked him. Chen Wei is too sunny and enthusiastic. The more I dare not take one more step.

Xie Hengdong is a person who is emotionally timid, but if Lu Xiaoting gave up so early, he and Lu Xiaoting would not get together, so I say he is lucky, he not only has Chen Wei who likes him to accompany him Three years, and the three years when Lu Xiaoting stalked him and never let go of chasing him.

However, at the party, he heard Lu Xiaoting say that this was the last time, so he planned to take the initiative to take a step forward. He didn't think much about the relationship with Chen Wei, because he was sure that he and Chen Wei, a same-sex couple, would not make it to the end.

In short, the emotional setting is not very pleasing, if you feel uncomfortable, please bear with me~ I love you mua~