
Summary
Borrowing from a reader's comment, this story is "an admirable relationship, arranged for Wang (Pengze) to appear and use his body and soul to save the depressed young people thousands of miles away. Wang (Pengze) is carrying all Concerning the saints of conscience, kindness and ethics cross, the pillar is like a well-behaved and sometimes violent angel wholeheartedly guarding his master. Every minute of getting along with each other exudes the preciousness that wins the world, and every stop and stop Both of them can find a lot of beauty that exists calmly in each other." In 1, in Wanzi Village in the northwest, 1983-year-old Zhuzi met Wang Pengze, a 16-year-old geological expedition member from Nanjing.At that time, Zhu Zi was gifted and powerful, but his spirit was lost on the brink of crisis.He is withdrawn and extremely sensitive, easily falling into anger and despair.Zhuzi's family is run by Zhuziniang, who is strong, simple-minded, dull and arrogant, and is the laughing stock of the village. This makes Zhuzi always harbor a deep "hate" for Zhuziniang and Wanzi Village.The arrival of the expedition team led by Wang Pengze makes Zhuzi see a completely different life.He desperately longs to be close to Wang Pengze, but feels extremely inferior in front of Wang Pengze.The experience of being a guide for the expedition team and going deep into the Eagle Canyon finally provided him with an opportunity. When he rescued Wang Pengze from the wolf's mouth regardless of his life, the upright and kind Wang Pengze was moved by this thrilling scene and decided to treat him as a son, just like a father to take care of him.Wang Pengze did what he said, taking Zhuzi to Beijing to heal his injuries, sending Zhuzi to study in the county, and taking Zhuzi to Nanjing to study.In Nanjing, Zhuzi gradually realized that his body rejected women. He was very scared and told Wang Pengze about it.Wang Pengze had no choice but to pin his hope of recovery on time.After attending technical secondary school, Zhuzi learned more and more about homosexuality. He believed that his feelings for Wang Pengze were love (some readers thought this feeling belonged to Fetishism, blind worship).The suffering and unhappy marriage that Wang Pengze experienced in life made Zhuzi want to use his own power to protect Wang Pengze. He confessed to Wang Pengze, but Wang Pengze sternly refused.There were many contradictions between the two, but these contradictions were resolved many times by the long-term accumulation of family affection.After Zhuzi graduated, Wang Pengze hoped that Zhuzi's life would return to a normal track, and suggested that Zhuzi pursue Xiao Chunying, who had a crush on Zhuzi.However, all this is in vain. The anger and despair in Zhuzi's spirit have not been completely resolved by Wang Pengze in these years, but have become stubborn and arrogant.He insisted on going his own way, making mistakes again and again, and finally made it impossible for him to survive "decently" in Nanjing, and implicated Wang Pengze.In despair, he left Nanjing. Ten years later, Wang Yuzhu made a lot of money in the south, but the emotional world is still barren. In the past 39 years, Wang Pengze suffered many accidents, became disabled in a car accident, got divorced, and finally relied on a tea shop to live with his old mother and son Wang Xiaochuan.After Wang Pengze's mother passed away, Wang Yuzhu returned to Nanjing. He was shocked by what he saw and determined to live with Wang Pengze.Regardless of the eyes of the people around him, and regardless of whether Wang Pengze and Wang Xiaochuan objected, he firmly propped up this broken home with his own will.He continued his dream from 10 years ago and devoted himself completely to taking care of Wang Pengze and Wang Xiaochuan. Even though Zhu Ziniang strongly resisted him in his hometown, he ignored it.He thinks that he is infinitely close to love, but in fact he is farther and farther away from true love, because what Wang Pengze can give him is family affection.Wang Pengze had a rough life and was sickly. He died of illness in his 10s.When explaining the funeral, the words he said to Wang Yuzhu from the bottom of his heart were "Zhuzi, thank you", not the sentence "Zhuzi, I love you" that Wang Yuzhu had been longing for.After Wang Pengze's death, Wang Yuzhu continued to take care of Wang Xiaochuan, arranging Wang Xiaochuan's life according to Wang Pengze's last wish.He still couldn't get rid of the mental pain, trying to figure out what kind of emotion he had with Wang Pengze, and finally calmed down under the care of Wang Xiaochuan, Xiao Chunying and Zhou Bingkun, and stopped asking hard questions.At the end of the story, Wang Yuzhu returned to his hometown in the northwest.He was finally able to get rid of his spiritual anger and despair, and he lived with his parents in peace ever since.On New Year’s Eve, when there was heavy snowfall, he hiked to Laoying Gorge. On the snowy ground in the dark night, he suddenly remembered Wang Pengze’s prediction about his life in 10: “You will be a person who will not be tempted by fame and fortune, will not be troubled by morality, and will obey People who feel in their own hearts, who come and go freely. One day you will get rid of all the pressure, troubles, timidity, and resentment, and you will feel that life is very happy." All this seems to have come true.
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