After wearing a paranoid bamboo horse of abusive male protagonists

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Do you want to go on a date?

Lu Yanchen's face was a little unnatural, his eyes wandered, he turned his mind around, and finally found a point to refute, and said: "Didn't you also kiss overtime..." He regretted it just after he finished speaking, thinking that this Something is wrong.

His heart became uneasy, and he always felt that Song Qingshi would say some explosive declaration in the next second, but unexpectedly, Song Qingshi did not express any reflections on this sentence, but just smiled seriously.

Lu Yanchen coughed, and said uncomfortably: "It's getting late, you should go back and rest early, I should go back too."

Song Qingshi glanced at him sideways, and said, "Even so, have you forgotten something?"

At the same time, there is also a couple downstairs in the dormitory next door. They seem to be saying goodbye and are hugging each other reluctantly. The posture and strength of hugging each other seem to embed each other into their own bodies. It is like performing a scene Life and death are different.

Song Qingshi in front of him looked at him quietly, with a bit of condemnation in his eyes, as if saying "Look at others, then look at yourself", Lu Yanchen stared at him for a while, his face slowly turned red, But in the end, he still raised a hand, hugged Song Qingshi, and hugged him in front of him.

The moment he threw himself into Lu Yanchen's arms, Song Qingshi couldn't help but curled his lips happily. He put his hands around his neck very naturally, and raised his head to kiss him. Lu Yanchen noticed his movement and tilted his head. Song Qingshi's kiss was crooked, and it landed on his face.

Song Qingshi: "..."

Forget it, the face is the face.

After the two bid farewell to each other, Lu Yanchen returned to the dormitory. He sat on his seat, his eyes were still a little straight. There were too many things happened today, such as kissing Song Qing with tongue, and kissing farewell... To be precise, What happened recently is a little bit beyond his expectations. There is a faint feeling that something is about to break free, similar to the feeling of a train derailing. This feeling of being out of control is not very good, and it will make people feel a sense of crisis that is about to lose control, but Another sense of unforeseen excitement.

Lu Yanchen was stunned for a while, and it was only when he was about to go to bed after washing that he realized that there was one person missing in the dormitory. He asked Jiang Tao, "Where is Zhou Xinyu?"

Jiang Tao said: "I don't know, he just said that he has something to go out for a while."

"Oh." Without thinking too much, Lu Yanchen climbed into bed to go to sleep, but he couldn't fall asleep. He picked up his phone and looked, and there was a WeChat message from Song Qingshi.

S: Have you arrived at the dormitory?

Lu Yanchen tapped his phone screen and sent: Here we are.

Song Qingshi sent an OK expression.

He couldn't sleep anyway, so Lu Yanchen simply started chatting with him, and they talked about trivial things, from what he planned to eat tomorrow to Song Qingshi's part-time job, and then to freshmen.

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At the same time, Zhou Xinyu was drinking in a bar near School A, to be precise, it was a bar.

This bar is called "Night Color". Because of its remote location and small storefront, there are not many people in the store. The most people are around [-] or [-] o'clock, but once it is past [-] o'clock, there are basically no people. up.

The shop owner didn't make it difficult for himself. Although the signboard stated that the closing time was twelve o'clock, it basically closed after eleven o'clock. Originally, he wanted to close earlier today.

But I didn't expect a little brother to come to drink after ten o'clock, and he has been drinking until now and has no plans to leave.

Most of the people who come to the bar to drink are a few friends yelling together. Those who come to drink alone are either unsatisfactory in life or broken in love.

Seeing that this little brother is not very old, he looks 20 or [-] years old, he should be a student from a nearby school, and those who have not been out of society are likely to be broken in love.

After all, he was a customer, and there was no one else in the store. The owner of the store was bored by himself, so he chatted with him while cleaning the glass, and said, "What's your name, brother?"

Zhou Xinyu raised his drunken head to look at him, and said slowly as if he was a bit overwhelmed: "Just call me Xiao Zhou."

"Oh, it turned out to be Xiao Zhou. Don't be too busy drinking and drinking, come to chat too. Are you broken in love or something? Why do you look lost?"

Hearing the word "broken love", Zhou Xinyu lowered his eyes, smiled wryly, and said, "Yes, I'm broken in love."

The person he likes has an object, but that person is not him.

The shop owner comforted him and said: "Breakdown is nothing. Romance is happening every day all over the world. Who hasn't lost love? If you lose love, it means that you and her are not suitable. It's better to break up sooner. Next time, find someone who is better than you." She's better."

Hearing this, Zhou Xinyu smiled bitterly and said, "It would be fine if we broke up, but I didn't break up with him because I've never been with him before."

The shop owner suddenly realized: "Oh, it turned out to be a secret love."

Zhou Xinyu raised his head and sighed: "Yes, I have been secretly in love with him for seven years."

The shop owner was very surprised: "It's been so long, haven't you confessed to her?"

Zhou Xinyu shook his head: "Confession... Confession is useless, impossible to succeed..."

Because he has an opponent who can't win no matter what, and he knew this six years ago.

He was a little drunk, and lay down on the table, the shop owner said anxiously: "Hey, don't sleep, I'm closing soon, find someone to pick you up..."

Zhou Xinyu has been at the same table with Lu Yanchen since the first day of junior high school, and they have been together for three years without any particular reason.

