dare to love

After the coming-of-age ceremony, there will be no more activities, only the crazy and strict training, using the pen as the front.The night can also be dead silent, the sound of pens scratching on books, followed by the sound of students flipping books.

Even the playful people calmed down, lowered their heads and concentrated on dealing with the sea of ​​questions in their hands.

day to day.

There is a display screen above the blackboard with a large "13 days left until the college entrance examination" written on it

Su Shikang couldn't take it anymore after brushing two sets of English papers. He hit Xie Hengdong's back with his pen cap.

"I'll squint for 10 minutes and call me when the time comes."

Xie Hengdong agreed, and the 10 minutes passed quickly. When he shook the sleeping Su Shikang up, Su Shikang squinted his eyes and made further progress, "Another 5 minutes."

"..."

Xie Hengdong was helpless, and when he turned around, he found that Chen Wei had also collapsed.

He supervised on both sides, and kicked the chair directly when he couldn't scream anymore.

The three of them really worked hard. They read the questions until one or two o'clock every day, got up after four o'clock to memorize, fell asleep on the table after class, and didn't have the energy to play around at all.

Three days before the college entrance examination, the school began to have a holiday, and the third-year students began to pack their things, and then went home to adjust their mentality to meet the college entrance examination.

On the last day of school, the class that had not been noisy for a long time was boiling again. Students wrote leave notes on the blackboard. Yin Hua gave a speech for a full hour on the podium. Answering skills.

In the past three years, Yin Hua has watched the growth and changes of the students with his own eyes, watched them gradually mature, and the tall ones, from watching them slightly raise their heads to looking up, watching them grow into adults.

He once warned the students angrily, "You are the worst class I have ever led", but now he said in a low and hoarse voice, "You are the best class I have ever led."

Countless white papers were scattered downstairs, accompanied by warm cheers, they were going to meet the college entrance examination and tomorrow.

-

A few days before the college entrance examination, Chen Wei discovered that something was wrong with Xie Hengdong. He always felt that he was avoiding him consciously or unconsciously, and even looked at him with evasive eyes. Chen Wei didn't know if there was something wrong with him to offend him.

Take what happened the night before the college entrance examination as an example. The three brothers took the bus to a noodle restaurant near the school to eat spicy beef noodles, and then talked about where to go after the exam, but Xie Hengdong and Su Shikang sat together. No matter how you talk to him, you rarely even look up and make eye contact with him.

Chen Wei felt that if he was really upset at this point in time, he could not be so straightforward. Xie Hengdong's performance was too obvious.

As a result, he kept thinking about those things in his heart for a few days, and thinking about Xie Hengdong's expression, he couldn't get up.

In the evening, Xie Hengdong left first, and he had to do another set of betting papers. Chen Wei walked with Su Shikang in a low mood.

Su Shikang saw that he was not in high spirits, so he asked him, "What's wrong with you tonight?"

Chen Wei looked at the starry sky, not quite understanding: "Do you think Hengdong is weird?"

"..."

Su Shikang wanted to say: Hengdong is not weird, but you two feel weird.

But he didn't say it, the college entrance examination will be tomorrow, he can't let Chen Wei think about it, he can only comfort him in the end: "No, he has been very slow recently, it's just too much pressure, don't think about it, let's have a class dinner after the exam Just a few drinks and you'll be fine."

"En." Chen Wei agreed without asking any more questions.

On the second day, the Pengcheng River was very crowded, and the traffic police uncle stood at the intersection very early to direct the traffic order. According to a popular saying in the college entrance examination, the whole world is making way for your future on this day.

Two days, neither long nor short, passed quickly.

Su Shikang looked at the crowded crowd in the examination room. Parents were wearing suits and cheongsams, doing ideological work for their children. He was just a bicycle, and the weather was very hot. Fortunately, someone handed him a bottle of mineral water. .

On the night after the exam, they were going to attend a classmate banquet. Yin Hua treated them, and then booked a box at a KTV in the city.

