After wearing a paranoid bamboo horse of abusive male protagonists

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I don't feel anything, so why did the kiss time out...

Lu Yanchen looked at his face, he looked at him deeper than usual, as if he wanted to look into his eyes, and after a while, he said: "You...you lied to them?"

Song Qingshi blinked, his eyelids drooped and raised again, and then he smiled flawlessly and said, "Yes, I just made it up to deceive them."

Lu Yanchen was stunned for a while, and then said: "That's it, it's all right, I'll take you back..."

He took Song Qingshi's hand and led him to the dormitory building of the business school.

However, at this moment, Song Qingshi, who was following behind him and staring at his back, had darkened eyes.

He lied to him.

Their first real kiss was indeed when Lu Yanchen was in the summer vacation after the college entrance examination.

The end of the college entrance examination means that the students in the same class for three years have gone their separate ways and gone to different lives. In order to celebrate their escape from the sea of ​​suffering, and to make a summary of the past three years, their class organized a class reunion.

In fact, there was nothing special about it, just that we booked a hotel, ate and drank together, and then found a karaoke place to sing.

Everyone was very high that day, talked a lot, ate a lot, and drank a lot.

Even Lu Yanchen drank a lot of wine. At the end of the game, a girl confessed to Lu Yanchen. She blushed and shouted into the microphone while crying: "Lu Yanchen, I like you!"

Then the whole class was booing, and many people even assisted and said: "Promise her! Promise her!"

Lu Yanchen could only smile awkwardly, and said "Sorry".

Everyone sighed for a while, but it was the girl who said, "Actually, I knew it would end like this, but I still want to tell you my heartfelt thoughts, so it can be regarded as the end of my secret love for the past three years.

If you don’t say anything, you always feel that you will leave a regret, you will definitely regret it in the future, and you can’t start well, and why only I like you, but you don’t know anything, it’s so unfair to me ..." After the girl finished speaking, she fell on another girl's shoulder and began to cry.

At that time, Song Qingshi was watching this scene from the side, watching them quietly like a bystander. At that time, his mood was very calm. To be honest, he was actually a little envious of that girl.

Because she can express her admiration openly, and she can also get encouragement and praise from others.

As for him, he also had a crush on his minister for five years, but he could only hide his love in his heart and not be known by anyone.

That night, after the two returned home, Lu Yanchen was a little drunk. Song Qingshi went to the living room and poured him a glass of water. When he returned to the room and saw him resting on the bed, he suddenly had a thought.

When Lu Yanchen was drunk, he would not be drunk or sleep unconscious like other people, but would be in a half-dream and half-awake state similar to sleepwalking. He quietly leaned against the wall next to the bed, with his eyelids half drooping, He remained motionless as if in deep thought, and he seemed to be able to do whatever he wanted, a bit obedient but also a bit tempting to bully him.

Song Qingshi fed him some water, then lay down next to him, staring at his face and calling in a low voice: "Chenchen... Chenchen..."

Lu Yanchen leaned on the bed, slowly raised his eyelids to look at him, his eyes looked a little confused, as if he recognized him after a long time, and said slowly: "Song Qingshi..."

Song Qingshi was stunned for a moment, because Lu Yanchen usually only called his brother, and rarely heard him call his name with his last name. Song Qingshi felt a little strange when he heard his own name from his mouth, and he couldn't help it. To Lu Yanchen: "Shout again..."

"In the Song and Qing Dynasties..."

"Shout again..."

"In the Song and Qing Dynasties..."

The drunk Lu Yanchen was really obedient, very obedient, he could do whatever he was asked to do, Song Qingshi couldn't help but put his forehead on his shoulder and laughed smugly, he smiled to himself for a while, then raised his head from his shoulder , said to Lu Yanchen: "Why are you so obedient?"

Lu Yanchen lowered his eyelids, like a robot with insufficient power, and did not move.

The two were very close. At this distance, every eyelash of Lu Yanchen could be clearly seen. His eyelashes were long and straight, and his eyes looked like a row of small brushes. Song Qingshi couldn't help stretching out his eyelashes. With one finger, he fiddled with his eyelashes.

