letter to roommate

She kept her head down and read the book, but tears fell onto the textbook.

Lin Chuan quickly took out a tissue and handed it to her. Yan Xiya was stunned for a moment, as if surprised that Lin Chuan would hand her a tissue, and then took it, but didn't use it to wipe her tears.

As soon as the bell rang after class, Lin Chuan immediately asked her what was wrong.

Unexpectedly, Yan Xiya gave her a dull look, and then said, "I thought you ignored me again..."

Lin Chuan thought for a while, he really didn't talk to her much these two days, and he just came out from the outside thinking about the steel coin in his heart, and kept a cold face.I didn't expect to be misunderstood by her, and cried because of it. .

How fragile this is, Lin Chuan couldn't help feeling amused: "Hurry up and wipe away your tears, it's so ugly, if I ignore you, I will tell you."

Lin Chuan said something wrong, but Yan Xiya was unexpectedly happy. She put the tissue in her pocket, took out another packet of love from the drawer, and wiped her face.

Lin Chuan said, "What are you doing?"

Yan Xiya said: "I will always keep the tissue you gave me, and I can't bear to use it to wipe my tears."

There were tears on his face, but there was a knowing smile on his face.

Lin Chuan felt a throbbing in his heart. .At the same time, I became a little nervous and found that I couldn't face her anymore.

When returning home, Lin Chuan told Xu Zixin about this, and said, "I didn't expect her to be such a sensitive girl, she is too fragile."

Yan Xiya Yan Xiya is Yan Xiya again...why does this name appear so frequently recently...

Xu Zixin seemed to sneer, and the acid water accumulated during this period also began to flow out, and said dissatisfiedly, "It's artificial."

Lin Chuan said: "Occasionally you have to learn from others. Be more feminine, and men like this."

Xu Zixin squinted at her: "It's better than wiping your snot on your friend's clothes when you cry, I won't bother you to worry."

Unexpectedly, she could still remember what happened so long ago, Lin Chuan said bitterly: "You really don't need to worry about me, you hooked up the school girl as a boyfriend."

Xu Zixin heard the sarcasm in her tone, and said, "You seem to dislike Li Ji very much. I have had many boyfriends before, why haven't you shown such dislike?"

Lin Chuan thought for a while and said, "Is there even a need to ask, because all handsome men are fickle, and Li Ji doesn't look like a good guy at first sight, of course there are also handsome men who don't bother, you can see that winter melon is not bad... "

Lin Chuan didn't tell her about Li Ji calling Yan Xiya and others, because she didn't want to be troublesome, but as a friend, or a crush, even though she knew it was impossible for her, she still hoped that Xu Zixin would find someone better.

"Really?" Xu Zixin sneered, "Do you really care about me? Then, if I fall out with Yan Xiya, which side will you stand on?"

Lin Chuan said why she was involved again, these two things have nothing to do with each other.Why don't you ask who I save when you fall into the water together!

Xu Zixin laughed again: "If I told you that Yan Xiya is still in contact with Li Ji, what would you say?"

At that moment, Lin Chuan wondered if she was sick or suffering from delusions of persecution. .

Lin Chuan said, "Stop thinking about it, talk about evidence."

Xu Zixin said: "Then you can ask her yourself and see how she answers, okay? You are so determined to speak for her, do you know how she tells her friends about you?"

"She told her friend that Lin Chuan is so deceitful, that a few plums are just playing like something."

When Lin Chuan went back, he kept thinking about this sentence, thinking about the scene of Gangbang talking with Xu Zixin behind the classroom, and felt that he had to think wildly.

When Lin Chuan came to the classroom, Yan Xiya seemed to have been waiting for her for a long time, and couldn't wait to take out a box of Dove from the table: "Didn't you say you like chocolate?"

Lin Chuan remembered that Bean Sprouts went to the supermarket with her two days ago and bought a box of the same ones. For some reason, Yan Xiya also had them.

So Lin Chuan asked tentatively, "Do you have xylitol?"

Yan Xiya said in surprise, "How do you know?"

She took out a bottle of Yida from her desk, it was the same orange flavor as the one she and Bean Sprouts bought at the supermarket that day.

Up to now, Lin Chuan questioned her with declarative sentences: "You still have contact with Li Ji."

Seeing her face change, Yan Xiya felt depressed: "I thought you already knew."

Lin Chuan said, "If you didn't tell me, how could I know about it?"

Yan Xiya looked at Lin Chuan timidly: "I thought...Xu Zixin told you everything..."

"If she doesn't tell me, you plan to hide it from me all the time. Anyway, I'm just a pug who is obedient to a few plums?" Lin Chuan was so angry that his tone was a little high.

