letter to roommate

Lin Chuan returned to the classroom that day, only to see a figure hurriedly going out from the back door.

At first, the student who thought it was someone who forgot to take something, saw Yan Xiya's opened desk and the scattered paper scraps when she entered the classroom. The person who plotted against Yan Xiya for the first time.

"stop!"

Lin Chuan didn't know if that person could hear him, but she probably didn't go far.

But after searching the entire teaching building, there was no trace of that person.

Just when she was downcast, she saw the back of Xu Zixin carrying her schoolbag at the top of the stairs.

Xu Zixin looked back when he heard the footsteps, and when he saw Lin Chuan, a trace of obvious panic flashed in his eyes.

Lin Chuan remembered that she had spoken for her before, and the remaining belief made her still not believe that Xu Zixin would be that kind of person: "Why don't you go back?"

Xu Zixin seemed to be deliberately avoiding something, and said with erratic eyes, "Wait for someone."

Lin Chuan was silent for a while, but still asked: "Who are you waiting for?"

Xu Zixin seemed reluctant to answer: "Steel jump."

"Oh…"

Seeing that she didn't want to say more, Lin Chuan took two steps closer and wanted to look at the schoolbag, but Xu Zixin dodged it hostilely: "What do you want?!"

With that appearance, she was clearly hiding something!

Lin Chuan was already quite sure, but selfishness still made her want to make a final confirmation: "Your zipper is not tight."

"Really?" Xu Zixin looked at her suspiciously, as if reluctantly, turned her head to monitor the suspicious Lin Chuan...

Could it be that she knew something?

"Pull it!" Hearing two quick and smooth voices, Lin Chuan patted Xu Zixin's schoolbag with a bright smile, "You continue to wait for her, I'm going back to eat!"

"Hmm..." Seeing her smile, Xu Zixin heaved a sigh of relief. She must have thought too much just now.

Lin Chuan walked around a corner, his brows furrowed deeply.

Steel Jump should no longer appear.Just now when Lin Chuan was looking for someone, he passed by their class, but there was no one there.

Although it was just a quick one-click, she clearly saw what she wanted to prove

—a pair of scissors and some paper foam thrown in carelessly in a panic.

——If he is found out, according to Renekton's personality, he will be fired, right?

If it was revealed on the spot, Xu Zixin would never be able to face herself as before.

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"That person might really be Xu Zixin." Lin Chuan sent the words, waiting for Yan Xiya's verdict with some fear.

But Yan Xiya seemed to have expected it a long time ago, and replied: "I said it a long time ago, and you don't believe it."

Lin Chuan felt very sorry, and said again: "I'm sorry, because I was afraid that she would be hurt, so even though I saw it with my own eyes, I never said it."

Yan Xiya was heartbroken by that sorry sentence.

Afraid of her getting hurt?

So even if I cry at a table distance from you, you keep silent?Pretend nothing happened?

Is she the only one who will get hurt, Xu Zixin?

You like her, why should I bear this for her?

And... tell me so cruelly.

"Didn't you send her home? How can there be so much to talk about?" Xu Zixin, who was sitting next to Lin Chuan, took a nap at first, but when she woke up and saw the dialog box that Lin Chuan opened, she was very unhappy.

Lin Chuan was frightened to death, quickly closed the dialog box, and got up in a hurry: "I didn't talk about anything, I'm going to the bathroom, are you hungry? Do you want to bring you something?"

Xu Zixin despised her: "Are you disgusting? Did it on purpose?"

Lin Chuan didn't realize the ambiguity in his words, and he was really in a hurry to urinate, so he ran to the toilet clutching his belly.

Yan Xiya's profile picture jumped again.

Xu Zixin's eyes fell on it, and finally failed to defeat the other self, so she put her hand on Lin Chuan's mouse...

"Did you read the letter I sent you?"

Xu Zixin didn't have time to look through the chat records. For some reason, this sentence disturbed her like a pimple.

Then Yan Xiya on the other side of the network cable saw Lin Chuan's QQ after a long time, and sent two words.

"Looked."

Xu Zixin stared at the screen, and had a strong intuition that things would go in a bad direction.

Sure enough, Yan Xiya said: "You have already read that letter, and you still tell me these things to express yourself, is the person you like Xu Zixin?"

It seems that things are what I think, and it seems that there is something different.