Because they were about the same height at that time, he didn't have any special feelings for this deskmate at first, and he was just an ordinary classmate until the second semester of junior high school.

He was born in a single-parent family. When he was in the second grade of elementary school, he divorced because his parents did not agree with each other. His mother left him to his father because he had a new boyfriend and became pregnant.

Because his father has to work during the day, he can't take care of him, and he doesn't know how to take care of the children. He often eats hungry and full, so he has stomach problems at a young age.

He remembered that morning, because he got up late in the morning and didn't have time to buy breakfast, so he went to class hungry. On the table, one hand pressed against the abdomen.

At that time, Lu Yanchen was sitting inside him, and he was walking outside behind him, maybe seeing that he looked a little strange, so he asked him what was wrong.

He shook his head and said it was all right, he was just hungry.

In fact, stomach pain is an old problem, not serious, it may hurt for a while at the time, once it gets over it will be fine, Zhou Xinyu intends to fight it.

But at this time something was placed on the table, he looked up and saw an extra breakfast on the table, two steamed buns and a bag of soy milk, which were put by Lu Yanchen.

He glanced at him in confusion, Lu Yanchen raised his chin, pointed to the breakfast on the table, and said, "I just went to the canteen and bought it at the school cafeteria. Aren't you hungry? Eat."

Zhou Xinyu picked up the buns on the table in a daze. It was a very common meat bun, but he felt that the meat bun that time was better than any he had eaten before. He thanked Lu Yanchen and asked how much it was , he gave him the money, but Lu Yanchen said no.

Anyway, it was not expensive, although he still gave him the money afterwards, but at that time I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart, which was actually not very strong. If I had to say it, it was like warm water soaking my whole body.

It's just that he didn't expect that this mild feeling would form a strong emotion that he didn't expect in the accumulation of the next seven years.

He didn't expect that he would remember this trivial matter for seven years.

He knew that it didn't mean anything for Lu Yanchen to bring him breakfast. He was the kind of person who would help people around him if he had any difficulties, so he was always very popular.

At the same time, he also knew that Lu Yanchen was only ordinary kind to them, and he was really kind to Song Qingshi. He was afraid that he would be cold and hungry, just like a careful gardener quietly caring for a fragile seedling. I thought that the two of them were just ordinary brothers, just a little better than brothers from other families. Until the second year of junior high school, Song Qingshi always came to ask Lu Yanchen questions for a while, and he finally had to face reality, because Song Qingshi looked at Lu Yanchen. His eyes are very familiar.

Since Song Qingshi liked Lu Yanchen, how could he compare to him? After all, they get along day and night, and after all, Lu Yanchen attaches great importance to him. Isn't it logical for them to be together?

Sometimes he also wonders why the two haven't been together for so long, maybe the relationship is not so good, and there is a secret, dark expectation in his heart.

Maybe he doesn't have a chance...

It's just that when he was thinking this way, the news that the two of them were together suddenly came, and he didn't expect that he would be so unbearable, his heart felt as uncomfortable as being cut by a blunt knife.

Sometimes I envy Song Qingshi very much, why can he always get Lu Yanchen's preference easily, obviously he has such a bad personality.

Or maybe this is the self-confidence of being favored...

Lu Yanchen and Song Qingshi chatted for more than an hour, and when they were about to fall asleep, they suddenly received a call from Zhou Xinyu.

But the other party was not Zhou Xinyu himself, he claimed to be the owner of a bar, and said that Zhou Xinyu was drunk in his shop and asked him to pick him up.

Lu Yanchen was a little surprised. He didn't expect Zhou Xinyu to go out to drink. After asking the shop owner's address, he hurriedly got up and went out.

The shop owner took a look at Zhou Xinyu, who was so drunk that he was unconscious, and felt that he was a bit pitiful. When he called Lu Yanchen just now, he found that this little brother had put Lu Yanchen's phone on the top, and arranged the words according to the first letter of the surname, " The surname "Lu" is far from the first one.

That's why he guessed that Lu Yanchen was this little brother's crush. Calling his crush would be a small favor, although it wouldn't be much.

After waiting for about half an hour, the person finally arrived. A tall, thin and attractive boy walked in. The shop owner took a look at him and felt that this boy was indeed memorable for so many years. It's not without reason that someone has been secretly in love with her for so many years.

Lu Yanchen glanced at the table full of wine bottles, frowned, and said, "Zhou Xinyu?"

no sound.

The shop owner said: "The person has fallen asleep."

Lu Yanchen couldn't say anything, so he lifted Zhou Xinyu's arm, put it on his shoulder, and carried him away.

But then the phone in his pocket vibrated.

Song Qingshi bit his lip and looked at the phone interface. He looked at the line of words he sent: Chenchen, are you free this weekend?

In fact, he originally typed one more sentence, asking if he wanted to go on a date together, but he thought it was too straightforward to ask.

So he deleted this sentence again, he thought it was better to wait for Chen Chen to answer his question before dropping that sentence.

It's just that this time I waited for a long time and didn't get a reply from Chen Chen, did I fall asleep?

He waited for a while, and just when he was about to put down his phone, he suddenly received a reply from Chenchen: Sorry, I was delayed a little bit just because I was picking up Zhou Xinyu. I'm free this weekend, what's the matter?

In the Song and Qing Dynasties, they stared at those words, Jie, Zhou, Xin, Yu, Hui, Lai?

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