Yan Xiya looked like she was about to cry again, but Lin Chuan was unspeakably annoyed, lying on the table anxiously, turned her head away, and stopped looking at her.

During class, Yan Xiya passed a note to Lin Chuan again, which said: "I don't know what happened, but can you talk to me carefully, I regard you as a very important friend, and I don't want you to talk to me again. Ignore me for no reason, and it's not fair to me."

Lin Chuan felt that this person could really pretend, so he told her everything he heard, and said, "You have a bad reputation now, and I don't know what kind of friends you have made. Anyway, you have been sold."

Hearing what Lin Chuan said, Yan Xiya burst into tears again, unable to stop: "I don't have any friends, I only have a few friends, and, I swear to God, if I said In that case, a thunderbolt from the sky will split me in half, okay?"

As soon as she cried, Lin Chuan was out of control, and turned to comfort her, but still couldn't help but say: "Then what's the matter with your chocolate? Let me tell you the truth, I bought it at the supermarket with Dou Sprout, Bean Sprout Give it to Li Ji, and Li Ji will use it to pick you up, how ugly it is to spread such words."

"But what can I do? He waits for me at the intersection every day, constantly promising that he will break up. I don't want to do this either, but I really like him. What can I do?" Yan Xiya said for the first time Confessing his heart to Lin Chuan, although there was some false element in it because he was troubled by this matter all day long, Lin Chuan's heart sank suddenly. It was at that moment that Lin Chuan realized something, it was a kind of dare not To delve into emotions. .I don't want her to continue talking, as if she is deliberately avoiding something.

That was the sour feeling that even Xu Zixin had never given herself.

Lin Chuan didn't know what was wrong, but when he went back to do homework at Xu Zixin's house that day, he asked her like a convulsion: "Do you like Li Ji very much? How much?"

Xu Zixin sneered at this: "I don't like him a long time ago."

Lin Chuan recalled Yan Xiya's face crying to him during the day, and convulsed, and actually said to her: "Then break up with him and make Yan Xiya and the others complete, anyway, you have so many people chasing you."

Xu Zixin closed the textbook, and said angrily, "Why am I letting go, why don't you persuade Yan Xiya to let go, the mistress is her, right?"

Lin Chuan's whole body was blackened, and he burst out with foul language: "What's so good about that bastard Li Ji? As for you fighting for him like this, I'm really upset watching Yan Xiya wash her face with tears for that idiot Li Ji every day. As for it, there is no grass anywhere in the world. You too, don't belittle yourself, just make that couple happy."

Seeing Lin Chuan angry, Xu Zixin also calmed down, and then said to her: "It's not that I don't let go, Li Ji refuses to break up every time, and begs me to give him a chance again and again."

"Then be more ruthless. You don't need that kind of philandering." Lin Chuan said.

"Can you give me time?" Xu Zixin interrupted me, "After all, we loved each other before, and he was good to me before. He did all this just to annoy me. Even if he is with Yan Xiya, Can they be happy?"

After Xu Zixin finished speaking, Lin Chuan also realized that his thinking was too simple, apologized for his tone, packed up his things and prepared to leave, Xu Zixin suddenly stopped her: "Hello."

"Huh?" Lin Chuan turned his head, Xu Zixin was hesitant to speak: "Lin Chuan, if I break up with Li Ji, can we go back to the way we were before?"

Lin Chuan didn't understand what she meant: "What was it like before?"

Xu Zixin thought for a while and said, "Your best friend will still be me!"

Lin Chuan took a step forward and touched her forehead: "Are you having a fever? Why are you acting pretentious with me all of a sudden?"

Xu Zixin held Lin Chuan's hand behind her back, and looked at her expectantly: "Yan Xiya and I, as expected, I'm more important."

Lin Chuan answered such a question without thinking: "Of course, you have been my friend for so many years since I was a child, and I have only known her for a few months."

Only then did Xu Zixin let go, and Lin Chuan's hands were bruised from being grabbed. From her steady gaze, Lin Chuan seemed to have thought of something, but he couldn't believe it.

I was already planning to let go, why did I start to be passionate again?

"When the two of them get together, everything will go back to how it was before." Lin Chuan comforted, "We will go to school together and prepare for the college entrance examination together, and we will never think about these shitty things again."

Xu Zixin nodded fiercely, but on the way back, Lin Chuan felt a sense of loss in his heart.

She knew that she couldn't go back to many things. Although she didn't want to admit it, she knew that she liked the girl named Yan Xiya a little bit, and she liked it a lot.

He is so great that he is paralyzed, dare not confess, and commits a crime to sacrifice his childhood to fulfill her happiness

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