Deadly rivals deserve a pair

As the saying goes, a golden nest and a silver nest are not as good as a dog kennel at home, but the quilt is still the most comfortable at home.

There was still an hour or two before dawn, Shen Yu slowly opened his eyes in Yan Jin's arms, and had some chaotic dreams, which were not considered nightmares, so Shen Yu was still in a good mood, and after he woke up first, he paid attention to his movements , did not alarm Yan Jin.

Before sleeping with Yan Jin, Shen Yu summed up her sleep pattern. In ten days and nights, she would wake up about two or three times. During the two or three times of waking up, the probability of extreme expansion of negative emotions is uncertain, and it can only be buried by extreme emotions. Shen Yu would have big mood swings only when he met Yan Jinqian, except for the time of waking up at night, he hadn't had any big mood swings for more than ten years.

It is normal for people to have emotional ups and downs, not to say that he has to go through some big things, he can be very happy when he encounters small things, and he can be moved to tears when a certain point is touched, and Shen Yu has ten years of youth, Almost numb to everything around him.

There was a tragedy in the movie theater, everyone was crying, he was indifferent, and when something that should have been particularly happy happened to him, there was no wave in his heart.Aunt Gu said that he has a lack of emotion, and he agrees with it. He can pretend to be sad and happy, and get along with other people. He uses deduction to find the lost feeling, just like forcibly activating a dull machine. Time is too much, it seems that I can really taste a little bit of happiness, and it is also a way to heal a sick heart.

But when interacting with Yu Feng, he found that the feeling of love is different.Over the years, he has regained some emotions. It is no problem to make friends and treat people, but love is too different. He thought getting along felt right, and they could try it. After they really started dating, Shen Yu keenly discovered the difference: he is still a Sick people are not normal people.He also wanted to use his sincerity, but...he couldn't find it, couldn't find where the "love" suitable for a lover was. In front of Yu Feng's increasingly tired and sad face, Shen Yu thought, he couldn't fall in love with ordinary people.

Yan Jin was a surprise.

Just as Shen Yu has spent many years using bit by bit learning to stimulate his numb heart and recover his emotions little by little, Yan Jin has spent many years to let Shen Yu feel what liking and love are.Yu Feng is very good, but he is just a passer-by in Shen Yu's life; Yan Jin is not perfect, but he has become an indispensable part of Shen Yu's life.

Words such as good match and match made in heaven sometimes sound mysterious and clichéd, but in the vast sea of ​​people, there are probably some people who use their own experiences to show you that there really is a match made in this world.

Shen Yu is a difficult person to deal with, and he knows it himself.If Yan Jin only pursued for a while and then let go, Shen Yu would continue to walk alone with his numb heart, but Yan Jin did not. He successfully filled Shen Yu's heart with his love and ignited Shen Yu's hard search. He found his own love, and from then on, his heart was no longer a piece of ashes, but also had his own light.

Yan Jin is the luck of his life, without him, there would be no Shen Yu who knows how to love.It took Yan Jin so many years, so many years... Shen Yu sighed in his heart: Idiot.

Outside the house, the lights in the yard were still on, and the street lamps were still on. Shen Yu took advantage of the little light coming in from the window to quietly look at Yan Jin's sleeping face.The reason why Yan Jin's handsomeness gives people a sense of sharpness is because of his skeleton, straight nose, deep eyebrows, and well-defined facial contours. Although some people have a tall skeleton, they are too thin, so thin that they are shabby and weak. Yan Jin is not, he is calm Powerful and heroic, it makes people feel full of male hormones when they look at it, and it will arouse people's strong thoughts and sense of security.

Shen Yu stretched out her warm fingers from under the quilt, and lightly tapped Yan Jin's bridge of nose.

Yan Jin didn't wake up.

Mr. Shen, who has been lacking in love and lust for more than ten years, has found infinite fun in Yan Jin. He can enjoy it for a while with such a small gesture. A boring person living a life.

Shen Yu opened his mouth, and silently mouthed to the sleeping person: "Mine."