Lu Yanchen's eyelashes trembled a few times when he fiddled with them.

But he has no sense of resistance at all, and he doesn't even know to hide for a while. Such a courtier is so cute.

Song Qingshi looked at his face, his eyes flickered.Ever since the incident with Ye Xiaonan in the second semester of the third year of junior high school, in order not to let people see that he likes Chenchen, he has deliberately avoided intimate actions with him since then, and he has not observed his face from such a distance for a long time.

Just looking at it, his heart seemed to wake up from a deep sleep, and jumped up uncontrollably. He couldn't restrain his eyes from falling from his small brush-like eyelashes to the tip of his straight nose, and falling again. to his full lips.

Desire wrapped around him like thin threads, Song Qingshi called out in a low voice: "Chenchen..."

"I like you too, do you know..." Song Qingshi tilted his head slightly, and his lips moved to his cheek.

He kissed him without any scruples, and whispered while kissing: "I like you too, do you know..."

He kissed him several times, Chenchen, an idiot, didn't respond to being kissed secretly, but this also made him more courageous, and his finger that plucked his eyelashes slid onto his cheek, along his cheek The cheek slid to his mouth, and the white, tender and slender finger traced along his lips. When it reached the middle of his lower lip, he pressed it down lightly, and Lu Yanchen's soft lips suddenly sunken. Going down, the lip color in the pressed place becomes a little darker, like the petals that have been ravaged/ravaged.

But at this moment, Lu Yanchen, who was still in a half-dream and half-awake state, didn't know if he thought Song Qingshi's finger was something delicious, and actually sucked his finger in his mouth and sucked it gently.

Song Qingshi's heart stopped beating, and he could feel Lu Yanchen's soft tongue gently brushing his fingertips, and his teeth biting his fingers lightly, the hot, moist, soft and painful touch swept away his sanity As for Kong, he only felt that the blood in his whole body was boiling, and his skin was burning hot. After he called out "Chenchen", his body leaned towards Lu Yanchen uncontrollably, and his lips automatically found him. Lips covered.

In fact, he knew that kissing is not the only way to kiss, and he knew it on this day.When he stuck to Lu Yanchen's lips, his brain seemed to be on fire, turning into a paste. He didn't remember the videos he had seen before, and he didn't think of any skills at all, and only relied on his physical instinct to kiss.

He gently sucked Chenchen's lips, and Chenchen's lips were indeed as close as they looked, a piece of flesh could be sucked up with a slight sip, the taste was like a piece of soft fudge, he slowly Suck and grind slowly, as if it were a piece of something delicious.

It's just that at this moment, he suddenly felt his lips being gently sucked. This discovery made his eyes widen. He didn't expect that Chenchen would respond to him.

Chenchen kissed him back as if he knew nothing about it, sometimes sucking, sometimes grinding, sometimes licking and biting, obviously he was the one who was taken advantage of, but now he turned his back on the guest, Song Qingshi was stunned because he was too surprised , unexpectedly lost the initiative and was suppressed by Lu Yanchen.

However, Song Qingshi didn't mind this at all. After a moment of daze, he began to recover and responded to Lu Yanchen.

They kissed for a long time that day, maybe half an hour, maybe more than 40 minutes, their lips were tightly stuck together like two sticky clams, and they couldn't separate them. Pause Nan Feng to rest for a while, and continue to kiss after resting enough, until finally Lu Yanchen fell asleep because he was too sleepy.

When Song Qingshi went to the bathroom afterwards, he found that his lips were already red and swollen from the kisses.

It's just that Chenchen, an idiot, didn't remember this matter the next day. He remembered that he asked himself what was wrong with his mouth. At that time, he didn't dare to tell him about it because of his guilty conscience. After eating a lot of spicy dishes, his mouth became swollen, and Chen Chen actually believed it.

