letter to roommate

After Xu Zixin broke up with Li Ji, Yan Xiya did not get happiness either.

Because classmate Peng and the others, under the guise of being unfair to Xu Zixin, publicized the affairs of Yan Xiya and the others everywhere, embarrassing them, and could only be underground lovers.

Even so, Lin Chuan felt that Yan Xiya was still happy.

Lin Chuan didn't dare to tell her that it was Xu Zixin who proposed the breakup first.

As for how Li Ji explained to her "I'm under a lot of pressure, give me some more time", I don't care about it anymore.

Yan Xiya seems to need a friend to talk to and share this "love", but Lin Chuan is a very good candidate.

Lin Chuan was silent and depressed.I know that I like her very much, I know that I can't let her go, I know that the place I love is a bit cheap.

After the Liumei incident, Lin Chuan even felt that he loved so clumsily, at all costs, like a clown.

Lin Chuan also imitated other people's way of falling in love, often went to the supermarket to buy some chocolates, or took the yogurt that her mother put in the refrigerator to nourish her body to school, and secretly only shared it with Yan Xiya. Every time she accepted it, it was so sweet heart.

She is just so easy to please.

But Lin Chuan never ate what Yan Xiya brought her again, Lin Chuan paranoidly believed that Xu Zixin would not lie to herself, but she couldn't let go of Yan Xiya.

During those days when rumors were flying everywhere, only Lin Chuan accompanied Yan Xiya unconditionally. Perhaps her doting was too conniving, Yan Xiya also began to talk to Lin Chuan about her troubles about Xu Zixin's friends spreading bad things about her.

When Yan Yaxi was extremely angry, she would suddenly say: "I don't want to go on like this anymore, let's just break up."

When she casually said something, even though Lin Chuan knew it was impossible to come true, he felt a throbbing in his heart.

This throbbing performance has always been misunderstood by Yan Xiya and turned into a double-edged sword that Xu Zixin appealed for grievances.

When she was throbbing, she would only speak for Xu Zixin and let Xu Zixin talk to her friends and let her go.

Xu Zixin would be angry: "She is a mistress, and besides, I have no right to speak with other people. You have done enough. As for protecting her like this? Didn't you agree that I will be a good friend?"

Unspoken, Lin Chuan explained: "This is different, you have many friends, Yan Xiya is different, she needs me, she only has me."

Lin Chuan excused his unconditional crush with a sympathetic excuse, but Xu Zixin didn't buy it: "I don't need so many friends, and I only need you. In short, you choose. She and I are friends." Impossible to be friends."

Lin Chuan chose Yan Xiya. .

She ignored Xu Zixin when she took the initiative to talk to her, so she had to get used to her ignoring her.

And on the third day of the Cold War, Peng probably had too much time to spare, so he wrote a letter of a thousand words to Lin Chuan, stating her faults and blaming her for not knowing what to do.

Lin Chuan originally replied to her letter patiently, but after thinking about it, after Xu Zixin broke up with Li Ji, she also enjoyed playing with Li Ji as Li Ji's "godmother", always at the back of the classroom , which made Xu Zixin look very bad, and it was difficult not to pay attention to them.

Thinking of this, Lin Chuan didn't reply to the letter, and felt that her heartfelt words "for the bean sprouts" were a bit ridiculous. In fact, she didn't care about Xu Zixin at all, but whether Li Ji had a girlfriend or not.

Lin Chuan couldn't help feeling sorry for Xu Zixin.No wonder she said she didn't need it, because all of them made friends like this.

After class, Lin Chuan went directly to the next class to call Peng out, and said to her, "Actually, we don't care who Li Ji likes. He won't like us anyway. No matter who he chooses in the end, it doesn't matter to us. Now It's the third year of high school, let's all study hard and leave him alone, as for the bean sprouts, we're just quarreling, she will understand me, don't bother you."

Classmate Peng's expression was very bad. Lin Chuan thought that there must be a lot of rumors about "Lin Chuan's smacking" in our school, but it didn't matter. At that time, she planned to guard her little happiness for the future Xu Zixin made an excuse to make an agreement with Yan Xiya not to mention Li Ji between us, and spend the rest of the third year of high school with peace of mind.

The world is safe and well, it's none of my business.

As a result, the cunt did not grow up, and the cold war between Lin Chuan and Xu Zixin lasted for so long, the longest time, so long that Lin Chuan couldn't bear to talk to her.