In terms of possessiveness, Shen Yu is definitely not inferior to Yan Jin.It's no wonder that some people outside misunderstood Yan Jin and felt that Shen Yu played with him in the applause.Because Shen Yu is indeed a domineering and powerful lord, he is just bluffing people, and everything is in his bones. After people who have suffered countless losses under Shen Yu's hands deeply understand this point, they really can't imagine the appearance of this person's sincerity and softness. I always feel that every time he speaks softly, there is a hole hidden behind it, and there are knives in the hole.

A woman with a white face and bones, Shen Yu gave birth to a woman with a red face, and used the bones as a knife to hurt others and herself. Now that his heart was beating again, wrapped in flesh and blood, he also knew how to put away the knife and protect himself.

It can't be done without protection, who made this heart not only his own, he couldn't bear to make Yan Jin sad.

Sleeping less for an hour or two, Shen Yu is in good spirits during the day, and is also very efficient in handling affairs in the company during the day. After the bid is successful, he will also be in charge of the project. It's safe to say that making a list is not difficult, and it doesn't take much effort to do it when you have time.

Rumors about Hu Wuguan have already spread in the company, and where there are people, there are gossips, not to mention that he is a big melon.Shen Yu is not worried that Aunt Lan will forgive Hu Wuguan, she is not that kind of person, and there is no possibility of compromise and understanding for her about cheating, so if she takes ten thousand steps back, even if Aunt Lan really let Hu Wuguan go, Shen Yu I also want Hu Wuguan to finish playing this time.

Why don't you take the opportunity to get his equity back and keep it for the New Year?

Shen Yu has already started to ask people for Zhou Lancheng's matter, including Bai Qingxian, who has been abroad for many years before and has many friends who can help.Finding Zhou Lancheng is a hassle. He has already cut off contact with the country, and he cannot be traced. When Yan entered the university, he was not able to find him immediately. Later, when he found some places to stay, it was too late. for a long time.

The cunning rabbit has three caves.This person is also very tolerant, he is too cautious, and he has been hiding for so many years, which proves that he is worried about Yan Jin and has not given up looking for him. Yu, as long as he shows his feet, he will definitely be caught.

Shen Yu analyzed it from various angles. He is entering the places where Zhou Lancheng had stayed on the Internet at the moment, and wants to see the detailed introduction of these places. In case there is any connection, he does not want to let go of the slightest possibility. As he was watching, the phone rang.

It's silence.

"Dad, what?"

"...Your grandfather is ill. I'm afraid it's not very good. I contacted all relatives. Let's go see him too."

Shen Yu was stunned for a moment, a very simple sentence, and he didn't have any emotional ups and downs in his heart, but inexplicably felt that this sentence was a bit strange, like slowing down Shen Mo's originally slow speech, like an old-fashioned broadcasting machine, shaking Ear.Shen Yu's voice remained the same, very calm: "Okay, shall we go today? I'll come and pick you up."

Shen Mo said that if he could leave now, Shen Yu thought for a while: "Ah, wait a minute, I'll ask Yan Jin's time."

Yan Jin is his partner, so of course we have to be together in this kind of matter, Shen Yu called Yan Jin, after Yan Jin listened, he agreed without saying a word: "Okay, you can just wait for me at the company, I will drive come over."

Shen Yu: "Yes."

"Shen Yu."

"Ok?"

"are you OK?"

"I am fine."

After hanging up the phone, Shen Yu replied silently, and then quietly waited for someone in the office.He thought that Yan Jin's last sentence was probably a subconscious question on such occasions, but he felt that he was fine. After his mother left, he hadn't seen his mother's relatives for many years. The last time he saw them was at the wedding , I didn’t say much, it’s been too many years, I don’t know where to start.

Ah... Shen's mother also died of illness, how did he know at that time, who said it, or did he see it?Did he understand the meaning of "death" when he heard it for the first time?as if someone was crying...

Shen Yu couldn't see it. He had no expression on his face at the moment, and his eyes obviously had no emotions, but they made people feel cold. Some beautiful things can change from beautiful to terrifying with just a little smearing. It can be like inorganic glass, so empty that it is frightening.

Shen Yu didn't know how long he sat there, until Yan Jin's call interrupted his contemplation, he blinked, his expression was normal again, he walked out, and Yan Jin's car arrived.