There are many people in the class, and there are several tables in total. When Xie Hengdong ate with them, his mood was obviously much better. His expression was brisk, and it seemed that he should have done well in the exam, but Chen Wei still felt that he was a little strange.

It was getting late after a meal. Yin Hua booked a box for the students and left. It was easier for the teacher to play openly after leaving. So some of the classes who played well went to KTV, and some of the usual quiet ones , Those who didn’t fit in very well went home.

Xie Hengdong, as one of the few in the audience who applied for the University of Music, was naturally coaxed to be the first to be sent to the screen.

"Sing one, sing one." Rui Qiang took the microphone and put it close to Xie Hengdong's ear, "We're all going our separate ways, don't know when we'll hear Brother Dong's singing this time, we must come tonight with dozens of songs." head?"

At this time the door was opened, and Xia You walked in holding Lu Xiaoting's hand.

"Yes, Xie Hengdong." He Lexuan followed suit, she had a neat short haircut in the third year of high school, she was very chic and handsome, "I heard that there is a girl in the class next door who has been chasing you for three years, what should I do tonight? Don't let people wait in vain..."

After Yin Hua left, they ordered drinks by themselves. After drinking for three rounds, and because they were happy after the exam, they were naturally a little bit overjoyed.

Sitting on the sofa, Chen Wei and Su Shikang looked at Xie Hengdong, and found that Xie Hengdong's expression relaxed a lot when he heard Lu Xiaoting's name, and subconsciously glanced in the direction of Lu Xiaoting at the door.

Just this one glance hit Chen Wei's heart unreservedly.

Xie Hengdong ordered a song called At Least You.

The gentle and tender singing fell into the ears, making the audience quiet. Su Shikang closed his eyes and leaned on the sofa, listening quietly. As expected, no matter when and where, listening to Xie Hengdong's singing is a kind of enjoyment.

But Chen Wei was in a turmoil, and when Su Shikang opened his eyes, he had already poured himself a can of beer in one go.

"Fuck!!!"

Su Shikang snatched the can from his hand, he was frightened by Chen Wei's state: "You drink like this? You drink when you are just an adult!"

Chen Wei ignored him, he leaned on the sofa, his beautiful eyes fixed on Xie Hengdong, full of affection.

He saw his heart-throbbing young man looking at Lu Xiaoting after finishing the song. The girl smiled crookedly. She took off her clumsy glasses. She lost a lot of weight after going through the hard work of the third year of high school, so her previously suppressed appearance gradually bloomed. Come out, coupled with her smiling face, it's not too difficult to make people's hearts flutter.

After all, the girl is a rich lady, and not only that, but she has enough stamina. She has been chasing Xie Hengdong for three years. From being mediocre in the past to being in bud now, a florist sent in a bouquet of pink roses. It is very beautiful with green eustoma, and she has the courage to spend a lot of money for the person she likes.

Lu Xiaoting held the bouquet of roses and walked slowly towards Xie Hengdong.

If you are unwilling to reach out to me, then I will give myself one last chance to walk towards you.

-

Chen Wei was almost numb, and this scene was in his expectation.Su Shikang sat beside him, almost choking to death with a sip of beer.

"What's going on?" He asked Chen Wei.

"..." Chen Wei shrugged, not wanting to speak.

He thought it was normal, except for a few in their dormitory, everyone knew that Xie Hengdong was single.In pursuit of happiness, other girls did nothing wrong.

"Xie Hengdong!"

Lu Xiaoting took the microphone that Xia You handed over and walked towards him step by step.

"I've been stalking you for three years, you should feel annoyed, right? But, today is the last time I confess to you in front of so many people. I think if you don't agree to me today, we won't say goodbye again. There is an intersection, so can you give me another answer today? I want to know if you have been moved in the past three years, and will you still choose to reject me today..."

"..." Xie Hengdong looked at her, not knowing what to say for a while.

To be honest, this girl has moved his heart, not only now, but a long time ago, it is really hard for him not to be moved by her strong enthusiasm.