Xu Zixin knew that Lin Chuan would be back soon, and when Yan Xiya asked such a question, he hesitated for a while, and then pressed the keyboards respectively——SHI

Send message

Therefore, when Lin Chuan came back, he saw Yan Xiya's reply—"In this case, you can tell me directly in the morning, and you don't need to beat around the bush like this. Since you chose Xu Zixin, I may still not be able to control myself, so we After the two, simply don't contact each other again."

Lin Chuan didn't expect Yan Xiya to be so angry, this tone is the rhythm of breaking up friendship.

But I am the one at fault, so I can only let it go.

But still very unwilling.

But the matter is a foregone conclusion, I really did something wrong, so I typed a lot of words, and finally deleted them.

Yan Xiya curled up on the chair and bit her arm. In the room with no lights on, only the computer screen was on all night.

In this way, sat until dawn.

The admission notice placed on the table like a treasure is like a piece of waste paper mocking the efforts I have made.

Escaping from Shangzhu was the original intention of her plan to go abroad, which was born a long time ago, but the love that Lin Chuan gave to her was the source of her true determination.

Now she succeeded, but she tore off the thick ink mask and told her that those were all fake.

It's all foam.

Fleeting fireworks.

First piles of books, then teacups and kettles, then photo frames and computers, almost everything that can be smashed is smashed, just like the cruel and abandoned heart that just jumped out of the dry lake and fell into the dust. Come and be stung.

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At six o'clock in the morning, Lin Chuan ate noodles with friends who stayed up all night, yawned and took a shortcut to go home with Xu Zixin.

When they reached the intersection, Xu Zixin suddenly called out to her, "Lin Chuan."

"What's the matter?" Lin Chuan just wanted to sleep now, and was already sleepy seeing the three Xu Zixins floating around.

The three Xu Zixin said together: "Do you like me?"

Lin Chuan was stunned, and warned himself not to think too much, this refers to the likes among friends!

"Yes." So she replied without thinking.

Xu Zixin didn't give up: "Do you love me?"

Now Lin Chuan was shocked, what's going on? ? ?

Seeing that she didn't answer, Xu Zixin also felt that her question was too abrupt, and was about to give the two parties a step down, but Lin Chuan looked at her seriously and said, "I don't love you."

Lin Chuan dared not say love because he was afraid of rejection.

If you refuse, you don't have to be friends.

Although she said she didn't love her, she observed Xu Zixin's every micro expression more carefully than anyone else.

Xu Zixin didn't hope that she would really say that she liked it, but Yan Xiya's unclear words were too imaginative, and she didn't dare to confirm it, so she could only pretend to be relaxed and said: "It's fine if you don't love, scare to death Me, I thought what they said last night was true. Then I really dare not face you in the future. "

Lin Chuan was stunned again, his heart was like a rock and chaotic.

Fortunately, I didn't talk about love just now, otherwise the thing I was most worried about would really come true.

"Don't think about anything, go back and have a good sleep." After Lin Chuan finished speaking, she walked towards her home... The building that was finally put together in front of her, as soon as she relaxed, blurred into a blur in her sleepy eyes. many.

After taking a shower and having a good sleep, it was already late at night, Lin Chuan turned on the computer and surfed the Internet, and her mother who was drying clothes on the third floor suddenly called her: "Why don't you take out the love letter in your pocket? The washing machine is gone. !"

Only then did Lin Chuan remember that Yan Xiya's letter hadn't been read yet!

She ran upstairs barefoot, but her mother just threw her a crumpled envelope.

"Where's the letter?" Lin Chuan opened it and found it was empty, thinking that his mother had peeked at it.

Mother Lin was a little surprised to see her so nervous: "When I took it out, there was only the envelope. It wouldn't really fall out and be taken away by the water, right? It belongs to a very important person?"

Lin Chuan was about to turn the washing machine upside down and take it apart, but he still couldn't find the letter, so he sat down on the ground in frustration.

Yan Xiya... What exactly are you going to tell yourself?

It's hard to ask now.

But really curious?

"Isn't it difficult for me to do laundry!" Seeing her sitting on the ground, Mother Lin scolded, and threw the sheet into the washing machine again.

Lin Chuan gave up his seat, went back to the room, spread out the empty envelope, and opened the drawer after posting it for a while.

There was a piece of crumpled letter paper inside.

It looks like a draft of a copy.

The first line reads "To You"

The content of the article is only one sentence.

——To my deskmate, ###

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