Song Qingshi looked at Lu Yanchen's back and thought to himself, Chenchen is an idiot, not only the first kiss, the second kiss and the third kiss are gone, but now even the fourth kiss and the fifth kiss are gone, it's really pitiful, but no matter how many kisses, his kissing partner is him , it can only be him...

Lu Yanchen took Song Qingshi's hand and walked towards the dormitory of the business school, but he was a little at a loss in his heart. He would specifically ask Song Qingshi about this question because he wanted to test Song Qingshi.

Because he remembered his night and had a dream, he dreamed that he and Song Qingshi kissed.

After the class reunion that day, he was a little drunk, but he was not completely unconscious, but he was not very sober either. He remembered that Song Qingshi suddenly came over to talk to him, very close to him.

In fact, they hadn’t been this close for a long time at that time. In high school, I don’t know why Song Qingshi suddenly alienated him. To be precise, Song Qingshi began to alienate him after the Ye Xiaonan incident in the third year of junior high school. In fact, his alienation was not obvious. Outsiders They may not be able to see it, but they can still feel it.

Song Qingshi before Mingming always liked to cling to him, hug him, stick to him, and always find excuses to sleep with him.

But after that, he has never been like this again. Not only that, but he seems to deliberately keep a distance from him in front of his classmates.

Sometimes when walking on the road, he wanted to hold his hand like before, but he would deliberately avoid it. When doing exercises between classes, they always went together in the past. After high school, Song Qingshi would shirk and say, Chenchen, you go first, I What about going later...

Although Lu Yanchen knew that when people grow up, they will inevitably distance themselves from the people around them, but when Song Qingshi did this, he would inevitably feel sad.

One night, when Song Qingshi finished his homework and was about to go to bed, he joked, "Why haven't you pestered me to sleep with me recently?"

Unexpectedly, Song Qingshi glanced at him, and actually said the lines that only he could say in the past, he said: "It's not a child anymore, it's impossible to sleep together forever."

At that time, Lu Yanchen couldn't tell what it was like, he just felt astringent in his heart.

Sometimes Lu Yanchen even wondered if he did something wrong to make him angry, so he was very happy to get close to him in Song Qing Dynasty.

But I don't know why, after a while, he seemed to see Song Qingshi approaching him in a trance, kissed him, and Song Qingshi who was slowly approaching him stared straight at his face, as if something had settled in his eyes, the eyes outside the window The moonlight hit him, making his appearance even more stunning, like a beautiful fairy from another world.

I don't know why he didn't hide, and even kissed him back in a strange way.

When he woke up the next day, there were only a few images in his mind, and he was not sure whether it was real or just a dream.

If it really happened, this reality is too dreamlike, if it is a dream, then this dream is too real, so real that he seems to be able to feel the touch of being kissed on his lips.

He actually tried Song Qingshi quietly and asked him if anything happened last night, but Song Qingshi said calmly, "What do you think will happen?"

When Song Qingshi said this, Lu Yanchen felt that it was just a dream. After all, if they had really kissed last night, Song Qingshi's expression could not be so natural.

Although his red and swollen mouth was a little suspicious, so he asked one more question, what's wrong with your mouth?

Song Qingshi touched his lips, and said: "I ate a lot of spicy dishes at the dinner last night, and my mouth was swollen from the heat."

There were indeed a lot of spicy dishes at the dinner party last night, and Song Qingshi did eat a lot, so Lu Yanchen no longer doubted it, just thought it was a dream.

Song Qingshi specifically mentioned it tonight, and it inevitably reminded Lu Yanchen of that dream, so his original thoughts were a little shaken, so he tested Song Qingshi again.

But now it seems that he is thinking too much.

When the two walked downstairs to Song Qingshi's dormitory, Song Qingshi suddenly asked, "Chenchen, how did you feel about this kiss today?"

Lu Yanchen blushed and stammered, "I don't feel anything..."

Song Qingshi raised his eyebrows and said, "I don't feel anything, so why did the kiss time out..."

Lu Yanchen: "..."

The author says:

For those who don’t feel right, turn to the next two pages, and added a few hundred words after the last night’s chapter was published;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!