He didn't say anything, but Chen Wei looked into his eyes, Xie Hengdong looked at him when he was answering Lu Xiaoting's question, and with that one glance, Chen Wei suddenly understood, completely understanding.

Xie Hengdong liked Lu Xiaoting, more or less.

He thought, what is he to Xie Hengdong?Impulse?Or just brothers?

Chen Wei felt that if Xie Hengdong couldn't agree to the girl's confession because of him again, he would rush to help him in embarrassment.

Just as he was hesitating whether to go up and help, Xie Hengdong finally spoke.

Lu Xiaoting didn't finish her steps, it was Xie Hengdong who walked towards her.

He said: "I have never talked about a girlfriend, if you don't mind, we can give it a try."

"..."

With just this one sentence, the audience erupted into an uproar.

"together together together……"

Su Shikang sat in his original position with a dazed expression, and his expression was not very good-looking.

Chen Wei can't take it anymore, Xie Hengdong's fucking is not a human thing, since he has the idea of ​​falling in love with other girls, he should discuss it clearly with him first, what's the point of leaving him with that attitude before the college entrance examination?Could it be that he thinks that Chen Wei treats love as a play just like him!

Could it be that Xie Hengdong didn't feel at ease from the beginning, thinking that same-sex relationships have no place, and they should leave when they should, without needing to inform the other party.

"Xie Hengdong, come out, I have something to tell you."

Xie Hengdong also knew what he was going to say, so he followed out calmly.

Chen Wei scratched his head irritably. They were walking in the corridor, and the box opposite was roaring loudly. Some broken-hearted person was singing "Water of the West Lake, my tears" at the top of his voice.

There was a smell of cigarettes in the corridor, but at this moment Chen Wei didn't hate it anymore, for a moment he wanted to light one himself.

"Why do it?"

"..."

"What do you mean?"

Xie Hengdong was silent for a moment, then took two deep breaths.

"Chen Wei, let's break up!"

"..."

"Maybe we can't call it a breakup." Xie Hengdong smiled, he finally dared to look at Chen Wei this time, "Maybe we are not together, no one knows, but I still want to say sorry to you, I don't know what you mean How do I feel, is it a whim, young and frivolous..."

"I've always been true to you."

"..."

Chen Wei bowed his head, and laughed at himself: "Then you are young and frivolous, acting on a whim. Xie Hengdong, is it because I am not obvious enough? I seem to like you since the first year of high school, but why do you think..."

"Chen Wei, in fact, you should calm down and think about it. Is it because you are so persistent because of the first side of the freshman year? Do you really like it so much? Who would be so serious about a person of the same sex?"

Chen Wei found it ridiculous.

"Because you are not, you don't understand, Heng Dong, even if you hesitated a little at the beginning, and gave me a little hint that you are not gay, I would not cross that line, even now, just a few days ago you told me I won't be so embarrassed tonight if I just break up, what do you think of me?"

"I didn't... I've been taking you as a brother, Chen Wei..." Xie Hengdong finally compromised, "I was young and rash, I'm sorry, I apologize to you."

"..."

Apologize?

Chen Wei looked down at the colorful floor tiles. His silhouette was printed on the tiles. Although he couldn't see his face clearly, he felt embarrassed enough.

Three years later, Xie Hengdong said sorry, so what should he do?He fell in love with his heart for three years. At the age when his love was just beginning, he pointed to their parents happily at the coming-of-age ceremony not long ago and said to Xie Hengdong: Look at how well they get along. If they get married, they must be very harmonious. .

But now?

Everything is a bubble, all false.

Xie Hengdong sighed, opened the door and went in.

In fact, he wanted to make it clear to Chen Wei a long time ago, but he had always thought about taking the college entrance examination. Now that the college entrance examination is over, he also feels that there is no need to hide it.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

Standing in the cold corridor, Chen Wei felt that the weather in June made his whole body cold. He wanted to get angry, but what's the use of getting angry, the only thing to do is to let go, right?

He finally cursed secretly: "Xie Hengdong, you fucking bastard."