Yan Xiya has become more and more dependent on Lin Chuan, because she is constantly being plotted against, either the book is missing or the stool is hidden.

It even caught the head teacher's attention.

Lin Chuan was also very helpless about this, and felt very sympathetic, but there was nothing he could do.

Instead, I would like to thank the person who stole the book, allowing them to read the same book in many classes, making them more intimate, and satisfying Lin Chuan's little selfishness.

Books were lost more and more frequently, and Lin Chuan knew that Yan Xiya was actually a little suspicious of Xu Zixin, because she had nothing to do with the world, and it seemed that she only provoked Xu Zixin.

The group of people who knew about their love triangle actually discussed whether Xu Zixin did it, but in this matter, Lin Chuan completely sided with Xu Zixin.

If you want to ask why, she can't tell the reason. It's simply because of the trust I grew up with.

Yan Xiya was almost tormented by the loss of the book and collapsed, but this was at best a small wave in the sad life.

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Lin Chuan didn't know when it happened. He went home with Donggua, and when he passed Douya's house, he saw Li Ji standing at her door.

Lin Chuan didn't want to take this muddy water at first, but when she glanced at it, Li Ji's eyes were a little red, as if he had been dumped.

Bean sprouts have dumped many people, and Lin Chuan is used to it. In the past, Lin Chuan would sympathize with those cannon fodder, but this time, it was only disgusting.

Yan Xiya was late for class the next day, and her eyes were red. Lin Chuanchuan thought she was staying up late reading and didn't ask any more questions.

Slow as a forest boat, it took about half a month to realize that there was one person missing in the class.

Li Ji turned away quietly, just like he came quietly, and walked very gracefully. The head teacher didn't even say it in class because he was afraid of affecting the students' emotions.

I saw him downstairs at Xu Zixin that night, because he really liked Xu Zixin, no matter if he was acting on the occasion or just scratching the surface, at least he took the initiative to find Xu Zixin before he left.

Although he was not seen, he pressed Xu Zixin against the wall like an idiot, told Xu Zixin how much he liked her, how much he knew his mistakes, blamed Douya for being so popular, and he just wanted to anger her, Li Ji was very angry. She begged for forgiveness spinelessly like many times before, but this time Xu Zixin really ignored him because of her promise to a person.

After Lin Chuan knew this, he felt very happy, and told Yan Xiya. At that time, because the two of them kept the agreement of "not mentioning Li Ji" very well, Lin Chuan even thought that they really hadn't contacted for a long time.It was only later that Lin Chuan realized that it was just his own delusion.

Yan Xiya faltered and said: "Lin Chuan, don't be angry. Let me tell you something. In fact, that night, he came to see me later. He knocked on the door downstairs of our house and called for someone. I was afraid that others would hear him. , went down, and then... I saw him very sad, he said he was leaving... let me accompany him on the last night..."

"I followed him around the street a few times, and then he took me to his house. His uncle and the others were all asleep, sleeping on the first floor, and then he took me to his room on the second floor, and no one slipped in. People know, then he sleeps on the floor and I sleep on the bed... the next day we come to school together...so I'm late..."

Lin Chuan's angina was just as uncomfortable.

I thought it would be good not to mention it, but in fact it was just deceiving myself and others.

Yan Xiya knew that Lin Chuan didn't like Li Ji, seeing her ugly face, she quickly explained: "Nothing happened, don't think about it, I've already decided to let go, I really won't miss him again in the future, I also heard a lot about him, and know that he really likes Douya, Douya is a good girl, and I sincerely bless them."

Lin Chuan held back for a long time.He choked out a sentence: "Don't be ridiculous, a man and a widow are in the same room, can nothing really happen? Do you think I'm stupid?!"

Yan Xiya made a silent gesture, after all, she was in the classroom.

Unable to understand Lin Chuan's mood, Yan Xiya didn't want this ready-to-move temptation to become too obvious, affecting the status quo between the two of them who finally got close enough to be a little ambiguous and didn't know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing.

She leaned over and whispered in Lin Chuan's ear: "I told him that I came here... Actually I lied to him, so he didn't do it..."

The faces of the two blushed together, Yan Xiya suddenly smiled and said, "Lin Chuan, it's good to have you by my side."

What Lin Chuan was thinking at the time was that it was torture to have you by my side.

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