letter to roommate

Just as Yan Xiya got off the taxi, a black BMW stopped behind.

Shang Zhu got out of the car, grabbed Yan Xiya's wrist, and pressed her against the door, as if trying to swallow her whole: "Who is that person? Who is that person?"

He saw it all, when Yan Xiya peeked at her, the expression of a young girl who was in love for the first time, when Yan Xiya talked to her, that knowing smile with facial features full of smiles, when Yan Xiya went to hug her , the eyes can speak, that kind of reluctance and determination, the two have known each other for 18 years, and she is stingy and refuses to give herself a little bit.

who's that person!who's that person!Why is that person?

Yan Xiya had already expected this day, but she didn't expect it to come so soon, she waved her wrist that was held mercilessly in disgust, and said coldly: "Let go!"

Shang Zhu repeated like a repeater: "Who is that person! Who is that person!"

"Her name is Lin Chuan, and she is my deskmate. You should have known it a long time ago. My diary is full of her. You read it right. I just like her. I like her a lot more than you imagined. I like her." So much that you want to protect her, so much that you didn't hesitate to deceive your eyes to avoid your intervention before. If you still want to continue to be my friend, let go!" Yan Xiya looked directly at Shang Zhu's fiery eyes, resolutely said.

Shang Zhu didn't realize that Yan Xiya would say that person's name so simply. According to her fear of herself, shouldn't she hide it well in order to protect her?

Shang Zhu became uneasy, his grip tightened even more, and his violent eyes seemed to burst into flames: "I want her to die! I want her to die!"

Yan Xiya felt that her hand was about to break off, but she still angrily said to Shang Zhu who was almost losing her mind: "If you dare to touch her, I guarantee that you will never see me for the rest of your life!"

"What do you mean?" It was the first time that Shang Zhu saw such a calm Yan Xiya. In front of him, she was obviously disgusted or fearful, or even let others slaughter her, but this time, she only had disgust.

Yan Xiya broke free with one hand and took out a letter of guaranteed admission from her bag. Shang Zhu's uneasiness was confirmed: "Do you know what this is? I'm going abroad, you understand what I mean now Right? I endured you for 18 years, did you still think that I was the little girl you played with at the beginning and acted recklessly?"

After persisting in high school and entering No. [-] Middle School in the city, Yan Xiya thought that she could escape Shang Zhu's control if she was not in a school, but he recklessly controlled, arranged, and trampled on her life, treating her as his own confinement.

Because she knew from a young age that the two were business friends and cooperative partners, and she was destined to marry him in the future, so Yan Xiya, who became sensible, had always endured all this surlyly and secretly.

But she still can't learn to say that I'm not hurt after every relationship breaks up, especially after meeting someone who really cares, Yan Xiya has grown into a master of scheming at every step when she discovers her change in advance.The way I hate myself.

Counting Shang Zhu, using Li Ji, and even provoking Xu Zixin who shouldn't be involved,

Testing Lin Chuan, approaching Lin Chuan, and her weak nature have never been easily defeated by anyone.

Unknowingly, I did more and more unyielding struggles for her.

"You...you...you can't..." It was obvious that Shang Zhu refused to accept the reality.

Yan Xiya also planned to make things clear when things came to fruition: "Shang Zhu, you are too self-righteous to fall into my trap. You think you have separated everyone around me with strong means, and you are not allowed to have any in my world. There are people other than you. I will cry and beg you. I really had nothing to do with you before. You said nothing, so I am sure that the person in my diary is Li Ji. I used him. Although I am very sorry for him, but the other In a way he deserved it. I'm always grateful that you took him away from me so I could focus on Lin Chuan."

"You..." Shang Zhu was speechless.

Yan Xiya waved the notice on her hand, which was the bargaining chip she had tried her best to get. When she realized that she couldn't leave Lin Chuan, but she had to leave again, she started to play this game of chess.

American F major.

A world-leading university.

Many people go to graduate school, do a Ph.D., and get a master's degree, and then take the entrance examination, and they will be rejected because of their lack of comprehensive quality.

The recognized "geek" school.

Every year in the whole of China, only two or three students are recruited, and they are generally professor-level figures or those with great talent and potential who are eligible for further studies.