Before Yan came in, he had already bought the gifts for the visit together, and he was very thoughtful. He drove the car himself, picked up Shen Yu, and then picked up Shen Mo. The three of them came to the hospital all the way. This is a private hospital with a very beautiful environment. There are many flowers and plants, but no matter how many, they can't cover the smell of disinfectant in the house.

After some visits were over, they pushed out of the ward, found a place to talk outside the ward, watched Shen Yu and the other three approaching, and couldn't help but take a few more glances: just because of their outstanding appearance, they couldn't help but take a look.Originally, some relatives were distant relatives, so I didn't recognize who they were at all.

Only Shen Yu's grandmother and two uncles were accompanying in the ward at the moment. The three of them stood at the door. People also saw them, and the grandfather who was leaning on the hospital bed spoke first: "It's you, come."

"Grandpa, grandma." Shen Yu politely called the two old people, and then greeted his uncle one by one.The aunts probably went out to arrange for relatives who came to visit, some of whom came all the way.

Yan Jin followed Shen Yu in addressing him, originally he should speak in silence on this occasion, he went to the hospital bed, called "Dad", opened his mouth, but was speechless.

"You are still like this after so many years." Grandpa sighed, shook his head, and smiled kindly at Shen Yu, "Shen Yu, come, come here."

Shen Yu walked up to him and bent down properly. Grandpa raised his hand, but found that it didn't seem appropriate to put it anywhere. Just as he was about to put it down, Shen Yu took the initiative to hand it up. Shen Yu's hands trembled violently, perhaps because of physical discomfort.

Shen Yu squatted down, so he had to look up at the old man.

Shen Yu now remembered that when Shen's mother passed away, grandpa cried very sadly.Silent and silent, his heart disease worsened after his wife passed away. For a long time, the number of words he spoke could be counted on his fingers. Weep together.

The old man's emotions and body couldn't stand the toss, looking at Shen Mo and Shen Yu only made him sad, but there was a time when his grandparents would come to see Shen Yu and asked Shen Yu if he wanted to live with them. Yu refused at the time, he wanted to be with his father.

Later, Shen Li lost his eldest son and took over Shen Yu's education. Shen Yu still lived with Shen Mo, but he was very busy. With various courses, grandpa and grandma came, and they didn't have time to talk. I can only feel sad, and gradually, the connection fades away.

It seems that if they don't see each other, they can forget the pain.

When Shen Yu was in his teens, his grandfather celebrated his birthday. Shen Mo still wanted to take his son out. At that time, Shen Yu had already grown into a person whose age did not match his inner world. For a child who needs care, silence cannot give him normal care. Shen Yu and Shen Li have gone to many banquets and seen too many false faces in the world, and he did not regard himself as a child who can act like a spoiled child to his elders.

At this time, he and his grandfather hadn't seen each other for many years. In order to create an atmosphere full of children and grandchildren, people of different generations were grouped together, and then they would celebrate the old man's birthday. Standing in a group of children, Shen Yu felt that he was out of place, but he had already learned to pretend Becoming an ordinary child, others can't see the difference.

After he finished his birthday wishes, grandpa smiled and said, "Good boy!" There was no unfamiliarity, no estrangement, and even because he hadn't seen him for many years, the old man looked at him with excitement that he didn't have for other children. He raised his hand and touched Shen Yu's head.

This moment made Shen Yu stiff all over.

...he hadn't been treated like a child in years.

The old man's palm was very warm. He touched Shen Yu's head and put a candy in his palm. Shen Yu held the candy in his hand for a long time until the banquet was over. When everyone went home, he nestled in his room , Take the candy apart, because it melted in the palm of your hand for too long.

So sugar is a bit sticky to the teeth.

But that smell, Shen Yu has remembered it strangely for many years.

At this moment, in front of the hospital bed, grandpa was holding his hand, and Shen Yu heard his voice trembling: "Shen Yu, good boy, good boy..."

Shen Yu blinked strangely, he seemed to hear something in his heart just now, it was indescribable, as if... as if something rusty made a dull sound, the sound was too hoarse and unbearable.