This is something that ordinary high school students dare not even think about.

However, she taught herself English, stayed up late to study hard, and even gave up professional courses, driving herself to a dead end.

In the last period of time, the painful pressure made her really think about giving up.

I can't understand the topic... I can't find anyone to explain it, I can only check the information on the Internet by myself... There are no rules to follow the research arguments... A lot of knowledge in unfamiliar fields...

She was tortured physically and mentally exhausted, and she was about to split into two herself.

But every time.

As long as Lin Chuan glanced at her, said a word to her, or even bumped into her accidentally.

The thoughts of stopping midway that were like those bugs scrambling to torment him were all appeased.

Because parents will hesitate only if they are admitted to F University.

That way you can live your own life.

Only the free self is worthy of loving others.

"Even if you go abroad, I will chase after you, and I will not give up on you..." Shang Zhu, like a dying prisoner, made his last intercession.

Declare "I won't let you go even if I'm a ghost"

"To touch my classmates? Warn them one by one not to approach me? Lock me up? Peek at my diary and ask who am I with? Why can you do whatever you want and cover the sky with your hands?" Yan Xiya looked at him with some compassion, "If you really can't get along with me, there is a way to go, which is to withstand the pressure of the law and make me silent Die in a foreign country. That way you will never be betrayed."

Shang Zhu was like a deflated ball. For the first time, he encountered a reversal of resistance, which made him lose his previous hostility. He was just sad and afraid, and Yan Xiya really left him just like that.

Yan Xiya then withdrew her hand: "You go, I don't want to see you again in the future."

Shang Zhu didn't speak, but Yan Xiya was still a little worried, turned her back to him, and said decisively: "I really like Lin Chuan... so I hope you will never meet. If you insist on doing something to her, I will destroy her. your most important thing."

Shang Zhu's pupils locked tightly, and Yan Xiya had already walked in.

the most important thing...

"Shang Zhu! Why did you cut the doll my father gave me! You know it's my most important thing!"

"Because you don't play with me,"

"You bad guy! You pay me!"

"That's just a broken doll, I'm your most important thing!"

"You idiot, people are not things!"

"I don't care, because you are the most important thing to me!"

……

Those vows, now that I think about it, are nothing more than an unattainable dream unilaterally woven by myself. No matter how obedient the captive parrots are, they still can’t bear the loneliness and escape this beautiful cage to the wider sky...

It's just... the person who flew with her, why not yourself?

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After Lin Chuan played a few games, he remembered that he had to explain some things to Yan Xiya.I happened to see her online, so I cheered myself up, clicked on the window, and sent a message: "Are you there?"

After Yan Xiya took a bath, her delicate and exquisite figure was as graceful as a lotus emerging from water, but it was a little extra cold.

When she saw the lighted up profile picture and the beautiful font, the hand that was wiping her hair stopped, and the little deer almost jumped out of her heart

—Has she read the letter?

"exist?"

"I have something to tell you..."

"I really can't say these words in person, so I can only tell you here."

Yan Xiya had a bad premonition, but she still moved the mouse and sent a smiling expression, but her face was bitter and embarrassing.

Seeing her reply, Lin Chuan was also relieved, and began to type one by one: "That...do you remember the time when we went to the math teacher to ask questions?"

Yan Xiya watched the beating "typing" on Lin Chuan's head, and she didn't dare to look at the screen for a moment, but unexpectedly she didn't send what she expected, but talked about other things.

With doubts, Yan Xiya's slender fingertips shook on the keyboard: "Remember."

"Didn't you go back first that time? My schoolbag was in the classroom, so I went back to get it. Actually, that day, I saw the person tearing up your book."

Yan Xiya thought of Lin Chuan waiting for her at the door of the office, and the attitude of paying attention to her completely different after that day. At first, she didn't think much about it, but now she knew that she was a witness, but she let herself cry so sadly, and she also wanted to protect the thief. The book thief couldn't help feeling desolate in his heart.

The author has something to say: Lin Chuan went to suspect the memory of the murderer, and then interspersed with the chapter of tearing up the book in Chapter 36.